Korean Entertainment's Sadness at the End of Winter

() I used to naively think that everything is beautiful, but when I see the white scene in front of me, I know what is reality and what is cruelty.

Han Bin sat without saying a word, looking at the pale hospital bed with dull eyes, as if his whole body had been taken out of his soul, dementia and despair.

There was a pungent smell of medicine in the spacious ward. There was a girl lying on the hospital bed, relying on the oxygen tube and nutrient solution to maintain her life. With a pitiful sickness.

This pitiful girl is Han Bin's younger sister, Han Xue.

The snow scene on the Hanjiang Bridge is still dancing, but the smile that would show joy when looking at the snowflakes no longer reappears, and the scene seems to be staged yesterday.

Now, it has become so far away.

Xu's mother and others went back after visiting. They had no way to comfort Han Bin, and they did not dare to stay for a long time, because every time they looked up and saw Han Bin's dull eyes, they would lose all the courage to comfort them.

No one knew what kind of painful emotions Han Bin was churning inside, let alone no one dared to know.

"Doctor Jin, my sister...what's wrong with her?" Seeing the doctor coming in, Han Bin opened his mouth and asked.The voice sounded like someone whose throat had been dry for a long time, low and hoarse, and his eyes were full of hope.

"Not too optimistic. Her body's functions are on the verge of limit. She...may fall into a deep sleep forever." Doctor Jin said with a heavy expression, shaking his head regretfully.

"Doctor, don't be joking. You said before that her frailty can be cured. As long as she rests well and pays enough for the operation, she can be healthy again." Han Bin hurriedly stood up and grabbed Jin The doctor's arm, eager to explain.

"Unfortunately...really...very sorry." Dr. Jin lowered his head, broke away Han Bin's hand, and sighed.

"Stop joking..." Han Bin suddenly lost control of his emotions, grabbed the doctor's shoulder, and shouted hysterically.Until now, he still dare not see the reality clearly.

Doctor Jin took a few steps back in fear, not daring to look into Han Bin's painful eyes, and shook his head slightly.

"Uncle Jin, I'm sorry to trouble you, I'll leave this place to you." A young woman in her 20s came in and bowed to Dr. Jin.

Doctor Jin heaved a sigh of relief, nodded, and said, "Yuezhen, please persuade this young man well."

"Got it, Uncle Jin." Bai Yuezhen respectfully sent Dr. Jin away.

He was dressed in black professional attire, wearing a pair of large-frame glasses, his scalp was loose, and a few strands of hair were stuck behind his ears. His facial features were exquisite, and his face was a little cold. An intellectual beauty.

"Long time no see, Han Bin." Bai Yuezhen turned around and looked at Han Bin, with a faint curve of her mouth, and then her gaze stayed on Han Xue lying on the hospital bed, with a trace of sadness on her face. "This girl is really distressing."

"Don't touch her, Bai Yuezhen." Han Bin stepped forward to block her way, preventing her from reaching out to touch Han Xue.

"After all these years, are you still unwilling to forgive me?" Bai Yuezhen said to Han Bin with a wry smile. "What happened back then is over, Han Bin, let it go! I am not wrong."

"Yes, you are not wrong, and I don't want to resent you." Han Bin shook his head and said.

"No? Do you dare to look into my eyes? If not, why are your eyes flickering, and you dare not look at me." Bai Yuezhen looked directly at him, her eyes not flinching at all.

"Stop talking, I've already forgotten. I don't want to mention the past." Han Bin waved his hand quickly, turning his head away and not daring to look at her.

"Can you forget? Han Bin, my cousin." Bai Yuezhen said word by word.

The heavy tone made Han Bin breathless like a boulder. In the silent room, a needle could be heard.

"Do you want me to tell? You want me to say that you abandoned us back then, left the weakening Han Xue like a burden, and left alone, away from the place where we were." Han Bin slowly turned around Turning around, the gentle eyes in the past are no longer mixed with a touch of coldness.

Back then, after Han Bin's parents left, he and Han Xue entrusted them to Bai Yuezhen who also lost their parents, but they never expected that Bai Yuezhen would leave without a word.

This matter has always been a knot in Han Bin's heart, and he will never forget the sentence she said before leaving.

"It seems that you are still unwilling to face it." Bai Yuezhen's cold face revealed a look of heartache.

"Look at the person lying on the hospital bed, that's your sister, see it clearly?" Bai Yuezhen made up her mind, pulled Han Bin's body, and looked at Han Xue with her eyes closed. "Actually, you knew that Han Xue's illness would one day turn into the scene in front of you, but why do you always refuse to admit it?"

The cold expression on Han Bin's face quickly melted into deep fear, his pupils dilated, and then he hurriedly covered his ears and shook his head vigorously. "do not talk."

"Actually, you have always known that Han Xue's frailty cannot be cured. One day, she will sleep forever." Bai Yuezhen continued to speak, ignoring Han Bin's painful expression.

This sentence is exactly the same as what she said when she left, and it is for this reason that Han Bin resents her.

"You understand, I have already told you that back then, but why are you still like this." Bai Yuezhen said while shaking Han Bin's shoulder non-stop. "How can we continue to live in virtual lies."

lie!Everything is false, that's right, Han Bin is deceiving himself and others. He has known for a long, long time that Han Xue's illness is actually incurable, but he just refuses to believe it.

"Why do you have to pick out the truth so clearly every time, why can't you let me live in a beautiful world. You know that I have been fighting for this vain dream for six years, and now you want to say, everything in front of me all fake."

"Then why should I live? Without Han Xue, my world would be colorless. Dreams, life...all meaningless."

"I...Han Bin...since I lost my parents, I only live for one person, and that is my sister Han Xue."

Han Bin broke away from Bai Yuezhen's hand, grabbed her shoulder with his backhand, and shouted at Bai Yuezhen with a hoarse voice: "You will never understand how wonderful it is to live a lie, at least it gives me a reason to live .” At the end, Han Bin had tears in his eyes, with a begging expression.

"I know, that's why I let you see the reality clearly, stop deceiving yourself and others, you are very tired living like that." Bai Yuezhen gently embraced Han Bin, patted him on the back, tears streaming down uncontrollably.

"You don't know! For six years, I have worked hard, facing every day with a sunny smile, warming everyone around me, and caring for me and Han Xue just like you once did." Han Bin desperately Shaking his head, he continued to struggle.

"I understand, actually..." Bai Yuezhen opened her mouth, but was interrupted by Han Bin's voice.

"I thought that after I made my debut, I could realize my dream by getting a lot of advance signing cash. I saw Han Xue standing in the sun and smiling again. For such a goal, I spent six years of blood and sweat and endured all the hardships from life. I’m tired, but I won’t regret it.” <, but I think it’s worth it, because every time I come home and see Han Xue’s smiling face, the kind of surprise can’t be described in words. "

"Everything is so beautiful."

With complex and unclear expressions intertwined on his face, Han Bin talked about his deep inner feelings for many years, during which there were joys and hardships.

Bai Yuezhen let go of her hand, took a few steps back, covered her lips in disbelief, tears flowed down her eyes, seeped through her fingertips, and dripped to the ground.

With a 'snap', Bai Yuezhen covered her mouth in pain, and gently slapped Han Bin with the other hand.

"Don't lie to yourself anymore, the more you do this, the more heartbroken I will be, Han Bin, see clearly, your sister can't be cured anymore, just like I told you when I left." Said finally , Bai Yuezhen almost roared.

"Over the years, I have been looking for a way to cure Han Xue all the time, and even begged Uncle Jin to join forces to lie to you, just to give you hope in life."

"But now, you are actually lost in the fictional lies, until now you still refuse to face the reality, and are still evading. If so, I really regret making up the lie that made you believe."

"Cousin, stop talking, please..." Han Bin covered his ears, begging Bai Yuezhen to stop talking.

"No, I'm going to say it until you understand." Bai Yuezhen hugged Han Bin, trying to give him some warmth, but in the end she burst into tears. "Otherwise, you will destroy yourself."

The conversation between the two, from the indifference at the beginning to the excitement at the end, revolved around only one question, a very heavy tragedy.

Self-deception, this is the sadness behind Han Bin's tenderness so far.

"Han Xue...my sister..." With blurred vision, Han Bin slowly stretched out his hand and tried to get close to Han Xue, but he couldn't touch her anyway, as if separated by two worlds.

"You still have... me, Han Bin." Bai Yuezhen held his hand tightly, put it on her chest, and looked at Han Bin with tears in her eyes.

In the end, both of them burst into tears.

From childhood to adulthood, no matter how much suffering he experienced, Han Bin only cried three times. When his parents left, he just hugged Han Xue and wept softly. This was the first time; the joy of reuniting with Hot and others made his eyes slightly moist This is the second time.

The third time is now, he cried until the sky was dark, because he lost Han Xue.

He didn't know how he should live in the future. The dream of the past six years turned into a bubble the moment it was realized. This kind of confusion and pain of loss immediately defeated him who had always been strong.

The snow outside the window is still falling. At the end of winter this year, he lost everything.