Doomsday Dark Age

When there was only the peak in the room, his heart completely calmed down. The small room suddenly gave him a sense of tranquility. There was no empty loneliness or noisy noise. In the quiet room, he could hear his voice clearly. heartbeat.

Nothing could attract his attention, and he naturally focused his mind on himself. Gao Feng began to reflect. As a stubborn person, he would not listen to other people's opinions on emotions, because he didn't need others to interfere with his thoughts. But Masati made a demonstration for herself in a clumsy way. She let go of her heart, let herself realize her thoughts and changes, and gained a deeper understanding of her. At the same time, she knew the shortcomings of the modulator. It's crystal clear.

As the peak of being a human being in two lifetimes, he did not have the extreme mood swings of a modulator. Because of this, he was not as good at finding his own problems as Masati, and Masati's reminder made him realize that he was indeed something is wrong.

Gao Feng thinks that his biggest problem is not relying on the fleet or Maple Leaf Maniac, nor does he have no worries about Kalea's thoughts. He appears timid and cowardly. The real reason is that he is afraid of returning to the inland area. Excuses for procrastination.

After all, with Maple Leaf Maniac and nearly a hundred Galos, as well as the fleet's complete new energy system and more powerful short-range defense terminals, Gao Feng can forcefully break into the infinite forest, even if the loss will not exceed half, if If he really wanted to go back.

The reason is that Gao Feng has been wandering outside these years and is used to this kind of life. There is no tribe, no family, no obligations and responsibilities that do not belong to him, and the entanglement and guilt when pretending to be three claws. In his heart, Gao Feng always believed that he had impersonated other people's sons and nephews and stole things that belonged to others.

Regardless of whether it is the tribe of Black Claw or the various kinds of help provided to him by the Xuanye family, Gao Feng thinks that it does not belong to him. In order to avenge Black Claw, he singled out the fleet of the Thunder Claw family, and even helped the tribe create safe underground shelters and cities, but these do not belong to him, because his soul is not the cowardly Three Claws.

Without the appearance of You Ming and the help of Xuan Ye's patriarch, Gao Feng might have lived and died in the tribe for the rest of his life, playing a construction game, trying his best to restore some glory of the previous era, and accumulate a little bit for that land of suffering. Yuan Qi, leave one or several heirs to prove his achievements, until he completely disappears in the long river of history, so that future generations cannot discover the secret that he is not the three claws.

Gao Feng really found himself only when he was wandering alone. He was not the heir of Black Claw in the eyes of the tribal people, nor was he the nephew of the high-ranking patriarch in the Xuan Ye family. He was himself and had nothing to do with others. Need to fight or struggle for obligations that do not belong to him.

While enjoying this kind of freedom transformed from the heart, Gao Feng doesn't want to go back even more, but he always has a reason to go back. Even if his soul is not three-clawed, his body is still. Tens of thousands of people need his guidance in life and death. He doesn't want to take it.

Because of the resistance in his heart, Gao Feng was anxious to return to the inland, and at the same time, he looked for various reasons to delay the return schedule. The closer he was to the inland, the more absurd the reasons Gao Feng was looking for, and the more frightened he was in his heart. So in front of outsiders, He is no longer as decisive as before, both Kalea and Masati think so, but the real situation is that neither of them understands Gao Feng, does not know what Gao Feng really thinks in his heart, and does not know that what he is running away from is not outside Dangerous, but to pass off another person's pain.

Responsibility and obligation are the positioning and code of conduct of human beings in society. Gao Feng bears the responsibilities and obligations of others. It is painful for him who is arrogant in his heart, but no one understands this pain. The instinctive behavior of human beings in the face of difficulties unknowingly influences Gao Feng's thoughts and actions.

After Gao Feng thought about these things, the cigar that he hadn't smoked for a long time had accumulated two inches of soot, and it seemed to have been extinguished long ago, as if he had already forgotten the inland areas, tribes and families, Gao Feng lightly moved the When the ash was knocked, a little dark red spark suddenly appeared in the cigar leaf, and as Gao Feng pulled out forcefully, the dark red spark ignited again, just like his awareness at the moment.

A person will encounter many low tides in his life. Sometimes he can get through them easily, and sometimes he is deeply lost and unknowable. The peak is in such a low tide period. Three years of wandering life set him free and put him in a trap. The other shackle, whether to be himself or to be the three claws, is a tangled question that is difficult to choose. After all, he has condensed too much blood and sweat on the tribe, but living as someone else, he feels that he is starting to get lost, which makes him feel lost. He couldn't distinguish between the illusion of his previous life and this era. He tried his best to get back his lost memory before, but now he no longer has this idea.

The establishment of the fleet gave Gao Feng the capital to live and work. He earned these things by himself, and luck accounted for a large part of them. The greatest achievement in my life is that with this fleet, I can go all over the world without going back to the inland and getting involved in Bo Yun's strange Jialuo world.

Thinking of this, Gao Feng's eyes narrowed slightly, as if he was smoked by the cigar smoke. In fact, another thought suddenly came to his mind, that is, there is nothing in the inland area that is worth going back to defend, whether it is a tribe or a family, because These don't have much fetters for him, including Huoxing and Caifeng, and even his son.

For a person like Gao Feng who had no father or mother in his previous life, son is more like an abstract word. Huoxing never let him see his child, maybe because he was afraid that Gao Feng would take him away, maybe because of the protection of motherhood, in short Huoxing did not expect to use children to deepen the relationship with Gao Feng.

All the past flashed across his mind, and Gao Feng suddenly understood that his escape was not an option, he could not lead the fleet to wander forever, not to mention the anxiety of the Maple Leaf family to return to the inland, he occupied the identity of the three claws However, it is not because of the responsibility of Three Claws. The tribe has developed to the present, not because Three Claws is the son of Black Claws, but because of him. In the strange and changeable situation in the southern wilderness, he broke the siege of the tribal alliance to obtain the resources and population for development, or he explored a deep underground passage and built a majestic miracle under the difficult survival conditions in the wilderness. Not because of Three Claws, but because of him.

After figuring it out, Gao Feng's thoughts became clear, and all the negative emotions disappeared. At this moment, he no longer has any entanglements with his identity. He is him, not anyone else, and the tribe waiting for his return is also You won't abandon him just because his soul is the peak.

After thinking about it, Gao Feng couldn't help thanking Masati in his heart. This woman exposed all the secrets to him by analyzing her heart when he was most at a loss, allowing him to find the problem. Maybe Masati has Her own selfishness, but as she said, apart from Gao Feng, Masati cannot rely on anyone or anything to live alone, he is her everything.

Masati's needs are a kind of responsibility to Gaofeng, and the shackles of responsibility made him not want to hesitate any longer. When he walked out of the lounge, Masati saw at a glance that Gaofeng was quite different from before, and the sharpness that had disappeared for a long time returned. Returning to Gao Feng, people dare not look at each other. This kind of sharpness does not need the support of momentum. Gao Feng is like a re-polished sword, once again displayed in front of everyone.

"Your Excellency Commander, the fleet is ready to berth, requesting further instructions..."

Masati asked Gao Feng for instructions in a relaxed tone. This kind of request is optional, but on the bridge, Masati's contempt showed Gao Feng's prestige in front of the crew. Gao Feng nodded to Masati, his eyes An undetectable brilliance flashed, and he said loudly: "No need to stop, speed up, we are confident to face any challenge..."

The categorical words made everyone's already slightly relaxed nerves tense up. The officers all looked at Gao Feng in surprise. He had never accepted this kind of order before. Gao Feng made a new choice, a rugged road to lead the fleet on an adventurous journey.