The Lin family monster grows up

() "If you want to know who I am, just follow me!"

"If you want to know who I am, just follow me!"

"If you want to know who I am, just follow me!"

It keeps repeating in my mind, and it keeps spreading...

Lin Banruo felt that he had had a long dream, and that dream reminded him once again of the scene when he first met the fairy sister three years ago.

"If you want to know who I am, just follow me!"

What a simple answer, what a straightforward goal, and in order to avenge Zhang Ziyi, I wasted three years of killing, wasting three years of revenge, and wasting three years of hatred... When did I pursue it? The true identity of the fairy sister, when did she regard the fairy sister as the first goal of her life.

"That year, you were holy and misty, that year I was a dandy; that year, you were in heaven, that year, I was in hell; that year you traveled nine days, and I fell from the top..."

"One grain of sand, one world, one flower, one heaven, one tree, one bodhi, one leaf, one Tathagata."

For three years, I forgot my true nature; for three years, I allowed my demons to grow unscrupulously; for three years, I ignored the most original purpose; for three years, my mind was full of chapters. Yi; for three years, I ignored everything arranged for me by my fairy sister.

If I had put aside all the thoughts about Zhang Ziyi, revenge, and killing; if I had focused on following the fairy sister's footsteps, and accompanied the fairy sister with all my heart, and grew old together in the rivers and lakes, maybe now I am Another scene!

It's just that there is no turning back in life. From the moment I stepped out of the Liuli Mountain for revenge, from the moment I killed to drive away the demons, I have already drifted away from her ideal.She is a fairy in the clouds, what she longs for is to live in seclusion, what she needs is her whole life, for that illusory fate, she brought herself into the Liuli Mountain, and for that illusory responsibility, she has to... Send yourself out in person.In order to let herself leave with peace of mind, she gave herself the secret decree of the Holy Gate, the Longevity Wrench, which symbolizes the identity of the sect master of the Longevity Gate, to herself. In order to protect herself, she personally set foot on the hometown that had disappeared for ten years and planned not to return for the rest of her life. .

What she wants is actually very simple: Follow her and she will tell you who she really is.

What she wants is actually very ordinary: Hold your son's hand and grow old together!

But these, she didn't dare to ask extravagantly...Because the way of heaven is different, because of the fate that the fairy can't control, she knows that her life should not be bound by this, she knows that her life should not be so ordinary, she knows that she and she are in the end. Two parallel lines drifting away.

For three years, I have never shed a single serious tear for her.

For three years, I have shed countless times for the woman who humiliated me, but I have not shed a single drop for the fairy sister.

"Zhang Ziyi, go to hell!"

"Zhang Ziyi, I, Lin Banruo, will never stop for you!"

Unlimited sorrow comes, it turns out that the most painful person in this world is not myself; infinite sorrow comes, it turns out that the person who cares about me most in this world is the fairy sister, and infinite heartache comes, it turns out that what I really need to pursue in this world is not Jiangshan Sheji.

"Unify the five sources, reorganize the holy gate, when you go back, you should swing your spear and leap your horse, and become the emperor's dominance! The world is bustling with demons dancing, and when you go back, you should stand proudly in the capital and sprinkle the whole place with prosperity! There are rivers and mountains in all directions, fierce people like tigers, When you go back, you will kill three thousand people, and nine people will die in the world!"

"Sister Immortal, Prajna is very helpless when she knows you say these words!"

"Sister Immortal, Prajna knows what you really need?!"

"Sister Immortal, don't worry, Prajna will take down Jiangshan for you, and present it to you as the most perfect gift!"

"Sister Immortal, don't worry, Prajna will break everything between us!"

"Sister Immortal, rather tell me to betray the world, don't ask the world to betray you!"

After three years, I didn't understand the responsibilities and burdens on my body until now, and I didn't bear them alone.

In three years, I didn't know what I needed until now.

After three years, I didn't realize until now that the so-called Jiangshan Sheji was nothing more than the "Fate of Heaven" that broke the barrier between me and the fairy sister.

A sharp blade pierced through the heart, and a sharp ax split the heart. The intense pain spread to the bones unstoppably, and touched the soul. Lin Banruo felt that two lines of tears gurgled out of her whole day. Decorated face.

"The way of heaven cannot be proved, and the way of immortality cannot be relied upon... It turns out that I have never been alone! It turns out that for these three years, you have always been by my side!"

More and more tears, annihilated the cheeks, annihilated the atrium.

"Better tell me to betray the world, don't ask the world to betray you!"

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Lin Banruo opened his eyes, and wisps of misty light seemed to drip down his wet pupils like a mother's kiss.

Lin Banruo rubbed her eyelids, propped up her body that had returned to normal, and got off the bed. To be precise, she stood up from the Japanese plank.

The first thing that catches the eye is not the simplistic structure of the room, but an extra red rope made of unknown material out of thin air on his right wrist.And at the knot of the red rope, there is a piece of jade pendant that is quite old, the size of a fingernail, and is somewhat white. "Ban, Ruo" with correct font.

"Isn't this the red string that Sister Immortal carries with her? How did it appear in my hand?" Lin Banruo put her right wrist between her nose and mouth, and the faint scent of bay laurel can still make people feel distracted.

"Did the fairy sister put it on for me secretly?" Lin Banruo focused on the "Lin" on the surface of the jade pendant and the "Pan, Ruo" on the back. It was definitely not carved the day after tomorrow, and the age of these three characters is at least more than 500 years old.

Lin Banruo's heart was filled with turmoil. This jade pendant was engraved with the words "Lin Banruo" 500 years ago.

Lin Banruo suddenly remembered that when she was a child, she had heard from her father that she was named after an aunt, and that aunt was Lin Luoshui, who was a master of Taoism.

Could it be that the aunt whose whereabouts are elusive has something to do with this jade pendant?Could it be that the aunt whose whereabouts are elusive is also related to the fairy sister?Who carved these three characters?What is the secret of this jade pendant?Why did Sister Shenxian give herself the red rope that she had carried for decades?What is the relationship between myself and this jade pendant?

Lin Banruo frowned, and then heard the wooden door "creak", a woman in clogs wearing a pink and white kimono walked in, looking holy and ethereal, with a faint smell of fireworks.

After staying with the fairy sister for a long time, I always think it is like a dream, but only when I stay with other women can Lin Banruo truly feel that I am living in the world.

Just like now... Seeing the appearance of the visitor, Lin Banruo knew that he was really alive, and the familiar frivolity and incomprehension once again appeared on the two curved and graceful sword eyebrows.

ps: This chapter is a bit sentimental, friends who don't like it, please forgive me!