Korean Hurricane Idol

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spnps: There was a power outage, and I finally found an Internet cafe with my mobile phone... When can I use my mobile phone to log in backstage, my sister! !The second is to see when I call and I will recode the update, and I will not default on it!

Many thoughts were conflicting in her mind, she had no clue, and she sat there for a long time. It was around ten o'clock when the sound of opening the door came late. Ready to look for shoes, Yun'er lay limply on his back, sleeping soundly.

"You haven't slept yet?"

"I'm waiting for you!"

The dialogue is short but warm. This is the scene she had dreamed of for a long time when she was young. The husband came home after a tiring day, and his wife greeted him gently. [

But not everyone likes this kind of life.

Some kind of sadness was brewing in her thoughts, but on the surface it was the same as usual, she stepped forward to help An Junhe take out the shoes, and then helped him change them, everything was done so naturally, after several months of getting along, these things have long been used to - Lin Xiujing is used to Serve, while Ahn Joon Hyuk is used to enjoying.

"Where's Zhixiu?"

"I went to sleep after eating, and when I came back, I was very happy to see her."

"Hmph, I haven't settled with her yet..."

Frowning dissatisfiedly, An Junhyuk still seemed to be worried about Zhixiu's mischief with Yoona, but Lim Xiujing knew that he would just talk about it when facing Zhixiu, so she couldn't help but give him a blank look, and made fun of: "Are you willing? Shall I call her now?"

"........."

An Junhyuk pretended not to hear, carried Yuner behind his back, and went to her bedroom.

Be careful to put her on the bed.When he came out after covering the quilt, there was a bright fire in the kitchen.Lin Xiujing's figure was busy back and forth, heating up food for him.An Junhe went upstairs to have a look, the bedside lamp in Jisu's room was still on, she was half lying under the quilt, an open notebook, a half-written diary, appeared in his eyes under the warm orange light :

May 5, rain

Forget how long you have not been in contact with outsiders.The focus of life has always been in the small home, and the faces I see around me every day are brother, Lim Soo-jung, Yoona, Xiaoxian... Taeyeon sometimes comes over, but she is too introverted, and we usually have nothing to say.

Today is Lin Yuner's birthday, and it rained heavily. I heard from Yuner that most of her birthdays in the past ten years have been rainy days.There must be some kind of special meaning.I think she thinks too much, even if it has a special meaning, God remembers that she was born 15 years ago today, and she cries with regret—sometimes I really want to have an abortion injection to beat her back!

Her audacity and recklessness, sometimes completely incomprehensible, invited me to her birthday prty.Let me pretend to be my brother.It was the first time I knew that she was so provocative, so I agreed to her bad idea in a daze. When I really felt scared, it was too late, so I had to bite the bullet and go on stage.

Empty, dark, hazy.The heartbeat is fast, and the vision is distorted.

This is what it felt like to be on stage for the first time.Feeling... doesn't seem so bad...

At that time, I imagined that I was my brother, and I imagined him standing where I stayed, enjoying the enthusiastic voices from the audience, and I was suddenly very excited.The dream of the past seems to be alive again, urging me to press the keys, urging me to enjoy the cheers like my brother.

However, that stage is not mine after all...

……

There are many traces of alterations in the back, probably because she didn't know how to continue writing, or maybe the words could no longer express her complicated emotions, so she stalemate until she fell asleep, and then he could see it. [

Although he is the older brother, An Jun Hyuk usually would not pry into Ji Soo's privacy, but when he accidentally touched it, he just closed it silently, and then turned off the light.

Next to Zhixiu's second bedroom is the master bedroom where he usually lives. In the spacious room, a faint fragrance lingers.It was Lin Xiujing's usual perfume smell. He hadn't paid much attention to these perfumes, and he didn't know what brand it was. He only thought the smell was light and elegant, and his nose liked it better.

And she also likes flowers and plants. Since she moved in, she bought a lot of potted plants and moved them to the small balcony next to the master bedroom. The varieties of flowers are not expensive, and most of them are spider plants and aloe that are easy to grow and beautiful. In May, most of the plants have entered the flowering period, and they haven’t come back for a while. The balcony has been crowded with those blooming flowers. When you glance over, the yellow, red, and blue colors echo the neon lights shining in the distance. Rainbow, bewitching and colorful.

His mother used to like to serve these little things, and An Junhyuk is no stranger to them.

After changing his half-wet pants, he picked up the kettle and sprayed some water, then stood beside him, slightly dazed.

Yuner's whimsical behavior this time may be reckless, but it has received some unexpected results. In fact, the most important thing is the change of Zhixiu's mentality. He has not forgotten that time when Zhixiu thought he was asleep and said in his ear, she The dream of being a singer has long since disappeared.

He knew his sister well, so how could he just let go of his dream of the past ten years?Looking into the essence, it is not because they are suppressed by reality. Everyone has similar experiences. Due to various reasons, dreams and reality coexist in many cases, and it can only be used as a single-choice question. In his opinion Come on, Zhixiu's choice is to obey the reality.

An Junhe was not satisfied with such a choice. Before that dream, without sudden changes in his family, he actually had something he wanted to do. He hoped that one day he could be admitted to the aviation army and fly a plane into the sky, not fighting Or something, just simply want to try to soar high above the clouds, what kind of feeling it is.If the country can live up to expectations and realize manned spaceflight, he might even participate in the selection of astronauts.

When he was a child, he saw the photos of the earth taken by satellites in a drawing book for the first time, and he always thought, what would it be like to stand in space and look at the earth?

It may be empty, lonely, and cold, but he wants to take a look at the magnificence of floating in the marginal darkness and the earth spreading out in a circular arc.

Of course, in the end he also succumbed to reality, and so, like many doting parents, they dote a lot of the time.In fact, it's just to make up for my childhood regrets, maybe I haven't eaten anything.It may also be that they haven't played anything, they don't want their children to be like themselves, and they don't have a complete childhood. He hopes that Zhixiu can pursue what he likes casually, and he can do the rest.

Footsteps came from behind, An Junhyuk didn't look back, and after a while, put his hands on his shoulders.Knead lightly.

The air flow brought by the visitor disturbed the swaying frequency of the flowers, and wisps of fragrance radiated out. Just as it was sprinkled, the water droplets staying on the petals slid down, throwing out a flash of crystal.

"How is it, is this comfortable?"

He is tall.Wanting to grab his shoulders and knead them like this, Lin Xiujing had to stand on her toes and lie on his back. When she spoke, her warm breath blew into her ears.

"Ok!"

There is no need to say more about the tacit understanding, seeing him standing here in a daze.She knew he had something on his mind.

After a moment of silence like this, the muscles on An Junhe's body were too hard, but after a short massage, his fingers felt a little sore, and he felt that the strength of her kneading had weakened.An Jun Hyuk grabbed her hand and patted it.He smiled and said, "Okay, I'm not so tired today."

"Hmm... what are you thinking?"

"About Zhixiu..." As he spoke, he told her about Zhixiu's changes on Yooner's birthday party today. Although his tone remained indifferent, Lin Xiujing noticed every change in his tone, Once the eyebrows were slightly raised, and it was clear that he was actually very happy.

"...When my music career develops better, when the concert is held, I plan to let Zhixiu also appear on the stage, and then after she has accumulated some popularity, I will write songs for her." When I said these words , There was a faint brilliance in his eyes, it seemed that preparing for Zhixiu was more important than his own career: "No matter what, my stage is not hers after all, I want to create her own stage !"

So full of confidence, I didn't hear the song "Lie" tonight, but Lin Xiujing never doubted whether he could do what he said, even if there are many difficulties and constraints in supporting such a disabled artist, the packaging company's resistance to risks , the distribution company's deliberate difficulties, and even the fact that the audience cannot accept a disabled idol... These are all twists and turns that need to be overcome. [

But she believed that he could do it, and was envious of it.

If, if half of his concern for Zhixiu could be shared with her, she wouldn't need to have so many troubles!

Hugging him from behind, sticking to his back, listening to him draw the blueprints in his mind, Lin Xiujing remained silent, gradually, An Junhe also noticed something strange, suppressed his excitement, paused, turned around and hugged him Hold her, let her raise her head, look into her eyes: "what's wrong?"

"……nothing……"

She avoided his eyes, but no matter what, she still couldn't resist his strength, so she could only look anxiously at his eyes: "Uh... sister manager is here today..."

An Junhe frowned slightly, Lin Xiujing's manager had been looking at him unhappy, of course he knew it, he was concerned about Lin Xiujing's emotions, he probably wouldn't meet with her, he didn't expect her to find here.

The emotional change was only for a short moment, and then he smiled and said: "She came to you, did she accept another order for you? Or did she accept some script?"

"……script!"

She answered softly, and then she explained hastily: "I haven't agreed yet, my sister said show it to me, and I can't quit, Jun Hyuk, if you don't want to, I won't take them..."

She didn't want An Junhe to think that she was an overly career-minded woman. Although her manager's sister's "yellow-faced woman" remarks pierced her heart like a thorn, compared to the uncertain possibility, she still felt It is more important to maintain the present.

After the words came out, my mind, which had been confused for nearly half the night, suddenly relaxed a little.

She was really a dodder-like woman, she was at a loss when she had no support, she even forgot how to grow, once she had support, she subconsciously threw everything away and let him decide her life for her.

Looking at her fixedly, after a while, An Junhe pressed her small head to his chest so that she could hear him, he was amused, and he sighed with pity:

"Silly girl..." (to be continued. If you like this work, you are welcome to come to the starting point () to vote, monthly pass, your support is my biggest motivation.)