Domineering baby: I want this daddy

【363 Incomplete Woman】

"Who is the person who hypnotized my memory deeply?"

Xiaoyu asked a question, but Jane shook her head without answering.

In my heart, I smiled even more------

You see, her younger sister is always smart, and she can automatically dig to find the routes and problems she wants most without guidance.

"I don't know either. The war was so chaotic back then. It may be people around me, or people around you, or even people who participated in that war." Jane shook her head, did not continue to guide, and clicked So far, he simply said, "In the past few days, I will help you strengthen your training and master your skills. Don't worry, I'm here for everything."

Xiaoyu pursed her lips and did not make a sound, but her head was always thinking about the matter of her being hypnotized and amnesia, not only puzzled, but also concerned about this matter...

"Okay, I'm going to prepare breakfast for you." Jane smiled and was about to go downstairs, "I don't need to take medicine porridge today, I searched for a new porridge recipe, you go to the room and wait, I will make it for you right away Bring it back."

"Jane!" Xiaoyu hurriedly called her, took two steps forward, and remembered another important question of her own, "I still have something to ask you..."

"What else is there!" Jane turned around, her face full of connivance, but her tone was a little impatient, "You should go back to your room and get dressed before talking to me, do you know that if you catch a cold , Nangong Tou will definitely blame me when he comes back."

"When he saw the film last night, he told me something," Xiaoyu twitched his eyelashes unconsciously, "He said, I have some things that cannot be restored to normal. You also said that my stomach is damaged now, But after a year and a half of conditioning, you can be completely the same as ordinary people, so what is it that Nangong Tou said last night is impossible?"

This question of hers made Jane stunned. The soft and calm face just now became hasty and dodged, "No, it's nothing..."

Jane is a person who is good at acting, Xiaoyu knows this, but she believes that in front of her close relatives, people can't help showing their true emotions.

Jane's complexion changed too quickly, and the speed that caught people off guard instantly made Yan Xiaoyu understand that what Nangongtou mentioned last night was incomplete, and maybe it was a very serious situation.

"Jane, I will know sooner or later, won't I?" On the contrary, Xiaoyu's expression was usually calmer, "Tell me, what have I lost?"

Jane bit her lips, as if she was thinking, as if she was struggling. After hesitating for a long time, she raised her face and said slowly, "When you compared the two pictures yesterday, did you notice any difference?"

Xiaoyu thought for a while, then nodded, "Yes! In my restoration film, why is there a little difference at the bottom end? I always feel that something is missing?"

"That is……"

Jane hesitated again, this time still hesitating for a long time, finally biting her lip, with a look of reluctance, and said in a low voice, "That is, your ovary."

"What!?" Xiaoyu was shocked, "You mean, my ovaries..."

"I'm not sure yet. Later, when you were in a coma, I did a B-ultrasound test on you. It was finally confirmed that both ovaries were destroyed and serious infection began. They had to be removed by force to save their lives." Jane looked up, her voice unbearable, "I yesterday The medicine you are given, actually, has nothing to do with the medicine that stimulates your brain nerves, it is... the estrogen that you must continue to inject in the future, and these are also things that you must continue to endure and inject for the rest of your life..."

"Do not……"

Before Jane finished speaking, Xiaoyu's face was pale, his eyes were wide open, and he stepped back.

She looked sluggish and pale, until she retreated to the corner, her back hit the door behind her, and after a bit of pain, she seemed to wake up and turned her gaze to Jane who was opposite.

When a woman loses her ovaries, she loses more than half of her ability to be a woman.

No longer able to reproduce.

No more periods.

No more feminine features.

If you don't inject estrogen for a long time, you may even experience premature exhaustion, aging, and low ability in various aspects such as sagging skin... These are all normal, and what's even more terrifying is that it is not surprising to have male characteristics such as beards.

Xiaoyu had taken biology classes very seriously in the police academy before, and because he had rescued a woman who was abandoned because of the loss of her ovaries, and even committed suicide in despair, she knew a lot about this information.

At that time, she was standing on the top of a tall building, looking at the desperate woman, trying her best to persuade her, telling her life, telling her the future, telling her that there are many, many things that she can look forward to and can do in the future, and also told her that there is still food to be fed. The child is waiting for her to raise. Women, no matter how they live, they must be strong and self-improving, and never give up on themselves at any time!

At that time, the woman who committed suicide listened to her words, was moved and cried bitterly, and decided that no matter how high or difficult the medical expenses were, she would take her child and live alone.

She didn't expect that bad luck would befall her now.

A woman who commits suicide still has a child to rely on.

But what about her?

At a young age, only nineteen, she was told that she would forever lose the ability to be a mother, and even no longer be able to be called a complete woman!

Xiaoyu's lips trembled, unable to restrain it.

Standing there, the body is as fragile as a piece of paper, and it will fall when the wind blows.

Jane couldn't bear it, stepped forward, supported her and persuaded, "I'm afraid those people will treat you too cruelly during the operation. If you don't do it at all, you won't pay attention to whether it will hurt others. Therefore, for your ovaries The extreme damage was carried out, and in the end, there was no cure, and the infection of the intestinal tract was not prevented, so it could only be cut off... This is also a last resort... Don't worry, Nangong Tou, he knows it, and he didn't say anything about it , and I don't mean to give up on you, little fish, don't worry..."

"I... can't have another child..."

Xiaoyu leaned against the wall, looked up at Jane, with a dazed and painful expression, "I can't have any more children..."

"Little fish..."

"I only have a simple wish... I want to be with him, I want to start a family with him, I want to call him an adult every day, and I want to give him a child... I only have this little wish, a Just a little..."

Her huge eyes were expressionless, empty and dull, as if her soul had been taken away, but there was no bright spot in the darkness.

"There is still hope, don't worry, as long as you find a matching ovary, you can do a transplant operation, but you have to wait, you have to wait until you find a suitable match for your body. On this point, Nangong Tou and I, I'm trying my best to find, although you have relatively few matching types, and there is no hope yet, but..."

Jane urged.

But Xiaoyu squatted there, motionless, staring forward with dull eyes, without a single tear, but his expression was extremely sad and painful.

"why……"

She murmured in a low voice, looked at the ground, and murmured to herself as if she couldn't hear Jane's words, "Why is everything that God gave me more complicated and embarrassing... Is it because of me? Was it a black cat in the past? Or is it because my surname is Jane? Is this because I killed too many people in the past, and is it a punishment from God?"

He raised his head, looked at her and said in a low voice, "Jane, tell me, could it be that the heavens are trying to prevent that the next Jane's family that I give birth to will also be a monster, so they destroyed my ovaries, somehow, let I have lost the ability to have children?"

Jane paused, didn't answer, couldn't speak, bowed her head, and hugged her.

Xiao Yu buried her face on her shoulder, and asked in a muffled voice, "Nangong Tou, do you also know?"

"Ah."

"Then why, he still wants me?" She asked back.

"Fool," sighed Jane, "because he loves you."

"……Do not……"

Shaking her head quietly, her face still buried in her baggy clothes, "Jane, he loves you."

Jane froze, fell silent, stretched out her hand silently, and hugged her tightly.

Xiaoyu didn't hug her back, but lay on her body, motionless, like a doll, like a zombie, expressionless.

It wasn't until Jane carried her into the bedroom, put her on the bed, covered her with the quilt and told her to rest for a while, that she closed her eyes.

From beginning to end, Yan Xiaoyu didn't shed a single tear.

She didn't know that it turned out that when people experience the most humble and sad ending point, it is fundamental that tears can no longer flow.

If you still have tears, it means you still have pain; if you have pain, you still have feeling; if you have feeling, it means you still have hope.

Never before has Yan Xiaoyu felt that the world is so silent, so dark, and even every second of thinking is so hopeless.

Suddenly, I don't know what the next meaning is.

Suddenly, it is not clear what the bottom line and future of her humility are...

Her ideals, her wishes, and her little thoughts of watching life with him and having a child together, all disappeared like shattered bubbles, and not even a shattered phantom could be seen.

"Black cat..."

"Black cat."

She muttered the name, looking at the dazzling sky outside the window, over and over again.

I didn't know how many times I read it before I finally found out -----

For her, whether to be a black cat, to be her former self, heartless and lungless, is her best choice.

When she thought about that moment again, she suddenly sat up and asked Jane, who was sitting opposite her, who had been with her all the time, very flatly, "Jane, give me another pill, okay? I think, start training as soon as possible." .”

Jane was stunned for a moment, as if surprised by her sudden return to normal expression, then she stood up and hurriedly said, "Oh, okay, wait a minute, I'll get it!"

After finishing speaking, he walked out in a panic, with a hurried expression.

Xiaoyu sat up, put on his slippers, and walked to the window, looking out of the window at the town that was snowed heavily last night, he suddenly felt that he could no longer feel any good intentions, what he felt was only darkness, and the coldness coming from his bones meaning.

No matter how beautiful the scenery is, what does it have to do with her?

No matter how beautiful the story is, what does it have to do with her?

She is always undeserving, unworthy...

Yan Xiaoyu, you who are so humble, what do you deserve?

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Jane broke into the door, and ran to her room with hasty staggering steps. After running back to her room and taking out the medicine she developed from the locked drawer and small box, the corners of her mouth finally evoked a smug smile.

How could it be so simple?

When they were asked to operate in the cave, they still looked cautious.

So, she did it herself, went down with a few knives, and slashed wildly.

Using his own medical knowledge, he accurately chopped off her two ovaries until they were bloody and bloody.

Then, he calmly took the snow to wash his hands, and the subordinates who watched were sweating profusely, all shivering, and did not dare to say more.It wasn't until she ordered to continue that she finally dared to continue with the knife.

At that time, it was obvious that after her action, all the people holding the knife were visibly trembling unsteadily.

"I don't want Mr. Brando to know what happened just now, what do you understand?"

She asked this question, and those people all answered yes.

Later, she was naturally worried.

When those confidantes came to pick him up, he quietly ordered to kill all these people secretly.

The subordinates she personally trained have always been rigorous and ruthless in their work. At this moment, of course, they have been completely dealt with without leaving any traces.

And Yan Xiaoyu, who has already been persecuted...

I think of her appearance just now, I think of her helplessly hugging me, I think of her staring at the sky in a daze, I think of her appearance of being absent-minded and lost to me...

Jane suddenly smiled.

first low smile

Then it opened wider and wider, bigger and bigger.

Even though it was silent, one could see the infinite ferocity and madness from that expression...

She hates it!

All the time, I hate, hate this little sister!

How many times did she even want to strangle her, kill her, bury her, poison her...

From childhood to adulthood, I tried so many methods, but always ended in failure.

Her natural ability to survive and recover is really too high and too strong, so strong that she can't fight it at all.

She pretended, assassinated and ambushed, tried her best, but always failed and could not succeed. Therefore, she was unwilling, dissatisfied, and hated, envied, and angry even more.

How many years, how many years to wait.

This simple scheming, simple calculation, facing her who is now as stupid as a pig, so simple, pushed her to the bottom, into the abyss, and pushed her to perdition little by little...

Not enough, not enough.

Jane looked at the black granule-shaped pill, a cruel smile gradually appeared on the corner of her mouth, and her eyes were full of violence and evil, without any concealment.

This is the beginning, only the beginning.

She still wants more, and it is inevitable that she will see more, more scenes that she was looking forward to seeing but never could achieve...

"Little fish, don't worry."

Staring at the pill, her voice changed from kind to cold, "I will take care of you, take good care of you...because...you are my...dearest sister..."

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(Thank you dear Hemu Hemu for presenting the gold medal for Momo, and dear Danran 8hji for giving me the red envelope for Momo! ^_^)