Will Ming

The eldest grandson Wugou's food was delicious, at least it seemed so.Maybe she was a little embarrassed, so she deliberately turned her body sideways while eating, so as not to let Li Xian see the expression on her face.

Li Xian carefully smeared the seasoning he made on the grilled fish, and flipped it carefully, as if what he held was not a fish, but a very precious work of art.Even today, he already has the supremacy in the Central Plains, but he is still very sincere when it comes to eating.

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"Is it delicious?"

Li Xian asked.

Changsun Wugou wiped the grease from his mouth, and nodded.

"Actually, you don't have to embarrass yourself like this."

Li Xian suddenly put down the seasoning in his hand, and threw the fish that Zhicheng had just grilled into the river.Although he couldn't see the grilled fish drifting down the river in the night, Changsun Wugou's heart suddenly tightened.Her face turned pale, she looked down at the half piece of grilled fish in her hand and fell silent.

"Your name is Guanyin's maidservant, and you have believed in Buddhism since childhood... you don't eat meat."

Li Xian snatched the grilled fish from her hand and threw it into the river again.He sat down beside his eldest grandson Wugou, raised his head and looked at the unremarkable stars in the night sky, and said slowly: "I know that forcing myself to do something will never be pleasant, for example, I... started practicing at the age of four, and started practicing at the age of six. I started killing people at the age of [-], so far, the books I have read should be enough to fill two carriages, and besides practicing martial arts every day, I just read and write... This is not what I like to do."

He looked at the sky and said: "If I had a choice, I would rather squeeze into my mother's arms and act like a baby when I was four years old. If I could, I was still playing in the mud by the river when I was six years old. If I could, I was still in my teens. If you study in a rural school, you may secretly draw a turtle on the professor’s face and pluck his beard secretly.”

"Unfortunately, I have no choice."

Li Xian turned his head and glanced at Changsun Wugou: "I'm telling you this just to let you understand... Maybe it's not a wise choice for you to change yourself for others."

"Grilled fish... I'm really not used to eating it, and my stomach is still churning."

The eldest grandson Wugou lowered his head, looking at his toes.

She was silent for a while, then raised her head and looked into Li Xian's eyes and said, "Sometimes the choice to change one's habits is really uncomfortable, such as eating this grilled fish... When I took the first bite, I started to feel nauseous, but I forced myself to suppress it and not spit it out."

Before Li Xian could say anything, Changsun Wugou smiled and said, "But after eating too much, the sweetness and deliciousness will become more and more obvious."

"So...choosing is sometimes painful, because it violates my past habits, but if I choose the right one, I will gradually experience happiness. This is my choice, a willing choice, so it is not as painful as you said before. The things we face are different, so of course we can’t generalize.”

She said seriously: "If you didn't study hard at the beginning, you might not be able to get out of a certain embarrassment. So, this is the real way to force yourself to change. I am different, although I am also asking myself to change, But your change is to deal with crisis, and mine is to pursue happiness."

"Thinking about it... I don't seem to understand the pain caused by the kind of change you mentioned."

She said word by word: "Because in my opinion, change is the pursuit of happiness."

Li Xian was stunned, but didn't know what to say.He originally planned to take advantage of this chance to meet tonight to persuade his eldest grandson Wugou, maybe the happiness she thought was not happiness.After hearing Changsun Wugou's words, he realized that it wasn't Changsun Wugou who got into the horns, but himself.

He shook his head, realizing that he had imposed his thoughts on her.

The eldest grandson Wugou moved his body, not paying attention to the long white skirt on his body at all.She approached Li Xian, secretly took a deep breath, and felt his breath.She approached carefully, breathing carefully.

"I fantasized."

She turned her head and looked at Li Xian: "I imagined sitting side by side with you like this today, talking nonsense, then giggling, thinking too much, and this kind of idea gradually became ingrained in my heart. Maybe you You will laugh at me, maybe you will think that I am a bit slutty when I speak so bluntly, but I really like the feeling now."

Li Xian turned his head, looked at his eldest grandson Wugou and said seriously: "But you should understand that there are already many women around me. They are very important to me, can you..."

"Feel sorry."

He suddenly smiled: "This is hypocritical."

"When I come back from Saibei, if you haven't changed your mind and still think that following me is a happy thing for you, then I will naturally not let this happiness disappear from your side. Although I can't give you much... Maybe just a shoulder to lean on when you're sleepy."

"Um"

The eldest grandson Wugou nodded, very satisfied.

She found that the encounter was really wonderful. She imagined many times how to meet and talk with Li Xian, and then quietly sit together and watch the moonlight and the scenery.But I didn't expect it to come so easily and simply, on such an unspecial night, on such an unspecial occasion.

She slowly and lightly rested her head on Li Xian's shoulder.

The moment the two came into contact, she suddenly discovered that it was so easy for a woman to control the whole world.Perhaps the world in the eyes of men is so big that there is no limit.But the world in a woman's eyes is just the beloved man in her heart who has never changed.

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"When we return to Chang'an."

She murmured these six words softly, deeply imprinted into her heart.

This was a promise, and she knew that once a man like Li Xian made the promise, there would be no change.Maybe, marrying him can't get him all, but what he gets is satisfaction.

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"When you were young, you always forced yourself to practice martial arts, read and write. Is there anything that makes you happy? Even now, every time you think about it, you can't help but smile."

She leaned on Li Xian's shoulder, looked at the bright moon and asked.

She was full of curiosity about everything about him. She had heard her brother tell many stories about Li Xian's youth, and it seemed that his childhood was full of ups and downs.While the other children were still at home cuddling in their mother's arms and acting like a spoiled child, he was already pulling the hard bowstring by the river that shouldn't be touched at that age.While others were still playing and catching fish by the river, he brandished a dagger and stabbed continuously.

In that small village in Bazhou, the old locust tree at the entrance of the village had countless scars from his stabbing.In the peach grove two miles outside the village, he did not know how many peach blossoms had been shaken off by him.In the Mangniu River not far from the village, I don't know how many fish and shrimps were frightened by him and fled in all directions.

When he was six years old, after Zhang Zhongjian knocked the assassin sent by the imperial court into the air with one punch, he forced him to pull up the riding bow that even ordinary adults would keep away from. Mi, amidst his mournful cry, the feathered arrow he sent pierced the assassin's throat.The wailing was so severe, it seemed that it was not the assassin who was shot by the arrow, but himself.

From that day on, he knew that he could no longer live the life of an ordinary person.

He had fantasized many times, if he could find a place where no one would find out and live in seclusion.There is no need for beautiful scenery, good food and wine, even if you can just sleep lazily in the afternoon sun, you can sleep peacefully without worrying about being chased and killed in your sleep, that is a very happy and happy thing... If there is a choice, the bastard is willing to practice so hard every day, and only then is he willing to kill people.

"Happy..."

He was silent for a while, then smiled: "Perhaps having these experiences is a very happy and satisfying thing."

"I remember... when my grandpa went to the toilet when I was a child, I would secretly throw stones into the toilet."

"He will scold... which little bastard threw the stone!"

Li Xian smiled, and seemed to see his brothers living together in that remote village again.The burly and strong Fu Hu Nu, he has stepped on his shoulders countless times to pick wild dates.

"Is Mr. Zhang a drunkard?"

"He...maybe he doesn't really like drinking, and he never really got drunk once. Maybe he just likes the feeling of temporarily forgetting all his troubles. He lost too much for me. He once had a very Beautiful wife, because of me, he lost his wife and Xiao Di lost his mother."

"Actually, when it comes to suffering... Xiao Di should be the one who suffered the most. When she left home, she was still a baby. Now I know who my mother is, and there is a pair of clothes in my tent. I drew the portrait with my own hands. Lao Zhen said that my painting has a nine-point charm. But Xiao Di is even more pitiful. She doesn't know what her mother looks like. In Grandpa's words, that woman is just a few pale vocabulary."

"Beautiful, virtuous, elegant."

He smiled: "Grandfather tried to outline a perfect mother-in-law for Xiao Di, but you know, Grandpa is a rough man, he uses all the words he can use, and he can't vividly describe a living Beautiful, virtuous, elegant... I know that Xiao Di cannot see the appearance of mother from these words."

Changsun Wugou tightened the cloak Li Xian put on her, thought for a while and said, "But Xiao Di is happy."

Li Xian was startled for a moment, then smiled and nodded: "If she is unhappy, then all the unhappiness I have experienced will be meaningless."

"Now I know how important Xiao Di is to you."

Changsun Wugou nodded, and then told himself in his heart that he must never touch this bottom line.She knew that Li Xian was telling her these things on purpose, and if she was stupid, she might not be able to guess the meaning behind Li Xian's words.Xiao Di is someone that no one can shake in Li Xian's heart, not even anyone.

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"I remember when I was in Bazhou, I stole Brother Xiaoniao's clothes while he was taking a shower, and ran to the door of Widow Sun's house in the village, knocked on the door and threw the clothes in. That time Widow Sun stood Holding the pile of clothes at the door and cursing all morning, Brother Xiaoniao was so scared that he didn't dare to leave Widow Sun's door for half a month."

"I still remember Widow Sun scolding at that time... If you have the ability to take off your clothes in the old lady's yard, you should have the ability to stand in front of the old lady! If anyone dares to stand up and admit it today, the old lady will sleep with him!"

Hearing this, Changsun Wugou blushed and buried his head in the thick cloak.She felt her face was burning hot, but she couldn't help but want to laugh.

"I ridiculed Brother Xiaoniao, saying that you are not confident. If you are capable of overthrowing twenty soldiers of the Sui Dynasty, you are not capable of overthrowing a widow grandson?"

"Brother Xiaoniao said, fart! My weapon can be used to directly hit dates, and I can knock down Kazuki's wild dates with just a flick... I said, why did you run away when you saw Widow Sun, Brother Xiaoniao sneered I smiled, and said helplessly, I can play dates, but to provoke Widow Sun, I need to be able to fly a kite."

Changsun Wugou didn't smile, because she really didn't understand the hidden meaning behind Li Xian's words.

Li Xian himself smiled very happily, that period of time has never dissipated in his heart.

"Later, in order to retaliate against me, Brother Xiaoniao secretly wrote the word "Wang Jiudan" on the back of my clothes with a brush. Desperate, very despicable...he bet me that if I dared to wear that dress and walk in the village After a circle, he gave me a short knife made of fine steel. At that time, I was still young and couldn't wield a horizontal knife, so a short knife was very tempting to me..."

"Then you left?"

"gone."

"what?"

The eldest grandson Wugou let out a low voice: "What... what a disgrace."

Li Xian smiled and said: "The other day I asked Brother Xiaoniao to walk with me in the village. Someone asked me if they saw it, Xiao Xianzi, what is written on your clothes. I said... Wang Jiudan! Others What do you mean by asking, I pointed to brother Xiaoniao and said, you ask him, this is written by my brother..."

Changsun Wugou was stunned for a moment, then burst out laughing.

She didn't understand the previous part, but she understood this one.