Demon brother, don't be too ruthless!

【First Release】

If she read correctly, Mu's mother wrote that the place where Uncle Mu was going on a business trip was city c.

And City C is her hometown...

For some reason, she suddenly thought of this.She also felt that she was ridiculous, but the thoughts in her mind were just out of control, not at all under her control.

Could it be that there is really something in this?

Enduring the doubts in her heart, she continued to look down.

Two months passed between the date of the following diary and the previous one, she roughly searched, and Mu's mother wrote a total of 5 pieces.And the content inside... She suddenly became a little scared, with a sense of fear in her heart, but she didn't dare to read it.

But the eyes still inadvertently caught sight of the contents——

I began to avoid Dr. Wen more than before, but Dr. Wen wanted to get closer to me more than before.I'm kind of intimidated by this relationship between him and me.After all, the person I love is Jin Sen, but Dr. Wen was the person I confid to before, and he really helped me a lot, so I don't want to say bad things to him, but sometimes he is too aggressive.That day was the third day after I had sex with him, and he came to the door again.He was so drunk that he passed out at the door of the house, and the housekeeper at home has returned to his hometown because of something in the past few days. It is impossible for me to ignore him. He has helped me, and I will not stand by.

I helped him into the door, went to the kitchen to make sober tea, but when I came out, I didn't see him.When I got back to the room, I saw him sleeping on the bed between Jinsen and me.Jinsen accompanied me to buy that bed when we got married. It is considered a marriage bed.Although the number of times he has slept on it can be counted on the fingers, I still have deep feelings for that bed.Seeing Dr. Wen lying there, to be honest, I felt a little uncomfortable, so I walked over and tried my best to pull him up.When I helped him to the door, he suddenly kissed me madly, and the door behind me was also closed by him.

I knew he was drunk and couldn't reason with him, so I hit him hard with my free hand.But the strength of men and women is very different, and there is nothing I can do about it.His actions were rude and crazy, and it didn't take long for him to tear my clothes off.I wanted to yell, but there was no one in the house.Except Ji Lian who was still taking a lunch break in the room.

At that time, I cried out to the heavens and the earth did not work.I didn't dare to shout loudly, because I was afraid of waking Ji Lian next door, and I didn't want him to see me in such a mess.Other children have fathers who love and love fathers, but Ji Lian's father's love is always lacking a little bit. It's all the misfortune brought to him by political marriage, and it's all my fault for insisting on marrying Mu Jinsen. , so I don't want to leave such a shadow in his childhood.

I hit Dr. Wen even more frantically, and even opened my mouth to bite him vigorously. At that time, my teeth were full of fishy blood.But he has not stopped, he is bound to insult me.

Maybe it's the heart-to-heart relationship between mother and child, Ji Lian woke up and knocked on the door.I wanted to answer him, but I was afraid of letting him hear something strange in the room.I could only endure it desperately, Dr. Wen kept moving, maybe because he didn't find me, I heard Ji Lian crying outside, crying loudly, and I couldn't help crying.However, the miserable crying could not bring back Dr. Wen's reason and conscience.I don't know when the crying outside stopped, and when Dr. Wen stopped moving. In short, I feel like a body without a soul, and the walking dead is probably like me.

I really miss Jinsen, he has been to City C for 3 days, and there is still no news.No matter how busy you are, you should give me a stable message, but no, not at all.

Later, Dr. Wen said that he wanted to divorce and be with me.I slapped him angrily and told him with certainty that it was impossible.However, he seems unwilling to give up at all, he comes here almost every day, playing with Ji Lian openly, but pestering me secretly.When Ji Lian was present, I couldn't show him any face.Moreover, I really couldn't bear this kind of panic, and finally decided to go to city c to find Jinsen. I hope that Jinsen can give me a sense of security.

I can't find my passport, so I can only go by train.After traveling for more than ten hours, I finally arrived in City C. This was my first time traveling far away, so I was not used to such a long distance.However, my belief is firm, I want to find Jinsen.Taking the address I found, I went to the hotel where Jinsen was staying.

The moment I entered the hotel, I heard someone talking behind me.It was Jin Sen's voice, and it was impossible for me to hear it wrong.I turned around happily, but who is that woman in Jin Sen's arms?He hugged the woman intimately, their relationship was unusual, the woman smiled sweetly at him, and his eyes were full of tenderness.He has never treated me like this before. To be honest, I was very jealous at the time.However, I was left out of another reality. Jinsen has a woman outside. He didn't come to City C to discuss a project at all. He came to accompany this woman!

I didn't have the courage to go forward and question him, because when we got married, he had already clearly told me that there was no love between him and me, only marriage, and all he could give me was marriage, a name.He said that he has a woman he loves in his heart, but that woman disappeared, so is she back now?

I began to secretly investigate that woman, but I found that the woman already had a child, a very beautiful little girl, and that little girl was a few years younger than Ji Lian.At first I thought this little girl belonged to Jin Sen and that woman, but no.That woman also has a family and a husband who works at the police station in City A. That little girl is not Jin Sen's child.I had a terrible thought in my heart that Jinsen might be cheated. I was afraid that the woman just wanted Jinsen's money. She didn't really have feelings for Jinsen, and Jinsen might not know her details.

I ran to tell Jinsen all the truth about the matter, and I ignored others' obstruction, and rushed into his office.But what happened in the office really broke my heart.I'd rather be blind than find out that Jin Sen is having an affair with that woman!I frantically tried to pull away the woman lying on Jinsen's body, and the woman was pushed to the ground by me, but Jinsen's slap followed.The truth I want to tell Jin Sen is all choked up in my throat.

Jin Sen gently helped the woman up, and told me firmly that he wanted to divorce me, because the woman he was waiting for came back, and it was the one standing in front of him.I was shocked by his divorce. I didn't want to divorce him at all, but his tone was so sure.He said that he married me at the time just to stabilize the Mu family for the sake of my natal family's influence, and at that time, his woman disappeared again.But, it's different now, the Mu family is developing steadily, and he doesn't need my natal family's influence, and his beloved woman is back, as long as he divorces me, everything will be perfect for him.

I don't know how I got out of the office, I just know that my world has collapsed and there can be no more sun.The day after Jinsen and I filed for divorce, Dr. Wen came to pester me again, saying that he would stay with me regardless of his family.He's almost insane, and I'm almost insane.

I don't like him, he's always like this, and I hate him even more.So, I thought of an extreme solution, anyway, Jin Sen didn't want me anymore, and I have been pestered by Dr. Wen for three days, and I have no hope of life. Dr. Wen is like a ghost, extremely scary.I'm ready to die with him.However, what I can't let go of is Ji Lian. He is still young and lacks the love of his father. If he doesn't have the love of his mother, what is the difference between him and an orphan?So this extreme idea was forcibly suppressed by me.I lived in anxiety all day long, until Dr. Wen found me again, and at the same time, I received Jinsen's divorce agreement.My world has lost even the last ray of light.I suddenly felt that this kind of life is meaningless, why am I still alive.It doesn't make any sense at all...

However, I want to die, and I will not let the person who insulted me live alone. I am afraid that he will vent his anger on me on Ji Lian, and I am afraid that if he lives, he will endanger Ji Lian, so even if he dies, I will take him with me. on him.Let their death free all of this, and come to the underground to bless the Jilian I am thinking about.

So, I asked Dr. Wen to come out, and I told him that I wanted to go outside for a walk and asked him to accompany me. At the same time, I did something wrong in the car.I was driving the car that day, and Dr. Wen didn't have any premonition. When I wanted to drive the car to the wilderness, I stepped on the accelerator hard. Even if Dr. Wen who was sitting next to me came to stop me, it would be useless because the brakes were too early. It has been destroyed by me.However, when I was turning a corner, a car came towards me out of control. I knew that the brakes were useless, and even if I pulled the car aside, it couldn't stop.Dr. Wen, who was sitting in the co-pilot, came over and turned my steering wheel. He saw the madness in my eyes, and he seemed to know why I asked him out.

However, it was too late.Because the car on the other side has hit it.

I saw the light of death, the time to go to hell has come, I have to go, and bring the man next to me with me.

When I woke up again, I was surrounded by hundreds of flowers. The pungent smell of the potion and the pain on my body let me know that I was still alive.

The scene of the car accident kept churning in my mind, and I seemed to be able to understand why I survived.I vaguely remember, at the thrilling moment, Dr. Wen lay on top of me, and he blocked the impact for me.But so what?Even if he saved me, I wouldn't be grateful to him.

Until later, I heard the housekeeper say that Dr. Wen was gone, and so was the person who collided with us. I was the luckiest of the three, and only I survived.The moment I heard the news, I laughed.Laughing violently, all the wounds on my body burst open, and I didn't stop.The housekeeper was frightened and went to the doctor. The doctor said that I might have been stimulated and had mental problems.In the days that followed, I started to giggle in front of them again from time to time. I knew there was only one way to prevent Jinsen from divorcing me.

I'm crazy, stupid, and his marriage is inseparable.As long as I don't get divorced, I can still see my dear son, Ji Lian.After I was discharged from the hospital, I was arranged to live in the backyard of Muyuan. The place was dirty and messy. I had no objections. Even if I had objections, who would deal with a fool?But all of this doesn't matter, as long as I can be with Ji Lian and see Jin Sen.

However, I was wrong, everything was wrong.Jinsen locked me here, facing white walls and blue sky all day long, I felt like I was really crazy.When Ji Lian comes to look for me, she will also be blocked. I watched these servants carry Ji Lian away from me little by little, and my heart felt as if they were being lingering.

I also start giggling when I'm alone, and I feel like I'm really out of my mind.Tomorrow is Friday, every Friday, Ji Lian will secretly come to see me, but I decided to end this day.I don't want Ji Lian to see such a mentally abnormal mother again. Today, I saw myself in the mirror looking haggard, disheveled, wearing shredded clothes and pants, not human at all.I can't accept this kind of myself either. Ji Lian's study is very good, and she will go abroad soon. I don't want to tarnish his life because of my existence.I don't want his classmates to know that he has such an abnormal mother.So, I thought of a way to ask Jin Sen to take the initiative to send me to a mental hospital, and live there for the rest of my life.

From now on I won't keep a diary anymore.There will be no neurotics who keep diaries in the world...

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This is the end of the whole diary.Ruozhen pinched the last one tremblingly with her pale fingers.The stale smell inside made her nose itchy, and the tears in her eyes were already falling uncontrollably. The crystal clear tears fell on the handsome handwriting, staining the ink on it.

Her vision was very blurred, and after reading this, the doubts in her heart grew even bigger.

Is the woman in Mu's diary her mother?And that little girl...is that her?

Mu's mother said that the woman's husband works in city a, and her father also works in city a, the place of work is the police station, and the gentleness in the diary, this coincidence cannot be more coincidental.

Why do these things correspond to what she associates with each other? Are they all facts?

Her mind was very confused, she couldn't find a way of thinking at all, she stumbled to her feet, she knew what she was going to do now, she wanted to confront Wu Ping, she wanted to know the whole truth!

Just because I squatted on the ground and read the diary for so long, now I stand up blindly, feeling dizzy for a while, and when I went out, I knocked off the diary I was holding in my hand.She didn't pick it up again, but leaned on the wall and walked all the way to Wu Ping's room.

But there was no one in the room, and just happened to meet Su Nuan who was walking over, and found out that Wu Ping was in Mu Jinsen's study.She ran over without stopping, the door of the study was ajar, and the people inside were talking.

She was anxious to break in, but Su Nuan stopped her.Knowing what Su Nuan meant, she held her breath, suppressed the impulse in her heart, and stood outside to stop.

Although the distance between them and the person speaking inside was a bit far, she could probably still hear their emotions.

The only people inside were Wu Ping and Mu Jinsen.

Wu Ping is talking about Ruozhen with Mu Jinsen.But Mu Jinsen took her hand and sat down, "Ping'er, I know about Ruozhen."

"What?" Wu Ping was a little surprised. She kept secrets well. When did Mu Jinsen know?

Mu Jilian sighed, pinched the center of her brows, and said in a tired voice, at his age, it is difficult to bear to read documents all night, "Don't forget, my observation ability is first-rate .I have long seen that there is something wrong between Ruozhen and that kid. I also know that you have been blocking them."

"What do you think?" Wu Ping held his hand instead.

"Ping'er, we're all getting older. Let them do whatever they want. Don't bother. Besides, you still have one in your stomach. I'm really afraid that you'll be tired. The doctor said that older women It's dangerous. I worry about your condition every day. This is the crystallization between us. I really cherish it. We missed it for so many years, and now God has given us such a treasure. I am very grateful. "

"You mean, just let them be together?" Wu Ping's voice was a little louder, she was very surprised, she didn't expect Mu Jinsen to say this to her.If Ruozhen and Mu Jilian were to be together... no, thinking of this would make her feel uneasy, they must not be together!

The important thing was that she couldn't bear that woman's son being with her own daughter, she was too upset!If it wasn't for that woman insisting on marrying Jinsen relying on her family background, then she wouldn't have waited for Mu Jinsen to meet Lin Anran on the pier that day.Who will make up for her and Mu Jinsen's missed years?

"Ping'er, I owe Ruozhen. I owe her a father, and I have been trying to make it up, but I can't make up for the lack of fatherly love in her heart. Now she wants to be with Ji Lian, Just do as she likes, I use my son to make up for the mistakes I made, which is a kind of psychological comfort."

Wu Ping was touched by his words, "Jinsen, what happened back then was not your fault alone. I was also at fault. I knew I should wait for you, and I knew I didn't trust you enough. I shouldn't have Angry, I didn’t wait for you to marry another man. I should also have a good talk with Lin Anran instead of arguing with him. If I hadn’t argued with him for divorce that day, he might not have driven out. If, I can have a peaceful talk with him, if I divorce him peacefully, then nothing will happen later."

Mu Jinsen couldn't bear her to blame him like this, so he raised his hand and patted her on the back comfortingly. This bad relationship was all caused by him.

"Ping'er, it's not your fault, it's all my fault. It's all my fault that I wasn't tough enough back then, and my strength wasn't strong enough, which made you suffer so much. Did I not wait for you on the pier that day? Disappointed? All this is my fault. And Lin Anran's death is also my fault..."

Ruozhen, who was standing outside the door, couldn't hold back her tears. She bit her hand tightly to prevent herself from making a sound. When she heard the cause of her father's death again, she didn't know how to describe her feelings. ,Shock?Lost?The most invincible thing is a trace of pain like a knife cut.

Su Nuan, who was standing next to her, naturally guessed the ins and outs of it, and looked at Ruozhen who was crying heartbroken, and she also felt sorry for her.He took out a tissue and gave it to her as much as he wanted, but she didn't seem to need it now, so he patted her on the shoulder lightly to show comfort.

And the conversation inside is still going on...

"Ping'er, you blame me too, don't you? After all, Lin Anran is your husband. Even if you don't love him, you have more or less affection for him over the years. If I put him in the ambulance first, Then maybe he wouldn't have left so early."

"But, you put your wife first." Wu Ping interrupted him, "Jinsen, I know what happened after so many years, so you don't need to explain any more. I know your concerns at the time, if If she leaves, all your efforts will be in vain. Since I want to be with you, then I believe that you have no feelings for her. I don't mean to blame you at all. As for Lin Anran, yes What I owe him is my own business and has nothing to do with you. Besides, although your wife survived, she was insane all her life, and she died in depression in the end, which is pitiful."

Wu Ping's words were very tactful, she would never say anything bad about Mu Jilian's mother to Mu Jinsen again, the more she was like this, the more Mu Jinsen felt guilty towards her.

Ruozhen, who was standing at the door, almost fainted after hearing these words.She knew the whole truth, and what Mu's mother wrote in her diary matched all the guesses in her mind, that woman was Wu Ping, that little girl was her, and that woman's husband was her father... …

Her mother, whom she has always loved and loved, had cheated on her as early as 12 years ago! ! !

What about her dad?Did her father know about it, or was he hiding it from her on purpose?

It's ridiculous, her father loves her so much, in her impression, her father loves her mother the most, even almost surpassing her, but why is the truth of the matter so unbearable.

And her father's death...

She couldn't bear it anymore, and pushed the door open violently. Her movements were fast, as fast as the speed of light, and Su Nuan, who was at the side, had no time to stop her.

Wu Ping and Mu Jinsen looked at the person who pushed the door and entered, and were shocked at the same time.

"Ruozhen, why are you here?" Mu Jinsen asked calmly, but he was very experienced, and after seeing Ruozhen's bloodless little face, his heart began to pound.He didn't know how much she had heard about the conversation between her and Wu Ping. If she heard all of them...then the consequences would be unimaginable, and there would be no peace in this family.

"Why didn't you knock on the door before you entered? Do you still have a little courtesy!?" Wu Ping also stood up, and because of her guilty conscience, her voice became louder, and the sternness in it almost covered the whole house.

Seeing that the situation was not good, Su Nuan hurriedly ran to call Mu Jilian, hoping that he could come over quickly to stop the flames of war, otherwise, Ruozhen would definitely suffer.

"You didn't close the door." Ruozhen replied with a choked voice.

"If the door is not closed, is there any reason for you not to knock?" Wu Ping reprimanded her again seriously.

"Mom," Ruozhen raised her voice and called Wu Ping who was still in a panic, "Are you nervous? Or are you afraid of something? What are you afraid of being heard by me?"

Ruozhen's eyes had never been so sharp as now, she stared at Wu Ping firmly, as if she wanted to see a hole in her.

"Ruozhen, your mother is a little irritable because she is pregnant, please show consideration to your mother." Mu Jinsen stood up and tried to ease the atmosphere.

"Paper can't wrap fire. Uncle Mu." Ruozhen then turned her gaze to Mu Jinsen, she didn't want to play riddles with them.What she wants to know most now is about her father, whether what they just said is true.

"Ruozhen, don't get me wrong. Just now, what I told your mother...you are still young and don't understand. Anyway, your mother really loves you. She is only pregnant now, so she has a bad temper. Please calm down , let's calm down first." Mu Jinsen tried to explain something, but the more he said, the more confused he became.It is not only uncomfortable to distort what is a fact, but also, facing Ruozhen who has almost no complexion, it is difficult for him to violate his conscience.

"Uncle Mu, my father is a policeman. When I was young, he taught me some skills to see through liars. People who lied to him have the habit of looking to the right, and when you talked to me from the beginning, your The direction of the eyes is to the right. So, you are lying, Uncle Mu." Ruozhen didn't know where she got the strength to tell Mu Jinsen this, her father didn't tell her this, she was just testing , but seeing Mu Jinsen's flustered expression, she probably guessed it.

"What you said just now is true, isn't it? My father, Lin Anran, was killed by you, right!?" Ruozhen almost shouted, with crystal tears hanging from the corners of her eyes, Because of the excitement, his neck became red and his meridians protruded.

It was the first time for Wu Ping to see Ruozhen who lost her temper like this. As far as she could remember, this daughter had always been submissive, and she was very careful and gentle when speaking to her.She never expected that the docile little white rabbit would get angry with her one day and turn into a raging tiger.Her thoughts were brought back to 12 years ago, the day when she and Lin Anran quarreled, Ruozhen's expression was exactly the same as her father's now.Is this a door-to-door debt collection?

"Speak, why don't you speak? What does silence mean? In other words, it's all true?" Ruozhen shouted at them again, her voice became hoarse because of her sobs, like a crow's cry, faintly miserable.She didn't know what was wrong with herself, she became irritable when she thought of her father being killed by them.What made her even more sad was that the person who killed her father was none other than her close relatives, her father's wife, and her mother.

Was God joking with her?Is she punishing her for committing too many crimes in her previous life?Why did her life become like this, and why! ! !

"Ruozhen, calm down first!" Mu Jinsen came over, trying to comfort her, but Ruozhen shook her off.

"Don't touch me! I won't forgive you!" She said slowly to them with a bitter smile, then turned and ran out without looking back.

"Ruozhen..." Mu Jinsen called Ruozhen's name and was about to chase her out, but Wu Ping stopped him, "Don't go. Ruozhen is my daughter, I know her well, I'll go and talk to her."

"But, can you do it?" He looked worriedly at her big belly, and always had a vague premonition in his heart.

"Don't go, let me talk to her alone, trust me." Wu Ping smiled at him, feeling very uncertain, but based on what she knew about Ruozhen in the past, she shouldn't be so decisive, she would think There is no other way to convince her.

Wu Ping walked out quickly as she spoke, but saw that Ruozhen was almost at the top of the stairs.She hurriedly stopped her, "Ruozhen, wait a minute, I have something to tell you about your father!"

She knew that only Lin Anran's reason could make her stop now.

Sure enough, Ruozhen stopped suddenly at the stairs with her back stiffened.

It was only now that Wu Ping realized that her daughter had lost so much weight. At that time, she always thought she was slender. Only now did she realize how thin she was at such a close distance.Suddenly, a trace of guilt suddenly felt towards her.

"What are you going to tell my father?" Ruozhen turned around blankly, she didn't want to see her at all now, she felt that her mother was too hypocritical for killing her father, and she didn't have any regrets Heart!

"Ruozhen, don't do this. Mom knows that I have done some things that shouldn't be done, but these are not my intentions, these are not my original intentions. I really don't want to do this, but things always go my way It develops in the opposite direction. You follow me to the room and sit down, let's have a good talk, okay?" Wu Ping said to her with unprecedented tenderness, raised her hand, and tried to throw an olive branch to Ruozhen.

But now, Ruozhen didn't want to say anything to her for a moment, so she pushed her hand away, ready to leave.

At that moment, Wu Ping was pushed and staggered, and she fell in the direction...

"Mom!!!" Ruozhen called her in panic, and at the same time reached out her hand to grab her, but she only grabbed a small corner of Wu Ping's clothes. She looked at her hand in the air, it was empty.

And Wu Ping has already rolled down the stairs...

At this moment, time seemed to be frozen, and she froze at the stairs as if she had no soul, watching Wu Ping bumping on the stairs, her whole body became numb, her face was blue and purple, and at the bottom of the stairs, standing just now Mu Jilian rushed to Mu Garden.

Today's 8000 words update is complete! ! !The grievances of the previous generation are basically explained, and the next is the rivalry between the hero and heroine, and the cute baby is not far away, looking forward, looking forward~~~