My Goddess

All kinds of business clubs and fast hotels are all over the street, and all kinds of strange photos are connected on both sides of the street, like a river full of passion.

Su Yifan pulled Zhang Yao's men out of the car, the little junior sister looked up and saw so many hotel signs, her little head lowered instantly, a thick blush appeared on her face.

Knowing that Zhang Yao had misunderstood, Su Yifan explained with some embarrassment: "It's not what you think... I want to bring you to eat."

Zhang Yao didn't say a word, she grabbed Su Yifan's hand and shook it firmly without letting go.

Su Yifan's heart moved, and he shook Zhang Yao's hand vigorously.

"Let's go." Su Yifan's mind was relaxed, and his tone didn't feel heavy at all, "It's a secret place, and I've only been here once."

Zhang Yao raised her head and stared at Su Yifan with shining eyes.

The two of them crossed half the street, turned into an alley, and entered the bar that Su Yifan had only been to once, with only a small wooden signboard.

"This used to be Nier's secret base." Su Yifan stepped into the shop while introducing it to Zhang Yao.

The girl with short hair was still standing in front of the bar wiping glasses, her movements were slow and her eyes were slightly sharp.

Seeing Su Yifan walking in with a skinny little girl, the short-haired girl could still recognize his face, and asked, "Did you come with Neil?"

Su Yifan, who was aroused by this question, shook his head: "She won't come anytime soon."

"Go back to China?" The short-haired girl talked a lot more than the last time we met, and her attitude was still kind. "Do you want to go upstairs today?"

Su Yifan's heart skipped a beat: "Are there any seats available?"

The short-haired girl nodded: "It's always been there, I'll take you there."

This time, I took the elevator, which is hidden at the corner of the bar. The all-glass elevator is transparent, like a crystal container with hidden treasures under the dim light.Standing inside, Su Yifan realized that he could see the load-bearing shaft and cables under his feet when he lowered his head. He laughed and joked, "Be careful when you wear short skirts in this elevator."

The short-haired girl didn't laugh because of this sentence, but said calmly: "So Neil always takes the stairs every time she comes."

Su Yifan glanced at the short-haired girl, her skirt was about an inch above the knee.

The girl understood what Su Yifan was looking at, and still calmly explained: "There are safety pants."

Su Yifan then felt that his skills in chatting with girls still needed to be improved, so he decided to shut up and stop trying to communicate.

Going up to the attic, there is still the glass dome that can see the sky, and there is only one table in the center of the attic.

Snow-white tablecloths, unlit candles floating in delicate glasses.

Su Yifan finally let go of Zhang Yao's hand and pointed to a chair.

"Please sit down."

Zhang Yao lowered her head and sat opposite Su Yifan.

Neil's secret base is different from everyone else's. It is a public space. Judging from the bookshelves and decorations on both sides, few people have visited here.The gradually dimming sky was overhead, and the clouds dyed red by the setting sun floated in the air, like huge copper coins flowing past.Su Yifan and Zhang Yao sat under the flowing golden red, staring at each other.

Zhang Yao's gaze is still timid, much stronger than before.

After the two sat down, the short-haired girl set up a table for them and showed the menu.

This was the first time Su Yifan saw the menu here.

Expensive steaks, red wine, various snacks, and a wide variety of Chinese food.This store is not as simple and simple as imagined, but it can actually meet the needs of most people.

The only difference is that this attic can only accommodate two people drinking alone.

The attic space is actually very large, and there are only two places where people can sit.Su Yifan used to think that the short-haired girl seemed to be very familiar with Neil, but now he realized that it was his own illusion.

Su Yifan handed Zhang Yao the menu and asked her to choose.

Zhang Yao didn't refuse, she never ordered food when there were many people, only when she was with Su Yifan.

After ordering things quickly and accurately, Zhang Yao took out her wallet from her pocket, and the simple and beautiful Hermes made the eyes of the short-haired girl who had not yet left shine bright.

"I invite you."

Zhang Yao could already say six words today, Su Yifan felt that if other people were present, this would definitely become an important topic.

"Let me do it." Su Yifan knew that Zhang Yao actually didn't have any money, and he, who settled the bill for Neil, knew it was not cheap here.

Zhang Yao's stubborn eyes met Su Yifan's for a few seconds, and Su Yifan was defeated.

"I have money."

Nine words!Su Yifan was so moved that he wanted to cry.

He saw Zhang Yao open the wallet, and there was a thick stack of pink banknotes inside, he was a little surprised: "Who gave it to you?"

"Cheng Shuixin..."

Twelve words... Su Yifan felt that if Zhang Yao persisted like this, he should have no problem communicating with people normally in the next semester.

"Why Cheng Shuixin?" Su Yifan thought that Yang Bingbing was the one who could throw money like a nouveau riche, and he also wanted to tease Zhang Yao to say a few more words.

Zhang Yao finally stopped talking this time. Twelve words was like a limit. She opened her mouth and found that it was very complicated to explain, so she simply picked up the pencil and the service opinion form on the dining table and began to write.

Su Yifan stared at Zhang Yao lying on the table and wrote each word seriously. After a while, Zhang Yao held up the paper like a character in a comic, and stretched it out in front of Su Yifan with both hands.

"Cheng Shuixin said that her manuscript fee was too high, and she wanted to share part of it with me. She said that if she didn't want it, she would not record songs with me. I wanted her to accompany me, so I asked for 2000 yuan, and I will return it when I have money. she."

Su Yifan had seen Zhang Yao's handwriting before, it was very beautiful.The two lines on the paper were written very scribbled, which showed the uneasiness and panic in the little junior sister's heart.

After seeing Zhang Yao's explanation, Su Yifan sighed, Cheng Shuixin is always so careful.Knowing that Zhang Yao would not accept his direct financial help, she actually used threats to make the junior sister submit.This kind of consciously taking care of everyone's mood really needs a compliment for her.

"Since Cheng Shuixin asked you to hold it, you can take it." Su Yifan smiled and stretched out his hands to rub Zhang Yao's hair, "Don't have any psychological burden, I will compensate her later."

Zhang Yao shook her head in horror, and wrote: "I'll give it back to her."

"Okay." Su Yifan didn't insist, he was happy that Zhang Yao became more and more independent, "If I knew you were welcome, I would just order fried rice."

Zhang Yao didn't speak, she sat on the chair with her calves dangling and looked around.Those English magazines are not a big problem for Zhang Yao. Judging from her understanding of European and American music and the pronunciation of the songs, this person's English level is at least higher than Su Yifan, and even similar to Cheng Shuixin.

As the sky outside gradually darkened, Zhang Yao excitedly took a match and lit the candle floating in the glass.The candlelight reflected her face red, bringing sweetness and a touch of shyness.

After everything was put together, the short-haired girl turned and went downstairs, leaving behind Su Yifan and Zhang Yao.In the dim light, a candle flame danced in the eyes of two people.

"It's fine if you're happy." Su Yifan knew that when getting along with Zhang Yao, he had to say most of the things by himself, "If you like it, we will come here often in the future."

Zhang Yao nodded vigorously, her big eyes still flickering.

Seeing such a simple and easy to satisfy Zhang Yao, Su Yifan almost subconsciously thought of himself.

It seems to be becoming more and more complicated.

"Let's eat first." Su Yifan pointed to the table, "I don't know if it suits your taste, but the food here is not spicy enough."

Zhang Yao lowered her head and tasted the mashed potatoes first, then continued to nod vigorously.

Su Yifan lowered his head and cut a piece of steak, and naturally stretched the beef to Zhang Yao's mouth, and when he realized something was wrong, it was too late to take it back.

Forget it, let's make a mistake, I hope Zhang Yao won't feel too shy...Su Yifan despises himself in his heart, is this a habit of feeding people recently?

Zhang Yao was stunned for a moment, then almost without hesitation, she leaned her hands on the table and ate the beef on the fork.

Su Yifan took back the fork, glanced at the place where Zhang Yao had bitten, and wondered if this was an indirect kiss?

After hesitating for only two or three seconds, Su Yifan noticed that Zhang Yao was looking at him with timidity and anticipation, but he didn't lower his head like an ostrich like usual.

At this time, I can't hesitate anymore. If I hesitate again, everything I have done tonight will be in vain.Su Yifan lowered his head and cut off the second piece of beef, and put it in his mouth.

After eating this steak, Zhang Yao immediately lowered her head and launched a fierce attack on the food in front of her, instead of staring at Su Yifan.

Su Yifan ate relatively quickly, and drank there after eating, watching Zhang Yao enjoy the food.

Looking at it, Su Yifan felt a lot of emotions in his heart, this time without hesitation, he said to Zhang Yao: "I am very happy to see you eating like this."

Zhang Yao stopped lowering her head, and looked up at Su Yifan in surprise.

Su Yifan looked at Zhang Yao and smiled softly.

This is what he really is.Most of the time Su Yifan is just a gentle boy, he never expected anything extravagantly, nor did he hope to get so much.

Now that the temptation of having everything is in front of him, Su Yifan will also feel all kinds of unrest in his heart. He wants to confide, but he is too embarrassed to tell Cheng Shuixin and Yang Bingbing.

Su Xiaoqing would only suggest to Su Yifan to hug his cock, or even enlarge his cock, sometimes Su Yifan would not dare to talk about such topics with Su Xiaoqing.I always feel that after listening to the words of the goddess sister, the world that is getting better and better day by day will collapse in front of my eyes and become all kinds of painful fragments.

"...I don't know who to talk to, I'm afraid I can only tell you." Su Yifan looked at Zhang Yao, his mood gradually calmed down, and he said, "Actually, I was also confused before, what should I do? , should have some dream. Those things have been slowly resolved recently, I know what I should do, but I haven't figured out how to do it is the best."

Of course Zhang Yao would not respond to Su Yifan, she just listened quietly.

"I think all this is really too illusory to me now. Everything Miss Qing gave us is something we never dreamed of. These good times are so good that people feel that tomorrow may be will lose it."

When talking about choosing the direction of university, Su Yifan was deeply touched by Zhang Yao's loss.

This sentence is obviously aimed at Zhang Yao's loss and anxiety.

Su Yifan didn't look at Zhang Yao, but followed Zhang Yao's appearance and lowered his head and continued: "I want to change the world, does this sound ridiculous? I want to do too many things, and now I want to change the world." It’s scary to think about it. People are afraid of the future, because they’re afraid they won’t be able to do it, and they’re also afraid of losing. I’m afraid of losing now, of losing you, and of losing the present happiness. Can you understand what I mean?”

Although he didn't look at Zhang Yao, Su Yifan could still feel the girl nodding slowly.

"Maybe people are greedy..." Su Yifan said a little ashamedly, "I like Cheng Shuixin, I'm afraid you all know it? But I know that all the relationships in the student days are not blessed. Because we can't grasp the future , and we can’t help ourselves. In most things, we don’t even have the right to make our own decisions.”

"I think it would be good if time stays like this. It's a pity that Miss Qing told me that the reason for happiness in life is that you can get a short rest after going through hardships. This is happiness. So the current life, I feel ashamed when I think about it.”

"I know I'm not qualified to say these things, but I really want to do a lot of things by myself... I don't want to say whether I can make money, at least I have to prove myself so that I can influence others. Although I don't know if you are serious I like to perform, or I like to experience other people's emotions to enrich myself. But I think you can understand my mood? We still need to prove ourselves, and then we can do more what we want to do."

"And I thought about it. If one day we are separated from each other, will the connection between each other fade away? Will we still be happy together like we are now? When I think of these things, I feel sad. I am very scared , terribly afraid."

"Maybe it's because it's so beautiful that I'm afraid of losing it? Neil left. She told me with her actual actions that all this may disappear, and I have to be mentally prepared."

"Sometimes when I think about this, I feel that it's useless to become stronger..."

As Su Yifan was talking, his relaxed and happy mood finally broke down today, he lowered his head and tried hard not to let his emotions and tears fall together.

Crying in front of girls, it's really fucking embarrassing, Su Yifan absolutely doesn't want to do this.

But that was Zhang Yao, a girl who was so worrying, yet so reassuring, so timid and so brave.

Thinking that he was facing Zhang Yao, Su Yifan felt ashamed as long as he felt ashamed, it didn't matter.

Silently, Zhang Yao's little hand crossed the dining table again, and slowly climbed onto Su Yifan's palm.

"I will always stay with you……"

The girl repeated what Su Yifan said to Zhang Yao.The intermittent voice was like a beautiful song in the quiet attic, sung only for Su Yifan.