Forbidden pet in the dark night: Don't love me, gold master!

After entering the house, she coaxed Niuniu to sleep. Qiu Bailu was so tired that she was about to lose her strength. She spread herself flat on the floor, not even wanting to move her little little finger. -"

Closing her eyes and covering her face with her hands, she slowly recalled the past events that flashed past her eyes like movie scenes in the darkness. She didn't dare to take a closer look, for fear that one more look would make her feel overwhelmed with pain.

Those sudden pictures showed piecemeal the embarrassment and embarrassment that she didn't want to be known in her life. She still couldn't connect all these things together, but it was just the tip of the iceberg that let her know how bad she had been. good.

I don't want to...don't want to revisit...

If possible, she would like to seal all these memories in her heart forever, and never think about them again. [

Unknowingly, tears have already soaked the palm of his hand, and the tears burst out of his eyes resistingly, soaking out from between his fingers, icy cold.

Afraid of waking Niuniu up, Qiu Bailu could only sob aloud, bursts of intense sadness rose from the bottom of her heart, drowning her reason, she grabbed her collar in pain, like a fish being thrown ashore , obviously breathing heavily, but no matter what, he couldn't escape the fate of suffocation.

Who will save her, who will help her bury all the past she doesn't want.

She has never been a strong person, but she has become tougher because of her daughter. She is unwilling to admit defeat to reality, but reality presses her every step of the way.

How can it be so difficult, why do you always have to force her...

There was a soft knocking sound outside the door. Qiu Bailu covered her ears with her hands, trying to completely block the sound, but the people outside the door were extremely stubborn, and the gentle knocking sound seemed to knock on her heart. .

"Get out! Don't harass me anymore!! I don't want to see any of you, and I don't want anyone!!!" Enduring it all, Qiu Bailu yelled in pain and anger.

The knocking stopped abruptly.

It was deathly quiet.

After a while, "Xiao Lu, I know you are angry, angry that we have treated you like that. But you can't always run away, you have to face it sooner or later, whether it's me or him, because this is your life, you can't run away .”

"Do you still know that this is my life? When did you really treat me as a human being? First Huo Dongheng, then you, you... You creatures that are not as good as animals! You deceived me, played with me, and took me away All the cherished things and then destroy them for me to see! How dare you stand in front of me and talk about my life, all the good things in my life have been destroyed by you!! I still have What kind of life! Don’t you think what you’re talking about is too ridiculous, Mr. Luo!!” Qiu Bailu couldn’t bear it, she stood up, walked to the door and growled.

Her voice is not high, probably because she is afraid of disturbing Niu Niu, even at this time, she still can't avoid thinking about others, she has always been like this, always put herself second, and turn back for the sake of those who love her pay.

For those small friendships, she is as desperate as a moth to a flame. This is what Luo Yan hates her the most, but it has to be said that he is also attracted to her in this way.

He can't remember exactly why he fell in love with her, maybe it's because of these small details that are very ordinary to outsiders, her smile, her kindness, everything about her strongly attracts his attention.

The battle with Soros almost completely destroyed Luo Yan's body. His body was wounded in many places, he lost a lot of blood, and was soaked in sea water. When someone found him, he had stopped breathing for nearly a minute.Although he was rescued later, his body was no longer healthy.

He died once, and it took him three or four years to recover slowly.It stands to reason that he should keep her away, but he just couldn't stop himself from looking at her. Because of this incident, the old lady turned against him several times, and threatened to have Qiu Bailu killed, to see what he could do. .

Just because of this sentence, he betrayed the Luo family.

For her, he would give up everything.

Name, identity, all of these are not as important as her. [

Luo Yan never thought that he would still be able to see Qiu Bailu alive. When the yacht he and Soros were on exploded, he had only one thought. The people under him should do their best to find Qiu Bailu as soon as possible and rescue her back. , Let her live well, live in a world without him.

But God was really kind to him, not only let him meet her again, but also gave him a great surprise.

their daughter.

No matter who it is, as long as they know Luo Yan, they will say that they look like her father when they see Luo Ye.

The daughter's facial features are actually more like Qiu Bailu's, delicate and beautiful like a porcelain doll, but her expression is very similar to Luo Yan, and when she is quiet, she will give people an inexplicable sense of alienation.

Luo Yan's original plan was not to bother Qiu Bailu anymore, just to watch her from a distance, but now it's different... They have a child, this little elf is the continuation of their lives, and Qiu Bailu has already made him I can't let it go, not to mention this cute girl who makes people feel distressed.

"Xiaolu, I know that I am qualified to comment on your life, but we have to look forward, don't we? I don't expect you to forgive me, but I hope you can give me a chance to correct the mistakes I made. No matter what you do in the future Whoever you choose, I will bless you. All I want is these, can this not work?"

"It's really nice to say, but why don't I believe it?" Qiu Bailu replied indifferently, "It's not that I'm cruel, but Mr. Luo, you are really unbelievable! When you were on the boat, you told me to believe you , but what did you do? You stabbed me and threw me into the sea! How do you think I will let you get close after you did this!!"

"But I did that to save you!! Xiaolu! Otherwise, do you think that after you carefully planned to provoke the relationship between me and Soros, would he still let you survive?!" Luo Yan said He raised his voice a little, and it made people irritated to mention this matter. He obviously had planned very well and didn't need to take these risks at all. Soros knew about the matter in advance, so he was caught off guard, but even so, he still tried his best to protect her.

It's just that his explanation made Qiu Bailu sound more like self-exculpation, "According to what you mean, if you stab me with a knife, I will still be grateful to you?"

"I'm just explaining this to you, and I hope that you will forgive me. I admit that I have been reckless, but Xiaolu, if you think about it carefully, if I really want to kill you, how can you be so full of blood? And retreat? You said I moved the knife on you, and I did, but what about your wound?"

Qiu Bailu is not a stupid person, when it came to this point, she suddenly realized, if Luo Yan really stabbed her, then why did she have wounds on her body? !She only remembered Luo Yan drawing a knife at her, but now it seems that she made a mistake.

No, what's wrong...

The injury on Luo Yan's hand!

"You...your knife...was actually stabbed in the palm of your hand, right? That's why I'm the one who did it, but your hand..."

This man is really crazy. He would rather take the risk of hurting himself than let her suffer a little bit of grievance.

There was another silence outside the door. He would never be able to say these facts. If it wasn't for his arrogance, how could he frighten her? From Niu Niu's mouth, he knew that she was often disturbed by nightmares. , is from him.

He is so eager to get close to her, to be with her day and night, but he has to control himself, he is afraid that if he gets too close, she will think of everything.

then……

And then there will be.

"Why did you save me? Why did you do these things...do you know...I..."

I hated you so much at that time, I wished I could die with you, and drag you to hell together, even if it took the life of the child in my womb, I would not hesitate to do so. [

How could she be so crazy and evil? !She was so ugly that even she felt horrible.

Qiu Bailu's body softened, and she slid down against the door panel. Her mind was in chaos, and she couldn't tell right from wrong, black from white.Time is the best medicine to heal wounds, the hatred towards Luo Yan has already disappeared in the past five years, not to mention that they still have a child, based on these memories of the past, she now hates herself even more.

"How could I not save you, Xiao Lu, I love you so much, how could I see you die."

Yes, he loved her so much, even when she entered the sea, he still didn't forget to say to her, "Xiaolu, no matter what happens, remember, I love you. Whether you love me or not, I only want you Remember, I love you."

I love you and that's enough.

"Stop talking, please, let me be quiet, let me think about it, my head is going to explode, please. Don't talk anymore." Qiu Bailu begged in a low voice.

If there were any voices outside the door, Qiu Bailu didn't know if Luo Yan had left, she didn't know anything, and didn't want to know anything.

When the alarm rang again in the morning, Qiu Bailu realized that she had fallen asleep leaning against the door panel at some point. She rubbed her sore and swollen eyes, and found that Niuniu was sitting with her chin on her side and looking at her.

"Mom, you've cried too much, your eyes are as red as a rabbit's." Niu gently caressed Qiu Bailu's cheek with her small hand.

The wound on her heart was healed by her in that instant. Qiu Bailu grabbed her daughter's hand and kissed it lightly on her lips a few times, "Mother's business, today is the weekend, where do you want to go? Is the zoo okay?"

Niuniu shook her head, "Mom, I'm not going anywhere, you can rest at home, I just want to read the book of fairy tales."

The thoughtfulness of her daughter made Qiu Bailu even more ashamed. How could she not even be as good as a child? She was defeated by the past. No matter what happened in the past, it was already a thing of the past. Life.

Seeing Qiu Bailu in a daze, Niuniu threw herself on her and said softly, "Mom...are you angry with Uncle Luo? Don't hate him, okay? Uncle Luo is so pitiful, he is so old, His hand is broken again, his health is not good, and his family ignores him. No matter how much you hate him, someone will play with him. Can you forgive him once? Just once? "

"He taught you this?" Qiu Bailu was almost laughed at by Niu Niu, the Luo Yan she knew was always high-spirited, when did she become the poor ghost in Niu Niu's mouth.

Niuniu shook her head vigorously, "Of course not, I discovered it myself...Of course...Uncle Luo also said a few words..."

Seeing Niuniu looking left and right, Qiu Bailu knew that Luo Yan must have said more than one or two sentences.

"I see, novelist, I'm not angry with him anymore, you go and wash up quickly, we're going out to play today, that's all."

Seeing her mother make the promise, Niu Niu immediately ran into the bathroom cheering, while Qiu Bailu sighed helplessly as she watched her leave.

The mother and daughter went out in the morning light. Under the setting sun, Qiu Bailu found Luo Yan standing at the entrance of the community. His hair was a little disheveled and cigarette butts were scattered around his feet. He looked into Qiu Bailu's eyes. Covered with bloodshot eyes, but the eyes are extremely persistent.

Qiu Bailu stopped and looked at him. She saw him squeeze out the cigarette in his hand and walk towards her...