Lord, your health is important

I am Ye Yunsheng.

From the day I was born, I was doomed to be a lonely person.

Everyone likes to call me the third prince, because every time they call me by my name, they will think of my mother, a humble maidservant in front of the imperial court——Xiaoyun.

Yun Sheng Yun Sheng is nothing more than the son of a maidservant.

The seemingly beautiful name is actually full of ridicule.

Of course, even so, I can still get the care of many court ladies and sisters, because I am very handsome.Also because of my status.I think that the entire royal family, perhaps only one of my friends is the prince of the court ladies and eunuchs.

My mother gave me all the beauty in her body. Since I was a child, I knew that using my face can be exchanged for something.No one would reject a sensible and beautiful child, wouldn't he?What's more, this child did not pose any threat to their status.

However, the imperial palace has always been a place where the weak prey on the strong.Just relying on my face is still far from enough.

Before my mother was alive, she always taught me to be low-key, to take many things lightly, to think freely, as long as I live happily.So, before the age of 12, even if I was treated coldly in the palace, as the third prince, I still lived happily.Until, my mother died because of Ye Fengxuan's mother.My mother carefully maintains her own one-acre three-point field, and never dares to overdo it.Mother's timidity is because she wants to protect me better.At that time, I couldn't understand why someone would frame such a simple and poor girl.

Especially when everyone was terrified for his mother, no one noticed that my mother was lying on the ground cold, with her eyes open and staring at the sky.Seems to want an answer.But the answer to her was nothing but other people's hasty perfunctory, not even a drop of fake tears.

The battle between Ye Fengxuan and I started from that time and never stopped.

Although, I once thought that we would become good brothers.He is so similar to me, but he is a deeply hidden person who keeps everything in his heart and won't say it out.Emotions, anger, sorrow, and joy are all on one face, but I am completely opposite to him.

Of course, the biggest gap was that his mother was a concubine.And my mother is just a little court lady.Even if a dragon heir is born, it is only a promotion from a palace maid.So, in fact, from the first time I saw Ye Fengxuan, I always had a small inferiority complex in front of him.

In a place like the palace, it's easy for a person to become cruel.

After my mother died, I didn't trust anyone anymore, and I didn't dare to trust anyone, so I learned to pretend.

Pretending to be someone no one would recognize for my real face.Pretend to be someone who can cater to anyone, but won't really get close to them.

In my eyes, everyone has become a pawn.

The most important thing has already been lost, what else can I not give up?

I want to kill those who have hurt me step by step, so Ye Fengxuan's mother will naturally have to pay the price for the misunderstanding he caused back then.

In fact, strictly speaking, Ye Fengxuan is entitled to be proud.Whether it's the powerful family behind him or his intelligence, God seems to have given him the best things in the world.Everything about him is enviable.What he has, I don't have, so all my pride can only be exchanged step by step by my own efforts.

However, when I really got all these things, I still didn't feel any happiness.

The most important people have already left me. No matter how high I stand at the top and how much respect I get, who will be really proud and happy for me?

What's more, it's just hypocritical flattery.

My heart is like an isolated island, constantly wandering and drifting.Other than that, I don't know what's the point of me continuing to do this?

The day I saw Fumei, I thought I was going to die.

But she didn't expect that she would choose to commit suicide after walking into the pond step by step.

There was too much blood on my hands, and I never thought that one day, I would save someone.

But if I hadn't saved her, my life wouldn't have changed dramatically.

Her suicide was much more decisive than I thought.Not only that, she even took poison before jumping into the lake.In order to force her poison away, I almost exhausted half of my internal strength, and finally, with the rest of my life, I was able to pull her back from the gate of hell.Thinking about it now, I find it unbelievable. At that time, what was the purpose for me to save her without any scruples?

However, when she opened her eyes, looked at me with fear on her face, and looked at me brightly, my heart, which I thought had died a long time ago, jumped wildly. At that moment, all the sacrifices were worth it.

I want to see her smile, I want to see her happy, as if only by her side can I feel alive.That feeling is so clear no matter how long it has passed.

Also from then on, I wanted to be with her, to be with her all the time.

She is the most different girl I have ever met.

She never underestimated me because of my identity, let alone disdain me after learning that my mother was just a maid.She is very kind to everyone around her, and she even says thank you to a girl who washes her feet.She respects everyone around her.She always clamors that everyone is equal, although I don't understand why she is equal, but as long as she is there, life will become bright and warm everywhere.

I thought I would keep this warmth forever.

But he didn't expect that Prime Minister Liu and his father were still unwilling to let her go.

My mother told me that if you love someone and you can't get it, it will be ruined.Don't let her go, it will only be you who suffers like that.

So I remembered.

When my father ignored my obstruction and insisted on making her a princess, I almost went crazy.

I can't watch her go away from me.

Would you be willing to be given away by someone digging out your heart?

No way.

Die out of the heart.

So, I can't leave her.Let alone lose her.

Even if it is due to her.

I admit, I am not a good husband.Whenever I think of her being imprisoned in the dungeon, and her resentful eyes, I can't wait to run back and tell her that I am doing this for you, for you.But, I can't do that, I can't hurt her.God knows how painful it is for me to lock her up and act in front of her.Every day is like being delayed.

However, I know that if one day she really dies, I won't live on.

If there is an afterlife, I would like to be a ray of wind, or a tree, blooming where she is, just watching her quietly like this, life after life, is enough.It won't hurt her, let alone make her sad.

I have many desires, want to live a happy life, want to be happy.I wanted to get those things that I didn't get, but those who could give me satisfaction were killed by my own hands.After Fumei died, I was unable to face the next life again.

Maybe, I am destined to live alone.

When one day, there was another person in my life suddenly, and when this person suddenly became important in my heart, I couldn't let it go, and I couldn't bear to part with it.

But, at that time, I couldn't die yet.

Prime Minister Liu is still alive, he wants to take Fumei away from me, and the idea of ​​killing him keeps supporting me.He wanted to reunite with Fumei on Huangquan Road after his death.

However, I never thought that Jin Zhao would suddenly appear by my side.

She and Liu Fumei look exactly the same, looking at them, I thought it was Liu Fumei who came back.

However, they are different.

The frowning eyebrows of the past would never hide from me.

However, Jin Zhao has always been avoiding me, carefully avoiding me.

At first, I thought she was just a spy that Ye Fengxuan had placed on purpose, but that day, when she was wronged and lost her temper while hugging the table, I suddenly understood that she was just Fumei, no matter how much she changed, she was My favorite eyebrow flick.

But, I know, I can't expose her.

I also know what she wants to do when she comes back.

Even though I knew she was coming to kill me, I was secretly delighted at her return.As long as he can see her here, so what if he dies at her hands?

So, as long as I keep pretending in front of her, I can only tell her many things, many things that I couldn't say to Fumei myself.

I think, one day, she will understand.

I love her so much, how could I be willing to hurt her.

It's just that I never thought that her love would also go with her when she died.

Obviously I knew that Ye Fengxuan was looking for her, and that they had a secret plan, but I couldn't help but pretend I didn't see it again and again. I was very afraid, very afraid that once I found out, she would be taken away by Ye Fengxuan.Follow him away and never show up.

I don't know when I became so humble and cowardly in front of her. Since she wants to play, then I will continue to play with her.

Until I was taken to Chuanfang by Nanshui Bi, I knew that everything was about to come to an end.

After all, I was also the one who ruined her family.

And dying at her hands is my compensation to her.

Perhaps, when others know about it, they will definitely think that I am a lunatic.

I think I'm really crazy.

For so long, I just couldn't bear it.

I can't bear to see her sad, and I can't bear to see her hopes come to nothing.

I still like the way she looked happy in the past.It seems that there are no troubles.

Looking at her, it's like turning whiteheads overnight.

Do you know today, I have never regretted loving you.

I just hope, you too.