the infinite world

Chapter 35: Self-blame and forgiveness

"Do not!!!!"

Yang Yun roared, but Zheng Zha, who was discussing the battle plan with Xiao Honglu, was taken aback.

"What's the matter, Yang Yun, are you alright?" Seeing Yang Yun waking up, Zheng Zha hurried over and asked.

Yang Yun collected himself, and then realized that he was in the bell tower, and Zhang Jie, Xiao Honglu, Zhang Heng and others were also there.At this moment, like Zheng Zha, they all looked at Yang Yun worriedly.

【It turns out...was it a dream? 】

Yang Yun heaved a sigh of relief. Looking at the current situation, he seemed to have had a dream unknowingly, and he hadn't fought the Yinzhou team yet.

【Fortunately, it was a dream, Zero Point and Qi Tengyi should still be alive...】

Yang Yun's eyes scanned the crowd several times, but he didn't find the two of them.

"Zheng Zha, where are Ling Dian and Qi Teng?"

"..." Zheng Zha turned his head sadly, without answering.

Seeing that Zheng Zha didn't speak, Xiao Honglu next to him sighed and said, "Lingdian and Qi Tengyi were attacked by members of the Yinzhou team during the sniping, and they are already dead."

"Oh!"

With a loud noise, Yang Yun jumped up from the ground, grabbed Xiao Honglu by the collar, and pushed him against the wall.Because the action was too fast, Zheng Zha and others didn't react at all.

"Impossible! They won't die! Are you lying to me!" Yang Yun shouted viciously at Xiao Honglu.

Xiao Honglu spat blood and said: "They are already dead... You should know this better than me, why can't you accept it? We have won a big victory this time, thanks to your layout."

"Fuck you, Dasheng!" Hearing what Xiao Honglu said, Yang Yun immediately yelled at the little boy: "Ling Dian and Qi Tengyi are dead! They died because of my mistakes in layout, and you actually said it was A big win?"

Xiao Honglu pulled out a piece of hair, played it in the palm of his hand, and said after a long time: "From the perspective of the overall situation, this is indeed a big victory. We sacrificed two seniors and a newcomer, and killed two seniors of the opponent. , Abolished one, and also blew up the protective props of the captain of the Indian team... That's why I said it was a big victory."

"As for the matter of Zero Point and Qi Tengyi, I can only say that if there is a battle, there must be sacrifices. Dead people often happen."

"Stupid..." Hearing Xiao Honglu's words, Yang Yun couldn't help feeling angry.Where there is battle, there will be sacrifice?Dead things happen often?Why do you say that?

Thinking of this, Yang Yun's hands suddenly glowed with a layer of extremely faint black light. The black light was so faint that even Xiao Honglu didn't notice it, but felt that it was suddenly difficult to breathe.

"Enough! Yang Yun, what are you doing!"

Zheng Zha also didn't notice the black light emitting from Yang Yun's body, but he saw Xiao Honglu's flushed little face, and in shock he pushed Yang Yun away and saved Xiao Honglu.

【Me, what am I doing? 】

Pushed away by Zheng Zha, Yang Yun's brain immediately cleared up.He felt as if a negative emotion surged up from the bottom of his heart just now, and at that moment, he even thought of strangling Xiao Honglu to death...

"Hold, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." After waking up, Yang Yun quickly apologized,

"Cough cough..." Xiao Honglu coughed a few times covering his throat, waved his hands to show that he didn't care, and continued: "Why such a big reaction? Are you going to kill me for revenge when the two of them are dead? I'm not the Yinzhou team of……"

"But they were killed by me! They died because of my mistakes in planning!" Yang Yun shouted, as if he could shout out the guilt in his heart.

"...It turns out that you are struggling with this." Xiao Honglu stared at Yang Yun strangely for a few seconds, "It was the Yinzhou team that killed Zero Point and Qi Tengyi, what does it have to do with you?"

"Yang Yun, it's not your fault." Zheng Zha sighed, and put his hand on Yang Yun's shoulder, "None of us knew that the assassin would sneak behind Zero..."

"It's my fault!" Yang Yun interrupted Zheng Zha, "If I could have thought of this earlier, I could have made targeted arrangements. Originally, none of the Zhongzhou team would have to die!"

Xiao Honglu's expression became even more strange: "Why do you have such strange ideas? There can be no absolutely perfect layout in the world, unless the person who made the layout has completely abandoned all human desires, such as pain, touch, taste, smell, Only such a person can look at things purely from the perspective of a third party. As long as such a person has strong wisdom and reasoning ability, then he is definitely the most perfect wise man, the strongest wise man... Unfortunately, there is no such thing as a wise man in this world. Such a perfect person, too far from a perfect result, can only have self-destruction."

"Besides, even the strongest wise man I'm talking about can't achieve the state you mentioned. That's already out of the category of wise men, and can be called an omniscient and omnipotent god."

"All-knowing and almighty God..."

Yang Yun was stunned. Even if he is a time traveler and knows all the plots of infinite horror, it is impossible to be omniscient.Because the future is always changing, isn't the assassin of the Indian team a proof?

If one wants to be omniscient and omnipotent, perhaps only the sixth level can do it.What can I do?

"Yeah, you and I are not gods, so it's normal to make a mistake in the layout, and your mistake is not a mistake at all... At least if it's me, I can't do it to your level." Xiao Honglu uprooted again Hair: "If you really think you are at fault, then kill two more members of the Indian team. The centipede is dead but not stiff. If they don't wipe them out, maybe they will bite us back."

After hearing this, Yang Yun remained silent.

Seeing that Yang Yun obviously hadn't gotten over his self-blame, Zheng Zha secretly sighed.

"Yang Yun, do you have time to go out with me for a cigarette?"

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Outside the clock tower...

"Zheng Zha, do you think what happened this time is my fault?" Yang Yun asked sullenly while smoking Zheng Zha's cigarette.

"You are not wrong, but I have to say thank you... Thank you for your arrangement this time." Zheng Zha also smoked.

"Thank me?"

"Yes, in fact, after returning from the Grudge, I think you have changed." Zheng Zha took a puff of cigarette forcefully: "You have become more confident, just like in Resident Evil."

"Really? Maybe it's not self-confidence, but complacency." Yang Yun smiled wryly.

"Whether it's self-confidence or complacency, it has something to do with Chu Xuan anyway. I don't know why, but I feel like you're afraid of Chu Xuan...although I'm also afraid." Zheng Zha also smiled wryly, "Maybe it's that guy. Your intelligence is so scary that you, a wise man, dare not let go of the layout..."

Wait...Chu Xuan?complacent?

Yang Yun suddenly froze, as if he had figured out something.

Although he didn't feel it normally, after cursing the grudge, Yang Yun had indeed entered a semi-complacent state.

Look, Chu Xuan died in the curse. Although it was a semi-suicide, I was able to survive, and I also got divinity, two A-level branch plots and a large reward point. Doesn’t it prove that I am better than Chu Xuan? strong?

Human psychology is always wonderful, so a seed of pride and complacency was planted in Yang Yun's heart.

As the Yinzhou team stepped into Yang Yun's game step by step, this mentality reached its peak...

As a result, Zero Point and Qi Teng died in a row. This situation was ultimately caused by Yang Yun's own pride and complacency.Zheng Zha and Xiao Honglu didn't know, and they comforted Yang Yun instead, which made Yang Yun feel more guilty.

【Heh... I'm just a supporting role now, I don't have the capital to be proud and complacent, I'm so stupid.The way to make up for this sense of guilt is not to blame yourself, but to learn from the lesson and avoid this kind of thing from happening again...]

Yang Yun raised the corner of his mouth, and Zheng Zha also said: "...Although I am also very sad about the matter of Zero Point and Qi Tengyi, we don't have time to grieve, but we have to continue to fight and defeat the enemy with the wish of the survivors Live, because when you die, there is nothing left."

"Can't accept it? Then vent your hatred on the Indian continent team."

"Understood, Captain, next time I will never let my partner die in front of me." Yang Yun said firmly: "My heart of life lineage is strengthened for this... The meaning of life is not death, but saving .”

"Next time... I will definitely make a truly perfect layout!"

Before Yang Yun finished speaking, there was a sound of footsteps in the darkness, as if a person was running towards here.

When the man got close, they saw clearly that he was O'Connor, and when O'Connor saw Zheng Zha and Yang Yun, he hurriedly said, "Damn, this world is crazy! The families of dead people, their dead bodies are all resurrected, and some of the people who are still alive, they all died suddenly and then resurrected, the whole city of Cairo is full of living dead bodies!"

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