Wuhu Mingyue

Chapter 490 Four: Wandering in the Wind

Ge Hong didn't really understand what Xiaocao was talking about, but seeing her getting more and more excited, especially when she was still leaning so close to those dirty corpses...

Ge Hong wanted to stop it, but he was worried that it would interrupt what she was going to say next, so he hesitated for a while...

Ge Hong wanted to hug this little girl tightly in the past, give her comfort, care for her, and say some heart-warming words, but now she is no longer that ordinary little grass...

For some reason, Ge Hong suddenly felt that there was an insurmountable gap between himself and this little girl, a clear red line. The little girl standing in front of him was the majestic Princess Dajin. Her brother treated her like that?Give her the kind of care you usually have between siblings? !

Especially after Xiaocao admitted that she was Princess Mingyue, the sudden change of identities really couldn't give Ge Hong the courage to take another step forward...

How to comfort her?How to protect her?She is such a lofty existence, how can her own identity overcome such a gap? !

Therefore, no matter how uncomfortable Ge Hong's mind is, he can't do anything else. He can only watch her shivering in the cold wind all by himself...

Xiaocao didn't feel the hesitation and timidity in Ge Hong's heart, she was still alone in the wind, feeling sorry for herself, as if she was the only one at this moment...

A person is wandering and monologue...

"I'm terrified, I'm really terrified, but when I look at their miserable state, I feel even more terrified of myself. Do you know why? Ge Hong..."

"Xiao Cao... No, Princess... Your Highness..."

Crystal tears slowly flowed from Xiaocao's eyes, and her emotions became agitated again. She put her hands on her chest and said excitedly: "Do you know Ku County? How many 10 people were directly killed Just a small part, can you imagine? So many people, most of them were trampled to death! And many more people were burned alive!” (according to reader Yi Dun According to the analysis, the population of nobles and commoners taken away by Sima Yue, the king of the East China Sea at that time, was about 30. For details, please refer to the "Bitter County Problem" on the top page of the essence of this book)

Xiaocao's eyes were confused and helpless, as if her whole body was caught in that painful memory at that time, and this painful memory seemed to have overwhelmed her whole body so that it was hard to breathe...

"Cry it out...you will be fine if you cry out...your highness...how can you blame a little girl for such a thing..." Strict, even more so than that of the Han Dynasty! That’s why Ge Hong strictly observes etiquette!)

"No! Ge Hong, I killed them, you don't know, you and Ben don't know anything!"

Ge Hong naturally didn't know what Xiaocao did at that time, and how he was under such heavy psychological pressure, but looking at Xiaocao who was a little too sad at the moment, Ge Hong could only remain silent...

"I can't save them at all, but I have given them so many hope, but I can only watch them being killed by the Huns, by the Jie people, by our own Central Plains people, and even eaten! The scent floating all over the sky is the scent of them being roasted alive! Have you ever smelled it?! Have you ever smelled that mouth-watering scent? Ge Hong?! That scent is like crazy It can be drilled into people’s noses, into people’s hearts! It’s so fragrant! But how many living people are there!? Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo!”

The more Xiaocao talked, the more excited she became, as if she wanted to tell all the secrets she had kept hidden in her heart. These secrets, these secrets hidden deep in her heart, were too heavy, too heavy for her to breathe. To be able to open my heart like this tonight, and spit it out quickly, I really can't hold back anymore...

"When they died, I had a fever and was in a coma. Aunt Hong who raised me up was also killed while I was in a coma..." Xiaocao said, her eyes suddenly turned to the pitch-black The night sky seemed to be looking for something!

But after a while, Xiaocao seemed to have given up on something, and said to Ge Hong again in a decadent manner: "Ge Hong, tell me! Am I a disaster..."

"Princess……"

"Because my waywardness has killed many, many people. That He Qiu just now was the one who besieged Fu Xuan and me at Hangu Pass before. The Hua Mei he was talking about was my former maid Fu Mei. Heyin is fine, she can live her life in peace, and it is also because of me...Ge Hong, and many people died because of me, not to mention others, just now, this female corpse whose heart was ripped out was also because of me , so you can't save her?!"

"No! Your Royal Highness! Not exactly like this!"

"Ge Hong, don't think I'm young, I know everything. When I was in the rat hole, I wanted to die in the rat's mouth. Unfortunately, when I was dying, I didn't want to die anymore. Because of you, I survived. But at that time, the feeling of wanting to die but afraid of death made me feel that I should die, but I really don't want to die..."

Ge Hong's lips moved a few times, desperately trying to swallow what he wanted to say, he really didn't know how such a small person could go through so many ups and downs and hardships?Obviously, it should be a noble existence like the stars holding the moon, but it happens...

"Would it be better if I wasn't some kind of princess?! At least there won't be so many people because of me..." Xiaocao only spoke half of what she said, and she couldn't continue, but the depressed tone made her whole All of them looked more weak and haggard...

"I know, I'm actually not qualified to say these high-sounding words... I've just been living willfully..."

Xiaocao's voice became softer and lower, as if she didn't want Ge Hong to hear this...

In the long night sky, the rustling sound of the weeds blown by the wind, and the grass swaying in the wind, Ge Hong realized for the first time that his affection for this child was not just because of her identity. It is Princess Mingyue, and more importantly, she is Xiaocao who has experienced many hardships with her. What she needs is not some noble status, not some vanity that is full of stars, and not the authority that responds to everyone...

What she wants may just want to go back to the past and make up for the mistakes she thinks she made, and those mistakes should not be borne by a little girl like her...

Ge Hong unconsciously took a step forward, and then another step...

At this moment, Xiaocao smiled at Ge Hong and said, "Ge Hong... can you give me a little more time... okay?!"