The most poisonous and waste concubine of Emperor Pillow

615 The next life will live up to you

"Mei'er, I, Xia Jinxuan, owe you too much in my life. Maybe I don't have time to pay it back... If there is another life, I will definitely hold you in my hand and won't let you suffer any more." I am sorry!"

Xia Jinxuan hugged her tightly, letting countless distressed heartfelt, these words are a promise to Meier, and also a promise he made to himself.

"Jin! You don't care, it doesn't matter, it really doesn't matter, have you forgotten? I also have a name, Qiangqiang!" Meier raised her eyes, her beautiful face was full of smiles.

However, Xia Jinxuan still easily found the sadness in her eyes. The more she was like this, the more he felt sorry for him, but there was nothing he could do!

If there really is an afterlife, he will never let her down again!

"Mei'er, I have done too many wrong things in my life. My biggest mistake is that I should not have hurt you like that. I have always wanted to make up for it, but I have never been able to make up for it. Instead, it has always been your burden." , as a man, I am a failed man, as your husband, I am an incompetent husband, I..."

"Jin! I don't allow you to say that about yourself!" Mei'er didn't wait for him to finish, but covered his lips with her hand: "Although you once hurt me, everything you gave me is enough to make up for it." , I am an orphan, I never know what warmth is, but I got it from you, so I am happy to be with you!"

Xia Jinxuan caressed her face lightly, over and over again, this face had already been deeply burned into his mind, but he never seemed to get enough of it.

"Meier, you know how reluctant I am..." He shouted countless times in his heart. In the past 18 years, he only gave her ten years of happiness. How can ten years be enough?

He knew that he had committed too many crimes in this life, and even God would not make him happy again, he only wanted the next life!

"Meier, if there is an afterlife, I will cultivate a thousand-year fate in front of the Buddha, and then I will accompany you for the rest of my life!" He secretly vowed that even if he was about to leave, he would happily spend this only time with her. the rest of the day.

Mei'er leaned on his chest like a person, and said softly: "Jin, what about Nianfeng and Shuang'er? I really don't want them to repeat our path. In fact, Shuang'er's child is exactly the same as me back then!"

Mei'er, who was also burdened with blood and deep hatred, can better understand Shuang'er's current mood. In the torment of love and hate, they are the most painful!

"I'm also worried about Nianfeng..." Xia Jinxuan also frowned deeply. Although his son's actions are not as extreme as he was back then, there are many truths that his son cannot accept.

Just like the poison on his body, if he let his son know that the poison was put by him himself, then his son doesn't know how painful it will be!

"Jin! We have to keep this matter from Nianfeng, and we can't let him know, otherwise, he will suffer even more!" If she let her son know the truth, she really dare not look like him, and what kind of collapse his son will be.

"I also have the same intention, Meier, this will be our eternal secret room!" Xia Jinxuan also agreed, no matter what, we must keep this secret.

Meier smiled wryly and said, "Jin! Could it be that we have committed too many crimes, so that even our next generation will not be spared?" Meier, who had never regretted it, suddenly felt a little regretful.

"Meier, if you could go back in time, would you still care about that hatred?" Xia Jinxuan asked suddenly.

Mei'er was stunned for a moment, then shook her head: "I don't know, if I can count on such an ending, I will definitely not take revenge, even if the Wu clan doesn't forgive me!"

Xia Jinxuan also let out a long sigh: "If time can be turned back, I will take you away from the world on the day I met you. Even if one day, we will both die from poison, I have no regrets!"

"If one day I fall in love with you, I will take you to elope to the end of the sky, the corner of the sea..." This is the promise he once gave her.

Then, now, those promises have faded, and he has no chance to fulfill them. It cannot be said that this is not a pity!

Mei'er buried her face deeply in his chest, and secretly said in her heart that if time could be turned back, she would choose to never come here.

If you haven't owned it, you won't be afraid of losing it!

"Report to Your Majesty, an urgent report at the border!" When the two were feeling emotional, Eunuch Gao suddenly came to report.

"Submit it!" Xia Jinxuan and Mei'er hurriedly sat in danger.

After Eunuch Gao submitted the urgent report, Xia Jinxuan opened it hastily, the more he looked down, the more livid his face became.

"Jin, what's the matter? What happened?" Seeing his expression, Mei'er's heart sank suddenly.

Xia Jinxuan didn't answer, but with a bang, he slammed the entire urgent report on the table, and said angrily: "How unreasonable! It's really deceiving!"

Unexpectedly, in this way, the illness on his body hurt, his blood suddenly rushed upwards, he let out a 'wow', and opened his mouth to spit out a big mouthful of blood!

"Jin!" Mei'er screamed in fright, and quickly reached out to support him.

"Your Majesty!" Seeing Master like this, Eunuch Gao became anxious, and turned around to ask for the imperial physician: "Your Majesty, this slave will send the imperial physician here!"

"Eunuch Gao!" Unexpectedly, Meier stopped him.

"Your Majesty!" Eunuch Gao turned back again.

After Mei'er straightened Xia Jin and poured him a cup of tea, she said to Eunuch Gao, "There's no need to call the imperial physician!"

"Your Majesty, what?" Eunuch Gao didn't understand, it seemed that the King was still sick, how could Your Majesty say that there is no need to hire a doctor?I was puzzled in my heart.

Mei'er didn't bother to explain to him: "I told you that I don't need to ask the imperial physician, so I'm not allowed to go! Also, this matter must not be revealed!"

"Yes! The servant complies with the order!" Eunuch Gao felt a sudden chill in his heart, and an ominous thought slowly formed in his mind.

"Go down!" Mei'er was worried about Xia Jinxuan and didn't have time to explain to him, so she flicked her sleeve lightly at Eunuch Gao.

"Slave leave!" Eunuch Gao bowed and retreated.

However, after he walked out, he found that his back was already icy cold, and when he spread out his palms, there was already water stains there. He had been in the palace for decades, and he had long been accustomed to seeing all kinds of conspiracies and schemes.

In his opinion, the empress concealed the king's illness, and even forbade the imperial physician to visit him. This matter must not be that simple. In addition, the son was grounded at this time, and he almost dared not imagine any more.

Since ancient times, the harem has not been allowed to participate in politics. First, it is afraid of the harem seizing power, and second, it is afraid of the benevolence of women and chaos in politics. However, over the years, Meier has managed the entire Xixia in an orderly manner with her own mind, and has won the favor of officials and common people. support.

But no matter what, in the eyes of everyone, she is just a queen, and the king will always be like this, but now, it seems that the king is seriously ill, and the son is grounded for no reason, so all the power falls in the hands of the empress. If someone with a heart provokes it again, things will easily happen.

"My lord, so you are here. I have been looking for you for a long time!" At this moment, Xiaoyue who was beside Wang Mei suddenly appeared in front of Eunuch Gao.

Eunuch Gao squinted those small eyes, and stared at Xiaoyue for a while, but he didn't remember it, and asked, "Who are you?"