Crazy at the end of the Ming Dynasty

() Wu Shigong's eyes focused on the distance, and he said while recalling: "From the time I can remember, I always wondered why my father and mother would talk and laugh with my brothers and sisters Yes, but why don't you like talking to me?"

"But it was only when I grew up that I realized that the lady I always thought of as the lady I always called was my father's wife. She was not my biological mother. And my biological mother was giving birth to me. Difficult childbirth when I was born." At this point, Wu Shigong smiled self-deprecatingly.

"The son never blames the father! I don't have much to say about my father's attitude towards me. But when I was young, I just hoped that my father would praise me a few words, just say a few words to me. But , from childhood to adulthood, alas——!" At this point, Wu Shigong shook his head and let out a long sigh.

"In my memory, it seems that my father praised me once when I was a child. That time, one of my aunts returned to the Hou Mansion, and my brothers and sisters and I kowtowed to the aunt. The aunt gave us every When I got a red envelope, I held my hand and said, "Shi Gong's hands are bulging, so cute!""

"My father said from the side: 'This child is not bad with these fleshy hands, he looks like a girl.' After hearing this compliment from my father, I was secretly happy for a long time."

"I know I am ugly. So after receiving this compliment, I have been proud of my hands for a long time. Really, I have been proud for a long time." Wu Shigong raised his hands and looked back and forth as he spoke. .

"Until now, my hands have been made of flesh, and the backs of these hands have always been covered with pimples. In winter, if I don't pay attention, my hands will get frostbite."

"But when I understood the meaning of my father's words, I realized that saying that a man has a pair of fleshy hands means that the man can't do things. That's not a good thing. It's not like saying a woman It's like giving birth to a pair of fleshy hands, which means that the woman can have a life of less nainai, and she is blessed."

"But after knowing the meaning of those words, I was actually worried. I was afraid that after I had these fleshy hands, I would grow like a woman, and I would not be able to get a wife in the future. Hahaha...!"

Speaking of this, Wu Shigong couldn't help laughing out loud, tears came out of the corners of his eyes.But when Deng Qifan looked at Wu Shigong, he just felt a little sad.Deng Qifan also vaguely knew about Wu Shigong's background from the people around Wu Shigong, but he never expected that this adult who was born in the Marquis's mansion and was so majestic in front of everyone, would have such a bitter life as a child.

"So I have been thinking about it since then, to show my father a good life. But I am really stubborn, and I can't do anything. I can't do anything without writing. Although I am tall and powerful, but with When other people fight, their heads will be broken. When I went to the Imperial College to study, the level of literary classics and righteousness was the lowest in the Imperial College. Even my fame as a scholar was obtained through my father's honor."

"Also, it's fine if you can't do things well, but I can't do well in the world. I have grown up so much, that is to say, I have a good friend in the Imperial College. His name is Sun Chengxiu, which means that he is willing to talk to me."

"Later I heard that Sun Chengxiu won a Jinshi in Enke in the first year of Chongzhen, and he was sent to Huguang to become an official. Mr. Deng knew that my Xue family had the identity of the Wei Party. In order not to implicate Sun Chengxiu, the I haven't even passed a letter with him. But now I miss him all the time, I really miss him!"

"However, my lord father still didn't ignore me. He found me a good job and asked me to go to Yangwuhou's mansion to be his son-in-law." Wu Shigong laughed at himself again when he said this.

"Then being a son-in-law, it's nothing more than the feeling of being looked down upon by others. Fortunately, Taishan and Taishui treated me as their own son. They also had a very loving wife and later had a lovely son. At that time, I Thinking: It would be great if such a happy day never came to an end!"

"But the good times didn't last long. The emperor liquidated the Wei party, and Master Taishan also closed his door and thought about his mistakes and lost his job. At that time, I also left the capital to avoid disaster and came to Guide Mansion in Henan."

"But after I arrived at Guide Mansion, I worked hard to govern and stabilize this place. I tried my best to create this foundation. As of today, I have five thousand elite soldiers and tens of thousands of people."

"In addition, I wiped out the rebellion of the Holy Spirit Society, went north to King Qin, and cooperated with my godmother, General Qin, to recover the four cities of Yongping. No matter what, I am worthy of my official position and the Ming Dynasty."

"But what am I facing? Stumbling! Constantly stumbling! Local gentry stumbling! Colleagues and superiors stumbling! Today, I am honored to be stumbling by Mr. Shoufu. I'm so proud of you!"

"I'm really tired. Mr. Deng just now found out about my childhood. I'm not a capable person. I've been working hard for years and years, but everything I do is half the effort. !"

"What is the purpose of everything I do now? I just want to make the Ming Dynasty stable! I put up my own money for doing these things. Mr. Deng, to be honest, I really don't want to do it now. Putting all this aside, go back to my Yangwuhou Mansion and live a rich life! This Ming Dynasty is the Zhu family's world, I am full enough to feed myself so that I can care about his life with all my heart?"

Seeing that Wu Shigong's embarrassing complaints became more and more outrageous, Deng Qifan persuaded him: "My lord, be careful, you also think too lowly of yourself. Although the students don't know much about your past, but seeing what your lord has done today, you can see it." It can be called a real man."

"Today, my lord can naturally let go and go back to Yangwuhou Mansion to enjoy the blessings. But what will my lord do with such a large foundation of the Runing Camp? Without my lord, this Runing camp will disappear immediately. Don't tell me your lord Are you willing to watch those loyal and brave sons become bandits? Is your lord willing to watch the people under your rule be displaced in this catastrophic year, and be eaten by each other? Non-students look down on you, and you can't be cruel. "

"My lord, I would like to persuade the students. Although the imperial court's deployment of troops is a dead end, as long as our Runing Camp is united, we may not be able to find a way out of this dead end. My lord! This is going to be difficult in every possible way. Downgrade!"

Wu Shigong was a little embarrassed by Deng Qifan's words.The complaints I made just now were indeed a little too much, and I didn't take into account the feelings of Deng Qifan's subordinates.So Wu Shigong also said with a smile: "I just felt a little emotional just now. It's just a little bit too difficult to do things now. Don't care about it, Mr. Deng!"

"It's a big deal! What's not difficult?" Deng Qifan immediately retorted, "If your lord is afraid of difficulties and avoiding danger, now you are willing to return to the Imperial College to be a scholar?"

Wu Shigong couldn't help laughing, he didn't expect Deng Qifan to suggest another rebirth, let him have a rebirth time travel two in one.So Wu Shigong quickly expressed his opinion: "Thanks for your enlightenment today, sir. What I said earlier was a bit mean. Here, I would like to thank you, sir."

After finishing speaking, Wu Shigong cupped his fists and bowed to Deng Qifan.Before he knew it, Wu Shigong resumed his self-proclaimed "officer", and he returned to his current role.

Deng Qifan also smiled and hurriedly replied, "My lord, you are only in your early twenties, and you should be full of vigor. We should wait until your lord has achieved success and become famous, and we will talk about it in the future."

What the literati said is really mysterious, Deng Qifan still criticized Wu Shigong's complaint just now very implicitly, just like a modern retired old man recalling the past.

Of course Wu Shigong understood the meaning of Deng Qifan's words.He laughed loudly, then slapped the arm of the chair hard, and stood up.Wu Shigong said loudly to the door: "Mr. Deng is right! This man is going to do big things. As long as he does big things, who cares if this man has hands or not?"

Seeing that Wu Shigong had regained his normal vigor, Deng Qifan also let out a long sigh behind Wu Shigong's back.Now the future of everyone in Runing Camp is tied to Wu Shigong, even Deng Qifan is no exception.So at any time, Wu Shigong, the backbone of the Runing Camp, must not lose confidence!