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In the dark night, the pouring rain bombarded the field, and in the distant direction, there was even muffled thunder rolling through the clouds, with a loud and deep sound, as if the sky was collapsing.

In the space shrouded in darkness, a little orange light came on, and the light was folded by the rushing rain, forming a ball outside the car window. Inside the car, An Kong, who was sitting beside Yooner's bed, withdrew the hand that was pressing on the girl's forehead .

The scorching body temperature still remained in the palm of his hand, he turned his head and looked helplessly at Lin Xiujing, who looked concerned, it seemed that the temperature was over 39 degrees, she must have fallen into the river in the afternoon and caught a cold..."

To be able to reach such a high temperature, the fever definitely didn't start after she fell asleep, maybe she had a low-grade fever from time to time, but Yun'er has always been careless, even if she feels a little unwell, she probably won't take it to heart.

If she hadn't had nightmares again and woke up Lin Xiujing, who was a little awake, by talking in her sleep, they might not have been able to.

"Taeyeon, have you found the antipyretic medicine? Don't skip the word.

"I found it, I found it." Taeyeon, who was wearing a nightgown, ran with fluffy hair.

Afterwards, several people were busy, waking up Yun'er who was still in a daze, and coaxing her to take the medicine, but it didn't take long before she vomited it all up, and when she fed it again, it was like this again, twice , The little girl vomited so much yellow bile came out that they were so frightened that they didn't dare to take medicine indiscriminately.

Frowning and looking at the medicine bottle in his hand, An Kong is not a doctor, so he can't understand that this is a symptom of Yun'er. If she can't take anti-fever medicine, if her high fever continues like this, she might get sick with a fever.

Taeyeon, Zhixiu, and Lin Xiujing next to her came up with ideas, alcoholic baths, cold compresses, etc., but now in the SUV, there is really no condition for physical cooling.Listening to the bed next to her, Yun'er, who fell asleep drowsily after vomiting, began to yell softly again at an extremely fast speed. An Kong wiped the sweat from her forehead while looking out the window in deep thought.

Not long after, they heard him say you stay here and I will take her to the hospital"

"Don't drive?" Several people were stunned for a moment, Lin Xiujing immediately objected, "That's okay, it's raining so hard outside."

"It's raining too much, so I can't drive. Find me the raincoat, and I will walk with Yoona on my back."

"But..." Lin Xiujing, who was worried about him, wanted to persuade him, but she also said that An Kong's choice was right, the road outside was slippery, and the night was dark and deep, a car as big as a minivan couldn't go on the road at all, otherwise it would be difficult to guarantee No problem.Rather than risking a car accident, it is obviously safer to walk.

But here is the nearest town, although it is only a few ten minutes by car, if you walk, it will take at least an hour or two. A healthy person may be able to hold it, but An Kong is injured, and she is really worried.

However, the words of persuasion were not spoken in the end.

Under the orange halo, An Kong gently hugged Yun'er in his arms, wiped off her sweat, and whispered in her ear, the tenderness and love on his face at that moment made her feel I deeply understand that if I continue to block it, it will only make him unhappy.

So she swallowed back what she was about to say, paused, got up and found the raincoat and I will accompany you. "

"No, you stay here and take care of Ji Soo and Taeyeon."

After all, without waiting for her, Taeyeon, and Ji Soo to say anything else, Ankong picked up Yuner, unzipped the raincoat, put it on his body with shaking hands, then picked up an emergency light, opened the car door and rushed into the wind and rain.

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Memory is a very magical kind, sometimes you want to remember clearly, but you always forget, sometimes you want to forget, but there is always a side that emerges in front of your eyes.

Yuna had a dream

It should be said that there is a memory that often appears in her dreams.

It seemed to be a very small time, in the picture, boundless darkness wrapped a small hut covered in old colors like old photos.In the hut, the living room, which can only accommodate two tables, is small but warm. There is a charcoal basin burning right in front of it. A beautiful woman is lying on a recliner beside the charcoal basin, sometimes crocheting the sweater in her hand a few times, and sometimes smiling see.

She could still feel the love in those clear eyes, even though she was still very young, so she was extremely dependent, always stretching out her hand to that one after climbing a few steps, yelling.

And then, pick her up.To her, that figure was so huge and full of security, she would hug her neck, whimper and act like a baby, nestled in her arms, and fell asleep beautifully with her fingers in her arms, when she thought she had already Coaxed her to sleep, put her down when she turned around and wanted to leave, she suddenly woke up, crying loudly.

The young child is so obsessed, beautiful but not impatient, teach her from crawling to standing, from standing to walking, to running, to the angle of view she looks at her, and gradually grow from her calf to parallel to her eyes.

She played such an important role in Lin Yuner's life, but one day, she suddenly left.

The picture of the dream regressed, as if returning to the time when she was a child, the little girl stretched out her fleshy little hand to that figure, babbling and babbling.That figure turned around without hesitation, and in the picture full of painful skipped frames and acupoints, it gradually faded away and became a blurred outline in the field of vision, just like the lines dragged by crayon graffiti, rough, uneven, and flickering. , deviated, and finally walked into the infinite darkness.

My heart feels like it's being torn apart, the pain hits me hard, and then I wake up

The moment consciousness returned, I had a severe headache, and vaguely remembered who gave me the medicine, but my stomach churned crazily, and I vomited it all out in a short while, the only sobriety seemed to leave, and my consciousness fell into a haze again.

Another piece of messy memory, like a jumping slideshow, played in a loop in the dream.

In every broken and frozen picture, there is that existence.She feeds her, sings her a lullaby, combs her hair, pushes her on a swing... Countless pictures flash by in such fragmentary frames, each picture is still, only that one changes, sometimes smiling, sometimes Kind, sometimes doting.However, when this cooperation seems to be fast-forwarded and pulled to the end, what appears is a bewildering gray.

Vast and boundless.

The gray space majestically traversed between her and that one, so huge that she couldn't help being frightened and frightened.The voice of "Yun'er, don't be afraid, I'm here" seemed to be echoing in my ears, but contrary to that gentle words, on the other side of the gray space, that one turned around blankly and walked into the depths of the space.

She chased after him in fear, crying and screaming, but she couldn't catch up no matter what.

"Liar you lied to me"

She cried out terribly to that side, her feet went limp from running, she staggered and fell to the ground, and then suddenly woke up with an incomparably clear sense of weightlessness.

The sound of the bitter wind suddenly filled her ears the moment she woke up, the wind was icy blowing against her face, and the rain was roaring.She seems to be no longer in the car, a broad back is carrying her, just before waking up, it seems that the person who was carrying her almost fell because of the slippery road, the light beams of the emergency lights flashed chaotically, and in the subtle light , she saw a hand with exposed veins firmly grasping a branch of the windward chair in front of the two of them.

"Well……"

Before she knew it, she seemed to hear a muffled groan full of pain.

click-

After all, the slender branches couldn't bear the weight of two people, and broke with a groan, and the balance suddenly lost control. In the storm, she only felt a tightness around her body, and the warmth engulfed her. Immediately afterwards, her vision began to rotate, turn up and down, Rolling, but the expected pain was not at all, the hazy thoughts were strange, until the rolling didn't know how long, and finally stopped, the force that surrounded and imprisoned her suddenly relaxed, the wind blew up the raincoat, and the cold rain water poured on the face.

With a violent shudder, his hot head was cleared, and his thoughts that had been almost stagnant before began to turn.

She raised her head, and in the light of the emergency light that was also rolling down, a picture that made her heart suddenly feel sad came into view.

Her Brother Kong was propped on the ground with one hand, and he did not see the coldness, cruelty and calmness she had seen before. He seemed to have fallen from a high altar, like an impatient mortal, violently grabbed The emergency light, the hand holding the light was covered with blood, mixed with rainwater and mud to form a strange color, the pain distorted his expression, but even so, he still supported her above her, shielding her from the wind and rain.

Then she felt that he hugged her, leaned close to her ear, and said softly to Yun'er, don't be afraid, I'm here with a gentle voice that doesn't match the anxious expression. "

In the previous dream, she heard such a sentence countless times, but it only made her resentful.

Only now did I suddenly realize that...they are not what they said...

Yes, he was here, even if he fell down, he didn't let her go, even if he rolled down the hillside, he still held her in his arms, and he didn't leave for a moment.

The bitterness in her heart began to boil, and gradually overflowed from the corners of her eyes, the pain brought out from the dream receded like a tide at this moment, Yun'er tried her best to open her eyes wide, and deeply imprinted the blurred outline of the darkness in her eyes. <.

At this moment, the girl suddenly felt that she really had to forget something, because there were more important memories that needed to be filled in...

Many years later, Lin Yuner, who had grown up, was wearing glasses, sitting in front of the orange desk lamp, recalling this night, and wrote in the open diary——

A person lied to me, that was the first time I felt betrayed.But there is one more person who erased betrayal from my heart.Looking back now, that rainy night was probably an opportunity to change my life. The 15-year-old Lin Yuner grew up a lot in that instant, she broke away from the nightmare, and she began to fall in love with a man...

Remembering this, it seems that there is a rainy night again, holding the petite her, the figure of the difficult trek.At the end of the field of vision, the black rain curtain is dotted with lights to outline the town, which seems far away as if it can never be approached. The pain of high fever still tortures the little girl, but what is more in the girl's heart is the peace of mind like entering a harbor.

The woman under the desk lamp smiled quietly and continued to write:

...Yes, it's not a vague affection or liking. Since then, I have fallen in love with him... , you are welcome to subscribe and reward,

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