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"Do I believe it?" Wang Luoshan laughed at herself, "Do you think I should believe you?"

Calculating the time, it has been almost a month since I met Mu Feng. This month has changed a lot for Wang Luoshan, from a golden single to a married woman now. Looking back on all this, it seems to be a dream, but So true.

She had always been used to living alone, but a strange man suddenly broke into her life, filling her life with resentment and at the same time adding a lot of fun.

Although Wang Luoshan doesn't really like Mu Feng now, but she has to admit in her heart that she has gradually gotten used to having this man by her side, even if she sees him upset, losing her temper with him is also a pleasure.

As a woman, everyone wants to be pampered, and Wang Luoshan is no exception. Every time when Mu Feng gently calls her his wife, she feels a sense of satisfaction in her heart. Every time she sees Mu Feng's aggrieved and timid When she looked around, she felt funny and joyful again. [

She knew that all of this was done on purpose by this man, and she couldn't figure out why he did it because of love?No, this is absolutely impossible, there is no such thing between the two of them, at least not now.

"Mufeng, do you think you love me?" Wang Luoshan looked at him calmly.

"I don't know." Mu Feng shook his head and replied without thinking.

"Yeah, you don't know, because you don't know what love is. All you know is hurting, hurting the people around you, but the funny thing is that you haven't realized it yet." Wang Luoshan sighed, her eyes full of mischief , because she is also one of them.

Mu Feng is indifferent, is this really the case?He never thought about it.

Hurt Wang Luoshan, perhaps, since the night they met, it has become a foregone conclusion.

Usually, Mu Feng tried his best to please Wang Luoshan, even though he almost pissed her off every time, but that was not his original intention, sometimes he couldn't figure out whether he started to like this woman, or to make up for what he had committed. wrong.

People will be confused and distressed by many things, it just depends on whether you are willing to think about it or put it aside.

Mu Feng let out a long sigh, took out a cigarette and lit it, and took a puff, with a strange expression on his face, but this time Wang Luoshan only frowned slightly, and did not take away his cigarette as usual.

"You're right, maybe I'm the kind of person who doesn't care about the feelings of people around me, and I hurt them." Mu Feng pinched the cigarette away, and now he doesn't even have the mood to smoke, looking directly at Wang Luoshan, " I know that you are the one who hurt the most."

"That's right, from the first time I saw you at the bar that night, I swore secretly that I would definitely deal with this woman, until those three people showed up and saw you being dragged out, drugged, and almost killed by three people." People gave xx, all of these were watched, until I appeared at the last moment to scare them away."

After a pause, Mu Feng said again, "At that time, you were already unconscious, but I took the opportunity to possess you. Speaking of it, I am no different from those three people, or I am worse, and I am not human."

Wang Luoshan listened quietly, without getting angry or showing any expression.

Mu Feng smiled faintly, "In the next few days, I was terrified, worried that you would come to trouble me, because I could see that you were not an ordinary woman, if you weren't in a bad mood, you would never have chosen to be in a bar like that Drinking at a place, until you really showed up later, the two of us got married in a daze."

"I wish I could kill you!" Wang Luoshan bit her lip with her white teeth.

"Maybe, you should really make that choice." Mu Feng said melancholy.

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"You know? I never thought about getting married in my life, because I don't deserve to have a marriage. I have blood on my hands. I'm afraid, and I don't dare to show true love to a woman. I'm afraid because I will be hurt. "Mu Feng said to himself.

Wang Luoshan's eyes sparkled for a moment, and she already felt it. It was because of Mu Feng that Dao Scar and others took him away before, and he was implicated because of him. [

"I don't know what feelings are, because I have never experienced what is called feelings since I was a child, family affection, affection, let alone love, these things are very strange to me, I don't know whether I should touch them, Or how to touch it."

At this moment, Mu Feng's expression darkened.

Wang Luoshan didn't speak either. Everyone has their own unsatisfactory side. For example, she lost her mother's love since she was a child. So far, if she didn't have a picture of her mother, she would never be able to remember what her mother looked like.

As for Mu Feng, why is he like this, is it related to his past, what kind of past he has, why is he so cruel, is human life worthless in his eyes?

Suddenly, Wang Luoshan really wanted to know this man thoroughly and his past.

"Since I was young, I have only one thought in my heart, which is to live. In order to survive, I must learn to kill. Only by killing can I be qualified to live. Although I don't want to do that in my heart, I have to do that. choose."

"I remember when I killed someone for the first time, I vomited for three days in a row and had three days of nightmares. My mind was full of bloody images. Do you know how old I was? I was only seven years old."

"I don't want to live that kind of life. I don't want to kill people. I even thought about suicide to get rid of me. Although I didn't succeed, can you imagine how terrible it is for a child who is only a few years old to have suicidal thoughts? No! You can't understand .” Mu Feng shook his head and said.

"Until someone told me later, let me live. There is only one life, and the best thing is to live, even if it is to live in a tortured environment."

"Since then, I have learned to be strong and forbear, and gradually I have the idea of ​​survival and the desire to live in my mind. I dare to kill for a piece of steamed bread, and I dare to kill for a drop of water, because there is only one life. If I don't want to die, then someone else has to die."

Mu Feng's eyes were blurred, tears flashed in his eyes, he fell into the memories, and his whole body trembled from time to time.

All of this was seen by Wang Luoshan. She didn't know what to say, whether to continue hating this man, or to comfort him. She knew that this man was not as lustful as usual, nor as cruel as when he killed someone. The unknown side.

"Killing, killing and killing will make you numb. In my eyes, the targets who are killed gradually become real targets, not a person. I only know to kill him to complete the task and leave. I don't think about him. Whether you have a family, whether you have a lover."

"I remember once in Africa, a group of seven of us killed all the militants with more than 400 people, until the last person fell down, from the beginning to the end, I didn't blink my eyes, didn't hesitate, and didn't feel regret , because they are just targets in my eyes, not people."

"But this kind of life is very tiring, really tiring! I didn't wake up until the person who told me to live died, and there is still one thing in people, that is emotion. I suddenly understood that I am alone. , a living person, not a killing machine."

"From then on, I wanted to get rid of that life, get rid of the person who controlled me, and I wanted to avenge the person who made me live. For this reason, I started killing again until I killed all those people, I just stopped. When I calmed down, I suddenly felt happy and sad at the same time. At this moment, I finally determined that I am a person with feelings.”