Jia Baoyu from the Red Chamber

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spn chapter 410 five heart smoke

"Who is it?" Miaoyu's weak voice came from inside, and Yanyan heard it very strangely. This voice was much different from Miaoyu's usual. Just feel it.

"It's me, Sister Miaoyu." At first I thought it was a nanny or a Taoist woman outside, but it turned out to be Yanyan. What do you think, Miaoyu wouldn't be like this at any other time, but now she is, Miaoyu is a little out of control.

Jia Baoyu shook Miaoyu's hand, motioned Miaoyu to relax, and then said, "Sister Yanyan, come in!"

When Yan Yan heard Jia Baoyu's voice, he paused for a moment, but in his heart he felt that it was really so. He didn't know what it was like, but there was something weird in his eyes, and he walked in the door. Seeing Miaoyu lying on the bed very tired, and Jia Baoyu sitting by the bed, it seems that there is no problem at all, but thinking of the smell of Miaoyu on Jia Baoyu's body, this problem is obvious, but Yan still couldn't believe it. Could it be that Jia Baoyu would have an affair with Miaoyu? Jia Baoyu was fine, but Yan Yan wouldn't believe anything if the other party was Miaoyu. [

"Because something happened in the mansion last night, I wanted to see my sister, what's wrong with my sister, why is she so weak?" Yan Yan came in and asked, Hao then said.

"I was a little frightened." Miaoyu said to Jia Baoyu again: "Help me up."

When Jia Baoyu heard this, he helped Miaoyu to get up. At this time, Miaoyu was not wearing much, and her fragrant shoulders and jade arms were also exposed, but she did not hesitate to let Jia Baoyu help her, instead of letting Yan Yan , This seems to explain the relationship between the two, Yanyan was touched, and Miaoyu's first reaction when she was about to get up was to let Yanyan help her, and she was thinking whether to let Jia Baoyu leave first, but this idea Miaoyu vetoed it just after she came out, why should she hide it, why should she avoid it, what do other people think, I have to say, this is Miaoyu, so Miaoyu chose Jia Baoyu instead of Yanyan.

Jia Baoyu understood Miaoyu's thoughts a little bit, and although he didn't say anything, he praised it. Miaoyu's aloofness, aloofness, and ignorance of the world are exactly what Jia Baoyu likes. Jia Baoyu makes this thing full of desire in front of him , but it is still the same in front of others, this is what Jia Baoyu likes.

This appearance makes Yan Yan's heart completely confused, why is it like this, why can it be like this, Miao Yu shouldn't be like this, Miao Yu can't be like this, Yan Yan wants to talk to Miao Yu, but she can't Saying it out, how could this be so, such thoughts filled Yan Yan's heart, and Yan Yan was so suppressed that he couldn't breathe.

Yan Yan is restrained and noble, no matter how his family is or what his parents are, Yan Yan can keep his heart, make himself clean, and be noble. It is impossible to say that this is all done by Yan Yan In the final analysis, it is Miaoyu's influence on Yanyan when she was a child. With Miaoyu as a role model, Yanyan can persist in being herself and not be influenced by her philistine parents.

But now Miaoyu is like this, she can be like this, the pillar of her heart has always maintained her own pillar no matter what the situation is, and the existence she has always yearned for and respected has fallen into the mortal world. As one can imagine, it is not an exaggeration to say that it is like mourning for a concubine, at least Yan Yan feels that if her parents die, she will definitely not be like this.

The more you stay here, the more depressed you are, and the more you feel unbearable. You Yan feels that if you don't understand, you will definitely die. You can't bear it anymore, "Jia Baoyu, you go out with me, I have something to say to you." you say."

Yanyan's expression and tone showed that Yanyan was abnormal now. Jia Baoyu might not be able to guess why, but Miaoyu probably guessed it. Recently, Yanyan came to Miaoyu's place a lot, and Miaoyu did too. Discovered the change of Yanyan, but Miaoyu knew that Yanyan didn't understand herself.

"Then let's go back together! It's fine to talk on the way."

After hearing this, Yanyan went out first, Jia Baoyu looked at Miaoyu, Miaoyu said: "She looks a bit like me, don't hurt her too much."

Jia Baoyu nodded, "I know." Although I don't know, the performance of Yanyan also shows that there is a problem with Yanyan itself. There is a rockery not far from the Changcui Temple. After coming out, he went to the rockery, and Jia Baoyu followed him.

Yanyan looked at Jia Baoyu and wanted to ask a question, but he didn't dare to ask, but he couldn't speak. Jia Baoyu saw him and said, "If you have anything to say, just say it! There is nothing you can't answer, as long as you don't Just talk to anyone else."

Hearing Jia Baoyu's words, Yan Yan no longer hesitated, "What's your relationship with Sister Miaoyu?"

"What's the relationship?" Jia Baoyu thought for a while, "Strictly speaking, she is my person, my woman." Jia Baoyu didn't shy away from it at all. In fact, there is nothing to shy away from such a question. Don't care, and Jia Baoyu has nothing to care about. If you don't say it, it doesn't mean you can't say it. This is different from Li Wan and Qin Keqing.

"What are you talking about! Don't be joking." Yan Yan laughed twice, pretending to be indifferent.

Things are like this, if Jia Baoyu can't see anything, it would be too stupid, and Jia Baoyu also asked Fengyue, Jia Baoyu was a little surprised, he didn't want to think that Xiaoyan still had such a complex, if this situation is not If you cancel it, it will be very troublesome in the future.

"I'm not kidding, there's no need to joke about it."

Yan Yan was speechless when he heard this, "Why? Why did I already give in, and this person still behaves like this, why did he insist on telling himself, why?" Jia Baoyu waited for Yan Yan to speak, and after a while, Yan Yan Only then did he open his mouth and say, "Why is this happening? Why is she looking like this? She can't do this?" [

"Why can't she look like this, and why can't she look like this, is there a rule for this? And what do you think you know about her?"

"I understand that she is aloof and lofty, she can maintain herself no matter what others do, she will not fall, she will not have worldly feelings, so she is strong, and it is precisely because of this that I can make myself strong and believe that I can be strong , even stronger until now, if she has fallen, then what is going on with my persistence all the time, isn't it completely meaningless? I can be as humble and shameless as my father and mother To live the day, why do you have to be a noble person, no matter how noble a person is, you will fall into the mud in the end, why do I have to endure so much, send others under the fence, receive charity from others, can't play my temper, can't want what I want, Everything is for the sake of others, what is the point of me being like this?" Yan Yan said a lot, a lot.

It was only then that Jia Baoyu realized that he had underestimated before. Just now, Jia Baoyu just thought that Miaoyu was a role model for Yanyan, but now it seems that Miaoyu is the belief in Yanyan's life. After the collapse of people's beliefs, the result It is terrible, and the best way is to re-establish a belief.

Jia Baoyu looked at the squatting and crying cockroach, but for a while he didn't know what to do, so he could only ask Fengyue for help, hoping to get some valuable suggestions, but unfortunately, Fengyue has no experience in such things , This is not the relationship between a man and a woman, Jia Baoyu sighed, squatted down, and handed his sweat towel to Yan Yan.

"Why do you do that? No matter how holy you are in your heart, Miaoyu is always a person. She is not a god. Even a god has feelings. Otherwise, why are there so many legends about gods descending to earth and connecting with mortals? , Why do boys and girls feel attractive to each other? You say she is lonely and lofty. I don’t deny these, but she is lonely. Do lofty people have to live forever? Can’t there be someone they like? I think your idea is No, sometimes people's situation and character are just involuntary, and you are also like this, you maintain your own nobility not for anyone, but for yourself, and this is definitely not useless? "

"What's the use? Don't you end up in a quagmire?" He didn't even lift his cigarette.

Jia Baoyu smiled and said, "You have to know that there are different kinds of quagmire. There is a kind of quagmire, where you fall into it and you will be lost forever, just like Mei Zhengji, and there is a kind of quagmire that is sublimated, just like me. , keep yourself noble, and you will meet good people."

"Don't boast about yourself, you are not a good thing, I have misjudged you before." Yan Yan finally raised his head, but there were still tears in his eyes.

"It doesn't matter whether it's good or bad, but I think I'm a person worthy of entrusting my life, don't you think so?"

Yan Yan shook his head, Jia Baoyu felt a little frustrated, and said again: "No matter what you think, but there is one thing you cannot deny, your life depends on my support, nothing else, just Even your new clothes can only be made because of my five taels of silver per month." If you can't talk about the abstract, let's talk about the practical, and you should understand the material.

Yan Yan paused when he heard Jia Baoyu's words, he didn't know what he thought of, but then Jia Baoyu was stunned, because Yan Yan unbuttoned his clothes again, "In this case, I will return these things to you , from head to toe, even if I'm naked, I want to live a good life, not to be polluted by others, I don't need others to save me, and I won't just surrender to your money temptation, I won't be like before Weak." Now Jia Baoyu really doesn't know what's wrong with this child, but he can do such a thing.

ps: Some book friends have built a post bar in the Red Chamber. In the initial stage, if you are interested, you can go to the water for a while. The name of the post bar is Honglou Ya Nei.