Korean Hurricane Idol

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The spn live broadcast has started for a while. In the corridor outside the waiting room, crowds come and go, artists, backup dancers, staff, managers, assistants, etc., and the noisy sound fills almost all directions. The place, probably the singing on the stage, the sound waves passing through the wall floated indistinctly amidst the noise.

All kinds of sounds hit the brain, and the head was a little dizzy, almost being pushed forward by An Junhe.

People passing by on the way would look at them in surprise, she could see the strangeness in their eyes, and could feel that when watching her and An Junhe go away, those people quietly covered their mouths and whispered to each other.

She didn't know what they were talking about, just looking at that expression, she guessed that it was probably not a good thing, so she didn't want to know, this kind of mentality might be an escape, but she thought that she probably couldn't bear any more bitterness and anger mean.

Her heart was beating fast, and the pressure wrapped around her neck like a rope amidst those sounds, making it difficult for her to breathe. [

The field of vision is changing and distorting, the corridor in front seems to be extending indefinitely, and the blossoming halos are elongated and changing, until they turn a corner and come to the backstage preparation area, the stage is just outside the curtain in front, and the lights are lost Here, the darkness enveloped her, and she finally woke up a little bit.

A staff member waiting behind the curtain saw them and gestured for them to wait in place.

Only then did An Junhyuk turn around: "I've already made an agreement with the president, I will use you for the stage background..."

She couldn't hear what he was saying, and stared blankly ahead.The darkness seemed to be brushed in the surrounding space like thick ink, but her sight stayed a few steps away, the gap in the curtain where a ray of colored light penetrated.

The fast-paced dance music is stirring, separated by a curtain, is the stage of her dreams in recent years.

Since she was 17 years old, she has worked hard to stand on it, and she did not make her official debut until she was 23 years old. There is every ray of air and every beam of light on it.All stay in her youth and sweat.However, when she finally stood on the top and began to reap the cheers and applause she had exchanged for her years, and her popularity gradually climbed to the top, the cruelty of this society knocked her down.

It's 4!

I don't know how many times I dreamed back at midnight.She dreamed that she was standing in a vast space.The bright beam of the follow spot light enveloped her.Microphone in hand, she stares into the darkness ahead, expecting glow sticks to light up there.Light up the cheering lantern with the three characters "Baek Zhiying", hoping that when I dance again, the touch under my feet is the rubber floor of the stage.

But such dreams always start from darkness and end from darkness every time!

The response from the staring front to her has always been heavy, like the darkness pressing down like a mountain peak, they never let her see what she was looking forward to, just like when she wandered around several TV stations in 03 looking for opportunities, The face of indifference and rejection again and again, just like in the past four years, every time I finally got on a show, the audience who watched it attacked her and made obscenities on the message board, just like...

"Chiyoung?"

Someone held her shoulder and shook it, and a hand waved in front of her eyes. She subconsciously looked over, but her ignorant mind paused for a while before feeding back the signal received by vision back to her brain and resumed her thinking.

It's Ahn Jun Hyuk!

He held her shoulder with one hand, shook her, and expressed concern: "Did you hear me? What's wrong with you?"

She didn't know what to say, her lips moved, but she couldn't make a sound.

At this time, two people came in through a door on the side of the preparation area, opened the curtain and walked in. They probably had finished playing the song and went to the auditorium to watch the singer who came back from the audience. The two were chatting and didn't notice There are people here.

"I don't know what score that person just now scored. Oh, let's not talk about others, we don't even know how high our song can be ranked!"

"Anyway, the first thing is not to think about it. When Senior Kim Jong-kook came out, did you hear the screams from the audience? I'm afraid it's still like the last episode of YYNG, where he won the first place again."

"Who would dare to expect to be number one... Speaking of this, I heard that Baek Ji-young is here today. It was reported in the news a few days ago that An Junhyuk said he would make Baek Ji-young the No. ..."[

The man smiled inexplicably, and the other man obviously understood the meaning of his laughter, and stretched out his hands with a somewhat obscene expression, "How else can I praise you? By the way, Bai Zhiying's figure is actually not very good, and her appearance is not that good." ……Well……"

Having said this, he suddenly froze, and the companion beside him also stopped stiffly.

A few steps away from the two of them, An Junhe looked over with piercing eyes. Beside him, Bai Zhiying's face was pale!

The most embarrassing thing in the world is to be caught chewing someone else's tongue behind their backs, and what's even more frightening for these two little singers is that the person who found them is very popular, and he can torture them to death with just any excuse Want to die.

The two stood there blankly, bearing An Junhe's cold gaze, if they hadn't supported each other, their legs would have been weak and they would have been unable to stand.

The air was so oppressive that I didn't know how long it was silent, and An Junhyuk over there finally spoke:

"roll!"

"Yes... I'm sorry, senior..." The two hurriedly ran away with pale faces. The banter and obscenity during the chat before had already flowed out with the cold sweat that exploded from their bodies.

Rationally controlled himself not to do anything, watched the two flee in a panic, looked back at Bai Zhiying, whose lips had lost all color, and the corners of his mouth twitched, as if he didn't know what expression to do, and sighed secretly.

"Sister Zhiying, don't take that mediocre nonsense to heart!" Pressing her shoulder and thinking for a moment, he could only comfort her in this way.

Hearing his consolation, Bai Zhiying touched his cheek several times before he forced a smile: "I know, I won't take it to heart..."

But what about in practice?

Their words were like a knife stabbing hard into her heart, and by the way they gouged out a circle hard, twisting her heart to pieces.

"Bai Zhiying is ready!"

I have been observing the staff outside, and I will know when I look back.An Junhe, who wanted to say something else, had to help her tidy up her hair and clothes in a hurry, and observe her makeup. Then he bent down slightly, supported her temples, and stared at her with those deep eyes:

"Sister Zhiying, listen to me, don't think about anything, don't think about what those people say, don't think about what they will think of you. Concentrate. Just like practicing normally, sing this song well. With me by your side..."

She was a little dazed.His dull head temporarily couldn't tell what he meant.All she heard was a wall across the stage.The curtain read her name, the staff opened An Junhe, and then took her to the curtain.

When the outside lights dim.Get her out!

嗡

There was a buzzing in the ears, as if entering a dream from reality, the vast darkness spread endlessly in front of my eyes, stretching all the way, and then, the lights turned on.

In the dim light, she saw the auditorium, and saw those sitting in the dim light extending past, without applauding, cheering, or singing.

They were down there, looking at her indifferently, the converging indifferent gazes, like the darkness from a nightmare, tightly gripped her heart. [

The sound of wind chimes sounded behind her, and she looked back in a daze. On the big screen behind her, the MV of "No More Love" starring Li Xi and Lin Yuner was playing.

She saw two girls holding hands, watching them slowly approaching in the sun, watching a paper windmill spinning slowly, green lilies blooming, and the subtitle quietly emerged:

Lyricist/Music: An Jun Hyuk

Vocals: Baek Ji Young

love no more

I don't love anymore... The moment that line of subtitles appeared, time flowed through my heart!

……

I have decided to leave you

There are reasons for your indifference

The hands that caressed me are gone

Only now do I realize that your heart has left

……

Subconsciously singing along with the melody, her thoughts have drifted back to 4 years ago, to the day when she just found out that she was betrayed.

She saw that the other party recorded scenes of her ugly behavior, showing her most private side bloody in front of everyone, she saw the media condemning that person, she saw many people support her, but she saw more Mostly, it was the advertisers who turned their faces and demanded compensation clauses for the brand's damage to her image. Seeing her albums being removed from the shelves of video stores, and seeing some people who were close to her in the past avoid them!

Also, those videos that can never be deleted and spread everywhere!

She desperately thought about ending her life, but she was not reconciled to being succeeded by a despicable person, she was not reconciled that her life ended because of that despicable person, so she cheered up and tried hard to resist.She began to appear frequently on some TV programs, telling people about her experience, and jointly helping some women who had experienced similar experiences, and using legal means to help them seek justice!

For a long time, she thought she had succeeded, but in 2003, the reality taught her a vivid lesson!

The mood flashed through the gloom and confusion at that time, and through time, she saw the day when the new album was released that year. In a state of anxiety, she received the news that the TV station and radio station refused her to appear on the song playing show. In the middle of the night, she walked on the wandering in the street.

She shuttled in the halo of street lamps, walked through the orange light, and walked into the darkness. After a while, the long road seemed to have no end in sight.

She closed her eyes, her singing was deep, and the emotion of loss and bewilderment spread out from the stage. Everyone can feel that love!

……

Maybe it's because of that obsession, but I console myself anyway

I feel so pitiful

From now on, clear all your memories

……

Can memory really be erased?

Another 2 years passed, and she thought that time would wash away everything and erase all her past.But she was wrong again. When she reappeared in the public eye, they unleashed overwhelming malice on her with an unimaginable jle.

They said she was shameless and said a lot of bad things about her. They were like the two singers yyng just now, obscenely guessing whether she had some "deal" with An Junhe. When they passed by the corridor before, those eyes showed strange eyes Most of the artists in the industry think that way too!

On the big screen behind them, two girls walking through the city hand in hand, they found the hour and minute hands that lost the clock face, they saw the bicycle that lost the wheel, and they saw a picture of a bicycle leaving the water. dolphin.

Everything is separated, just like her heart that is singing at this moment, those people use the knife called gossip to cut her heart into two halves, dismantle, disintegrate, and let the pain bite. .

You guys, why are you doing this?

She closed her eyes tightly, tears flowed out uncontrollably, and her crying voice sang loudly

From now on, no more love, people like you

Can't meet again, can't love anymore

won't be like a fool yyng love anymore, for someone like you

I wish I could be forgotten, completely forgotten

……

The overhead camera is rotating, from left to right, recording her upright body with high pitched voice, and the follow spot light illuminates her cheeks brightly, revealing the tears falling from the corners of her eyes. At this moment, counting On the TV screen of this family, a woman named Bai Zhiying stood on the stage again after an absence of 4 years, telling everyone her pain with her weeping singing.

It was heart-wrenching pain.

It is also the cry of rebirth from the ashes!

She was on the stage, with her eyes closed, she couldn't see that someone in the audience was crying in her singing, and the tears were dim because of the melody, the lyrics, and the sudden burst of sadness that she merged into the music.

In the luxuriously decorated duplex suite of the building, Yun'er's eyes were red, and her crying voice was choked with panting.

Far away in Jeonju, Taeyeon hugged her younger sister and took off her glasses, not wanting others to see her crying, but behind her, mother Kim had red eye circles.

In the small rental house, Song Bingshu, who considers himself an opponent, sat silently in front of the TV, looking at the woman who had been implicated by his opposition these days, with tears streaming down his face under the camera, sore corners of his eyes, cold The traces slipped from the cheeks, condensed on the jaw, and fell into the cold noodle soup in his arms.

There are many, many more.

Crying silently, crying loudly, grief is like a storm, through the signal of images and sounds, it projects a deep impression in the brains of several people, for her grievances, for her sufferings, and for her covered faces , and even spent makeup tears.

Standing in the background, listening to the singing, An Junhe saw the staff beside him quietly rubbing the corners of their eyes, saw the person who should have passed by by chance, stopped in his tracks, and saw the corner leading to this side from the waiting area , Some artists stood quietly in the darkness, as if through the wall, staring at the figure singing heartily on the stage.

The 3 minutes passed quickly, and the climax that had been ruled by pain gradually came to an end.

He also saw that when the note fell and Bai Zhiying's weeping vibrato echoed, there were many, many people in the area under the stage where the lights could not shine, clapping vigorously with tears in their eyes under the faint light... (To be continued .Mobile phone users please go to read.)