Ping An Biography

There is no doubt that Zhang Ning has never killed anyone, and he never thought of doing such a thing.Now he has the urge to implement it, and his emotions are indeed overstimulated, and his shame and self-worth collapsed, leaving him in a mess and unable to control his thoughts and behaviors.

Perhaps the current him is the same type of person as Zhang Ning in the past, and his self-esteem is too high. Even if he doesn't have Zhang Ning's self-confident and flamboyant, he can't stop the pride deep in his heart.But now both of them are people he looks down on, which makes him lose self-confidence. One Xie Juncong is regarded by him as short-sighted, and the other Peng Tianheng is an idiot with well-developed limbs. It is precisely these two people who created the bloody and cruel scene in front of him. ...and Zhang Ning thinks that such a thing can be avoided.

As soon as the bearded burly man was brought down, Zhao Erniang suddenly shrank back and said in horror: "Don't come, don't come." Wen Jun behind hurriedly pulled her back.

Zhang Ning was very angry, picked up the long sword on the ground and ran over, stabbing Peng Tianheng's chest with a sword.Peng Tianheng screamed, but Jianfeng didn't go in, and was just blocked by the bone on his chest.

Zhang Ning was furious, his eyes were red, he picked up the sword and stabbed it in another position, and stabbed Peng Tianheng's left chest...but the flat blade was stabbed vertically, and it was blocked by his ribs. Insert | Can't go in, stuck between the ribs and can't cut the bone.

But Peng Tianheng's chest was already wet with blood, the pain made his face distorted, and the two men in the back clasped his arms backwards with all their strength before barely holding them down.He suddenly knelt down: "Forgive me! My lord, forgive me!"

This surprised Zhang Ning. Peng Tianheng's face and figure were that of a tough guy. He didn't expect him to beg for mercy.

But begging for mercy didn't move Zhang Ning, he still wanted to kill this fellow, so he raised his sword and slashed at Peng Tianheng's neck regardless of whether it was red or white. "Mother!" Peng Tianheng yelled like a slaughtered pig, bleeding profusely from his neck... But in Zhang Ning's imagination, he chopped off his head with a sword and fell to the ground. , I don't know what's going on, it seems to be blocked by the collarbone.

Peng Tianheng fell to the ground at once, hugged Zhang Ning's feet and begged, "Grandpa, please forgive my son-in-law. I will recruit anything!"

The other two people who were arrested with him looked at each other, and Zhang Ning's people also showed contempt.

Zhang Ning's feet were hugged, and he wanted to kick him away, but the servant continued to hit him after being hit by three swords, and he couldn't even lift his feet.Faced with the begging, Zhang Ning didn't even have any sympathy. Instead, he was very angry, so he stabbed Peng Tianheng's back desperately with his sword.

The ground was horrible to see the blood splattered everywhere, and the screams rose and fell, as if they were not killing one person but a large number of people.With dozens of swords in his body, Peng Tianheng was lying in a pool of blood, and there were still two weak hummings from time to time.

Zhang Ning's mind was blank, sweat was pouring out from his forehead, and the hands holding the sword were numb and unconscious, stained with blood.For a moment, he didn't know where he was or what he was doing.

"My lord, this thief is dead." A man poked Peng Tianheng's nose for a while, reporting.

Finally killed, two lives for the first time to kill people.You have to ask yourself what it was like to kill someone for the first time, because you just don’t know what you’re doing, and you can’t recall the memory.

Because Peng Tianheng is a rebellious party, he doesn't have to die if he kills him, and he doesn't have to worry about being judged, so there is less worry and fear.In any case, Zhang Ning didn't know what he was doing.

Even how to go back is also vague, I remember that I seem to have taken a car and walked away.For a while, he couldn't think about the cause and effect, he didn't know why he did these things, and what would be the result after doing them.And the excited emotions such as anger, hatred, etc. have long since disappeared.

When gradually returning to normal thinking, Zhang Ning found himself sitting in the yard, and then felt terribly cold, as if in winter.Looking up, the sky is gray and bright, I don't know if it is early morning or late at night.A damp mist in the yard made him realize it might be morning.Looking down, his hands were very clean, and the blood stains on his hands were gone. Could it be a dream?

"Boss, would you like some hot porridge?" said a voice.

"Well, good." Zhang Ning stood together, his legs a little numb.Seeing that Xu Wenjun was looking at him, he asked, "How is Erniang Zhao?"

Wen Jundao: "The wound was cleaned and the medicine was applied. There is no fear of life, but..." She paused and said, "The spirit is not very good. It is best to rest for a while without being disturbed."

It is indeed not a dream, there is still a big difference between dreams and reality.

After drinking the hot meat porridge, the fresh meat in the porridge had a faint fishy smell. Zhang Ning suddenly felt nauseous after eating half a bowl. He put down the spoon and stopped eating, and asked, "Have Erniang Zhao eaten it?"

Old Xu was very silent, and Wen Jun answered, "Finally fell asleep, I'll go and have a look later, and when I wake up, I'll bring her something to eat."

When Zhao Erniang woke up, Wen Jun sent porridge into the wing room, and Zhang Ning followed.

"Your Excellency, help me kill Peng Tianheng, thank you..." Seeing Zhang Ning, Zhao Erniang said hoarsely, tears rolling down her face.

Zhang Ning felt uncomfortable, took the bowl from Wenjun, stirred it with a spoon, thought about it, tasted the hot and cold first, and then scooped it up to feed her: "Eat something first. You don't need to thank me, It's me who didn't do well."

Zhao Erniang was stunned when she saw this, she ate a spoon without making a sound, tears rolled down again, Zhang Ning hurriedly wiped her with his sleeve.She choked up and said, "I heard someone say something faintly. My lord originally wanted me to avoid the limelight, but Boss Xie wanted me to be a bait. You have nothing to do to me."

"I can do better, but I didn't do it. I'm incompetent..." Zhang Ning gritted his teeth and said, frustration didn't break his inner pride. If he couldn't even admit it, he had to find An excuse, he felt that he was not that cowardly yet.

After hearing this, Zhao Erniang burst into tears, and stretched out her arms under the quilt as if she wanted Zhang Ning to hug her.Zhang Ning hurriedly put down the bowl and spoon, gently hugged her shoulders, and patted her gently on the back.This woman has been treated inhumanly. In Zhang Ning's mind, hugging represents caring and sympathy, but it is a natural behavior.But the people of the Ming Dynasty had different habits and concepts from him, and Xu Wenjun on the side looked a little unacceptable. Men and women with ordinary relationships have great defenses in etiquette, no wonder it is so.For example, in some countries, face-to-face kissing is normal behavior in people's eyes, but once you go to the East, will you find it a bit unacceptable to try kissing?

However, Zhang Ning's expression and movements did not have the slightest sense of yin|evil, because he himself thought it was normal, and Wenjun was a little at a loss... She suddenly felt that this boss was difficult to see through, sometimes He is so gentle without being a woman; sometimes he is very close to people without feeling frivolous.In short, it is very strange, I have never seen such a person... Zhao Erniang's experience is indeed sympathetic, but as an official, why is he so nice to a subordinate?

"I became a useless person... how can I survive..." Zhao Erniang couldn't help but confide.She can't tell others, but she can tell Zhang Ning, who is not very familiar with her, because she can get comfort from him according to her intuition and experience, which makes her feel better.A lot of human psychology is instinct, just like the "self-protection" and "happiness principle" proposed by a psychologist.

"Don't think too much, take care of it with peace of mind." Zhang Ning said softly, "It's not that difficult to live, all creatures in the world are very tenacious."

Zhao Erniang suddenly felt no pressure in Zhang Ning, so she said boldly: "It doesn't hurt to stand and talk, of course you say that."

Zhang Ning let her go slightly, Zhao Erniang's body tensed reflexively, she grabbed his sleeve, thinking that he was upset, but when she looked up, she saw that Zhang Ning's expression didn't have the slightest hint of anger. Relax.Zhang Ning changed his posture, let her lean in his arms, and said patiently: "Have you ever seen grass growing in the crevices of rocks?"

Zhao Erniang thought for a while, then nodded slightly.

Zhang Ning said gently: "Grass and trees don't have long legs. They can't move by themselves, and they can't choose the land. They are more helpless than human beings. If a grass seed is unlucky and falls into a crack in the rock, what it will face The harsh living environment, only a little bit of soil or stone chips, lack of water, but it still has to survive to bloom green leaves, in order to see the sun, it can tear solid stones and grow out of it. A plant Even the insignificant grass can do this, let alone human beings?"

Zhao Erniang's attention was attracted by the novel story, her tears dried up, and she listened silently. <The wind blows and regenerates', the ravages of the fire can't destroy the tiny weeds, you are much more capable than the grass, so you will definitely survive, I believe in you. "

She nodded, hugged Zhang Ning tightly, her mood became more stable, and she whispered, "I wish I had known you earlier."

"It's not too late, please take care of your health, we can meet again." Zhang Ning picked up the porridge bowl and continued to feed her, and she ate obediently, her appetite was not bad.

After Zhao Erniang fell asleep, Zhang Ning went out, and Wen Jun also hurriedly packed up the bowls and spoons and came out.Looking back at the yard, Zhang Ning thought for a while, but he didn't remember why he was here. Anyway, he came here, and Zhao Erniang was also placed here, so there was nothing wrong with it.He turned around and said, "Maybe you don't have anything to do in the near future, take good care of her, and charge all expenses to my account for reimbursement."

Wen Jun said: "A while ago, the host rewarded so much money, so forget it."

"There is no rule without rules." Zhang Ning said indifferently, "That's it, I'm leaving now, and there are still some things that need to be dealt with."