Ping An Biography

Inviting Luo Yaoniang into the yard, Zhang Ning looked at the two bare oleander trees, and sighed without thinking: "In a month or so, spring will come, and the dead trees will sprout, but I can't see it." arrive."

He didn't want to lament that the trees withered and flourished every year, and it wasn't because he was reluctant to leave this city where he had lived for a long time and had no feelings for him. What he cared about most was the messy things in the officialdom and the hidden dangers left in Peach Blossom Fairy's hands.Coupled with the withered scenery in winter, it really affected the mood.He also realized that his psychological quality was not good enough, and he was too easily influenced by foreign objects.

His fame in the imperial examinations and the bureaucratic system provided him with a decent job and a living space. No matter how many haze and unreasonable rules this system has, it always gives people a sense of belonging; Working in an enterprise makes him feel stable and free from worrying about the last meal, which is a way out that many people envy.

After all, people are social animals that live in groups, and the pursuit of security is nothing more than avoiding their own fragility.At the same time, gaining something means losing something, and being restricted and restricted means losing. He feels that he has been confined in one net and different nets from beginning to end.As a node in the middle of this network, only by obeying its order and rules will it not be abandoned, because its position cannot change the layout of this network.This is something that Zhang Ning realized a long time ago, and it has brought him benefits and happiness, just like if he hadn't chosen to obey when he was a child, would his later life become a jobless vagrant who wandered around and committed crimes? ?

Zhang Ning's melancholy mood affected Luo Yaoniang, and made her feel sad and a little bit resentful: "You are a good Beijing official, you leave as soon as you say, without even saying hello! Zhang Pingan, what are you thinking?" What?"

"The official department was transferred, and the article urged me to go on the road. What can I do?" Zhang Ning said while taking a cup to pour tea, only to find that the tea was already cold. This is really not like a home. Old man He and Niu Er just fed the donkey and did some rough work to complete their work, and no one came to do many housework.

Luo Yaoniang said angrily: "You... you're okay with being fooled by others, may I know why you became an official in Yangzhou?"

Zhang Ning said: "Anyway, it's a promotion, but you didn't even congratulate me? Before, you said that I was not motivated, but now you are still not happy about trying to make meritorious deeds to get promoted."

"There are opportunities to be promoted." Luo Yaoniang was a little anxious, "I was just looking for an opportunity for Dad to meet you. How is it going now? You turn your back and go to Yangzhou. When will you be able to return to Beijing?"

"Let your father see me, why do you see me?" Zhang Ning frowned.He didn't want Yang Shiqi to think that he was an unscrupulous person in order to get promoted and get rich. Yang Shiqi's evaluation of a person must be different from that of women. Generally speaking, in the eyes of Yang Shiqi, a person's character is very important.

Luo Yaoniang blurted out: "I let you look at it, and I let you touch it. Don't you want to pretend that nothing happened!" After she finished speaking, her face turned red, it seemed that people were in a hurry, There is a time when everyone is in a hurry.

She explained embarrassingly: "I didn't mean that... who cares about you, I..."

"Yao Niang." Zhang Ning suddenly stretched out his hand to grab her hand, and after a moment of silence, he didn't need to say anything, a gesture of intimacy expressed everything.Luo Yaoniang's ears were red, she looked down at her toes and didn't even have the courage to look at him, her hand trembled slightly in Zhang Ning's, but she didn't have the slightest intention to break free.

They got very close, and Zhang Ning vaguely felt the warmth that only a woman can have. The soft atmosphere makes people greedy and addicted, just like being infatuated with a relaxed and happy holiday.

However, he soon realized that it would be better to talk about the relationship between the son and daughter after finishing the matter. It is useless to make it too sticky now, just in case Luo Yaoniang said in front of her father that he should not go to Yangzhou Well, isn't there going to be more trouble then?

There is another consideration: if the relationship with Luo Yaoniang is brought to the fore, it is really unlucky. Yang Shiqi, a bureaucrat in the East Palace, has no way to protect it. Maybe the Yang family will also be involved. The person who often finds fault... didn't bring any benefits or help to Luo Yaoniang, and tried not to hurt her, but he could do it himself.

He took a deep breath to keep himself calm. Usually, he is a relatively rational person.

So Luo Yaoniang felt that the warm palm was gradually letting go, maybe it was a quick process, but she felt it was so long.Gradually letting go, in a trance, it is like watching a person's back gradually drifting away, gradually moving away and gradually turning into a memory.She has lost control of her grief and the pain of letting go.

With a heavy weight in his arms, his gentle body suddenly threw himself into Zhang Ning's arms, and then hugged him tightly.Zhang Ning froze in place, an impulse mixed with passion and warmth hit his heart.

"Yao Niang, listen to me, the appointment of an official in the Qipin Mansion is an opportunity to practice..." Zhang Ning was about to persuade him, when he suddenly felt a burning heat in his neck, as if she was crying?

Then Luo Yaoniang choked up and said: "Yangzhou is the capital of Nanzhili, won't you go back and look for that girl Wang who has a marriage contract?"

Zhang Ning was stunned when he heard this, and he was angry and funny. It is reasonable that Luo Yaoniang has traveled and seen her father walking on thin ice in the officialdom. At this time, he said such a big thing, and it feels cute and silly. .No wonder there is a saying that feelings can lower a person's IQ.

"No, of course not." Zhang Ning coaxed her well, and couldn't help reaching out and patting her on the back, "I don't have much impression of Miss Wang's family at all. What are you going to do with her?"

Luo Yaoniang's tone softened slightly: "That's right, I wasn't someone who likes to speak ill of others behind their backs, but what happened last time clearly, once you were dismissed, people would go back on their word. Not for you!"

Luo Yaoniang burst into tears, Zhang Ning of course followed her and said, "You are right, why should I go to her, so you can rest assured."

"Do you have to go?" She also hugged her, and rubbed her face intimately under the skin of Zhang Ning's cheeks.Zhang Ning was so tickled by her, even though he was wearing thick clothes in winter, he could still feel the softness on her chest, he had already reacted.

"All the official documents from the Ministry of Officials have been issued, and now I can't say that I won't go, and it's really meaningless to be an official of the Ministry of Rites." Zhang Ning said hastily, "You don't have to worry about anything, I can't miss your kindness." with?"

"Bad thing!" Luo Yaoniang was happy when she heard this sentence, and pushed him away with a smile.Zhang Ning understood what she was referring to. She was crying there just now, but she reacted shamelessly, and she probably felt it.

Zhang Ning stood in embarrassment, she wiped away her tears, and suddenly said: "Just now you did it on purpose! You just wanted to let people throw themselves into your arms..."

"What do I mean?" Zhang Ning looked a little dazed at this moment. He probably understood what she meant, but it was rare for him to be confused or even make sense.

After crying for about a while and venting her emotions, Luo Yaoniang became generous again, raised her head, took a deep breath and summoned up her courage and said, "Yaoniang is a person, one is one, and the other is two, I don't want to be unclear with you! Wait for you After returning to Beijing from Yangzhou, you propose marriage to my father, do you agree?"

Zhang Ning looked into her eyes in amazement, and her courageous gaze quickly became flickering and wandering. It is true that in this era, women rarely ask for things on their own initiative, and Luo Yaoniang is already very personable.If you still have the freedom to propose marriage when you come back, of course there is no problem. Now that he really can't bear to refuse, he nodded after thinking for a while: "Then say that, but don't say it too early. This is called What's the matter, isn't there a word now, a private decision for life."

After hearing this, Luo Yaoniang's face was like a peach blossom and she bit her lips lightly, her chest heaved for a while, then she let out a sigh of relief and curled her lips, "There's no point in what you say!"

Zhang Ning said: "My master said that clever words mess up virtue."

"I'm ashamed to talk to others." Luo Yaoniang took out the silk handkerchief she had wiped her tears, and blushed to wipe the tears on his shoulders, "From now on, you'd better not go to that girl Fang in the brothel and the like. Provoke, you don't have much money."

Zhang Ning said in amazement: "Here again, I am more wronged than Dou E."

Luo Yaoniang glanced at him, and said angrily: "Who wronged you? You are so old and haven't married yet. If you don't mess with flowers, you won't believe it."

"It's good that you understand my difficulties." Zhang Ning simply sat down on the chair, looking like a dead pig who is not afraid of boiling water.

Luo Yaoniang followed and said shyly, "You really want...huh?"

Zhang Ning suddenly raised his spirits, what does this girl mean by showing her body?If that's the case, of course I can't refuse... He just nodded excitedly like a chicken pecking at rice without saying a word. He didn't know the taste of meat for a few months, let alone "good intentions" to meet the needs of a beautiful girl like Luo Yaoniang , now he is quite handsome even when looking at sows.

"Then..." Luo Yaoniang's breathing was a little short, she blushed and said, "Let you touch it."

Zhang Ning hurriedly said, "Let's go to bed!"

"What... are you thinking?" Luo Yaoniang said angrily, "It really is a bad thing, you haven't married yet, don't even think about it!"

Zhang Ning sat with an ugly face, speechless.Seeing his appearance, Luo Yaoniang said, "I was originally... Anyway, you have already touched it, so don't push yourself."

"That's fine, just touch it." Zhang Ning impatiently grabbed her hand and pulled it into his arms, staring at her chest, thinking wildly in his mind, thinking that he might be as big as a d cup There is also c, which is white and soft!

Unexpectedly, when Luo Yaoniang broke free, Zhang Ning did not dare to force her because he was not her opponent at all.She waved her hand: "I don't care about you anymore! You go alone tomorrow, and I won't see you off. Out of sight, out of mind."

Zhang Ning sighed: "Then you will always come to pick me up when I come back?" Ordinary people say it well, if you can't eat hot tofu in a hurry, your mother's cooked duck will fly away.