Ping An Biography

The sound of the ceramic cup hitting the hard wood on the ground really scared Yao Ji, she hurriedly turned her head to look at the half-open door of the study, waiting in panic for someone to come.In fact, the two of them were in the study well, but they just broke an insignificant cup, even if they were bumped into, what is there to be afraid of; if there is no ghost in their hearts, what is there to be afraid of?

She held her breath and remained silent for a long time. The surrounding was very quiet, but the wind outside was a little chilly. It seemed that no one came.She stretched out her hand and gently tugged at the collar, showing that she was a little cold, then walked to the door and closed the study door to block the wind.When walking past the wall, he raised his hand calmly and pulled off the cloth on the god cage, covering the Buddha statue.

At this time, Zhang Ning seemed very restrained and quiet, just watching Yao Ji's every move, every subtle movement and expression intently.

He finally spoke, his tone as gentle as possible, as if he was afraid of scaring Yao Ji, maybe she is not someone who is easily scared, "There is a psychologist named Freud in later generations, doing that line of work is equivalent to treating Doctors with heart problems, for example, if someone wants to jump into a well and hang himself, a psychiatrist can cure that..."

"En." Yao Ji responded softly, indicating that she was listening.She may have gotten used to and accepted Zhang Ning's strange talk. [

Zhang Ning took the opportunity to speak, and cautiously approached two steps, "Freud expounded a point of view in his works, people usually don't have unreasonable thoughts about their elders' family members, not only because of the general principles of ethics Restraints, and because of the desire to identify with the people around you in childhood, you will instinctively reject it when you become an adult..."

Yao Ji said quietly: "The scholars of later generations are really vulgar, can they publicize this kind of thing in a book?"

"It can be said that, but they ignore these things in a serious way for the sake of learning." Zhang Ning smiled, "That is to say, people will instinctively reject their relatives and family members. I agree with his point of view. The 'Zhang Ning who died in Yongle 21 years ago 'Spent by your side when I was a baby, he would definitely repel you; but I don't, I'm another person, so there's no such thing between us..."

He didn't know if Yao Ji could understand what he wanted to describe, he just comforted her.Perhaps even if she understands it, it is difficult for her to accept such a concept.

After a while of silence, she said softly, "Have you ever seen a tortoise... It's not a good word to say this living thing, but it's what I thought of right away."

Zhang Ning listened carefully, neither answering nor interrupting her. He was very obsessed with Yao Ji's narration, and his soft Jiangsu-Zhejiang accent made it sound like a dream. Yes, it's hard to hear.So he became very attentive, as if he was tasting a well-cooked dish, which needs to be carefully felt a little bit.

She said: "Since the days in the palace, I have not been easy to bully for so many years, but sometimes I feel like a living creature of a turtle, always wanting to hide... I have never been around my parents and brothers since I was a child. I entered the palace at a very young age, and the people in the palace are not very kind to the lowly little maids. If you offend the eunuch or any concubine, you will have nowhere to redress your grievances after death. It is worse than grassroots people. I walked over step by step, I often deceive and be deceived by others, and fight against others, and never dare to come out of my back. Until I meet you again, I really don’t want to deceive you in the slightest, and believe in the slightest word...Since I made a promise before reward you..."

She raised her head and looked at Zhang Ning's face, her eyes were distressing: "Don't think I didn't understand what you said just now... What do you want?"

"I..." Zhang Ning hurriedly said, "You have already rewarded me, and now I don't expect anything extravagantly. This is very good. With our relationship, we will never have to worry about you leaving or losing you."

He brushed past Yao Ji and lifted the cloth in front of the Buddha statue, "It's not hypocrisy, it's nothing to be dishonorable." Perhaps in Zhang Ning's feelings, Yao Ji is a god.He had never been obsessed with such an aura before, and she exuded an unattainable and extremely strong feeling; but after he felt a rarer emotion, he suppressed the unreasonable impulse.

Yao Ji was slightly moved, she pursed her smooth and soft red lips, glanced at the jade Buddha statue, and said, "Come to my room if I have something to tell you in another place."

Zhang Ning just calmed down, when he heard that he was called to go to her room, he couldn't restrain himself from thinking wildly.Naturally, he would not refuse, so he followed Yao Ji out of the study and walked along the corridor to the upper room.

From a distance, one or two attendants could be seen occasionally wandering in the corridor. When they entered the room, they saw Xiaoyue, who was serving Yao Ji's daily life, inside.Yao Ji said in a dignified tone, "You stand guard at the door, I have something to say."

Xiaoyue bent her knees obediently and said, "Yes, Master."

Yao Ji opened the bead curtain in front of the Nuan Pavilion, turned her head and said softly, "Come in." Zhang Ning hurriedly clasped his fists and said, "Yes." Then he also walked in, and asked her, "What do you want to say to me? "

Yao Ji hesitated for a moment, then maintained the dignified expression before and said: "I asked my servants to collect some things one after another, but I couldn't ask for help. Last time when I was sawing that chair, my hands were worn out, and the skin was also worn down. It took a few months to get back to its original shape... this time you come to help me."

Zhang Ning felt short of breath, swallowed a mouthful of saliva and replied stiffly: "Yes." Yao Ji turned around and said, "Help me take off the chain, the door of the anteroom is locked, and the key is on the necklace."

He didn't have the courage to refuse Yao Ji's request at all, or he didn't want to refuse at all, so he raised his hand obediently to help her get the necklace.Zhang Ning was more than half a head taller than Yao Ji, which was an easy task, but since her necklace was inside her clothes, he could only do it carefully by opening the collar.When the skin on the back of her neck was exposed to Zhang Ning's eyes, his hand holding the collar trembled for some reason.

With smooth and fair skin, he could even see the fine hairs from a close distance, and the faint scent rushed straight to his forehead from his nose.After finally finding the necklace, when he went to pick it up, Zhang Ning looked down and saw the cleavage under the clothes from the collar, the soft curve looming under the cover of the silk material.He didn't have the intention of peeping|peeping, but he couldn't help but see the wonderful scenery when he had to look at the links on the necklace.The soft curve formed by the fat climbed from the top to the bottom, but soon the curve was blocked by the tube top under the coat, and people couldn't help but imagine the part they hadn't seen. [

In fact, he had seen the entire pair of white rabbits before, but it had been so long that he couldn't help recalling them hard, but he still couldn't remember the whole picture.