Cute girl in net king

"Masaji, is it really me that you like?"

"We've been together for more than two years, but you've never, ever kissed me...why don't you take the initiative to get close to me?"

"It's not me you like. You're just used to looking for someone's shadow in me... I just happen to have something similar to that person..."

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Yan Yan was not surprised to meet Masaharu Nioh in the hospital.

Because the one who was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment was the girl who was talking with Nioh in the library at that time.

Shiori.

That's what King Ni called her at that time.

In Japan, only people who are close to each other will call each other by their first names instead of their last names.

It's just that Yan Yan didn't think about it. At that time, when she saw it, those two people were very close, but now, what really happened between them.

Nioh Masaharu looked exhausted, probably not only because of that girl's worries.

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"I already, don't know how to do it, it's really right..."

When I met Yukimura, it was as if I had found a vent.

After going through the hospitalization procedures for Hara Sashiori, Nioh Masaharu sat on the chair slumped, clutching his hair tightly with one hand, exuding a tired breath all over his body.

"I killed her. If I could hug her and kiss her in the morning...she wouldn't leave in a fit of anger, and there wouldn't be a car accident..."

"Have you and Hara Sasan quarreled?" Yukimura asked, patting Nio on the shoulder.

"It's worse than a quarrel..." King Ren's lips pulled out a smile with difficulty, but it was so stiff that it was uglier than crying.

"She said, I'm just used to looking for someone's shadow in her. She's just a stand-in...but I can't refute it."

Which lover can accept that he is just a substitute?

Yukimura was speechless.

With such a thing, what should he say to comfort him.

"I feel that I have lost something, very important, very important thing. Since one day after I was 16 years old, I have always felt this way, my heart is empty, and I am habitually looking for something when I play. So I have always been Anxious, I really want to find the lost things, but no matter how hard I look, I can’t find them.”

"Three years ago, when I saw Shiori for the first time, I felt a thumping feeling. The first time I saw her, I thought I had found what I lost. But as the time spent getting along became more and more As time went on, the loss in my heart became bigger and bigger, and in the end, it was like a bottomless pit, which couldn't be filled no matter what."

"Her hugs make me stiff. Although we are dating, I have no idea of ​​getting close to her at all. Sometimes, I will make a mistake in the drink she likes. When I am dating in a coffee shop, I will habitually order one. A matcha [tea] cake with a cup of green tea, and then suddenly realized that this is not what Shiori likes..."

"It's almost as if my memory has lost the memory of a certain person, but my body still honestly remembers everything about that person... For the first time, I feel that I am really guilty of [badness]."

His raised arms seemed to be exhausted in an instant, and his silver-gray bangs cast a fan-shaped shadow on his face. Facing the slumped appearance of his former companion, Yukimura felt really uncomfortable, but he didn't know what to say. good.

Whether it's fate or evil, once things like feelings start, it will be two people who are sweet, and two people who will be painful.