President he is paranoid

Jean... for him, was it Jean?He is not qualified to say the word let!It's a miss!It was he who pushed the person he loved away from his side with his own hands, just to chase the figure he thought in his rational mind, and ignored the reminders from his emotions.

At that time, when he thought that Mei Xinyi was the person he was looking for, he didn't propose to break up, but when Xia Qi said to break up, he was angry and angry, but he never thought about this relationship.At that time, his emotions were truly reminding him, telling him that he loved this woman and he was reluctant to part with her.

It's just that he didn't pay attention to this reminder, and didn't regret it until all the truth was laid out in front of him, until he realized what he had really missed.That kind of repentance was devastating, almost drowning his whole being.

Every time, when he recalled the past sweetness with her in his dreams, but at the last moment of sweetness, all the sweetness, like a broken mirror, shattered into nothingness before his eyes, and he seemed to fall into A bottomless abyss.Thus, the dream turned into a nightmare. When he woke up from the dream, his face was full of tears, but his hands were empty, holding nothing.

"I have regrets, but what I regret is that I have made mistakes." Ye Nanqing said quietly, "Some mistakes can be made countless times in a lifetime, but some mistakes cannot be made once in a lifetime." Now, maybe what is waiting for me is the boundless torment and regret.

Bai Zhuyun smiled, "Is there a mistake you can't make once in your life?" If he had one, what would it be?Are you in love with Haixin?Is it the first time to force Hai Xin, or... let Hai Xin leave her?

"For me, no matter whether I made a mistake or not, as long as the result is what I want, it's fine!" Bai Zhuyun said, he didn't care how hard the process was, and he didn't care how many mistakes he made during the process. As long as Haixin is his in the end, that's fine.Even if that ending happened when she was 45 years old, and he died with her, he didn't care!

Even, if he could die with her, wouldn't it be a kind of fulfillment for him?

Bai Zhuyun turned around and walked towards the other side of the banquet hall alone, while Ye Nanqing had a smile on her lips, watching Jun Jinyan pull Xia Qi and was about to walk away, but Shen Yeding, the deputy director of the Propaganda Department, was about to walk away. and his wife went up to chat and had to stop.

After Ye Nanqing briefly met Jun Jinyan's gaze, she turned to Xia Qi's face.She seemed to be talking to Shen Yeding and the others, with a faint smile on her face, that kind of smile was once so close to him, so close that he could touch it with his hand.But now it is so far away from him, so far away that he may chase it all his life, but he may not be able to touch it again.

However, he still wanted it so much... He thought that he would give up when he quietly watched her walk into the church and watched her marry another man, but it turned out that... the heart didn't die, it just It just became more painful, so painful that every day, every breath was a kind of pain to him.

If it is said that the process is not important, but the result is important, then what will be his result?

"Xia Qi, let me see how happy you will be, and how much Jun Jinyan will love you." Ye Nanqing murmured to herself in a low voice, knowing what he was saying now, it was impossible for her to listen can see.

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Shen Yeding was chatting with Gu Meien and Xia Qi. Gu Meien smiled and looked friendly, but her eyes never let go of any part of Xia Qi's body.This is her husband's illegitimate daughter, but she was completely kept in the dark (years.

When the husbands among her friends took care of little stars and mistresses, she even disdained them and told them that she would never encounter such a thing in the future!But he didn't expect that what happened to him was more serious than those who had mistresses.

However, since the matter has already happened, what needs to be done now is how to use it to obtain the highest benefit.She not only wants Qili to recover from her illness, but also wants Qili to marry into Jun's family in the future.

In this way, even if she has an illegitimate daughter, she, Gu Meien, can still feel proud!

"By the way, Qiqi, you've been married to the third young master for a while now, when are you going to be a mother?" Gu Meien asked casually.

Xia Qi was a little embarrassed, "Let's let it take its course." After all, she didn't know Gu Meien well, and she was too embarrassed to tell him that she actually wanted to be a mother, but there was no news from her stomach.

"Yeah, it's better to let nature take its course." Gu Meien smiled and said, "You are newly married anyway, live a two-person world first, and wait a year and a half before it's not too late to have children." The point is, If Xia Qi is really pregnant with a child now, the Jun family will definitely not agree to Xia Qi aborting the child and donating bone marrow to save Qili.

Shen Yeding on the side naturally heard the deep meaning in his wife's words, so he echoed, "Yes, nowadays young people like to spend a few years in the world of two and have children, so that the relationship will be better."

However, before Xia Qi could speak again, Jun Jinyan was already impatient, and took Xia Qi's hand directly, and walked towards the lounge on the side.

"Hey, Jinyan, it's very rude." Xia Qi said, "Even if you want to walk away, at least you have to tell Uncle Shen and the others."

Jun Jinyan had already pushed open the door of the lounge, pulled Xia Qi in, and pushed Xia Qi to sit on the sofa, "Ye Nanqing is looking at you."

"Ah?" She was stunned for a moment, and then understood what he was talking about. "So what?" She asked back.

"I hate it when he looks at you." Because it makes him extremely uncomfortable.

There was a desire in Ye Nanqing's gaze, and he could understand at a glance what that desire was.

"It's his business, as long as I don't look at him, it's fine." Xia Qi looked at Jun Jin and said, "Could it be that in the future, if you meet him on other occasions, you will drag me around to avoid him eyes?"

He pursed his lips tightly and said nothing.

Xia Qi continued, "People can't control other people's eyes, but people can control their own eyes and understand their own hearts. My eyes will only look at you, because my The person I want to see is you."

Therefore, even though Ye Nanqing was looking at her all the time, even if she felt his strong gaze, she could still act as if she didn't notice it, and not let her eyes look at him.