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A figure came to her side, she raised her eyes and saw that it was Huang Ying.

"Are you still asleep?" Ning Shishi asked calmly, glanced at Huang Ying's slightly puffed up stomach, and was actually surprised in his heart.

Huang Ying sat down on another soft chair beside her, looked up at the starry sky, and sighed.

Ning Shishi frowned slightly, and said with some displeasure: "I sigh for no reason, what's the reason?"

Huang Ying looked at Ning Shishi and said calmly: "Since you have entered this family, why don't you just calm down, your husband is not a cold-faced and heartless person, if you are softer, he will treat you better."

"Hmph, are you here as a lobbyist?" Ning Shishi snorted coldly, with a hint of disdain in his eyes.

Huang Ying was not annoyed, she just sighed and sighed: "Speaking of the girls in our family, only you, me, and Sister Qingyan have similar backgrounds. It can be considered that there was a fate once, and now they have joined the family again. We feel distressed when we see Pan'er's lonely expression sometimes, he is a child after all."

Touching the child, Ning Shishi's expression became a little gloomy, and he pursed his lips for a long while without making a sound.

She is a smart woman, but in fact she just can't hold back her face and give in!If she was persuaded to be soft, in fact, she was convinced when she didn't choose to die at the beginning, but later Song Yi deliberately ignored her, making her unable to find a step down again, and during this time, she Occasionally, listening to the laughter in the other courtyard, and the hustle and bustle outside, sometimes I really want to go out to see the excitement outside, but I dare not step out of this courtyard.

Even if she just stepped out of this courtyard, she felt that her self-esteem was unacceptable, and as time passed, it became even more difficult to find a step.

And Song Yi seemed to be doing it deliberately, but he never stepped into this courtyard.

Although there is no need to worry about food and clothing, what is the difference between a courtyard without men and a cold palace in the deep palace?

Every night is an empty pillow, every meal is a lonely shadow... After such a long time, it is inevitable to feel resentment and loss psychologically.

"As long as Pan'er is doing well, I don't care what I do, but how can he not know that this is not good for Pan'er, he is a man, and he wants to argue with me, what can I do as a woman?"

When Ning Shishi said this, although the words were filled with resentment, it actually meant showing weakness.It's just because Huang Ying was the first person who took the initiative to talk to her in such a long time.

And if it wasn't for Huang Ying who can be a little more arrogant now, and really likes that child Pan'er, she wouldn't dare to speak here against Song Yi's will.

But she is also exquisite, and she could hear the weakness in Huang Ying's tone, so she smiled and persuaded her: "He is angry with your past, but if you change something, you still have the thread of Pan'er, and you are even more like this How could he keep caring about my beauty? You know that he can eliminate his resentment towards the Seventh Prince, let alone you?"

"I changed? Haha... so it's all my fault?" Ning Shishi sneered, not knowing whether it was ironic or self-deprecating.

Huang Ying sighed: "Actually, you and I are from the recent past, so why can't we understand your thoughts? It's just that as a woman, it's not a good thing to be too high-minded. If you used to worry about suffering, don't you see it now? Now it's not someone else who gave you your thoughts. Your suffering and guilt are all self-inflicted..."

Ning Shishi was deep in thought, and his thoughts went back to the Cold Food Festival many years ago...

Dad just passed away not long ago, the severe cold of winter has not subsided, the new shoots on the old tree are just turning bright yellow.

Suddenly the dilapidated wooden door was smashed, and the most rampant bully in the village broke in.

Compared to her young body, the bully's burly body was like a dark cloud covering the sky, filling the entire small room.

The man broke in and tore up mother's clothes in front of her... Seeing mother's white body exposed and making terrifying noises under the bully, she was petrified!

It was the cold food festival that day, and my mother died, and she was sold by that bully man.

On that day, there was always a shadow in her heart.

Therefore, she really wanted, wanted to have a kind of supreme power, and didn't want to be a woman struggling under a man like her mother.

So, on that day, she got drunk and occupied Song Yi's body in a way she thought she was proud of...

However, no one knows these secrets. In this life, it is even more impossible for her to tell anyone about those dirty things back then. In her heart, the more she grows up, the more she understands. Also a shame.

Therefore, during those days when she was sold into Qinglou, she actively learned more things, and even spent several times the hardship to learn martial arts that others could not think of.

One day when she grew into a full body, she finally got the chance to return to that small village back then, and slaughtered that disgusting bully even though she was old in the most brutal way.

Of course, she wouldn't talk about these things. She always believed that women had to rely on themselves and be more ruthless than bullies in order to live with dignity.

However, right now, she has a lovely child, and she feels aggrieved when she sees her child not playing happily with other children...

"Thank you, I'll think about it."

After a long time, Huang Ying uttered such a sentence from her with a sad expression. Huang Ying froze for a moment, then smiled lightly, stood up and patted her on the shoulder lightly, then left.

At night, return to silence.

The restless wild cat also seemed to be asleep in some corner, with starlight shining in his eyes, Ning Shishi got up and went back to the house to look at the sleeping little boy, and kissed the little boy's forehead with his tender lower lip , eyes filled with inexplicable tears...

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In the third year of the Great Song Dynasty, the Great Song Haishi who was on a long voyage found a city that had been slaughtered in a certain country, and there were tragic scenes everywhere. When the news reached the Great Song Dynasty, a thread was quietly tightened.

When Wang Kui suffered a big defeat on the grassland, a man named Temujin finally pressed towards the soil of Song Dynasty with an overwhelming ferocity.

Just when Zhao Jingxue was nestling in Song Yi's arms worrying, there was a fragrant wind blowing along the other end.

Song Yi, who was originally very indifferent and lazy, suddenly moved his nose slightly, then raised his head and looked towards the other end, with some surprise in his eyes.