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Under the questioning of authenticity, Zhenjing finally said what she dared not say, I want to go home!

you want to go home.Asked in surprise.

Zhenjing asked eagerly: Is my idea terrible, is it treasonous, and will the Buddha blame me.

How could it be? The Buddha is merciful and will not blame you. It is personal freedom to become a monk, and it is also personal freedom to return to secular life.Didn't Ruling and Rufa return to vulgarity?

I am different from them. I have stayed in the temple for 30 years. As you said, I have devoted myself to the Buddha.The male security guard of the nunnery 490

No, as long as you are dedicated to goodness, no matter where you are, you will also be blessed by the Buddha.

Truth, tell me, have I ever thought of this before?

Yes, we all have it. When we are sensible, we want to go home, but where is our home?Gradually, we gave up and lost this idea, and the temple became our home.

But now I want to go home again.Zhenjing's eyes are moist, I really want to see my parents, I really want to ask them, since they gave birth to me, why they have the heart to abandon me and let me live alone in this world, why am I doomed Be a tail girl for a lifetime.Is this our fate?Every day I am troubled by this question, but I dare not say it, thinking it is disrespectful to the Buddha.

Wang Haiyang said at this time: It is not strange that you want to go home. As you said just now, after your previous memories and feelings disappear, everything will come back again. You will rethink, have new doubts, and regain the past this idea.But the difference is that you are now an adult thinking, so this thought and desire will be much stronger than before.

Truth, don't you want to go home now?Zhen Jing widened her eyes.

Zhenxing smiled wryly, I would think about it in the dead of night, but after so many years, there is no hope.There are so many people, where can we find them?

Can't find it?It's good to see them even once, I just want to ask them, why don't they

me.Zhenjing was disappointed, she threw herself into Zhenxing's arms, and choked.

Zhenxing looked at Wang Haiyang with a look of pleading for help.

Wang Haiyang's love and affection arose spontaneously, and a thought suddenly came up. Since Zhenjing wanted to go home, if she could really help her find her relatives and let her return to the vulgar, then the authenticity would be gone, and she could go with herself Now, thinking about it the other way around, wouldn't it be better if I could also help Zhenxing find her relatives.He remembered thinking this way before, but he forgot about it.

Zhenxing, I remember you said that you and Zhenjing were both placed at the gate of the temple. They were only a few months old at the time. Besides this, are there any other clues?

Zhenxing said: There is nothing but our birthdays in our skirts

How were you discovered?

Because at that time someone was going out to sweep the open space outside every day, and that's how we were discovered.

Wang Haiyang scratched his head, it would be difficult, there were no clues, so where to start.

Zhenjing raised her head and said sadly: Forget it, I was just thinking wildly, you all think I didn't agree, it is destined to be like this in this life, and I will accept my fate.

Don't be discouraged, it's man-made.Wang Haiyang said, is there really no clue at all?

Zhen Xing said: It's been too long, and I forgot, all this was told to us by Mrs. Jing.The male security guard of the nunnery 490

Then think again, what clues are missing.

At this time, Zhenjing said: "It's okay, I feel comfortable when I say it. My original wish was extravagant. In this world, there is no other place to shelter except temples. Let's go and do things."

Wang Haiyang took out a tissue and handed it to her, wiped his face, crying like a cat.

Thank you.

In fact, even if you can’t find your parents, you can still change your life if you want to, just like Ru Ling and the others, just return to the vulgar.

That's not necessary, it's not easy for me to adapt to the temple now, and I don't even want to face the outside world.explain

After finishing, Zhenxing stood up and walked to the yard.

Wang Haiyang and Zhen Xing followed behind, I'm sorry, I just realized today that I didn't care enough for you, I was negligent.

Why do you say that.

I never asked you if you miss your parents, if you want to go home, I just want you to come with me selfishly.

It's okay, I've given up, sometimes I think, it's been 30 years, maybe they're all dead.

Would you be happy if you could meet them one day?

I will, like Zhenjing, hate why they abandoned me.

Maybe they also have their own difficulties!

Forget it, I don't have any feeling in my heart, I am luckier than Zhenjing, because I have you.Zhen Xing smiled shyly, and ran to chase Zhen Jing.

These are a pair of sisters in the temple, and I hope a miracle will allow them to find their relatives.

Wang Haiyang groaned and walked behind them.