Will Ming

(Thank you Yaosyue, Li Zianzhi for the reward, please.)

Chapter 440 Four Nonsense!

The fallen snow on the ground of the small courtyard has been swept away, revealing the bluestone slab that has been washed by water, and there is a layer of residual ice on it, so when the sun shines on the bluestone slab, it will occasionally reflect colorful colors.There is a plum tree in the yard, which has not bloomed, so it looks a little lonely.

On one side of the plum tree is the stone table, and there are three lounge chairs around the stone table.

It is a reclining chair, not a stone bench or a Hu stool. From this, it can be inferred that when the sun is most abundant in the afternoon, after lunch, there will often be three lazy people lying on the reclining chairs to bask in the sun.Lazy people tend to enjoy life, so there are either wine and vegetables or dried fruit tea on the stone table.

It’s just that the small yard today is a bit weird. None of the three lazy people are lying on the deck chairs. The two people who are over a hundred years old together and arguing about boring topics every day are standing by the plum tree. He lowered his head, staring at the frozen soil under the plum tree in a daze.And that young lazy man's face turned pale today, although there was still a smile on the corner of his mouth, but that smile was a bit bitter no matter how you looked at it.

Zhang Zhongjian turned his head to look at Daxi Changru, but found that Daxi Changru was also looking at himself.

Both of them actually thought in their hearts that sooner or later there would be a day when Li Xian would ask about this matter, but what they didn't expect was that this day would come so soon.

Zhang Zhongjian swallowed hard, looked at Li Xian, and explained in a pale and feeble manner: "Actually, I didn't say it at that time, because I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to bear it."

"That is to say... you all know?"

Li Xian asked.

Zhang Zhongjian hesitated for a while but nodded, and smiled a little embarrassedly: "Anzhi, you should actually know why we didn't talk about it."

"I know"

Li Xian nodded: "No matter who it is, knowing that I was abandoned because of such a reason, I'm afraid it will not feel good. Because of this incident, maybe it will become extreme, and no longer believe in family affection. In the end, it is unavoidable that you will become a demon and become disrespectful."

"No"

Daxi Changru said: "There are so many considerations, I'm just afraid that you won't be able to bear it."

Li Xian asked: "Since I was young, have you ever found out that there is something that I can't bear? Don't say it's because of such a dirty thing. Let me put it in an ugly but true word, that is, the death of Master and Grandpa. Now, I won't be sad. If you die from homicide, I will try my best to avenge you. If you die normally, why should I be so sad? You know, I have always been a calm person. "

Li Xiandao: "Now that I know about this, have you ever noticed that I have lost my mind? Is it crying in grief and self-sorrow, or cursing father, mother, and God in anger? Or is it agitated and at a loss? Jumping and jumping, or just sitting on the side in a daze and not saying a word?"

"No……"

Zhang Zhongjian and Daxi Changru said two words at the same time, then shook their heads and smiled wryly.

"so……"

Li Xian paused for a moment and said, "I don't believe what you said, but you didn't tell me because you were afraid that I wouldn't be able to bear it. There's no way you don't understand me like this. If it's really because of this, I'll feel a little sad instead."

"Ugh……"

Daxi Changru sighed and said: "It's actually very simple. I didn't want to tell you at first because I was afraid that you wouldn't be able to bear it. Later, my worry changed again. I was afraid that you would kill that person in a fit of anger after knowing your identity. Man, even if you don’t kill that person, I think you will try your best to get revenge. In the final analysis, I’m still worried about what will happen to you. Neither your grandpa nor I want you to take detours in your growth and take revenge. , it’s actually pretty boring to say the least.”

"We've been thinking about it."

Zhang Zhongjian said: "If you can continue to develop so steadily, sooner or later there will be a day when you will achieve great things. At that time, we will not stop you no matter what you want to do. But it is not enough now, your strength is still not enough, even if It's a little dangerous, and we don't allow you to do it."

Li Xian shook his head and said, "It's still not enough."

He looked at Zhang Zhongjian and said: "Since I was a child, I have never experienced any dangerous things. For a child who was forced to kill by you at the age of six, the word dangerous is nothing at all. Four years old holding a bow , holding a knife at the age of five, killing people at the age of six, and killing people at the age of ten without blinking an eye. Which killing time was not dangerous?"

He looked at Daxi Changru again and said: "When I was 11 years old, I went out of the Great Wall with you. You asked me to draw a knife and chop firewood every day, but which day did I fail to complete the tasks you assigned? Even if I was tired and out of shape, even if my arms hurt It was almost broken, did I ever miss a knife? This can only show one thing, I have a very good self-control ability, which you can't refute even if you want to. So the reasons you just said are still not enough. "

"Sometimes knowing one thing...knowing too clearly will cause pain instead."

Daxi Changru sighed.

Li Xian nodded and said: "This is undeniable. For example, now that I know who my own father is, I am not at all happy. If I were someone else, I am afraid that I will either cry or laugh, be stupid or crazy. Few people can be as calm as I am, so please believe me...you can't fool me."

……

……

Li Xian sat down on the reclining chair, breathed a sigh of relief, and the depression in his heart eased a little, maybe he said something he wanted to say a long time ago, so he was still a little happy.He ignored the faces of Daxi Changru and Zhang Zhongjian, and lay back on the chair looking at the blue sky.

Pure and clear, without a trace of cloud.

His sight was fixed somewhere in the sky, but there was nothing special there.

Daxi Changru and Zhang Zhongjian fell into silence. They didn't seem to know what to say. In the past, they always had to show that they were elders in front of Li Xian, especially when they taught Li Xian a lesson.But today the positions seem to be reversed. Li Xian, who is lying on a chair and looking up at the sky, looks like a parent, while Daxi Changru and Zhang Zhongjian seem to be children who have made mistakes.

After an unknown amount of time, Daxi Changru's expression suddenly changed again.If it was said that his face was pale and ugly before, then now his face has even revealed a kind of blue.It was fear, it was uneasiness. This general, who had never felt fear or uneasiness for several days and nights in a bloody battle with 40 cavalry and [-] Turkic wolf cavalry, was really terrified at this moment.

"It's not what you think!"

He suddenly called out to Li Xian loudly.

"We appeared by your side, protected you, and helped you, not at the behest of that person. He doesn't have the qualifications to allow me, Zhang Zhongjian, and so many people to guard you all the time! Even if the Li family in Longyou is called I went to a famous family, but at the beginning I was the chief executive, and my position was still higher than him. How could I follow his orders? Zhang Zhongjian is a big man in the green forest. You know him better than I do. Naturally, he can't be ordered by just anyone. of."

he explained aloud.

Hearing what he said, Zhang Zhongjian's face suddenly became even more ugly.

Li Xian looked at the sky and didn't get up, but replied with a sincere tone: "I've never thought about it like this. I've thought about countless possibilities, but this is the only one I don't think about."

Daxi Changru and Zhang Zhongjian both breathed a sigh of relief, their palms already covered with sweat.

"You are all my relatives!"

Li Xian seemed to be talking to himself and said: "I am a person who is greedy for money and afraid of death. I am so afraid of death that I feel ashamed. But no matter how afraid I am of death, there are still a few people in this world who are worth my hard work to protect. Undoubtedly, Master, Grandpa, you are both among these few people. Even if I accidentally die because of you, I have no resentment at all."

Zhang Zhongjian took a look at Daxi Changru, walked to the recliner next to Li Xian and sat down, lay down, and looked up at the sky.Daxi Changru also lay down on the recliner, and the three of them fell silent again.

After a long time, Zhang Zhongjian said with some regret: "You should know why the person I brought the Iron Buddha took you away in the first place."

"Because of that old nun?"

"Yes."

Zhang Zhongjian nodded: "She is my savior."

Daxi Changru sighed and said, "It's mine too."

Li Xian was startled, and couldn't help but said: "She is really a strange woman. To be honest, I am beginning to wonder if she is the reincarnation of a Bodhisattva who came down to save all beings."

There is no hint of sarcasm in these words, nor are they angry words.

"When she picked you up before she died, I happened to be in the city of Chang'an. One day I planned to go into the palace to steal wine and drink, and I caught Yang Jian and beat him up. When I met Wen Jie, he thought I was going to assassinate the emperor. So we fought, and I was no match. Fortunately, I met Zhai Rang and wanted to teach the emperor a lesson, so the two of us teamed up and we were not caught. But I was injured, and Wen Jie still took out the knife and stabbed me in the vitals. I recuperated in that old nun's nunnery, and she saved my life."

Daxi Changru said: "At the beginning I went to Honghua to fight fiercely with the Turkic people, but all the credit was taken away by some traitors. My soldiers went out of ten, but they didn't even get a pension. I scolded the corrupt officials angrily. , scolded the emperor, the villain reported to the emperor, and the palace guards went to arrest me, it was the letter sent to me by the old nun, that's why I went far away to seek refuge in Saibei."

"So what did she say, what do you believe?"

Li Xian asked.

Daxi Changru and Zhang Zhongjian nodded at the same time, and repeated: "We believe whatever she says. Because she is indeed not an ordinary person. You may not know that Yang Jian was ugly when he was young, and he was not liked by others. The old nun said that he was ordered by the emperor, and she took him away to teach him the art of war and strategy, and Yang Jian was able to create the prosperity of the Sui Dynasty, which was inseparable from her."