Will Ming

(Please collect red tickets)

Li Xian has never been the kind of big drinker who devours alcohol, although he has been drinking well since he was a child.

Because he was abandoned in the snow when he was a baby and suffered from the cold, Li Xian's health was not particularly good when he was young. The reason why he is so strong now is because he started cultivating like a monster since he was a few years old, which is innate with him. There is an absolute relationship with the will of the adult who came. Of course, not everyone has this will.

Since the age of four, he has forced himself to practice qigong when others were still toddlers. At this age, most children are still hiding in their mother's arms and acting like a baby, but he has already begun to live independently.Of course, it would be difficult for him, an adult, to slip into someone's arms and act like a spoiled child. If it's okay for a woman to say that soft jade is soft and fragrant, it can be regarded as enjoyment. Li Xian really has no desire to slip into Zhang Zhongjian's arms.

But it is precisely because he has no parents to love him, and how can Zhang Zhongjian, who is thick and thick, know how to raise children, although he can also be considered caring, but it is not that he has never found out that he has been wrapped in his crotch for a day such evil.But Li Xianxin is an adult, but he can't control the baby's body.It's just that it's not easy to make him hungry, pee, and cry aloud, so he suffered a lot when he was a child.

Because of his weak body, the cold air entered his body when he was a baby, and he almost didn't save his life. Later, Zhang Zhongjian let him drink alcohol early. This green forest tycoon insisted that alcohol can keep the cold away, but he didn't know how children can drink more?Li Xian has always been thankful that he didn't get burned by alcohol when he was still incapable of autonomy.The brain is not burned out, but the amount of alcohol is increasing day by day.

However, this was one of the few times Li Xian got drunk. The first time, many of Tiefutu's brothers died in battle when he broke through the siege in the south of the Yangtze River.At that time, he was only five years old, and that time he was as drunk as mud.The second time, when the Blood Cavalry and Tiefutu were almost completely wiped out on Yanshan Mountain, he was 13 years old at that time, and that time he was so drunk that he passed out.The third time was last night.It's just that I don't know why, but I can't fall asleep.

Everyone said that he was drunk and drowsy, but Li Xian couldn't fall asleep because he was tossing and turning in bed last night.The more this happened, the more I felt a splitting headache. I got up and drank herbal tea a few times to no avail, so I simply dug out a pot of old wine from the room, jumped up to the window and sat down to pour it into my mouth.

Leaning against the window to see the dawn moon in the sky, Li Xian's eyes wandered.

Remembering that Ou Siqingqing said before that he would stay in the room to take care of herself, Li Xian shook his head and smiled wryly.

Even if he got drunk and went crazy, he would do something to Ou Siqingqing, it is estimated that Qingqing would not have any complaints.But Li Xian didn't want to, it would be embarrassing to have sex after drinking anyway.What's more, his body is like a bamboo leaf fluttering in the torrent, but his mind is terribly clear. After drinking, a beast is no longer a human, and pretending to be a beast after drinking is even more inhuman.Too awake, which is why he couldn't fall asleep.

What Ye Huaixiu said was right.

She is so hypocritical, how did she become such a big deal by being hypocritical and compassionate like she said?But this knot cannot be untied with a single sentence, and there is no such thing as epiphany.Li Xian thought distressedly, if he did more murder and arson in the future, he should be able to become more cruel and cold-hearted.

He remembered that before he went to Saibei Grassland, when he was hunted down by the imperial court, he was willing to kill people and run away if he could not beat him. Although the life was cold and miserable, he was happy and happy, but now he didn't have to worry about being hunted down. A horse has a strategy in its chest and a sharp blade in its palm, but why is it not as happy every day?

After thinking about it, I realized that the things I was facing were different.

When he was hunted down, he would die if he didn't kill, so he had no scruples in killing people, and the people he killed were sent by the enemy of life and death, so he didn't feel any guilt when he was killed. He was six years old with the help of Zhang Zhongjian After breaking the precept of killing, logically speaking, what else is there to do?But now he is facing a different situation, he has tens of thousands of powerful soldiers, destroying cities and villages at every turn, even if he doesn't want to harm the innocent, there are still innocent people who die because of him.For example, in Yuncheng and his party, Li Xian felt as unhappy as if he was blocked by a big stone when he remembered that he had obtained countless money and grain from Yuncheng by swindling and did not know how many people would be harmed.

Since Yanshan went south, he has seen too many dead bodies strewn all over the place, and most of them are unarmed civilians.Although he has lived in Tai Sui for more than ten years, how can he, a modern person, feel at ease in the face of all kinds of hell-like scenes?

Maybe... still can't adapt to this era.

Li Xian sighed and took another sip of wine.

This heart is sloppy, which is the most difficult part of life.

He remembered the sentence he saw in his previous life, and smiled self-deprecatingly.In the past, I could have no scruples in order to save my life. Now, why do I stand taller and have more power in my hands, but I am troubled?

He is not as good as Luo Yi!

He actually heard Ye Huaixiu's words clearly, and it made him panic and fear for a moment like a bolt of lightning pierced in his heart.Not as good as Luo Yi, how can he gain a foothold in troubled times?

Drinking to the moon is usually the appearance of literati and poets pretending to be groaning without illness, but now Li Xian suddenly understands why those people like to sing to the moon, after all, it is due to loneliness.

If you want to achieve great things, you must ignore the life and death of the people?

Relatives can be harmed?Friends can kill?Can the family be abandoned?

Then what's the use of saving my life?Then what's the use of me conquering the world?

Just as he was resentful, he suddenly heard someone outside urgently saying: "General! There is something important to do!"

Li Xian was stunned, jumped down from the window and tidied up his clothes, and walked out the door. He had already changed into a dry green shirt, took a hot bath, put the jug aside, and walked out quickly. Bright, steady pace, where can you see a trace of drunkenness?

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"what's up?"

Li Xian walked out of the room and asked the soldier standing at the door. Li Xian recognized him, and this man was Fu Hunu's personal soldier.Everyone was drunk tonight, but Fu Hunu was on duty guarding the suspension bridge tonight, so he never drank.Seeing that it was Fu Hunu's soldiers who hurried to find him, Li Xian's first reaction was that something serious happened outside the cottage.

"Fu Dang's family took me to wait on duty tonight. Suddenly, half an hour ago, a man rode his horse to the gate of the cottage and shouted loudly that he was your friend. He must see you, General, tonight. It was too dark to see his face. I don't know if it was someone from the government who wanted to open the gate by fraud, so Fu Dang's family ignored it at first, and only warned the man that if he shouted again, he would shoot him to death with an arrow. But the man not only refused to leave, he still yelled outside the gate Shouting. Hearing his urgent voice, it doesn’t sound like a fake. Fu Dang’s family can’t really hurt him, and he didn’t dare to open the gate of the village to release the suspension bridge, so he sent me to invite the general to pass.”

Li Xian frowned slightly, he couldn't imagine who was so eager to see him at this time.My relatives and friends are all in Juyeze Yanyun Village, people outside the village, what do you want me to do?And it was already past midnight, which was indeed suspicious.

"Has the visitor ever protected his name?"

Li Xian asked as he walked.

"Yes! He said his surname is Luo and he comes from Licheng."

The soldier replied.

Li Xian was taken aback, then quickened his pace and rushed towards the suspension bridge.

When we got to the top of the city tower, we could still hear someone shouting in the darkness outside: "I am an old friend of your general, I have something important to see him, you open the gate of the stronghold!"

Seeing Li Xian coming, Fu Hunu hurriedly went up to him and said, "This man came outside the cottage half an hour ago and kept calling to see you. Ask him what's the matter, but he refuses to say anything. I don't know if it's because of scruples." What, there is still a trick."

Li Xian listened attentively, the voice was Licheng Luo Shixin!

He walked quickly to the wall and looked down, but the night was too dark and he could only vaguely see a person riding back and forth on a horse below, although Li Xian had excellent eyesight, he couldn't make out it.He stood on the tower and shouted: "Is Shixin down there?"

"Anzhi? Is that you?!"

The person below heard the shout, and Li Xian was sure it was Luo Shixin's voice.

After thinking for a while, Li Xian said loudly: "Shi Xin, I've wronged you. You put the horse outside first, and I'll let someone put it in a basket to pick you up. It's dark at night, don't blame me for being careful!"

It was Luo Shixin who was outside the cottage, and he knew what Li Xian was worried about. After all, now that one of them is an official and the other is a bandit, Li Xian had to be more cautious for the sake of the cottage.If it were me, I'm afraid I wouldn't immediately open the gate of the village and put down the suspension bridge.Just understanding the truth of this, Luo Shixin couldn't help but sigh.Thinking back to when I first met Li Xian, the two of them were congenial and talked about everything, who would have thought that seeing each other would be so embarrassing now?

"No problem! Just put the hanging basket down!"

Luo Shixin responded, tied his horse to a big tree and walked under the suspension bridge.

Someone came down from the city wall in a hanging basket first, threw the rope over and let Luo Shixin catch him, and then let him swing on the suspension bridge.Fearing that Luo Shixin would not be able to see clearly the terrain on the opposite side, Li Xian had someone light countless torches and throw them down to illuminate the front of the cottage gate. Luo Shixin took the rope and swung it past the chasm, landed in front of the gate of the village and ran forward a few steps Standing still, several of Li Xian's personal soldiers quickly supported him, Luo Shixin cupped his fists and said thank you, and then he was pulled up to the city wall in a hanging basket.

When approaching the top of the city, Li Xian stretched out his hand to hold Luo Shixin's hand, and Luo Shixin leaped onto the city wall with his strength.

Li Xian took Luo Shixin's hand to look left and right, laughed loudly and said, "Shixin, why are you here?"

Seeing his friend's sincere smile, Luo Shixin's heart warmed up, he smiled and said: "I heard about an important matter in Qi County before, which involved your safety, so I came from Qi County non-stop, you give me the money first. It’s too urgent to get some food, I haven’t eaten for two days and two nights. I’m so hungry, I’d better warm up a pot of old wine!”

"I'll get someone ready!"

Li Xian hurriedly ordered people to arrange meals, only to find that Luo Shixin looked like a traveler, his face was already dark, and he ran for an unknown amount of time without sleep, and his face became even more gloomy.