The most poisonous and waste concubine of Emperor Pillow

637 It's Not Easy to Stay Together

"Meier!" Xia Jinxuan wanted to explain, but at this moment, Meier was in such a mess, how could she listen to his explanation again.

Mei'er shook her head with a smile. Only she can understand how heartbroken and bitter that smile is. She doesn't care what others think of her, and she doesn't care what others say about her, but she cares about what Xia Jinxuan thinks of her and what she says about her !

She thought that Xia Jinxuan would understand her painstaking efforts for everything she did, but she didn't expect that even he doubted her intentions. It's been a long time since her heart ached like this!

"Jin, take a good rest! I'm going out first!" Mei'er didn't want to stay there anymore, she was afraid that she would be overwhelmed by the deep loss and heartbreak. For the first time, she felt so isolated.

"Meier..." Xia Jinxuan looked at her still picturesque back as she turned away, opened her mouth, but said nothing.

Hanging his head in desolation, his big skinny hand slowly opened his arm, and a large piece of it was already rotten. It was shocking to see, but after drinking the painkiller prescribed by the imperial physician, the tearing pain was gone. nothing.

Slowly put down the dragon sleeves, and looked towards the door again, Meier's back was long gone, but a bitter smile slowly appeared on his old face: "Meier, I'm sorry! I made you sad , let you leave disappointed, and I don't want you to see me in the future!"

He just wants her to remember his whole body, he knows that he can't die now, and he has to hold on for Xixia, but the rotten parts of his body are getting more and more day by day, and he doesn't want her to see his rotten appearance !

He would rather she be disappointed, or even hate him for the rest of her life!

And Meier, who came out of Xia Jinxuan's bedroom, dragged her two heavy legs, she couldn't hold back the tears of grievance and heartbreak, she avoided the maid, and came to the stone bridge in the garden lonely, watching the water still swimming happily A crystal teardrop quietly dripped into the water, splashing small water splashes, which also stirred up waves in her heart!

Trembling fingers caressed the stone bridge, looking back at the past bit by bit, and said softly: "I would like to turn into a stone bridge, withstand 500 years of wind, 500 years of sun, 500 years of rain, just ask her Walk across the bridge!"

Tears suddenly fell like pearls...

This is what Xia Jinxuan once said to her. He also said that he is the thousand-year-old bodhi tree, and she is the vine entwined on the tree. They have practiced for thousands of years, and they are destined to be lingering forever. Time began to change.

"Mother..." Xiaoxian followed all the way, she was outside the bedroom, but she could hear the conversation between Xia Jinxuan and Mei'er inside clearly, she naturally understood why the master was so sad.

Meier wiped away her tears, sighed softly, and said leisurely: "Xiaoxian, do you know? There is a love story about Shiqiao. Every time I think of it, I feel both moved and sad..."

I remember, at that time, she saw it by chance in a book. At that time, she didn't take it seriously, because she thought that, as a killer, she would not be able to have that kind of love in her life. !

"Your Majesty, can you talk to your servant?" Xiaoxian knew that her master needed someone to listen to her at this time. Although she was not human and could not fully understand human feelings, she had already been with Meier for twenty years. Into the emotional world of Meier.

She loves what the master loves, hates what the master hates, and when she sees the master is sad, she is also sad!

Meier sighed softly, lowered her head and caressed the railing of the stone bridge, a wry smile slowly tugged at the corners of her charming lips: "A long time ago, a woman fell in love with a man, and they met in a hurry, but never met again... See, so she begged the Buddha for 500 years, and the Buddha finally promised to let her see that man again, so she turned into a stone bridge, and finally saw the man she admired, but that man just Hastily passed by the stone bridge, but never noticed, staring at his stone bridge..."

"Your Majesty, what happened next?" Xiaoxian was fascinated by what she heard, and suddenly wanted to hear the ending.

Mei'er still had that faint wry smile, with countless loneliness on her brows, and continued: "The woman turned into a stone bridge, endured the wind and rain day and night, staring at the girl who hurriedly walked from the bridge every day with her head down. The man who walked by, she wished that the man would stop to touch her or look at her, but the man never stopped..."

"Ma'am, was that girl and that man together after that?" Xiaoxian was also impatient, and couldn't help interrupting Meier's words.

"Later, after another 500 years, the woman pleaded bitterly in front of the Buddha. This time, the Buddha finally promised them a thousand days of staying together. The thousand days of happiness and sweetness passed in a blink of an eye. The woman wore a bright red wedding dress and told Man, she is leaving, and she has been waiting for 1000 years to put on a wedding dress for him. She saw the great sadness in the man's eyes. At that moment, her heart was broken but she also tasted the sweetness of happiness. "

"Huh? They still haven't been able to stay together for a long time?" Xiaoxian couldn't help but feel a little bit embarrassed when he heard this, and felt a little unworthy for that woman.

"The woman went back to the sky and looked at his reincarnation in the world. Every life ended in depression. She was in great pain. She knelt down in front of the Buddha for a long time and asked, why did they meet when they were not allowed to stay together? In that life, the man walked across a stone bridge again, but stopped, caressed the desolate bridge railing, and occasionally raised his head to look at the horizon. For some reason, he suddenly showed a bright smile. At that moment, The woman suddenly understood that once, she thought that loving someone meant having a lifetime. It turned out that seeing his smile made her so happy. She finally knew that staying with someone doesn't have to last forever. When time is apart, keeping the best memories is the happiest! Because love cannot stand the test of time!"

"Your Majesty, don't be like this. Your Majesty loves you the most. Maybe it's just that too many things have happened in this period of time, and those ministers have been showing up every day, so that's why..." Xiaoxian wanted to say something nice for Xia Jinxuan.

Meier shook her head lightly: "Perhaps some things are really done wrong by me. I think that everything is fine as long as you do your best, but you ignore it. Sometimes, it doesn't necessarily mean that you do your best. Others It will be clear!"

Anyone can doubt her, except Xia Jinxuan!

But Xia Jinxuan's words just now still hurt her. What she wants is the safety of her husband and children, even if she suffers a little bit, what does it matter if she is a little tired?

If there is no Xia Jinxuan and a pair of children, then what is the use of this country for her?How could this country come into her eyes?

She is like a woman in a story, clinging to this love, only to find that in the end, this love has gradually faded away. No wonder Xia Jinxuan always treats her as if away from her these days. It turns out that in his heart, there is actually So misunderstood her!

'Jin!How can you misunderstand me so much? Mei'er turned her back and stood leaning against the bridge, letting the pearly tears slide down her fair cheeks and drop into the water one by one.

I haven't tasted this kind of heartache for many years!

"Your Majesty..." Xiaoxian stood behind her, but she didn't know how to persuade her.