The Holy Light of Yamaguchi

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spnChapter 39 To One Beauty

The fact that someone she knew was about to leave was a huge blow to Kazumi.What's more, Zhao Mian is basically someone who has little possibility of coming back after leaving.

Looking at Kazumi who couldn't cheer up all the time, Zhao Mian cooked his second meal since he came to this world.

Half-forcibly persuading Yimei to drink some calming potion, Zhao Mian finally calmed Yimei's spirit a little.After coaxing her to sleep, Zhao Mian sat at the desk in his room and picked up his pen.

To Yimei: [

Although it's a bit more difficult to drink, the tranquilizing potion prepared by those draenei still has a strong effect. You will probably sleep until 7 o'clock in the morning.So, when you read this letter, I have probably left this place and continued my journey that has no end in sight.

I'm sorry to have disturbed you for so long in the past three months.But seriously.I haven't been this happy for a long time, and the days I get along with you make me feel very relaxed and happy.

To be honest, I'm not the kind of wood that can't feel anything.I understand your feelings very clearly. I don't know when you fell in love with me, but I have been avoiding such things from happening.

Speaking of it, the reason is also very simple.I can't bring happiness to anyone.

I am just a passerby, and I have repeated such words in front of you several times.I'll only be here for three months, and I even told you the date when we'll meet.

I can't stay in one world for very long.I have explained to you that I am to the world what bacteria are to the human body. Although it is not necessarily harmful, the white blood cells will still obey their duties and destroy the bacteria.

To be honest, many of the things written here were meant to be explained to you face to face.But your current mental state really makes me uneasy, so I have such a letter.

You are a very good girl, there is no doubt about that.You have excellent grades, competent housework, delicious food, cute appearance, kind heart and good moral character.You are always smiling to everyone, I can hardly even see other expressions on your face.But today, you probably only showed a smile at that moment in the morning, right?

You are always so gentle, even today when you are in such a bad mood, you are always thinking of others, the only time you acted like a baby today is to grab my clothes during the lunch break, right?Even acting like a baby like that is probably trying to buy time for everyone in the class.You are a little too gentle.

Forget it, why didn't I take such a gentle blessing?If you weren't so gentle, how could you bring a guy like me, who just rescued you from hooligans, to your home.I... thank you for your kindness.Hmm, thank you very much.

I should be grateful that you took in a homely fellow like me.But I've brought you into a dangerous place that you didn't need to step into.You who are so gentle, you must not disappear just because of my mistake.So I give you the power, and I call Jaina.

Fortunately, you are a rough jade.Your talent in arcane arts is much higher than I don't know, so you finally have the minimum power to protect yourself.

Speaking of strength.You must protect the little bottle I gave you.The power contained in it is very powerful, and I don't think anyone in your world can hide its ripples.

However, if you have a crisis, smash it.That should buy you some time.

The topic got a little too far.

Speaking of which, it should be considered my luck to be able to entrust my power to a gentle girl like you.You who are so gentle will not do anything like bullying.

Ah, having said that, I have been choosing for a long time, and I have prepared gifts for each of my classmates, with their respective masters marked on them, can you please give them to them for me?

Look at me, what am I talking about, you who are so gentle will not refuse my polite request, right?Even if I'm about to leave, I'm still causing you trouble.

The biggest yellow package in that pile of gifts is my parting gift for you.The red ones without marks are my birthday presents to you in advance. I hope you can unwrap them with other presents on your birthday.Naturally, the one in white that is not marked is healthy. [

Me, I suddenly feel like I've done a lot of things wrong.Perhaps, would it be better if I didn't come here at the beginning?

Ah.You see what I'm talking about?If I hadn't come at the beginning, could it be... I really should have come!And I'm so glad I got to know you.

I'm leaving soon... By the time you see this letter, I should have already left.

To be honest, I am a little worried.If not... I really want to stay for a while, at least so that I can see that you can protect yourself, it's not too late to leave.

The time is getting closer.

Kazumi, you are a good girl.I still say it, and that's all I can say.It's not your fault that you fell in love with a guy who can't bring you happiness, it's just the fault of an irresponsible coward.

Kazumi, you are a very good girl.You deserve the greatest happiness you can get, but I won't be the one who gives you happiness.

Yimei, I am actually not as you imagined, I am not so good.I will make mistakes, I will regret it, and I will be impulsive.However, I am much older than you, age is not a distance.But experience is a gap. There are many things that I have experienced that you have not seen; there are many things that I have experienced but you have not heard of;

One beauty.Someone will give you the happiness I can't give you, someone can give you the life I can't give you, and someone can do it for the companionship I can't give you.

Now, Kazumi.Just think of me as a distant brother of yours.

If that doesn't work... then forget about me!

Time is coming to an end soon, and this letter is almost coming to an end, right?

Well, at this last last.I hope, I hope, I hope, I pray.Whether you are the Light, God, Arcane, or what.Let a small, small, small, gentle girl get the happiness she deserves.

Perhaps this is a luxury, but please don't let it become despair.

your Zhao Mian

5 minutes before leaving

"Then, let's leave it at that." Zhao Mian put down the pen in his hand, looked around the room where he had lived for nearly three months, "Well, I really feel a little bit reluctant."

Zhao Mian sighed, slumped on the chair, and waited for the last 5 minutes to pass quietly.

5 minutes was too short and passed quickly.

Zhao Mian stood in the center of the room and looked around the whole room for the last time, then broke a little bit of the world barrier, allowing the repulsive force of the world to push him out of the world.

I don't know if it's an illusion.When he left again, Zhao Mian seemed to hear someone calling his name and the sound of the room door being opened.