Demon brother, don't be too ruthless!
193. Falling in Love Until Dawn 13
[Novel Reading Network First Release]
The little berry on her chest was sucked by him, no matter how strong she was, no matter how thick-skinned she was, her whole face would still turn red.
The tip of his tongue circled around his mouth, and the other hand kneaded and squeezed the other one.He has always been fond of these two lumps.
Pan Luola became numb because of his whole movement.The body got down little by little, and in this way, more Gao Sheng was sent into his mouth.Su Luoze's other hand stroked her smooth back, the back without a trace of fat, he could even touch her spine, now he finally knew that this woman was not slender, but too thin, A little malnourished.
However, the two big grapes on the chest are still quite big, perhaps because they have given birth to children, compared with those five years ago, they only increase but not decrease.
He let go of one of the small berries that stood upright in his mouth, the ambiguous silver thread began to meet his lips, the small berry was coated with a layer of crystal saliva, and it looked even more shining under the light .
He raised his eyes to look at Pan Luola above him, her hair drooped slightly, a trace of fragrance surrounded the tip of his nose, and her hair, which was neither long nor short, surrounded their faces.
His hand on her back slowly moved up and down on the back of her head, and with a light press, she stabilized her lips.
His kissing skills are still the same as five years ago, which makes Pan Luola happy, thinking, has this man not been in contact with other women in the past five years?
In fact, they are both jerky, and they almost explored this kind of personnel together.Ye Qingmei never told Pan Luola about these personnel matters. After all, these matters can only be told on the day her daughter gets married, but after a family change, everything is gone.Madam Su naturally wouldn't talk about this with Su Luoze, since his son is so old, talking about it will only increase embarrassment, let alone President Su's busy schedule.
Therefore, this kind of sexual exploration can only be experienced when the two of them are together. Su Luoze is not only obsessed with feelings, but also with his body.In the past five years, I basically had no contact with those famous ladies, except for the blind date arranged by Mrs. Su, which was also hastily done.
As soon as the kiss fell, both of them were out of breath.Su Luoze pushed the hair on the side of her back behind her ears, and her originally dark vision instantly brightened.They looked at each other, but no one spoke, and no one tried to break the silence.
The sound of each other's breathing merged together, and the eyes of both of them exuded a light called longing.
"Back then, why were you so stupid?" Finally, Su Luoze spoke, asking the same question as before.
Pan Luola sighed, and then said, "The doctor said that if you can't find a suitable liver source, you will die."
"I treated you so badly at that time, why don't you just let me die. Wouldn't you relieve your hatred more?"
"Yeah, I should just let you die. To save me from worrying now." Pan Luola gave him an annoyed look, and Su Luoze took the opportunity to peck her lips again.
"why did not you tell me?"
Pan Luola smiled softly, looked down at his chest, and circled it with her index finger, "Tell you, what can I do? Can you compensate me and give me money? My official way of saying is, Volunteers donate voluntarily without asking for anything in return.”
Listening to her words, Su Luoze felt a touch in his heart, "I treated you badly like that before, do you hate it in your heart? Are you angry?"
"Hate?" Pan Luola raised her eyebrows with a smile, "I don't hate. You have never been a lover with me for a day, and you have never betrayed me. Before us, it was only my own unilateral decision. Whether I love it or not is my own." It has nothing to do with you. Long ago, when you rejected me, I knew we would not be together. It's just because I can't let go of face. "
And that heart, she couldn't let go of that heart, otherwise she wouldn't be obsessed with it.
"For Xiaoya, did you give up the chance to study abroad?" Su Luoze twirled the standing little berry with his fingertips, and his eyes almost turned green when looking at it.
"I don't really want to go myself." Pan Luola said lightly, but the loneliness between her eyebrows betrayed her heart.
"I'll take you there." Su Luoze told her categorically, but she smiled, "No, I'm already this old, and I'm over the age of a student."
"Who said that you can live forever and learn forever." Su Luoze grabbed it and pushed it into his mouth, sucking vigorously.He held the person above him with both hands, and silently made a decision in his heart.
Pan Luola closed her eyes slightly to feel his movements, and the thick between her legs that was against her also began to become harder and harder, even making her feel a little hot.
She knew his size was huge, and when she saw him again, she was still shocked.
He grabbed hers with his hand, put it on his hot, hot pussy, and rubbed it again and again, hoping to vent a little desire.Her hands were very long, wrapping his naked body, such a zero-distance contact made him unable to help but let out a sigh.
She was put in an embarrassing posture by him, her legs were separated and kneeling beside him, which was suitable for him facing the opposite direction, her head was facing below him, she looked at Yizhu Qingtian in front of her, and sucked fiercely After taking a breath, he slowly lowered his head and held it gently.
Her separated legs made it easier for him to lie down and observe the mysterious valley full of honey water. Five years later, he finally saw the true face of Lushan Mountain. The structure inside was indeed different from his.
He stretched out his index finger as if exploring a mysterious territory, and slowly pushed aside the grass, and then there were two flower holes, pink and tender, and his middle finger circled the core leaf, and then Going deeper little by little, because the honey water is abundant, the moment he touched it, his fingertips were covered with a layer of sparkle.
The part under him was contained in her warm little mouth, which was really indescribably comfortable.
He had seen enough of the miraculous structure, and pulled her up, his gigantic body was still standing upright like a big pillar, he made her stand upright and kneel in front of him with her back facing him, and supported the huge body to attack in one fell swoop, when When the emptiness under their bodies was filled with their shoulders, both of them couldn't help shouting excitedly.
From the very beginning, the frequency became faster and faster. Pan Luola followed his movements up and down, feeling as if the entire soul in her body was about to be sucked out.
He originally held the hand on her waist, moved to the two balls, and kneaded them rhythmically. The two balls trembled in his hand with their movements, which gave him the perfect feeling. feel.
Seemingly dissatisfied with this body odor, he pulled her face to face again, let her sit on his waist, held her hand on his chest, and signaled her with his eyes to let her come by herself.
The huge one seemed to be bigger than the one just now, Pan Luola stared blankly at it.If it wasn't for Su Luoze's bad actions all the time, she wouldn't have reacted for a while.Slightly raised the buttocks, and in this way, some honey water flowed down from the flower hole, and it just landed on the giant, warm and hot, and Su Luoze's eyebrows slightly rippled.
She supported the giant, facing the wet flower hole, took a breath, and sat down.Su Luoze took the opportunity to hold her small waist, and fiddled with it up and down. She cooperated with him, raising and lowering her body, each time reaching the deepest point, bringing a different experience to the two of them.
When she reached the peak, Su Luoze pulled her whole body up as if she was ready, and the sprayed liquid just landed on Pan Luola's lower abdomen.
His lips were close to her ear.The voice was not like usual, but full of charm, "Don't get me wrong. I want to have another child with you, but now is not the time. I want to marry you in, and then we will have another life."
His words made her feel a little sweet, but after a while, endless melancholy flooded up, "Madam Su will not let us be together. Five years ago, she told me that my life experience Not innocent, not worthy of you."
Su Luoze bit her earlobe lightly, "This is my own marriage, and I decide for myself."
His mother has controlled him for more than 20 years, should he even control his own marriage? No, this time he must make the decision.
"You want a marriage without blessings?"
"Marriage is managed by the husband and wife. Others are just external factors. As long as we live well, we will be fine. If our life is not good, no amount of blessings from others will help."
"Are you sure you can live well with me?"
"As long as you don't change your mind, as long as the person you love is still me." Su Luoze whispered against her forehead, "You know that I am a very stubborn person. Once I make a decision, ten cows will not be able to pull me back."
Pan Luola rolled her eyes, slightly annoyed, "I think you are obsessed with Ruozhen."
Seeing what she said, Su Luoze's eyes sank, and his face became a little unnatural, "I was in love with Ruozhen... At that time, I was still in love. Before Ruozhen, I had never been attracted to any girl. Therefore, the emotion in my heart will always be more, and then become persistent, because I have never enjoyed the taste of love, thinking that as long as I persist, I can get it. But the reality is not like this, it still takes two It's a running-in between individuals."
Listening to what he said, Pan Luola glanced away, "It's really late for you to fall in love. At that time, you knew Ruozhen when you were in freshman year. There must have been many girls chasing you before." Well, isn't there anyone who is tempted?"
"No, my family was very strict at that time. Puppy love was not allowed, and dating behind my parents' backs was not allowed. My parents only cared about learning, and they had high expectations of me, so my childhood life was a bit monotonous, and I was always at home. The school is two points and one line, and this continues until high school graduation."
"And then until I met Ruozhen?"
Su Luoze nodded honestly.
"You're so honest, you're not afraid that I'll get angry if you tell me this?" She poked his muscular chest a few times with her fingers.
"I tell you this because I want to tell you that I'm not kidding you. Letting you know about my past will allow you to understand me better. Didn't I just say that marriage requires us to The two run their own business. Ruozhen is the biggest rock between us. I don’t want to wait until later when we have conflicts and talk about Ruozhen. She has passed, and our future conflicts will have nothing to do with her. Relationship."
"It's really over?"
"Don't worry, it's really over. If I still have her in my heart, I won't be like you now."
"Tch, it was the same five years ago." Pan Luola said unconvinced, but saw that Su Luoze's face was flushed, this man's skin was thinner than hers.
Pan Luola held his face with a smirk, "Could it be that you did that to me five years ago?"
"Which one?"
"That's it? Otherwise, why did you insist on kissing me like that that night? The first time was an accident. It was because you were drunk. I can forgive you, but the second time, you were completely sober!"
"First time?" Su Luoze frowned slightly, and it was only then that Pan Luola realized that she had said something wrong.
"What?" She pretended to look left and right and said it, but Su Luoze refused to let it go, "You were the one in the hotel that night?"
"What hotel, I don't know."
"Don't lie to me!" Su Luoze began to try hard to recall the things that he didn't think of five years ago, and he couldn't remember even five years later.The only thing that left the deepest impression on his mind was the bloodstain on the blanket. It was the first time the person he had sex with that night.
"I didn't lie to you." Pan Luola pouted, but didn't want to tell him the truth.
The idiot didn't know until now that she just wanted him to hurry up.
"That night was my first night." Su Luoze leaned against her ear again, and said softly.
"I just want to know which bastard took my first time, then ran away, left me there, and stole my coat."
"It's not stealing!" Pan Luola shouted unconvinced.
Su Luoze raised his eyebrows, "Are you admitting it now?"
Pan Luola, who was exposed, turned slightly red.Su Luoze rolled over with her in his arms, and smoothed her somewhat messy hair with his slender fingers, "Tell me what happened that day?"
Pan Luola's heart sank, she had never told anyone about those embarrassing things, even Guo Fan never mentioned them, and she kept swallowing those bitterness in her heart, after all, it was a family scandal.
Su Luoze saw her embarrassed expression, and suddenly thought of what she had said to him. He said that there was no need to let an outsider know about her. More blocking.
"Do you have something to hide?"
Pan Luola nodded in silence, her voice hoarse, "But those are things of the past."
"It's uncomfortable to hold in your heart, isn't it?"
"It will be fine if you hold it in for a long time."
"Is there anything you can't tell me?" He looked at her red eyes, feeling a little uncomfortable.
"Because... I'm afraid you'll look down on me."
"How come? Don't you have no confidence in me?"
"Those things are embarrassing. I can let everyone know, but not you."
If he doesn't want her...and only gives her such a sweet night, then she will suffer for a long time.Being rejected by a loved one is an unbearable pain. She is proud, so she hides this pain in her heart.
It's just that sometimes, when I think about it, the pain will be more intense.
"Why can everyone know but I can't? Do you think I'm such a superficial person, denying everything because of one thing, I just remember feeling like I know. Do I still need to swear?"
Pan Luola couldn't help smiling at his anxious expression, "You denied too much before, so there are shadows."
"Shadow is a disease, and it needs to be cured. The person who tied the bell needs to be untied. From now on, tell me what's going on, and let me share those things in your heart that you don't want to tell others... and those so-called Embarrassing. Xiaoya and I are the closest people to you, and Xiaoya is still young, so let me share it, and I will listen to your voice."
Pan Luola stared into his eyes, which seemed to become darker, "You really don't despise me?"
Su Luoze nodded affirmatively, "I swear."
Pan Luo stretched her hand to cover his lips, "No need."
That night, I was arranged by my father. He wanted to send me to the bed of a rich man, and then make his status rise. I knocked the man unconscious with something after he entered the door.But there were two bodyguards guarding the door, so I didn't know how to escape. Later, I changed the bath towel there to create a false impression. When I went out to the hall, I ran into you. You chased me vaguely, and pulled me Just entered the room.Those rooms are reserved for honeymoon couples. You tied my hands with ropes and locked my feet with handcuffs. I asked you to wake up, but it still didn’t work at all. "
"And then we had sex?"
Pan Luola nodded, and then choked up and said, "The room was lit with fascination ~ love ~ incense, we are out of control. If I really don't want it, I can also use the same method, take the ashtray and put it away. It’s just that I didn’t do it at that time. There’s a reason, I don’t want to be spoiled by my father. It’s my first time to sleep with you. I’m willing to give it to you. I’m afraid you won’t Love me. I will be insulted by my father sooner or later if I keep my innocence. It's better to go one step earlier..."
Listening to her words, Su Luoze frowned, "I used to think that you were living the life of a condescending princess, but I didn't expect..."
"Most girls in wealthy families are like this. Unless those couples are harmonious and love their children to the core. Basically, parents will use their children to make deals, but they are not as perverted as my father."
"That's why you haven't told me so long?"
"This is one of the reasons. At that time, you chased Ruozhen so desperately, I told you this, it just added to your troubles."
"The Panola I knew was not like that."
"Vicious? Or selfish? I remember you scolding me like this before."
Su Luoze coughed a few times unnaturally. He had indeed scolded her like this before, but at that time he was so angry that he didn't know that what he said was such a hurtful thing. Now that I think about it this way, at that time, I really It's too much.
The person he hurt the most in his life should be Pan Luola.
There was a woman standing behind him all the time. In fact, as long as he turned his head a little, he could see her existence, but he was too persistent at that time.
Sometimes the persistence will kill two people. Fortunately, he can rein in the precipice. Now that Ruozhen is living a happy life, he can't tell the loss in his heart, but he has a little comfort, and he will start to pursue his love.
There is no regulation on who should stay for whom. Everyone has the right to pursue their own happiness. This is the definition of happiness. Only by pursuing can one obtain it.
"At that time, you were very sad to say that about you, right?"
"It's more than just sad, I've been calling you an idiot in my heart! I'm cursing you to be single all your life, and you won't end well. Anyway, I've brought out the power of a witch to the extreme." Pan Luola said vividly, but Su Luoze laughed. stand up.
"I should be scolded. But now that I have you, I can't be single anymore." He said firmly, the hand stroking her face went down all the way, and quickly grabbed the ball of tall towering, kneading~ pinching it in a serious way .
Listening to her tragic experience, he just felt worthless for her to have such a father, how could he look down on him.On the contrary, he cherished her even more.
"At that time, your father treated you like this, what about your mother? Have you ever told your mother. Maybe she can help you."
"My mother is away all the year round. After she was disfigured, she focused on her career. In addition, my father raised women outside, and those scandals often spread to my mother. I would like to come back. I only have to study, I want to get rid of it with my own ability, I want to have a happy marriage, but I didn’t expect to be a mess from the beginning. Su Luoze, I shouldn’t have met you , so my life may be completely changed. But God arranged for us to meet each other, this is fate."
Su Luoze is her robbery.She knew this five years ago.She couldn't get rid of the tricks of fate, and could only drift with these disasters.
"In the future, you will have a happy marriage. God will not treat a person who works so hard to pursue happiness badly. Your father has also received retribution now, and you should feel at ease. No one will hurt you in the future. Including me, I I won't say those hurtful things to you anymore. Your life will slowly get better in the future."
Su Luoze kissed her forehead, his eyes were a little hot, probably after hearing her experience.He never thought that her life would be like this. The image of the high princess is just an illusion. After taking off that glamorous coat, Pan Luola is just a silly woman. A fool who knows what to do.
He felt sorry for such a fool.I feel sorry for her living environment, her experience, and her pain that cannot be expressed in words and people.
God sent her to his side to give him some love, but his heart went wrong.But it's not too late now, at least he can lie on the same bed with her honestly and listen to her voice.
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The little berry on her chest was sucked by him, no matter how strong she was, no matter how thick-skinned she was, her whole face would still turn red.
The tip of his tongue circled around his mouth, and the other hand kneaded and squeezed the other one.He has always been fond of these two lumps.
Pan Luola became numb because of his whole movement.The body got down little by little, and in this way, more Gao Sheng was sent into his mouth.Su Luoze's other hand stroked her smooth back, the back without a trace of fat, he could even touch her spine, now he finally knew that this woman was not slender, but too thin, A little malnourished.
However, the two big grapes on the chest are still quite big, perhaps because they have given birth to children, compared with those five years ago, they only increase but not decrease.
He let go of one of the small berries that stood upright in his mouth, the ambiguous silver thread began to meet his lips, the small berry was coated with a layer of crystal saliva, and it looked even more shining under the light .
He raised his eyes to look at Pan Luola above him, her hair drooped slightly, a trace of fragrance surrounded the tip of his nose, and her hair, which was neither long nor short, surrounded their faces.
His hand on her back slowly moved up and down on the back of her head, and with a light press, she stabilized her lips.
His kissing skills are still the same as five years ago, which makes Pan Luola happy, thinking, has this man not been in contact with other women in the past five years?
In fact, they are both jerky, and they almost explored this kind of personnel together.Ye Qingmei never told Pan Luola about these personnel matters. After all, these matters can only be told on the day her daughter gets married, but after a family change, everything is gone.Madam Su naturally wouldn't talk about this with Su Luoze, since his son is so old, talking about it will only increase embarrassment, let alone President Su's busy schedule.
Therefore, this kind of sexual exploration can only be experienced when the two of them are together. Su Luoze is not only obsessed with feelings, but also with his body.In the past five years, I basically had no contact with those famous ladies, except for the blind date arranged by Mrs. Su, which was also hastily done.
As soon as the kiss fell, both of them were out of breath.Su Luoze pushed the hair on the side of her back behind her ears, and her originally dark vision instantly brightened.They looked at each other, but no one spoke, and no one tried to break the silence.
The sound of each other's breathing merged together, and the eyes of both of them exuded a light called longing.
"Back then, why were you so stupid?" Finally, Su Luoze spoke, asking the same question as before.
Pan Luola sighed, and then said, "The doctor said that if you can't find a suitable liver source, you will die."
"I treated you so badly at that time, why don't you just let me die. Wouldn't you relieve your hatred more?"
"Yeah, I should just let you die. To save me from worrying now." Pan Luola gave him an annoyed look, and Su Luoze took the opportunity to peck her lips again.
"why did not you tell me?"
Pan Luola smiled softly, looked down at his chest, and circled it with her index finger, "Tell you, what can I do? Can you compensate me and give me money? My official way of saying is, Volunteers donate voluntarily without asking for anything in return.”
Listening to her words, Su Luoze felt a touch in his heart, "I treated you badly like that before, do you hate it in your heart? Are you angry?"
"Hate?" Pan Luola raised her eyebrows with a smile, "I don't hate. You have never been a lover with me for a day, and you have never betrayed me. Before us, it was only my own unilateral decision. Whether I love it or not is my own." It has nothing to do with you. Long ago, when you rejected me, I knew we would not be together. It's just because I can't let go of face. "
And that heart, she couldn't let go of that heart, otherwise she wouldn't be obsessed with it.
"For Xiaoya, did you give up the chance to study abroad?" Su Luoze twirled the standing little berry with his fingertips, and his eyes almost turned green when looking at it.
"I don't really want to go myself." Pan Luola said lightly, but the loneliness between her eyebrows betrayed her heart.
"I'll take you there." Su Luoze told her categorically, but she smiled, "No, I'm already this old, and I'm over the age of a student."
"Who said that you can live forever and learn forever." Su Luoze grabbed it and pushed it into his mouth, sucking vigorously.He held the person above him with both hands, and silently made a decision in his heart.
Pan Luola closed her eyes slightly to feel his movements, and the thick between her legs that was against her also began to become harder and harder, even making her feel a little hot.
She knew his size was huge, and when she saw him again, she was still shocked.
He grabbed hers with his hand, put it on his hot, hot pussy, and rubbed it again and again, hoping to vent a little desire.Her hands were very long, wrapping his naked body, such a zero-distance contact made him unable to help but let out a sigh.
She was put in an embarrassing posture by him, her legs were separated and kneeling beside him, which was suitable for him facing the opposite direction, her head was facing below him, she looked at Yizhu Qingtian in front of her, and sucked fiercely After taking a breath, he slowly lowered his head and held it gently.
Her separated legs made it easier for him to lie down and observe the mysterious valley full of honey water. Five years later, he finally saw the true face of Lushan Mountain. The structure inside was indeed different from his.
He stretched out his index finger as if exploring a mysterious territory, and slowly pushed aside the grass, and then there were two flower holes, pink and tender, and his middle finger circled the core leaf, and then Going deeper little by little, because the honey water is abundant, the moment he touched it, his fingertips were covered with a layer of sparkle.
The part under him was contained in her warm little mouth, which was really indescribably comfortable.
He had seen enough of the miraculous structure, and pulled her up, his gigantic body was still standing upright like a big pillar, he made her stand upright and kneel in front of him with her back facing him, and supported the huge body to attack in one fell swoop, when When the emptiness under their bodies was filled with their shoulders, both of them couldn't help shouting excitedly.
From the very beginning, the frequency became faster and faster. Pan Luola followed his movements up and down, feeling as if the entire soul in her body was about to be sucked out.
He originally held the hand on her waist, moved to the two balls, and kneaded them rhythmically. The two balls trembled in his hand with their movements, which gave him the perfect feeling. feel.
Seemingly dissatisfied with this body odor, he pulled her face to face again, let her sit on his waist, held her hand on his chest, and signaled her with his eyes to let her come by herself.
The huge one seemed to be bigger than the one just now, Pan Luola stared blankly at it.If it wasn't for Su Luoze's bad actions all the time, she wouldn't have reacted for a while.Slightly raised the buttocks, and in this way, some honey water flowed down from the flower hole, and it just landed on the giant, warm and hot, and Su Luoze's eyebrows slightly rippled.
She supported the giant, facing the wet flower hole, took a breath, and sat down.Su Luoze took the opportunity to hold her small waist, and fiddled with it up and down. She cooperated with him, raising and lowering her body, each time reaching the deepest point, bringing a different experience to the two of them.
When she reached the peak, Su Luoze pulled her whole body up as if she was ready, and the sprayed liquid just landed on Pan Luola's lower abdomen.
His lips were close to her ear.The voice was not like usual, but full of charm, "Don't get me wrong. I want to have another child with you, but now is not the time. I want to marry you in, and then we will have another life."
His words made her feel a little sweet, but after a while, endless melancholy flooded up, "Madam Su will not let us be together. Five years ago, she told me that my life experience Not innocent, not worthy of you."
Su Luoze bit her earlobe lightly, "This is my own marriage, and I decide for myself."
His mother has controlled him for more than 20 years, should he even control his own marriage? No, this time he must make the decision.
"You want a marriage without blessings?"
"Marriage is managed by the husband and wife. Others are just external factors. As long as we live well, we will be fine. If our life is not good, no amount of blessings from others will help."
"Are you sure you can live well with me?"
"As long as you don't change your mind, as long as the person you love is still me." Su Luoze whispered against her forehead, "You know that I am a very stubborn person. Once I make a decision, ten cows will not be able to pull me back."
Pan Luola rolled her eyes, slightly annoyed, "I think you are obsessed with Ruozhen."
Seeing what she said, Su Luoze's eyes sank, and his face became a little unnatural, "I was in love with Ruozhen... At that time, I was still in love. Before Ruozhen, I had never been attracted to any girl. Therefore, the emotion in my heart will always be more, and then become persistent, because I have never enjoyed the taste of love, thinking that as long as I persist, I can get it. But the reality is not like this, it still takes two It's a running-in between individuals."
Listening to what he said, Pan Luola glanced away, "It's really late for you to fall in love. At that time, you knew Ruozhen when you were in freshman year. There must have been many girls chasing you before." Well, isn't there anyone who is tempted?"
"No, my family was very strict at that time. Puppy love was not allowed, and dating behind my parents' backs was not allowed. My parents only cared about learning, and they had high expectations of me, so my childhood life was a bit monotonous, and I was always at home. The school is two points and one line, and this continues until high school graduation."
"And then until I met Ruozhen?"
Su Luoze nodded honestly.
"You're so honest, you're not afraid that I'll get angry if you tell me this?" She poked his muscular chest a few times with her fingers.
"I tell you this because I want to tell you that I'm not kidding you. Letting you know about my past will allow you to understand me better. Didn't I just say that marriage requires us to The two run their own business. Ruozhen is the biggest rock between us. I don’t want to wait until later when we have conflicts and talk about Ruozhen. She has passed, and our future conflicts will have nothing to do with her. Relationship."
"It's really over?"
"Don't worry, it's really over. If I still have her in my heart, I won't be like you now."
"Tch, it was the same five years ago." Pan Luola said unconvinced, but saw that Su Luoze's face was flushed, this man's skin was thinner than hers.
Pan Luola held his face with a smirk, "Could it be that you did that to me five years ago?"
"Which one?"
"That's it? Otherwise, why did you insist on kissing me like that that night? The first time was an accident. It was because you were drunk. I can forgive you, but the second time, you were completely sober!"
"First time?" Su Luoze frowned slightly, and it was only then that Pan Luola realized that she had said something wrong.
"What?" She pretended to look left and right and said it, but Su Luoze refused to let it go, "You were the one in the hotel that night?"
"What hotel, I don't know."
"Don't lie to me!" Su Luoze began to try hard to recall the things that he didn't think of five years ago, and he couldn't remember even five years later.The only thing that left the deepest impression on his mind was the bloodstain on the blanket. It was the first time the person he had sex with that night.
"I didn't lie to you." Pan Luola pouted, but didn't want to tell him the truth.
The idiot didn't know until now that she just wanted him to hurry up.
"That night was my first night." Su Luoze leaned against her ear again, and said softly.
"I just want to know which bastard took my first time, then ran away, left me there, and stole my coat."
"It's not stealing!" Pan Luola shouted unconvinced.
Su Luoze raised his eyebrows, "Are you admitting it now?"
Pan Luola, who was exposed, turned slightly red.Su Luoze rolled over with her in his arms, and smoothed her somewhat messy hair with his slender fingers, "Tell me what happened that day?"
Pan Luola's heart sank, she had never told anyone about those embarrassing things, even Guo Fan never mentioned them, and she kept swallowing those bitterness in her heart, after all, it was a family scandal.
Su Luoze saw her embarrassed expression, and suddenly thought of what she had said to him. He said that there was no need to let an outsider know about her. More blocking.
"Do you have something to hide?"
Pan Luola nodded in silence, her voice hoarse, "But those are things of the past."
"It's uncomfortable to hold in your heart, isn't it?"
"It will be fine if you hold it in for a long time."
"Is there anything you can't tell me?" He looked at her red eyes, feeling a little uncomfortable.
"Because... I'm afraid you'll look down on me."
"How come? Don't you have no confidence in me?"
"Those things are embarrassing. I can let everyone know, but not you."
If he doesn't want her...and only gives her such a sweet night, then she will suffer for a long time.Being rejected by a loved one is an unbearable pain. She is proud, so she hides this pain in her heart.
It's just that sometimes, when I think about it, the pain will be more intense.
"Why can everyone know but I can't? Do you think I'm such a superficial person, denying everything because of one thing, I just remember feeling like I know. Do I still need to swear?"
Pan Luola couldn't help smiling at his anxious expression, "You denied too much before, so there are shadows."
"Shadow is a disease, and it needs to be cured. The person who tied the bell needs to be untied. From now on, tell me what's going on, and let me share those things in your heart that you don't want to tell others... and those so-called Embarrassing. Xiaoya and I are the closest people to you, and Xiaoya is still young, so let me share it, and I will listen to your voice."
Pan Luola stared into his eyes, which seemed to become darker, "You really don't despise me?"
Su Luoze nodded affirmatively, "I swear."
Pan Luo stretched her hand to cover his lips, "No need."
That night, I was arranged by my father. He wanted to send me to the bed of a rich man, and then make his status rise. I knocked the man unconscious with something after he entered the door.But there were two bodyguards guarding the door, so I didn't know how to escape. Later, I changed the bath towel there to create a false impression. When I went out to the hall, I ran into you. You chased me vaguely, and pulled me Just entered the room.Those rooms are reserved for honeymoon couples. You tied my hands with ropes and locked my feet with handcuffs. I asked you to wake up, but it still didn’t work at all. "
"And then we had sex?"
Pan Luola nodded, and then choked up and said, "The room was lit with fascination ~ love ~ incense, we are out of control. If I really don't want it, I can also use the same method, take the ashtray and put it away. It’s just that I didn’t do it at that time. There’s a reason, I don’t want to be spoiled by my father. It’s my first time to sleep with you. I’m willing to give it to you. I’m afraid you won’t Love me. I will be insulted by my father sooner or later if I keep my innocence. It's better to go one step earlier..."
Listening to her words, Su Luoze frowned, "I used to think that you were living the life of a condescending princess, but I didn't expect..."
"Most girls in wealthy families are like this. Unless those couples are harmonious and love their children to the core. Basically, parents will use their children to make deals, but they are not as perverted as my father."
"That's why you haven't told me so long?"
"This is one of the reasons. At that time, you chased Ruozhen so desperately, I told you this, it just added to your troubles."
"The Panola I knew was not like that."
"Vicious? Or selfish? I remember you scolding me like this before."
Su Luoze coughed a few times unnaturally. He had indeed scolded her like this before, but at that time he was so angry that he didn't know that what he said was such a hurtful thing. Now that I think about it this way, at that time, I really It's too much.
The person he hurt the most in his life should be Pan Luola.
There was a woman standing behind him all the time. In fact, as long as he turned his head a little, he could see her existence, but he was too persistent at that time.
Sometimes the persistence will kill two people. Fortunately, he can rein in the precipice. Now that Ruozhen is living a happy life, he can't tell the loss in his heart, but he has a little comfort, and he will start to pursue his love.
There is no regulation on who should stay for whom. Everyone has the right to pursue their own happiness. This is the definition of happiness. Only by pursuing can one obtain it.
"At that time, you were very sad to say that about you, right?"
"It's more than just sad, I've been calling you an idiot in my heart! I'm cursing you to be single all your life, and you won't end well. Anyway, I've brought out the power of a witch to the extreme." Pan Luola said vividly, but Su Luoze laughed. stand up.
"I should be scolded. But now that I have you, I can't be single anymore." He said firmly, the hand stroking her face went down all the way, and quickly grabbed the ball of tall towering, kneading~ pinching it in a serious way .
Listening to her tragic experience, he just felt worthless for her to have such a father, how could he look down on him.On the contrary, he cherished her even more.
"At that time, your father treated you like this, what about your mother? Have you ever told your mother. Maybe she can help you."
"My mother is away all the year round. After she was disfigured, she focused on her career. In addition, my father raised women outside, and those scandals often spread to my mother. I would like to come back. I only have to study, I want to get rid of it with my own ability, I want to have a happy marriage, but I didn’t expect to be a mess from the beginning. Su Luoze, I shouldn’t have met you , so my life may be completely changed. But God arranged for us to meet each other, this is fate."
Su Luoze is her robbery.She knew this five years ago.She couldn't get rid of the tricks of fate, and could only drift with these disasters.
"In the future, you will have a happy marriage. God will not treat a person who works so hard to pursue happiness badly. Your father has also received retribution now, and you should feel at ease. No one will hurt you in the future. Including me, I I won't say those hurtful things to you anymore. Your life will slowly get better in the future."
Su Luoze kissed her forehead, his eyes were a little hot, probably after hearing her experience.He never thought that her life would be like this. The image of the high princess is just an illusion. After taking off that glamorous coat, Pan Luola is just a silly woman. A fool who knows what to do.
He felt sorry for such a fool.I feel sorry for her living environment, her experience, and her pain that cannot be expressed in words and people.
God sent her to his side to give him some love, but his heart went wrong.But it's not too late now, at least he can lie on the same bed with her honestly and listen to her voice.
It is expected to end tomorrow, those who do not have bubbling can come out and bubbly~(≧▽≦)/~啦啦啦
It makes Qipa so lonely
Everyone has any red envelopes. For the Chinese New Year, it doesn’t matter how much you want to celebrate the new year~(≧▽≦)/~
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