Living with a beauty

It was still raining outside, and the sound of ding dong ding dong knocking on the window seemed to bring me back to the night when little beauty Liu Xue had her birthday, when I was walking in the rain with her on my back.

An indescribable feeling filled my heart, and inadvertently remembered the rejection text message I received from Miss Liu Xue at the beginning.

: "I'm scared, I'm sorry, I can't be with you."

Thinking about the content of the text message now, I still feel that kind of loss and despair, but then I came back to my senses, looking at the little beauty Liu Xue in front of me, speechless.

Regret it?Does Liu Xuexiaomei's sudden regret that night mean that she regretted rejecting me?So... is she trying to imply that she accepts me now?

At this time.. what kind of expression should I put on?Happy?joy?Are there tears in your eyes?

But...but why is there no joy in my heart at this moment, but instead I feel as if I'm being tightly wrapped and suffocating?

After being silent for a while, I still opened my mouth to break the deadlock and said

: "You...are you joking...?" My voice was very soft, and the little beauty Liu Xue slowly raised her head and looked at me after hearing my words, her eyes seemed to be covered with a layer of white Same thing, dull.

Then I saw her shaking her head lightly, her straight and long hair swaying slightly with her movements.

Seeing the little beauty Liu Xue shaking her head, I was stunned for a moment, and my heart became sad little by little.

You were the one who rejected me back then, so why are you the one who regretted it...

Thinking of this, I suddenly looked at her with a self-deprecating smile, and asked softly

: "You...what do you think I will do?"

The little beauty Liu Xue obviously didn't expect me to ask her such a question, then she lowered her head slightly and said in a faltering voice

: "I...I don't know either."

I sighed when I heard Miss Liu Xue's answer, I really wanted to tell her that what she said was exactly what I thought in my heart, and I didn't know what I should do.

The atmosphere became a little awkward for a while, but after a while, in this suffocating atmosphere, I moved my mouth and asked the little beauty Liu Xue a sentence that had been hidden in my heart for a long time.

: "Then...then at the beginning...why did you reject me?" This sentence has already appeared in my heart since I received the rejection text message from the little beauty Liu Xue in Taiyuan, and then I buried this question deeply in my heart I brought it back to Beijing, and after such a long time, I didn't expect to finally tell it to little beauty Liu Xue today.

Little Miss Liu Xue's eyes changed when she heard what I said, and a sad expression appeared on her face.

Seeing Miss Liu Xue with a sad expression, I felt a little flustered, and then I heard Miss Liu Xue say word by word

: "I'm sorry...Little Zhang...I'm sorry.."

Liu Xuexiaomei's words surprised me slightly, and I was a little speechless when I saw her.

This answer does not seem to correspond to the question I just asked.

But soon I saw the little beauty Liu Xue seemed to think of something, while shaking her head slightly, she muttered to me with a nervous face a little pale

: "I'm sorry.. Xiao Zhang.. I..."

"Take what I said just now as if I didn't say it.. You.. You go out.. I want to rest..." After finishing speaking, the little beauty Liu Xue raised her head, staring straight at me, her gaze It's full of oddities.

I was caught off guard by Liu Xuexiaomei's sudden 180-degree turn, and stood there looking at her in amazement.

Seeing that the little beauty Liu Xue realized that I had no intention of moving, she actually took a step forward towards me, and gently grabbed my arm with both hands, as if she was going to push me out of her room.

This made me completely unexpected, and I couldn't help stretching out my other hand to hold her wrist, trying to stop her movement.

The moment my hand grasped Miss Liu Xue's wrist, Miss Liu Xue stopped her movements, and then I saw her standing in front of me with her head lowered slightly.

Seeing Liu Xue's appearance like this, I was stunned for a moment, and just about to ask her what's wrong, I saw a drop of water running down her cheek.

At that moment, my heart was scattered all over the ground as if it was suddenly smashed by someone.

This is the first time I've seen the tears of Liu Xue's little beauty, and crystal clear drops of water dripped down her face one after another.

The long bangs covered the eyes of the little beauty Liu Xue who was crying, and after a while, her lower lip trembled slightly, and an indistinct sound came out of her mouth.

"Little Zhang...what should I do..."

"Little Zhang...what should I do..."

Every sentence is calling my name.. The voice is like a cry for help from the darkness without light, which makes me helpless.

I don't know how long it took, I slowly let go of the wrist of the little beauty Liu Xue, stretched out my hands with a blank mind, and hugged her tightly into my arms.

A burst of fragrance got into my nose, and she was still trembling in my arms, and her tears smeared my T-shirt like rain outside the window.

And I couldn't make a sound, I just felt my hands getting harder and harder, as if I was hugging the most precious thing in my life, and refused to let go.

When the little beauty Liu Xue was crying in my arms, she kept muttering something in her mouth, and her voice became smaller and smaller as time went by, and finally stopped with her tears.

And my back was already leaning against her door, and I still hugged her tightly with both hands without saying a word.

I have fantasized countless times that I hold the little beauty Liu Xue in my arms, but I never thought that the price of holding her is still sacrificing my T-shirt.

After a while, Miss Liu Xue's body slowly became limp, and she felt that her hands that were holding me just now were hanging down feebly, and her body no longer trembled.

Just when I was enjoying this dream-like scene, the little beauty Liu Xue in my arms suddenly moved vigorously, broke away from my arms, and immediately stepped back a few small steps, between me distanced.

This brought me back to my senses, and I stared at the little beauty Liu Xue, only to see her reach out and rub her eyes, then stopped.

The little beauty Liu Xue raised her head and said to me with almost no expression on her face

: "Little Zhang, let's go, I really want to rest..."

I didn't expect the little beauty Liu Xue to say that after she finished crying, I was stunned for a moment, and whispered to her unwillingly

: "But...you haven't answered my question just now..."

My voice was very low, but it was clear that Miss Liu Xue could hear me clearly.

What I didn't expect was that the little beauty Liu Xue heard me say this, she just shook her head calmly and said slowly

: "It's not important anymore.. This question is not important anymore..."

I was completely confused by the little beauty Liu Xue, watching her make an expression of what do you mean by that.

But the little beauty Liu Xue obviously didn't know what was wrong, she smiled coldly, and looked away, as if signaling me to go.

Seeing that Miss Liu Xue didn't intend to speak any more, I looked at her helplessly, so I had no choice but to open her door and go out.

The moment I closed the door, I froze for a moment, thought for a while and still didn't speak, and closed the door gently.

The moment the door closed, it seemed that two worlds were suddenly separated, forming an insurmountable obstacle between me and the little beauty Liu Xue.

After closing the door of little beauty Liu Xue's room, I still haven't recovered from what happened just now.

I lowered my head and looked at my chest, as if I could still feel the body temperature of the little beauty Liu Xue just now.

At this time, I was a little inexplicable and thought about what happened to the little beauty Liu Xue just now?

Since she said that she regretted rejecting me, why did she say that she made me forget what she just said just now?

And what was she crying all of a sudden just now?Why do you ask me what she should do again?

Thinking of this, I couldn't turn my head around for a while, and I always felt that everything that happened just now seemed to be extraordinarily unreal.

I even had the urge to turn my head and open the door of Liu Xue's little beauty to see if she was in the room. Meow, everything that happened just now was not imagined by me, right?

I turned around while thinking about me, but the moment I turned around, I was stunned, and suddenly I wanted to understand everything.