President he is paranoid

After a long while, she murmured, "I don't understand what you mean. You were the one who said you didn't like her anymore and wanted to break up."

That night, she cried a lot. For the first time, she experienced the feeling of breaking up, and also understood for the first time that feelings can change quickly.

But now, he is telling her that he still likes her!

"Yes, I was the one who said we wanted to break up! Because I was too jealous, I felt uneasy, at a loss, and wanted to escape, escape from this kind of emotion that I couldn't control!" He whispered, making him the last thing he wanted to confess Feelings, completely confessed in front of her.

"envy?"

"I've always been jealous of Cang Yao, don't you know? I'm jealous that I'm the one who's dating you, but you seem to pay more attention to him, jealous that he always protects you, jealous that he can always Staying by your side all the time, this kind of jealousy, almost drove me crazy at that time."

He laughed at himself, paused, and stared at her deeply again, as if he wanted to take a closer look at her.

Bai Yueran never knew that Chu Lv at that time would have such emotions.She only knew that he minded Cang Yao's existence, but she didn't expect to mind to this extent.

For a long time, the feelings she saw were those of Daddy and Mommy, and those of Xiaoxi Lingjing. She only thought that as long as two people are in a relationship, the only thing they care about is the other party, and there is no need to worry about it. something else.

Because you like it, you will be in a relationship, if you don't like it, you won't be in a relationship again.

But I didn't know that there was another situation where I fell in love but broke up.

Beginners in love will always pay a lot for this, he is like this, and she is like this too.

"I don't know...it will be like this." Bai Yueran said nah na.

"I didn't expect that after we broke up, in the end, I was still jealous, not only Cang Yao, but even Xiao Si." Chu Lu sneered and changed the topic, "But this time, I don't want to be jealous." escaped."

I don't want to escape, what do you mean?Doubt flashed in Bai Yueran's eyes, she looked at Chu Lv, looked at his serious expression, and then seemed to understand something.

His lips parted slightly, "Of course, I like you, I have always only liked you. This time, I don't want to give you up to anyone, I want to be your favorite man!"

Once, he also said that he wanted to be her favorite boy. At that time, she was very happy to hear his words!She thought she would encounter the kind of affection her father had for her mother.

But now, when he said these words to her again, she felt a kind of confusion in her heart. What kind of feelings did she have for Chu Lv?

Then, she heard her own voice saying to him, "But Chu Lu, I don't like you anymore."

After she finished speaking, his face turned pale in an instant, his whole body seemed to be frozen, motionless, and a deep pain suddenly flashed in those dark eyes.

Suddenly, he covered his eyes with his hands, as if he didn't want her to look into his eyes again.Don't like it already?That's right, he was the one who proposed to break up back then, so it was only natural that she would stop liking him.

But this time, it was different. This time, he didn't want to retreat.

He slowly lowered his hand, and the pain in his eyes had been replaced by firmness, "Then I'll make you fall in love with me again. However, this time, I won't let go!"

This is his oath!

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Some things, once let go, will become more difficult when you want to grab them again.

It turned out that after breaking up, his feelings have not changed, but hers have.

Wanting to get her again, not wanting to see her back any more, this idea is so strong in my mind.

"Chu Lu, I heard that you broke up with all your girlfriends?" Lu Minghai hurried over and asked Chu Lu who was staring out of the window sill of the library.

"Those people are not my girlfriends, but just companions who pass the time when they are bored." Chu Lu said flatly.Bai Yueran was the only girlfriend he had admitted from beginning to end.

"Hey, it doesn't matter if it's a girlfriend or a companion, in short, you and those Jurchens are completely divided?" Lu Minghai asked, the two have known each other since junior high school, and they can be regarded as close friends.

"Yeah." Chu Lu replied.

"Why? Did something happen?"

"I just found that these are not what I want. What I want has never changed."

Lu Minghai felt a little dizzy, and asked directly, "What do you want?"

Chu Lu didn't answer, but said abruptly, "Sitting in this position, you can see the stadium."

"So what?" Lu Minghai was puzzled. He glanced at the gymnasium outside the window, and didn't find anything unusual. From here, he could see the main entrance of the gymnasium. It was clear at a glance who came in and out.

"In the past two years, I often sat in this position when I was alone." Chu Lu said, "I thought I was missing my time in the basketball club, so I often sat here, but now I want to Come to think of it, it’s not like that.”

His eyelashes drooped slightly, and his gaze was full of nostalgia, "Actually, I just want to see Bai Yueran a few more times, from here, I can see her going in and out of the gymnasium, even if it's only for a few minutes, it's good. "

Lu Minghai looked at Chu Lu with a face full of shock, and after a while he said with a dry throat, "You...you want Bai Yueran, right?"

Chu Lu smiled lowly, with a hint of bitterness in his laughter, "Yes, I want it." I really want it, and my body hurts when I want it.

"You're crazy!" Lu Minghai yelled in a low voice, "How long has it been since you broke up with Bai Yueran, what's more, she and Cangyao now..."

"They're not dating, are they?" Chu Lv interrupted, "And, even if they were, I...don't want to let go."

Lu Minghai sighed, "If I knew this, why did you break up with her?"

Chu Lu's gaze was still fixed on the gate of the gymnasium, looking at the people coming in and out, "Yeah, if I knew this earlier, why bother..."

Why let go easily, why say that you don't like it anymore, why give up your position so easily!

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In just a few days, the news that Chu Lu had broken off the relationship with those girls in the past exploded in the high school and became the most talked about topic.

Many people were guessing Chu Lv's purpose, but Chu Lv didn't say anything.

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