Mission traceability

"What the hell are you doing?" I yelled upwards, and regretted it at the beginning of the cooperation. It seemed that the woman's words were really unbelievable.However, they all do things for a purpose. Since they let me down, there must be their reasons.

This cabin seems to be very big, but it doesn't give me the feeling that it can bear the size of such a forest.It seems that our understanding is still wrong. The Hanging Garden was not built on Noah's Ark, but Noah's Ark was hidden in the Hanging Garden.Go out and talk to Brother Peng later, it may be another great scientific discovery.

"Negative? Negative? Are you here?" I shouted loudly.

However, I didn’t get any response, which is a matter of course. After the Chi kiss appeared, I didn’t actually communicate with me. Everything came from a dream-like feeling, just like Negative Xi appeared before.

The hull is very high, I have no way to climb it, it seems that I have to go inside the hull, where is a big dragon waiting for me?Or a big turtle?

The dark interior of the ship does not give people a good feeling, very depressing mood.In this depressing environment, if it is accompanied by some scary music, it will become a shooting scene of a horror film.There is only silence around here, so quiet that I can only hear the sound of my own heartbeat, thump, thump.

I try my best to divert my attention and observe the surrounding environment. After all, how mysterious are things thousands of years ago?But all I moved was my eyes, but my heart was hanging all the time, worried that something strange would come out from somewhere, damn it, if I knew it, I wouldn’t have watched so many horror movies before.

The old wood seems to have just rotted, and occasionally there will be some creaking sounds.Who cares if it's in the hustle and bustle of the city?But at this moment, I began to worry about whether there were other monsters under my feet.

Damn, I frightened myself to death before I found the negative after I kept searching.I just felt that my body was shaking all the time, and my heart was so cold. This situation was wrong, as if something was really following me.I looked back suddenly, nothing appeared, and I seemed to be timid.

Is this really me?In fact, from the very beginning, I have always wanted to prove that I am not incompetent, and I have enjoyed a lot of glory.But these honors become less and less important as I grow older. The cruelty of competition and the care of my family make me indulge in my dreams. I always feel that I am very good, but this world does not need it.No matter when I was a student or during work, the teacher ignored me, and the boss reprimanded and abused me.In fact, I still hate myself and my real incompetence. If I could have started my career earlier, then everything would be nothing to me, but I didn't.

So I began to pursue an ordinary life without waves.In other words, I just added some beauty to the original mediocre life to describe it.In the face of the tide of this society, I am really helpless.

It is precisely the things about Kanas Lake that made me long for passion.The appearance of Xiao Ai, the test of survival, and the framing of conspiracy.Everything was not foreseeable by me, but everything made my heart that had already sunk rekindled again.I am destined not to be a mediocre person, and I will not become a mediocre person. I have my own mission, and I want to be a different person myself.

That's why I changed a lot. I made myself calm and complicated.In fact, I was scared when I faced that ancient corpse in the desert. When I dismembered him, I was so scared that I shed tears, which I just wiped away when I turned my head and wiped away my sweat.I don't know if such a change is good or bad, I want a different life, I want a life in which I am in charge, but none of this is as I expected.In fact, I have noticed the last leap before the trap door. I have a too fragile heart, and I like to bear all the hurt things by myself.If I can be ruthless, if I can ignore it, if I can give up these friends, then why would I be subject to these weirdos?

But if I do this, what is the difference from them?

I was confused again, and I was cold again.The warm clothes were thrown under the tree. Aidalin didn't give me time to prepare, it was too sudden to come here.Does she want me to find something?Or am I the only one who can come in here?

What am I worrying about?afraid of what?Where did my aura of not wanting my life go?The real enemy of man is himself. My cowardice defeated my bravery.

The trembling became more and more severe, and my legs became weaker and weaker until they couldn't support my body.

With a plop, I fell to the ground, sobbing hard.What's wrong with me, I don't understand why this is happening, is it just pure fear?Or something else is at play.

It doesn't matter what the external environment is, after all, it's me who makes the final decision. How can I overcome my own pain?pain?What is my pain?

The old man's death?Fourth uncle's death?Or Xiao Ai's pain?Mom is living an ordinary life by herself now, sometimes she forgets this and that, but she never forgets that she still has a son, and she still cares about me.

My pain probably comes from my tormenting myself. What is lacking in life is a broad mind, but my heart is full of preoccupations.I forcibly present my style as the former, but I can't change the essence of my heart. Yes, all of this is deception, a shameful deception.

I can't have anything, and I won't be. I'm afraid, and I'm incompetent, but no matter what, I want to go back alive.No matter how much regret and helplessness I have had, I will never fall down at this moment, I will stand up.

The clenched fist began to tremble again, the nails were deeply embedded in the flesh, blood flowed out drop by drop, the pain, I still felt pain.In the dark interior of the cabin, there is actually a light yellow color, although it is blurry, but I am not mistaken.

His arms still seemed to have no strength, and he was still lying on the ground gasping for breath. The surrounding situation was not right, and he had never felt so depressed.Is there really something, Negative, is it you?What are you doing?

No response, what's wrong.

I haven't beaten myself yet.

So what I am fettered is not my own family and friendship, or even the first signs of love.What would that be?

Sweat is also dripping down. At this moment, I have endured too much unknown pressure. I can't admit defeat, otherwise everything will collapse. I don't know what kind of world it will be when I close my eyes and open them again.I force, force, forcefully prop up my heavy eyelids, I want to see the direction, the color, and the truth behind my eyes and even the conspiracy.

It's a conspiracy, and there will always be tells.It's a bitch, and Lili Archway is also a bitch.I actually grinned, what kind of theory is this?

I think what is lacking is probably determination. When one day everything is unchangeable, it will be too late.Now, there is still time, although I have been doing it, but it is obviously not enough, my determination is not enough to overcome the fear of the unknown.

No matter how much pressure and danger there will be in the future, I have to face it. Only after experiencing wind and rain, fighting or even sacrifice, will a man become a man, and I will eventually become what I really want to be That one person, the so-called, chosen one.

Probably, maybe, I am not yet, so they want to set up a game to deal with me, to hone me, maybe, they also have good intentions.Forget it, what does this mean?Don't I hate them?hatred?Where does my hatred come from?They didn't kill my relatives and friends, they just lied to me and made us suffer, but aren't we still alive?Yes, the cat is missing, but I know he's not dead, and he won't be.

Didn't Aidalin want to cooperate?I can cooperate with her, but she will definitely give me the confidence I want.I can't have any more worries, and only a ruthless person can be free from any control.I am not cold-blooded, but I must know how to control my emotions, I can no longer be fettered by these trivial things.

Live like a warrior, not hide somewhere, live quietly.

The blood seemed to be boiling, and the feeble heartbeat began to be restless.I seem to understand the feelings of the ancients throwing their heads and blood. This is to fight, to fight.It is battle that is calling, and our enemies are everywhere, whether it is negative or Aidalin, they are all enemies. No matter what the purpose is, I am just a pawn, a pawn that was arranged thousands of years ago.Too many people know my fate, but I am the only one who doesn't know anything. I will never be a pawn at the mercy of others. I will be the master of my own world and the ruler of all worlds.

Hot blood flooded my whole body, my arms and legs gradually regained their strength, and my powerful heart returned to normal beating, and it seemed that there was still a slight tremor.

"Boom!" I slammed my fist hard on the floor with all my strength, blood splashed all over my face, salty.

The depression just now seemed to disappear like smoke, and I came alive again.I know it's you who's making troubles, and I'm responsible, but I don't know what your purpose is, but I want to thank you for giving me a feeling of rebirth.It feels good, doesn't it?

I stood up slowly, and there seemed to be less melancholy between my brows, and more determination.After thinking for a while, he drew out the machete he was carrying, and slowly walked into the cabin on the next floor.

I know, sorry, that messy thing is down there, let's see how I deal with you.