Demon brother, don't be too ruthless!

[Novel Reading Network First Release]

When the two saw each other, their expressions were stiff.In the end, it was Shang Shiyan who broke the embarrassment.

"Miss Pan, hello."

"Hello." Pan Luola nodded with a smile.

"Why are you here..." Shang Shiyan asked halfway, this is a hotel, and besides getting a room here... he was looking for Su Luoze, because this hotel belongs to the Su family.

Pan Luola smiled stiffly, "My brother just lives here."

"Is that so." Shang Shiyan frowned slightly, and thinking of Pan Luola's current situation, it was naturally inconvenient to say anything more.

"I'll be leaving first, and I'll miss the subway if it's later." Pan Luola turned her eyes to the watch on her wrist to divert her unnaturalness.

She took one last look at Su Luoze and was about to leave.

But Su Luoze frowned and asked, "When did you have a brother?"

Pan Luola just walked up to his side, stopped in her tracks when she heard his words, approached him with her red lips open, and said, "My love brother."

After she finished speaking, she stopped looking at his expression and left quickly.

After finally walking out of the hotel, smelling the night air and feeling the biting cold wind, she took a deep breath.As if venting, he kicked the stones under his feet elsewhere.

Thinking of the scene just now, my heart was filled with anger.

Damn Su Luoze, go to hell! ! !

She kicked the stones under her feet all the way, and her toes were about to hurt.The sour taste hadn't passed yet, and her heart ached. Seeing Su Luoze and Shang Shiyan walking together in pairs, she felt that her jealousy almost filled her whole body.

She has paid so much and still hasn't got him. Is her love life doomed to be bumpy?But, what to do, she is so tired, she doesn't want to wait any longer, she wants warmth, and she wants it now.

She really doesn't want to be alone anymore.

"It's not a good thing for a girl to hang out on the side of the road."

Just as she was lost in thought, a voice came from not far away. Pan Luola looked back, and it turned out to be Guo Fan.

"elder brother……"

"It's such a cold day, look at you are frozen, get in the car."

Pan Luola was dragged into the car, and the car had an air conditioner, which made her much warmer in an instant.

"Whose car is this car?" She asked suspiciously, Guo Fan had just returned to China, and he didn't have a car in City A.

"Don't worry, it's not stolen."

Guo Fan is still so humorous.

"That man, do you like it?"

Pan Luola froze for a moment, "Did you see it all?"

"Your bag was dropped there. I ran down to deliver it to you. I just saw it."

Pan Luola lowered her eyes, crossed her hands, and arrived after a long time, "He doesn't like me."

"Then you don't like him either."

"But, it's so hard, I can't control my feelings."

"Find another one, like me. Let me tell you, I am very popular abroad. Those foreign girls like oriental men like me."

Pan Luola hooked the corners of her lips and waved at her, "Come on, I'm not a foreign girl."

"Then do you like men with well-developed limbs abroad?"

"Pfft..." She was amused by Guo Fan's exaggerated movements.

Guo Fan stopped the movements of his men, looked at her face with a hint of pain even when she smiled, and said to her seriously, "There are so many men in the world, why bother to stick to one."

"Yeah, why bother to be attached to one." Pan Luola repeated his words mournfully, and then said with a smile, "Let's wait for a while for self-healing. Don't worry, my healing power is very strong, and I will come out soon .”

"I'm going to Spring City in a while. When I return to China this time, I don't plan to go again. Wanderers also want to return to their roots. The scenery there is good, and it is very useful for treating people like you."

Pan Luola knew what he meant, but she didn't think it through yet, so she joked, "It's still time to return to your roots, how old are you, and you want to say this after you get married anyway."

"Would a man as good as me be unable to start a family?"

"There's a long queue of girls chasing you. There are too many choices, so I can't make up my mind, haha... I understand."

"Ah……"

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After that meeting with Su Luoze, she didn't see him again for three weeks.

Mrs. Su's meaning was obvious, she didn't want her to have too much contact with Su Luoze, and he and Shang Shiyan were in love, if she sabotaged them, it would only make them look down on them even more.

She could bear everyone's eyes, but she couldn't bear his.

But life, even without Su Luoze, still has to go on.

After moving to a rented house, after thinking about it in bed at night, she found a job in a coffee shop, and slowly her life started to take off.

The treatment in the coffee shop is not bad. In addition, she has a performance experience since she was a child. The boss treats her very well, and the guests all like the piano she plays. It was a consolation.

This can be regarded as a ray of light in her gloomy life.

In the evening, I took out the admission notice in the drawer and read it again. The day of leaving school was getting closer.But she still hasn't decided whether she wants to continue on the road of music.

She originally wanted to come back gorgeously, so that all those who looked down on her would be dumbfounded.

However, in that case, her life would be very tiring.After all, the school in Vienna is not such a good place to stay, and everyone in that kind of place is a top student.If she wants honor, she must work hard.In addition, the current situation is not as good as before, she does not have a solid family background, and all living expenses, tuition and miscellaneous expenses have to be borne by herself.Working abroad is different from working in China, and being bullied is a sure thing.Coupled with her arrogant personality, she will suffer sooner or later.

The matter of studying abroad became more and more complicated. Pan Luola didn't sleep well all night, and was almost late for work the next day.

He hurriedly ran to the sanitation to brush his teeth, a feeling of nausea quickly surged up, he bent over and retched for a long time before he stopped.Looking at his pale face in the mirror, he was almost startled.He quickly hit his face with water to wake himself up.She thought it was because she had eaten a bad stomach, and after the nausea subsided, she didn't pay much attention to it, and ran out of the door to the coffee shop, where she had been working for a month.

I also feel something wrong with my stomach when I go to work.She misses several keys because of a sick stomach.Fortunately, there weren't many guests today, and they didn't pick faults, which made her breathe a sigh of relief.

When eating at noon, the boss saw that she was tired and her complexion was not good, so she kindly asked her to get off work early and go to the hospital for a visit.

Pan Luola stroked her chest, for some reason, she felt very bored today, so she really should go and see if it's abnormal.After the operation, besides low-grade fever, it was the first time for her to experience such complex symptoms, including nausea and chest tightness.She took the number and sat in line in the promenade, and waited for a while before it was her turn.

The doctor listened to her symptoms and checked her again.She was about to tell her about the surgery she had done a few days ago, and whether it was caused by it, when the doctor interrupted her thoughts.

"Congratulations, Miss Pan, you are one month pregnant."

"What?" Pan Luola didn't react for a while, she really didn't expect this to happen.

"You're still newly married, sir. Didn't come? This first child needs to be well maintained, otherwise it's easy to miscarry. And your physique is not good."

"No, no. Doctor, did you make a mistake? I had a liver transplant three months ago, and the attending doctor at that time told me that it would be difficult for me to get pregnant in the future."

Listening to her words, the doctor chuckled and said, "It's really not easy to get pregnant, but there are exceptions."

"Is the baby healthy?" Pan Luola asked anxiously. She was not in good health, and she was afraid that the baby's health would also be bad.

"The fetus is still stable now. As for the health status, we won't know until four months later."

"Now that you are pregnant, you need to pay attention to many things. For the sake of your child's health, it is best not to touch alcohol and tobacco. You should also try to avoid your husband, because he is the closest to you, and his situation will directly affect your health. your turn."

"Okay." Pan Luola nodded, and now she was so shocked by the news that she almost couldn't recover.

She stood up, but the doctor handed her the film on the table, "Don't forget to take this, you can keep it as a souvenir. Now the husband and wife, in order to commemorate the arrival of the baby, start collecting photos from the belly."

Listening to the doctor's words, Pan Luola felt a bit of sourness in her heart. She has no husband, and this child is an accidental existence.The two times she was with Su Luoze, she didn't take any measures, and she didn't take any medicine afterwards. She remembered what the doctor told her before, after the operation, she would not be easy to get pregnant, and she would not Think so much.What's more, at that time, she didn't have the heart to think about these things. She was so busy with those things that she was almost dizzy.

With a complicated heart, wandering on the streets.This one thing after another is so unexpected.Always give her a fatal blow when she is caught off guard.

Now the baby is on her mind again.Children, studying abroad, can't have both.She had to give up one of the two, but it was all such choices that made her entangled.

She likes Su Luoze, and the child is their crystallization.She loved him, and naturally she loved their children.But the real problem is not that simple. It is very difficult to raise a child according to her current ability, just thinking about it.Isn't it stupid to give up a good future for the sake of children?

What should she do?No matter which one to give up, it is very tangled, who can help her out?She really didn't know what to do.

What happened successively in the past few days was so straight to the heart that she was almost defeated by the cruel reality.Why is life so tiring? If she can be free and easy and hit the child, then she can end everything with Su Luoze.

It's just that she couldn't bear it, and she couldn't bear it.

The street was full of traffic, and she walked among them, watching those couples talking and laughing together, her heart was even more blocked. To be honest, she had never had a sweet love in her life, and her vision had always been very high. Those who pursued her Men are rejected.

But now, she has a child without anything, so many steps ahead of others.Thinking about this matter, the more indescribable grievances in my heart, the child is shared by them, so Su Luoze has to make a decision about whether to go or not.If he cruelly tells her to get rid of her, then they will never communicate with each other forever.She will never think about him meanly again! ! !

This idea quickly came to her impulsively, and she walked quickly towards her destination.At this moment, she only had one thought in her mind, she wanted a cruel word from him.

She can't always cut off her love for him, so only when he tells her cruelly can she hold back her heart, and she won't feel so entangled and uncomfortable like now.

As soon as she arrived at Su's house, a car stopped beside her.The person who got out of the car was Madam Su. Madam Su was slightly surprised when she saw the person standing at the door.She hadn't seen Pan Luola for almost a month. She thought that this girl had quit in spite of the difficulties, but she didn't expect to come to her door without giving up. Is she just waiting for a rabbit now?

"Hello, Auntie!" Pan Luola looked at the person who got out of the car and greeted with a smile.

"Luola, long time no see."

"You are..."

"Auntie, is Su Luoze at home? I have something to ask him."

"Oh, he just went out with Shiyan. They will get engaged next month, so they are busy preparing the furniture for the new house these two days. Why, do you have anything to do with him? Shall I tell you?" Su Madam said with a smile, there was no sign of lying on her face.

"No, it's not a very urgent matter." Pan Luola said anxiously, "Then congratulate him first."

"I will convey your blessing to him." Madam Su shouted to Pan Luola who turned around, but she didn't see the smug expression on Madam Su's face.

Pan Luola didn't even have the energy to say thank you with a smile.She found that she was getting weaker and weaker. If it was her before, no matter whether he was engaged or married, she would hold this report in front of her eyes, and someone would be responsible for her life and death.

Such a kind personality really doesn't suit her, she's so tired, she can't act like a good person.In the past, she liked to do things according to her own temperament, she did what she liked, she was the only one, very free and easy, but since she fell in love with someone, she began to become different, and everything was for liking For the sake of people.

Love is a wonderful thing.

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It takes a long distance from the Su family to the urban area, and there is no taxi along the way, so Pan Luola had to walk along the roadside.Walking quietly like this seems to make her thoughts clearer.

Su Luoze was driving the car towards home, and the speed of the car was so fast that it almost roared by. Pan Luola didn't pay attention to the car around her at all, but Su Luoze saw the familiar figure in the rearview mirror, and stepped on it. Brake, turn the steering wheel back, drive the car back, and then stop in front of Pan Luola.

"Why are you here?" Su Luoze got out of the car and asked the man who was in a trance.He hasn't seen her for nearly a month, because the company has just started, and there are a lot of jobs every day. Some time ago, because of Ruozhen's departure, he couldn't get rid of the pain, and then he got involved with Pan Luola because of impulsiveness. This complex emotion made him fall into the abyss of emotion. He didn't want to face those inexplicable and real emotions, so he could only use work to numb himself.

Pan Luola looked at the person who suddenly appeared in front of her, clenched the bag in her hand more and more, and stepped back nervously, "It's nothing, just passing by."

Su Luoze obviously didn't believe her words, this is not an urban area, what a coincidence.

"I still have something to do, so I'm leaving first." Pan Luola didn't want to answer him. She was afraid that she couldn't help it, so she showed him the inspection in her bag, but she thought of the so-called engagement again, and held her hand again. Hold back with fists.

She was afraid that if she said these things to him, she would become the embarrassing person. She was such an arrogant person, how could she allow such a scene of suffering.She didn't want to play the role of a miserable girl, she didn't need any sympathy from him, and she didn't need the forced togetherness.

"Wait." Su Luoze stopped her behind her.

He strode forward and asked her, "I heard that you are going to study abroad?"

Pan Luola frowned and was stunned for a moment, "How do you know?"

"My mother told me the other day."

"Auntie?" Pan Luola was a little surprised, but soon understood the reason.Mrs. Su wanted her son to settle down, but it was something she hadn't decided on herself, and Mrs. Su actually helped her decide.

"Well, when are you going?" Su Luoze asked her the time anxiously. In fact, what he wanted to ask was when she would come back.However, when the words came out, it changed again.

Pan Luola sighed silently, "It will be soon, the formalities are already being processed."

"Then how many years will you study there?" Su Luoze finally plucked up the courage to ask, this tactful way can reduce some of his embarrassment.

"Three or four years, I'm not sure, if I get used to the life there, maybe I will stay there for the rest of my life."

"Stay there?" Su Luoze felt displeased when he heard her words.

"Well. Anyway, there are no relatives here." Except for one Pan Hai who is still serving, but she doesn't want to visit him. When she sees him, she thinks of those terrible memories.It was he who broke the father-daughter relationship between them, and the father-daughter relationship in their life was over.

"Isn't there your father?"

"I don't want to see him, probably he doesn't have the face to come to see me. Anyway, there are a lot of unclear things, and it's inconvenient for me to say so."

Her inconvenience clearly opened the boundary between the two of them.

Su Luoze couldn't find any words to stay for a while, because he had no position to express.What is the relationship between him and Pan Luola, apart from being classmates for four years, plus a one-night stand, it seems that there is nothing.He is neither her boyfriend nor her relatives, the two of them had an affair at most.

But now that she is leaving, the ambiguity between them will also stop.

"Really...will you never come back?"

Listening to what he said, Pan Luola asked back with a smile, "Is there anything here that makes me nostalgic?"

"At any rate, the fallen leaves return to their roots." Su Luoze said unnaturally, and the complicated emotions in his heart began again.

"Falling leaves return to their roots? Hehe...it will be too late, at least when I am old, maybe I will think about returning to my roots." Pan Luola smiled indifferently, and looked at him, "By the way, I heard that you are getting engaged? "

Su Luoze frowned and remained silent.

She looked at his handsome face, and tightened her hand holding the bag again, "You are a good match, and the child you will give birth to in the future will be very good-looking. You have a good temper, and you will be very patient with the child. You will be a good boy." Father."

Hearing her praise, Su Luoze felt even more uncomfortable, and her not even trying to bless him made him even more unhappy.

She saw him pursing his lips, and he was a little colder than usual when he was silent, so she began to justify herself, "I have something to do later, I really have to go. I can't come to your engagement banquet, so just Just a quick wish here. Goodbye!"

After she finished speaking, she was about to turn around. Su Luoze felt uncomfortable as she watched her receding back, but couldn't move forward to stop her.

He didn't sort out his feelings and couldn't promise her, so why would he want to stop her bright future?It was just the engagement she was talking about, and who told her that the engagement was just the opinion of the parents, he only found out last night, and it was his mother who called to inform him, wanting to ask his opinion, he went home today Hurry up, I just wanted to talk about this, but I didn't expect to meet her on the way and receive this inexplicable blessing.

He felt that he didn't get out of Ruozhen's affairs, and then he was struggling with Pan Luola's feelings. How could he accept the engagement? Even if it was for the future of the company, he never thought of spending his life Marriage is the price.

He has brains and abilities, so he doesn't need to sacrifice so much. What he wants is not to rely on his family. Even if he works harder, starting from scratch is not a shameful thing for him, but a challenge.

Su Luoze froze in place for a while, trying to sort out the thoughts in his mind, Pan Luola passed by here, and above was his home, presumably he must have seen his mother.Thinking of this possibility, he got into the car and drove the car home quickly. He wanted to ask about the situation, but he always felt that something was wrong with his mother these days, and she kindly hid something from him.

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When Pan Luola returned to her den, she unexpectedly saw Guo Fan waiting at the door.

Seeing that her eyes were red and there were still tears on her cheeks, Guo Fan hurriedly stepped forward and asked, "Luola, what's the matter?"

Pan Luola looked at him with an aggrieved face, and wiped away the cold tears with her hands, "Brother, when are you going to Spring City?"

"Tomorrow. I'm here today to say goodbye to you."

Pan Luola sucked her sore nose, "Don't say goodbye, I will also follow you."

Guo Fan was stunned for a moment, then stretched out his hand to rub the hair on her forehead, and said with a light smile, "Okay."

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