Rich and poisonous love: Husband, please love me

Standing under the shower head, she closed her eyes and rubbed her body vigorously, as if she wanted to rub out a layer of skin. She refused to stop rubbing until her skin turned red, and she almost fainted from the pain several times.

Coming out of the bathroom, she was exhausted as if she had experienced life and death.

Returning to the bedroom exhausted, she thought that if she was so tired, she would be able to fall asleep if she touched the pillow, but she couldn't fall asleep anyway, because what she breathed into her nostrils was the sensual smell of joy/love.

Smelling this smell, the bestiality he wished to crush himself would appear in his mind.

She didn't want to stay here anymore, she had to go out to get some air, otherwise, she would definitely go crazy.

Struggling to get up, she rummaged through the box to find clothes. It was summer, but she had to wear high collar and long sleeves, otherwise, the scars on her body couldn't be covered at all, so how could she walk out.

And putting on clothes is the ultimate torture for her, because every time she lifts her arm, her soul trembles in pain.

Gritting her teeth tightly, and moving very carefully and slowly, she finished dressing.

After such a toss, she was so weak that she almost had no strength at all.

She hasn't eaten since yesterday, and her eyes are dimmed from hunger.

Although the future is very dark, it can even be said that life is worse than death, thinking of Ling Yucheng, thinking of the parents who gave birth to her and raising her, thinking of the young Ling Muze. ． ． ． ． ．She couldn't die with complete abandonment.

Taking the purse, she walked out the door.

Walking through the corridor covered with red carpets, oil paintings, and gorgeous chandeliers, she came to the stairs.

Take the elevator to the lobby.

In the hall at night, the lights were bright and resplendent, but she was not in the mood to appreciate it, so she went straight out.

As soon as you go out, you will see the bustling streets, filled with fiery trees and silver flowers, and high-rise buildings all the way to the end of the night sky.

Facing the night wind, she walked along the street to relax.

Breathing the fresh air, the gloomy mood eased a little.

Passing by a gourmet restaurant, the aroma wafted into her nostrils, and she suddenly remembered that when she first came to this city, she was dressed in rags and was driven out of the restaurant as a beggar.

Her heart ached, if it wasn't for Ling Yucheng, she might have already fallen into hell by now.

Thinking of how decisively she left him, and thinking of his heartbroken eyes, she closed her eyes in pain.

I wonder if he is doing well now?Have you ever regretted taking her out of the nightclub?

Ling Yucheng, I'm sorry, I am no longer qualified to be your wife in this life.

In the next life, I hope I will meet you first and fall in love with you, if you love me at that time.

"Miss, would you like to come in for dinner?" A waiter saw that Shui Xi had been standing in front of the glass window looking at everything inside, and came out and asked.

Shui Xi stroked her flat belly and nodded to her.

The waiter ushered her into the restaurant.

This is an ordinary Chinese restaurant. The decoration is simple and refreshing, making people feel like they are at home. There are not many diners in twos and threes, but there are quite a few. Among them, several couples are sitting and dining face to face.

She found a corner to sit down, ordered three bowls of vegetables with the waiter at random, and then sat there quietly, looking at the couple sitting diagonally opposite.

See them whispering together, watching them feed each other, watching the man pamperingly wipe the rice grains from the corners of his lips for her. ． ． ． ． ．Her eyes were full of longing, she didn't know when she would be able to sit and have a meal with her beloved, having such a warm moment.

Ling Muze's cold face flashed across her mind, and her eyes gradually dimmed.

This extravagant hope may never be realized in a lifetime.

One finished the meal in dismay, walked out of the restaurant, and thought of going back to the apartment, feeling depressed.

Not wanting to go back so early, she wandered aimlessly along the street, watching the bright night scene, counting the traffic coming and going, envious of the pedestrians walking together.

The world is so big, but she is alone, there is no one who can depend on her.

The four words "nothing" eroded her heart like a tide.

Tears gradually fell into the eye sockets, and the sour taste made my heart ache.

The loneliest and lonely thing for a person is in this world, only oneself is left.

Tears blown in the wind.

I don't know how long I walked along the street, until every store was closed, until there were only a few pedestrians on the street, until she felt her feet were so sore that she didn't want to go on.

He took a deep breath, put his arms around his shoulders, gave himself courage, and walked towards the apartment.

Standing in front of the door of the apartment, she was in a gloomy mood like a cloud floating in the night sky.

I wonder if he is back?

Her tangled eyes struggled in pain, and her fingers repeatedly grabbed the corner of her clothes because of her emotions, showing her nervous mood at the moment.

Taking a deep breath and looking up at the vast night sky, her restless mood calmed down a little.

Be brave, go in, the soldiers will block it, and the water will flood it.She consoled herself.

Biting her lip, she walked to the door of the apartment, but there was no response when she pushed the door. She only realized when she saw the card reader next to the door. If she wanted to enter the apartment, she had to punch in for authentication.

Not wanting to call Ling Muze to order someone to open the door, she sat at a corner of the steps and waited for the residents inside to come over.

Due to the pain and tiredness in her body, she sat on the steps with her head buried in her knees, and soon fell into a light sleep.

Faintly hearing footsteps and conversations, she opened her eyes and saw a pair of men dressed as business elites walking towards them talking loudly.

She stood up quickly, and when she saw them open the door, she squeezed in quickly, and bowed gratefully to the two stunned men.

Stepping out of the elevator, he walked towards the door nervously.

Since Ling Muze didn't give her the key to the apartment, she didn't close the door when she went out just now, but just concealed it.

I don't know if he has come back.

She pushed open the door nervously, the inside was as bright as day, it was because she deliberately didn't turn off the light when she went out just now, she was very unfamiliar with this place, and was afraid that it would be dark inside when she walked in.

Cautiously looked around the living room, but there was no one there.

She breathed a sigh of relief, walked in, and called tentatively: "Ling Muze, Ling Muze..."

No echo.

The tense nerves suddenly relaxed.

'boom! 'Close the door and lie softly on the sofa.

However, his mood didn't get any better because of his absence, and all he could think about was who was he spending the night with at this late hour?

Realizing what messed up he was thinking, he tapped his head angrily.

Whoever he likes to follow, what matters, and he has become pure instead.

Although I thought so in my heart, there was an indescribable sour taste.

Could it be that if a woman loses her body to a man, will she lose her heart as well?

Distraught, she pulled the cushions over her face to keep herself from thinking.

Maybe she was really too tired, she was not allowed to think too much, and the drowsiness came overwhelmingly.

Waking up early in the morning, thinking that she hadn't asked for a day off as a miner, she got up from the sofa with a bitter face, washed up in a hurry, put on the high-necked long-sleeves that she didn't take off when she fell asleep last night, and took her bag Bao walked out of the apartment.

When she came to the magazine, she bit the bullet and walked into the office.

Facing the editor-in-chief who was buried in the documents, her nervous heart jumped out of her throat, fearing that she would be scolded bloody by the editor-in-chief.

The painful experience in the past is so unforgettable. I don't know that she will be assigned that kind of cruel job this time, and I don't know how much salary and bonus will be deducted.

The editor-in-chief put down the document in hand and looked up at her.

Stared at by her big fish eyes, a trace of cold sweat rolled down her forehead.

The editor-in-chief's violent temper is unbearable.

Shui Xi closed her eyes, ready to face her furious scolding.

"Shui Xi, what are you doing standing here?" The editor-in-chief looked at her suspiciously, without the gloom of a storm.

She thought that the editor-in-chief was waiting for her to confess her 'crime' voluntarily.

Holding the hem of his clothes tightly with both hands, he said, "I didn't ask for leave yesterday, and I was a miner..."

She stopped talking, and tensed her body, waiting for her curse.

"Oh, it turned out that this was the case. I thought it was such a big deal. See how scared you are."

The imaginary scolding did not come to her, and her tone was gentle, and she even had a smile on her face, which really surprised Shui Xi.

It is said that nature cannot be changed without change, and the editor-in-chief changed completely overnight, which really surprised Shui Xi.

Then, seeing her flushed face, she suddenly remembered the man she saw leaving with her after get off work that day, and suddenly understood why the editor-in-chief had become so gentle, it turned out that he was in love.

Knowing she was safe, she breathed a sigh of relief.

"Editor-in-Chief, I'll go out to work first."

"Wait, let your aunt clean up the rough work you usually do from today on. You will be an intern reporter with Xia Lan. I seem to have mentioned it to you last time."

"Thank you, editor-in-chief, I will work hard to do a good job." She looked at the editor-in-chief with great joy, and for the first time felt that the editor-in-chief's chubby appearance was quite cute.

The editor-in-chief gave her an encouraging smile.

Walking out of the editor's office, Shui Xi was still in a trance, a little unbelievable.

Love is really great, it can change a person so much.

After finally recovering, she walked towards the office area, and seeing her colleagues all sitting at their posts busy with their own tasks, she suddenly became confused.

In the past, she had been doing menial work and running errands, and she didn't have a specific desk for her, so she didn't know what to do next.

Just as she was standing blankly in the office area, thinking whether to go to the editor-in-chief's office to ask the editor-in-chief, Wu Liqian, the art team leader in light green professional attire and red high-heeled shoes, walked towards her.

"Shui Xi, the editor-in-chief told me that you are asked to follow editor Xia Lan as an interview reporter. You can sit in that position. Whether you can secure that position in the future depends on your ability." Wu Liqian pointed A desk in the corner said.

Thinking that she finally had her own desk, she was overjoyed and felt a sense of unrecognized satisfaction: "Well, thank you, Team Leader Wu."

Sitting on the seat, Yang Xiaoqing, the cute and lively proofreader sitting next to him, came up to her and congratulated, "Shui Xi, congratulations that you don't have to do those rough jobs anymore, and you can be an intern reporter."

"Thank you." Shui Xi smiled gratefully at her.

Seeing that she was still wearing high collar and long sleeves in summer, Yang Xiaoqing asked puzzledly: "Shui Xi, what kind of weather is this? You still wrap yourself up so tightly?"