Jia Baoyu from the Red Chamber

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Spn Chapter [-] Confession

After the song ended, Jia Baoyu took the flute away, and just glanced at the girl playing the flute. This time, Jia Baoyu felt that he could see the face of that person clearly, but Jia Baoyu still didn't know the sadness in it. I went to ask her what kind of sadness she had, but Jia Baoyu also knew that it was impossible, some things were better not known than not known.

"Baoyu is leaving first, and see you in two days when the Imperial College officially starts!" Jia Baoyu ignored Li Liang and Lin Xuan and left without hesitation. After hearing Jia Baoyu's words, they got up quickly follow.

Seeing Jia Baoyu getting up and coming down, the people on the first floor and the high platform really saw Jia Baoyu. Everyone was surprised that Jia Baoyu was so young.

When Tang Yixian saw Jia Baoyu coming down, he quickly got down from the high platform, and shouted: "My lord, please stay."

Jia Baoyu didn't pay attention to what he heard, and went outside, but Jia Baoyu went down from the second floor, which was farther from the door than the high platform, so Tang Yixian stopped him at the stairs.

Tang Yixian bowed to Jia Baoyu and said, "Little girl Tang Yixian has met you."

Jia Baoyu glanced at Tang Yixian and said coldly, "Get out of the way."

After hearing Jia Baoyu's words, Tang Yixian subconsciously backed away. She didn't know the reason. Jia Baoyu walked over calmly. Lin Xuan and Li Liang hurriedly followed behind. The horses are already prepared at the gate.

Tang Yixian came back to his senses and saw that Jia Baoyu was approaching the door, and said loudly: "Young master, please tell me the name of that song."

Jia Baoyu paused for a moment when he heard this, and then said softly: "It's called 'Ask for Love with a Sword'." After saying that, he left without looking back.

"Swing the sword to ask for love." Jia Baoyu's voice was low, but Tang Yixian and the people nearby heard it, but after a while, everyone in Yixianju knew that Tang Yixian planned to ask Jia Baoyu for the music score Yes, but now that I think about it, it is my own wishful thinking, and then Tang Yixian asked the four people around him: "How much of the music just now have you memorized?"

The four of them all replied a little bit, but Tang Yixian was not angry when he heard it, thinking that most of the ones he had added were more than half, because he was afraid that everyone would forget, so he said to shopkeeper Zhou: "Yixian is leaving first, shopkeeper Zhou is still here." Please forgive me." Shopkeeper Zhou knew what Tang Yixian and the others were going to do, so there was no reason to refuse, and Tang Yixian couldn't stop it by himself.

Tang Yixian immediately took the four people around him and left. In the room where Tianyi was on the third floor, Tianyi was a little surprised when he heard Ginkgo's reply: "Jia Baoyu is going to study in the Imperial College?"

Ginkgo nodded and said, "That's right. The person sitting next to Mr. Jia just said that Mr. Jia and the two people beside him said that they would meet when the school officially started two days ago, so they would go to the Imperial Academy on a regular basis."

"Imperial Academy!" Tianyi thought for a while with a smile on his face and said, "My brother seems to be studying in the Imperial Academy, right?"

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On the carriage, Jia Baoyu closed his eyes and thought about it. At the same time, he was trying to calm down his mind. He was easily drawn by other emotions, and even forgot himself. This is definitely not what Jia Baoyu thinks and does now. The thing is, the children of poor families are in charge of the family early, and the children of no one's family are even earlier. In Jia Baoyu's previous life, because his parents were extremely independent in doing things, not to mention being able to show emotions, this kind of thing would never happen. of.

There is only one reason for this, and it was because Jia Baoyu's emotional character had affected him, and Jia Baoyu has noticed it these days. The two people's thoughts are not about who kicked the other out, but they are tightly integrated. Jia Baoyu's thoughts occupied an absolute dominant position, and the original Jia Baoyu only made unexpected moves occasionally when he forgot himself.

Jia Baoyu knew in his heart that this was either done by Jinghuan or by Shenying, but Jia Baoyu was not overly worried. Jia Baoyu was confident that such an influence would become less and less, and it would become smaller and smaller. If Jia Baoyu was cowardly before Jia Baoyu couldn't fight because of his temperament, so why would he talk about fighting with others.

The carriage arrived at Rong Mansion under Jia Baoyu's thoughts. Li Liang and Lin Xuan were sent away by Jia Baoyu after leaving the house. They saw that Jia Baoyu was not in a good mood, so they didn't force it.

Jia Baoyu got out of the carriage and entered the Rong Mansion, but did not return to his yard.Two did not go to see Daiyu.San didn't go to greet Mrs. Jia Muwang, but went to Lixiang Garden. For some reason, Jia Baoyu wanted to go there now.

Perhaps it was because the original Jia Baoyu had too deep feelings for those three places!Jia Baoyu didn't want his feelings to be too ups and downs at this time.

When he arrived outside the Lixiang Garden, Jia Baoyu didn't know what he was going to do, and he felt a bit of retreat in his heart, but then Jia Baoyu swept away such emotions, so that he didn't even dare to see anyone. [

Thinking of this, Jia Baoyu entered the courtyard, and when the maids in the courtyard saw Jia Baoyu coming, they all wanted to go in and report, but Jia Baoyu waved his hand to signal them not to do so, because there was nothing to hide from them. Jia Baoyu didn't say anything about his orders.

When Jia Baoyu entered the room, he saw that there was no one in the outer room. When he entered the inner room, he saw Baochai and Yinger sitting opposite each other, embroidering something. Jia Baoyu approached and said with a smile; What is Sister Bao doing!"

Baochai paused slightly when he heard Jia Baoyu's voice, then raised his head in surprise and said, "Brother Bao, isn't he going to take the exam at the Gongyuan today? Why are you coming back now?" Then he ordered Yinger to go to Jia Baoyu. Tea.

Jia Baoyu sat down and said: "The exam was over before noon. The invigilator said that he had passed, and he entered Chongzhi Hall." Jia Baoyu said that Baochai did not put down his work. The hairpin is embroidering the pattern on the sweat towel, it is a plum blossom, and it is almost the end at this time.

Baochai smiled slightly after hearing Jia Baoyu's words, and said, "This is very good, isn't the hairpin where I am?" Baochai finished the last stitch as he spoke.

"I just came back and haven't gone to Sister Lin's place yet. I want to see what Sister Bao is doing now, so I came here."

Baochai paused slightly when he heard Jia Baoyu's words, but immediately finished the last step, a sweat towel was completely finished, Baochai took off the sweat towel and said to Jia Baoyu: " Stand up and let me see if it fits."

Jia Baoyu stood up in response. When he saw the scarf just now, Jia Baoyu knew that it was made for himself. This is Jia Baoyu's errand for Xiren. I don't know when Xiren asked Baochai to do it.

At this time, Yinger also came in with tea, but she just put the tea down and went out. Baochai took off Jia Baoyu's original sweat towel and put on the new one she had made. He nodded in satisfaction and said: "It's not bad, Baoyu, let's see if there is still room for improvement."

Jia Baoyu has been embroidering the fragrance from Baochai's body. Even in the season when Baochai is not taking medicine, Jia Baoyu can still smell that fragrance from Baochai's body. It smells sober and intoxicating.

Jia Baoyu couldn't help thinking about the previous events, looked at Baochai in front of him and said solemnly: "Sister Bao, what do you think is strong?"

Jia Baoyu's abrupt question made Baochai pause, and Baochai looked up at Jia Baoyu. This was the confusion that Baochai hadn't seen from Jia Baoyu's face for a long time and some emotions that other Baochai didn't know.

"What is being strong? Baoyu, why do you want to become stronger?" Baochai looked at Jia Baoyu with inexplicable distress. During this period of time, she always felt like this, as if Jia Baoyu carried the world on her back.

"Baoyu wants to protect Sister Lin, Sister Bao, Madam, Old Lady, Sister Yingchun, Sister Tanchun, Sister Xichun, Xiren, Qingwen, Sister Yun, Sister-in-law, and many, many others, as well as the entire Jia family. , These are all Baoyu wants to protect, so Baoyu wants to be strong, really strong." Jia Baoyu said word by word, but in the end he felt that he was somewhat in control of his emotions.

I don't know why, I don't understand why, at that moment just now, Jia Baoyu suddenly wanted to find someone to confide in, and this kind of emotion spread from his heart to his mouth, making Jia Baoyu want to bear it, but he couldn't help it.

Baochai was stunned when he heard Jia Baoyu's words, and he felt that there was nothing wrong with it. Baoyu had too many burdens in his heart, so much that he was worried about him. Baochai felt sorry for Jia Baoyu, but at the same time I am a little happy, is I also a part that Baoyu wants to take on?

Baochai couldn't help hugging Jia Baoyu's head and said softly: "It's okay, Baoyu is already strong, and will become stronger in the future, and I will help you, everyone will help you, frown Er, Yuner, and your sisters will all be like this, don’t think too much about it, okay? Baoyu.”

Jia Baoyu buried her head deep in Baochai's arms, and asked as if in disbelief, "Will Sister Bao help me? Regardless of what kind of person Baoyu will become in the future, she will help me in whatever she does. ?"

"Yes, absolutely. I will always believe in helping Baoyu. It will always be like this. No matter what kind of person Baoyu becomes or what he does, he will." Baochai said while hugging Jia. Baoyu hugged him even tighter, and said softly, "Sleep! Baoyu, I won't think about anything when I wake up."

After Jia Baoyu heard Baochai's words, he closed his eyes and fell asleep slowly. After Jia Baoyu fell asleep, the true energy in his body that was only filled in the meridians suddenly rushed out of the meridians and flowed towards his body. In other parts, this means that Jia Baoyu's internal strength, which has not progressed for a long time, has actually broken through.

Baochai looked at Jia Baoyu who was sleeping in her arms, her face was distressed and full of smiles, she looked outside and then at Jia Baoyu's face and said softly: "I will always help you." He lowered his head and kissed Jia Baoyu's forehead lightly, then raised his head blushing, and felt relieved to see no one came in.