Rich and poisonous love: Husband, please love me

Xia Lan didn't come to answer the door after knocking for a long time, which made Shui Xi's worried heart jump out of his throat, afraid that Xia Lan would not think about doing something stupid.

"Xia Lan, Xia Lan, open the door, open the door~~" He knocked hard several times, but he still didn't come to open the door.

She hung down in frustration, hesitating whether to find a lockpicker to pry the door open. At this time, the door opened in front of her eyes.

She opened her eyes wide in surprise, and seeing a man standing opposite with red and swollen eyes, wearing pajamas, obviously much thinner, and with a slumped face, Shui Xi's face immediately dimmed, and his expression was full of worry.

"Xia Lan..." Are you okay?How are you?How are you doing?These words obviously didn't need to be asked, and she called Xia Lan's name in a low voice with guilt, but she couldn't say a word of greeting.

Xia Lan smiled weakly, that smile was more poignant than crying.

She asked, "Shui Xi, why are you here?"

"You haven't come to work for the past few days. I was worried about you, so I wanted to come and see you. I knocked on the door for so long, why did you open it now? I'm so worried..." She shook her hand Seeing that Xia Lan's hands were trembling, she was terrified. If anything happened to Xia Lan, she would be to blame for it for the rest of her life.

Xia Lan chuckled, "You think I'm going to commit suicide?"

"I..." She did think so.

"Don't worry, I won't commit suicide for a person who abused me and hurt me so cruelly, otherwise, it wouldn't be worth it."

Xia Lan could say that, and Shui Xi's worried heart relaxed a little: "I knew you were very strong."

"No, I'm not strong at all." She denied: "He is not worthy of my sadness, I am sad, and even self-harmed, but I love him deeply, knowing that he is not worthy of my being so devastated, but I still can't help it I love him, but I can't help feeling sad because of him..."

The words have not been finished yet, and tears have flowed into thousands of lines.

Looking at Xia Lan who was crying suddenly, and falling more and more, Shui Xi's sad heart felt like a big rock was pressing on her, and she was so stuffy that she could hardly breathe.

"Shui Xi, do you know? My heart hurts so much, it's like an awl is constantly piercing my heart. It hits me all the time." She pressed Shui Xi's hand on hers. on the chest.

Shui Xi felt guilty and wanted to take back her hand, but she held her tightly, complaining in tears, "Every minute and every second I live now is worse than death, it would be great if I could die, but, I just now Not long after you turned on the gas bottle, you came..."

"What? Coal, a gas bottle?" Shui Xi's eyes widened to infinity, and her eyes were full of horror. At this moment, she smelled the smell of gas wafting out.

No wonder Xia Lan didn't come to open the door after knocking on it for so long just now. ． ． ． ． ． "Xia Lan, you're crazy." Shui Xi tugged at her shoulders and swayed. Hearing that she was going to commit suicide, she was so guilty and sad that she was about to die.

Oh my god, Xia Lan has no business after meeting, it's all her fault, it's all her fault.

"I'm not crazy, I'm just living in too much pain, I don't want to go on living anymore."

"Xia Lan, how could you commit suicide? Have you ever thought about what kind of impact it would have on him and your relatives and friends if something happened to you!"

Shui Xi shook her shoulder with great heartache and said, "In case you die, I'm afraid he won't shed a single tear for you, and still live his life in style, without leaving the slightest impression in his heart. For your relatives and friends, it is the greatest sorrow, do you think it is necessary to commit suicide for a man who does not love himself, does not cherish himself, and deceives himself?"

Xia Lan shook her head violently with tears streaming down her face: "I understand what you said, but I only know that life is very painful, and when I die, it will be all over, and there will be no pain at all. I can't bear it anymore, Shui Xi !"

Xia Lan slumped on the ground weakly, crying bitterly: "I really love him so much, I can be excited for a long time just talking to him, but I don't dare to expect to develop further with him, I never thought that I would meet him There is a future..."

"Originally, he only looked up to him as the sun, the moon and the stars, but one night, he smiled gently at me, said that he wanted to have a serious relationship with me, and invited me to his house for dinner. How happy I was when I was there, I felt that I was the happiest woman in the world, I felt that I had the whole world......"

She took a deep breath before she could continue: "The result... When I woke up, everything changed drastically. There was no tenderness, no commitment, no caring, and some were just bloody teasing. Hell has been knocked down from heaven!"

She looked at Shuixi with tears in her eyes: "Shuixi, if it were you, would you break down like me, be so heartbroken and desperate?"

Shui Xi was at a loss for words all of a sudden, yes, if she was cheated and used by the man she loves, she would definitely die in pain.

Thinking that I was the one who caused Xia Lan to die, remorse, guilt, sadness, and pain rushed into my heart all at once.

She grabbed Xia Lan's hand tremblingly: "Xia Lan, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it was because of my instigation that you became what you are now, hit me, scold me!"

As she spoke, she grabbed Xia Lan's hand with tears all over her face and stretched it out, but Xia Lan froze and refused to hit her.

"It's not your fault, you didn't expect it to end like this." Xia Lan shook her head and said.

"No matter what my original intention is, I did cause you to become like this, Xia Lan, I know you are kind, so I can't bear to pursue me and blame me, but if you don't hit me or scold me, I will I feel more guilty and more uncomfortable!"

"I......"

"Xia Lan, just beat me up and scold me, otherwise, I will die of grief!" Shui Xi was overwhelmed by guilt, the more Xia Lan didn't blame her, she The more guilty, the more uncomfortable.

The atmosphere suddenly calmed down, and then, one after another, loud slaps rang out.

Shui Xi closed her eyes, and let the slaps land on her face fiercely, causing burning pain.

Because she closed her eyes, she didn't see Xia Lan's eyes staring at her, wishing she could cramp her skin.

The slaps stopped, and Xia Lan's sad voice sounded: "Shui Xi, if this can make you feel better, I am willing to do it. I don't want you to feel guilty for me anymore!"

Shui Xi opened her eyes, her cheeks were burning like fire, and blood was dripping from the corners of her lips, but she didn't wipe it off, and smiled weakly at Xia Lan.

"Ah, Shui Xi, the corners of your lips are bleeding." Xia Lan screamed, and raised her hand to wipe the blood from her mouth: "I'm sorry, why didn't I hit it hard, it's bleeding."

"I'm fine." Shui Xi pulled her hand, shook her head and said.

The two looked at each other, and Xia Lan said with an extremely sad expression, "Shui Xi, what should I do? I'm really sad and can't live anymore."

Shui Xi smiled encouragingly: "Everything will pass, you have to be strong and hold on, feelings are like a hurdle, if you work hard, you will always be able to get over it."

Xia Lan shook her head: "There are high and low barriers. Sometimes no matter how hard you try, you can't get over it. He has already invaded my bone marrow. Unless I die, I can't get rid of it."

Shui Xi looked at her sadly: "But he doesn't love you..."

"But I love him..." Xia Lan smiled bitterly.

Knowing that Xia Lan's love for Ling Yucheng has fallen deep and cannot be pulled out, she is worried that she will be overwhelmed and commit suicide.

She thought about it, and planned to take a risky move.

"Xia Lan, do you mind if Ling Yucheng doesn't love you, but will marry you?"

Xia Lan bit her lips, said silently: "As long as I can be with him, I am satisfied, but, even if my request is so simple, it will not come true, marry me? I would never dream of having Such a good thing."

"Don't worry, he touched you, he must take this responsibility for you."

"You are not him, you can't decide anything for him."

"I will find a way to make him agree to marry you, so Xia Lan, don't commit suicide again, okay? Although he doesn't love you now, as long as he marries you, you have unlimited possibilities to make him fall in love with you." Shui Xi Straighten her messy hair.

"Really? Marry me? Is it possible?" She burst into tears of joy.

"Of course, Xia Lan, just wait to be Ling Yucheng's bride, please promise me that you won't commit suicide again, okay?" Shui Xi looked at her expectantly.

Xia Lan was silent for a while, and finally, she smiled expectantly: "En."

With Xia Lan's approval, Shui Xi made up her mind that as long as Xia Lan can be happy, she is willing to take that step.

Looking at her thin appearance, Shui Xi teased, "What have you been doing to yourself these few days for someone? The first time I saw you just now, I thought I saw a ghost."

"Just make fun of me." Xia Lan was amused by her.

Shui Xi glanced at her, and then said, "I guess you haven't eaten all day today?"

Xia Lan nodded noncommittally.

"Is there any food at home? Look at your lack of energy. I'll cook a good meal for you, nourish your body, make it as white as jade, and make Ling Yucheng fall in love with you."

Mentioning Ling Yucheng, Xia Lan's pale face turned a little blush: "The dishes were all bought a few days ago, so they must not be fresh anymore."

"You haven't eaten these days?" Shui Xi asked.

Xia Lan nodded.

Shui Xi wailed, and patted his head: "Love really hurts people a lot."

Xia Lan remained silent.

"Let's go out and have a good meal. I want to watch you eat three bowls of rice with my own eyes. Otherwise, you will never want to walk out of the restaurant."

"You treat me like a pig, who can eat three big bowls of rice!" Xia Lan wailed.

"Although you haven't eaten for the past few days, and you are told to eat 4 bowls, 5 bowls are already forgiven. If you go on a hunger strike next time, the punishment will not be so easy."

"Shuixi..." Xia Lan called softly.

"what?"

"Your face is swollen like this, can you go out to eat?"