Living with a beauty

The heart seemed to be grasped by someone without warning, and it was so tight that I couldn't breathe.

Sudden rapid breathing, the sudden jump of the world, I closed my eyes, and the red lips that were pasted in the darkness appeared in my mind.

Things that had been indistinguishable from the past began to become real, and the aroma mixed with the smell of alcohol permeated the corners of his mouth again.

I didn't know when there was an extra hand on the shoulder, and the palm tightly grasped the collar of the clothes, making my neck a little itchy.

And what the tip of the nose feels is the breath that is slightly afraid of hitting the face.

One after another, it overlapped with the heartbeat.

The sound of plop plop sounded in my eardrums, and I slowly opened my eyes.

In the silent world, the face of little beauty Liu Xue is right in front of her eyes.

Sweaty forehead, bangs sticking to it with some forks, tightly closed eyes, long eyelashes trembling slightly.

And on the lips, the cold and soft touch made my whole body soft and unable to exert any strength. The chilly feeling spread to every part of my body, and all the gaps in my body were filled bit by bit.

It seemed as long as a century, when suddenly there was a tingling pain on my lips, I frowned, and my body trembled slightly.

Then I felt the hand holding my clothes on my shoulders loosen slowly, and Liu Xue's red lips also left mine.

I didn't speak, I was surprisingly calm, and I stared at the face of the little beauty Liu Xue with a gentle face.

I didn't know whether her cheeks were flushed with drunkenness or shyness, and her eyes were already full of confusion.

Seeing the face of the little beauty Liu Xue, I felt unspeakably sad, and then I saw her slowly stretch out her right hand, first gently sticking it to my cheek, and then gently pressing her thumb on my cheek bit by bit. on my lips.

Immediately there was a tingling sensation on my lips, because for some unknown reason just now, Miss Liu Xue bit my lips hard, and there was a strong bloody smell in my mouth, as if I had been bitten through.

Seeing the painful expression on my face, Miss Liu Xue's eyes changed, and then she moved her hand away with some distress, and looked down at the bloodstain on her thumb.

The red color is very dazzling under the light.

After being silent for a long time, the little beauty Liu Xue lowered her head and said in a trembling voice

: "Xiao Xiao Zhang, do you know why I called you Xiao Xiao Zhang..."

Hearing this address, my heart warmed up, and the tip of my tongue lightly licked the place where Liu Xue's little beauty had just bitten, and then said in a hoarse voice

: "No...don't know."

The little beauty Liu Xue still didn't raise her head, but said in a lower tone

: "For me, you have always been a very special friend in my life, so I like to have unique titles for you.."

"And now...you are no longer my little Zhang...if we continue like this...then...then we don't even have to be friends..." Liu Xuexiaomei said When he said this, his voice became smaller and smaller, and his tone was full of sadness.

And after I finished listening, I stared at her blankly, and didn't come back to my senses for a while.

On the lips, I can still feel the softness of the red lips of the little beauty Liu Xue just now, but the girl in front of me said this to me.

My mind went blank for a while, I moved my mouth almost unconsciously, and asked softly

: "For...why?"

Hearing my words, the little beauty Liu Xue finally raised her head. At this time, her face was covered with tears at some point.

Seeing her biting her lip vigorously, her jaw was still trembling slightly.

After a while, she opened her mouth and said in a crying voice

: "I don't like people who take things that belong to others, I... I don't want to be that kind of person..."

Liu Xuexiaomei's words exploded in my mind like thunder.

I opened my mouth weakly, and Xiao Hanyin's face appeared in my mind.

That's right, every time I face Liu Xue, I almost unconsciously forget one thing, that is, I am now with Xiao Hanyin!

My current identity is Xiao Hanyin's boyfriend!

This made me seem to understand the situation of little beauty Liu Xue at once, and cold sweat began to break out all over my body.

Since Little Miss Liu Xue knows that I like her and that I am already with Xiao Hanyin, she will naturally distance herself from her intentionally or unintentionally, in order to let me and Xiao Hanyin get along well. together!

No wonder Miss Liu Xue didn't want to call me Xiao Zhang anymore, no wonder Miss Liu Xue deliberately didn't want to be alone with me, because she was afraid that I would hurt Xiao Hanyin because I always had her in my heart.

Thinking of this, I am already in a state of confusion, so if I continue like this, little beauty Liu Xue will not even be friends with me?

I suddenly realized that I had been making a mistake all along, and that this mistake was invisible and hurt two girls who were very important to me at the same time.

At this time, a heavy sense of guilt weighed on my head, I looked at the little beauty Liu Xue who was still crying in front of me in a panic, stretched out my hand, and then retracted it hesitantly.

The faces of little beauty Liu Xue and Xiao Hanyin appeared together in my mind, and a voice sounded from somewhere in my body, reminding me not to continue making mistakes.

I lowered my head, and countless pictures flashed before my eyes, and the bits and pieces of getting along with the two of them were like a fast-forwarding movie, quickly passing before my eyes.

I don't know how long it took, but the picture in front of me was frozen at the moment when Liu Xue pressed his lips to me just now.

I froze for a moment, then stretched out my hand again, and gently wiped away the tears that were dripping down the cheeks of the little beauty Liu Xue.

Liu Xue stopped his sobbing, trembling slightly and raised his head.

I looked at her blankly, leaned my head little by little, and left a soft kiss on her forehead.

Afterwards, I slowly sat up straight, and said slowly in a small pitiful voice

: "I'm sorry...for making you so difficult because of me..."

"Such a thing will never happen again."

While talking, I stretched out my hand towards Liu Xue, forced a smile and said:

: "Go back, just like before, we are still friends, right?"

When I finished saying this, I just felt as if something suddenly disappeared in my heart. It disappeared and would never appear again.

And Miss Liu Xue's eyes were empty, and it took a long time before she seemed to come to her senses, slowly took my hand, and nodded gently.

"Well, we are friends."

There is an indescribable feeling in the tone, and my world seems to have suddenly turned off the lights in the middle of the night, and fell into boundless darkness at that moment.

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When Liu Xuexiaomei and I left the restaurant, there were a lot fewer pedestrians on the street. The landlord uncle was still very enthusiastic when we went out, but Liu Xuexiaomei didn't know what to think. Not only did she leave her mobile phone at home, but also her wallet I didn't bring it, if I didn't come, she would be eating a king's meal.

Although Miss Liu Xue seems to have drunk a lot of wine by herself, she still has no problem walking. I walked beside her and looked at her with my head tilted, feeling an indescribable feeling in my heart.

When I walked back to the floor of the rented building, I saw the little beauty Liu Xue who walked into the corridor and was about to go upstairs while holding on to the handrail. I still couldn't help but stopped and called out

: "Liu Xue."

The little beauty Liu Xue seemed to hear me calling her, she slowly stood up and turned her head.

At this time, I couldn't help but froze, and mustered up the courage to say:

: "Why don't you just call me Xiaoxiaozhang from now on, I'll listen to you change your words all of a sudden... I'm not used to it, and... it's nothing..."

Miss Liu Xue looked at me in silence for a while, then turned around again.

Immediately, her pleasant voice came from the corridor.

: "Well, Xiao Zhang."

I was startled when I heard her voice, and gave a wry smile, my heart darkened.

After going upstairs, seeing that I had successfully found Liu Xue's little beauty, the anxious little Xue girl seemed relieved, and stepped forward to support Liu Xue's arm and asked her where she had gone.

Liu Xue, who smelled of alcohol all over her body, said something to Xiaoxue, her voice was muffled.

At this time, Xiaoxue looked at me, I froze for a moment, and said

: "You...you help her clean up...I'll go back to the room first..."

Before Xiaoxue could speak, I hurried back to my room.

After closing the door, the sadness I had been suppressing spread from the bottom of my heart...

I barely had any extra strength to take off my clothes, and after taking a few steps forward, I threw my body heavily on the bed.

I don't know why, tears flowed out without any warning at this time, the place that would only be wet by the little prince was wetted by my tears for the first time.

At this time, all the words I said to the little beauty Liu Xue just now sounded in my head, and every word seemed to be ripped from my body, which made me hurt so badly.

If a mistake hurts many people, it should not continue.

If Liu Xue has been very troubled because of me.

Well.. it's up to me to end this error.

I am Wang Hanyin's boyfriend, so I shouldn't have Liu Xue in my heart.

No matter how deeply you like it, as long as you bury it deep in your heart.

This way you can go back to the beginning.

Thinking of this, I slowly turned over and put my fingers on my lips bit by bit.

The wound on the lip is still aching, but what can't be overcome is always the pain from the heart.

The pain emanating from the heart is continuously transmitted to every nerve in the body.

"We're still friends, right?"

"Well, we're friends"

I covered my eyes with my hands, trembling uncontrollably, and sobbed silently.

The moonlight outside is silver and white, in another room of the same house.

Liu Xue stood in front of the cactus on the window sill, staring at it quietly, the flower that bloomed and withered before left a shallow imprint on it.