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In the living room, he saw a lot of small toys, and even a stuffed bear doll that looked old on the sofa.

Just as she was thinking, Xia Qi had already walked to the living room with tea, and put the tea on the coffee table in front of Shen Yeding.

"I didn't expect you to have a lot of toys in your house, are they prepared for future children?" Shen Yeding asked with a smile.

"Ah?" Xia Qi blushed slightly, and then quickly explained, "No, these toys, uh, some of these toys were bought a long time ago by Jinyan, and it was not easy to return them, so I kept them all the time. How many more are there? This one was brought over from my hometown."

"By the way, the woman in the photo with you in your wallet is probably your mother." Shen Ye changed the subject indistinctly, "Although I attended your wedding before, I didn't see your current appearance clearly at that time. "

"Yes." Xia Qi nodded and sat down on the sofa.

"Then your mother lives alone in City Z now?" Shen Yeding asked again.

"She prefers to stay in City Z. She said she wants to stay there for a while, and then move to City B in a few years." Xia Qi replied.

"I heard that you didn't have a father since you were a child, and your mother raised you alone." Shen Yeding said in a chatty manner.

Although Xia Qi cared about the fact that she was an illegitimate child when she was young, she has become more and more relieved as she grows older.If her mother hadn't insisted on giving birth to her at that time, she would not have had life at all, let alone such a beautiful life as she has now.

"My mother raised me alone," she said.

"It's not easy for a woman to bring up a child. I really admire you, mother."

"It was not easy for my mother to take care of me at that time, especially when I was naughty..." When talking about her mother, Xia Qi had a smile on her face.Her mother is her pride. For her, how much her mother has suffered and how much she has endured the eyes of others, the older she is, the more she understands.

At the same time, she also deeply understood that for her mother, she gave up the chance to find another love, just because the mother did not want to have another child, lest she would be wronged in the future.

Looking at the radiant smile on Xia Qi's face, Shen Yeding could feel the deep affection between their mother and daughter, "What about your father, has he passed away, or..."

This time, Xia Qi looked at Shen Dingye strangely. As an unfamiliar elder, the other party seemed to care a little too much about her family affairs.

"Oh, I'm just curious." Shen Yeding said, "If it's not convenient to answer, it's okay not to answer."

The matter of my father is actually not a secret. As long as you inquire about this kind of matter, City Z can find out, "I don't know if that man is or is dead now, or he doesn't know that I exist at all." .”

Shen Yeding remained silent, picked up the teacup on the coffee table, sipped the tea in the cup lightly, and took the opportunity to lower his head to hide his uneasiness at the moment.Even though he never felt that he had done anything wrong, but when he heard his daughter's words, he felt somewhat... regretful.

It's just that the guilt was quickly suppressed by him.

"Sorry, it seems that I really asked something that shouldn't be asked." Shen Ye decided.

"Nothing." Xia Qi shook her head.

For a moment, there was some embarrassment in the air, and Xia Qi didn't know what to say.

Shen Yeding's voice broke the silence, "Then have you ever thought of finding your father? Or did you hate your father?"

Xia Qi said lightly, "I never thought about finding that person, and I have nothing to hate or hate. To me, that is just a stranger." And she didn't want to waste her feelings on a stranger .

Shen Yeding's hand holding the teacup was slightly stiff, and his heart suddenly felt like being pricked by a needle.A little pain, and a little uncomfortable.

It turns out that when you thought that the other party would miss you or hate you, but found that the other party never cared about you at all, that is the most uncomfortable thing for you.

It was a -- a feeling of being ignored.

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Department of Neurology, Military Region Hospital of b City

, Jun Jinyan was sitting on a chair, and sitting opposite him was Vice President Wang who had been in charge of his illness.

After listening to his description of the situation last night, Vice President Wang's face became serious, "You mean, yesterday Xia Qi was almost hit by a glass falling from a high altitude, and then you dreamed at night, dreamed, She was hit, and after that, you didn't feel it at all? You don't even know how you woke up?"

"Hmm." Jun Jinyan nodded slightly.What he remembered was only the moment when he saw her leave the bed and turn around.And before that, he opened his eyes and looked at her, but there was no reaction. He also heard Qiqi casually talking about it in the morning.

"Have you suffered any trauma recently?" Vice President Wang asked.

"No." he said.

"What about the headache? Have you had a few headaches recently, are the symptoms frequent?"

"I haven't had a headache recently." Since he had a headache some time ago, and then he went to the doctor and took medicine, he didn't have any headaches.

However, such an answer made Vice President Wang's complexion even more serious, "Your current situation is a harbinger of the relapse of autism caused by stimulation that I told you before."

Harbinger?Jun Jinyan's fingers twitched slightly.

"It should be said that you didn't see Xia Qi's unexpected scene with your own eyes, you just listened to someone else's dictation, and then carried out a possible imagination in your dream. And the brain was stimulated by this imagination, and made A most self-protective state." Vice President Wang further explained.

Jun Jinyan's eyes were dark, and it took a long time before he said, "You mean, my autism will relapse?" He still remembered the feeling of being plunged into darkness in the dream.It was as if there was nothing around, no one existed, not even himself.

"It's not that it's certain, it's just that the probability is higher than when you came for a follow-up visit last time." Vice President Wang sighed worriedly.Fortunately, Xia Qi is fine this time. If something really happened, then Jun Jinyan's stimulation would be far greater than it is now.

"How can we suppress this probability?" Jun Jinyan asked coldly.For him, the relapse of autism is like an untimely bomb, and he must snuff out the fuse of the bomb no matter what.