Living with a beauty

Xiao Hanyin's lips were cold, and her tears flowed from her eyes and onto my face.

I was so distressed that I stretched out my hand and hugged her tightly, and the tears flowed even more joyfully.

It was the girl in my arms who summoned up the courage to confess to me.

It was the girl in my arms who never complained to me.

I trembled and hugged her desperately, feeling the temperature of her body.

But Xiao Hanyin just pressed her red lips against mine, and the tears flowed down her cheeks and poured into my neck.

I have never felt that I was so afraid of losing Xiao Hanyin.

I've been ignoring her all this time.

All along I thought she wouldn't blame me no matter what she did.

But now for the first time, I realize that she has become a part of my life without my knowing it, and I can't watch her leave me like this.

Just when I was holding Xiao Hanyin tightly for fear that she would disappear from my arms, the moving car beside me suddenly remembered the shrill bell, Xiao Hanyin's body trembled, and her red lips left mine.

I felt something in a panic, hugged Xiao Hanyin even more tightly, and said in fear

: "Don't...don't go."

And Xiao Hanyin leaned his head on my shoulder and tried to speak in a calm tone.

:"I have to go now."

Xiao Hanyin's words hit my lacrimal gland again, and my tears overflowed my eyes again.

At this time, Xiao Hanyin twisted slightly in my arms, as if trying to break free from my hands.

I hugged her arrogantly, and said in a trembling voice.

: "I won't let you go"

"I won't let you go."

After listening to my words, Xiao Hanyin suddenly became quiet, her body remained motionless as if she had froze.

I trembled in my heart, and lowered my head, I saw tears in her eyes, she raised one hand, and slowly took off the bracelet she was wearing on the other hand.

I watched her action in despair, and saw her put both hands on the bracelet and put it on her chest. After a pause, she picked up my hand with one hand, and gently put the bracelet in with the other hand. In the palm of my hand, I squeezed it hard.

"When I see it later"

"You must think of me."

After finishing speaking, Xiao Hanyin stepped back slowly facing me, then turned around, picked up the luggage on the ground, and ran into the carriage.

I looked at Xiao Hanyin who had disappeared into the train in front of me, and tried desperately to catch up, but my legs seemed to be sunk deep into the swamp, and I couldn't move even an inch.

The bell rang again, and the doors of the train were slammed shut.

I opened my mouth wide, and tears dripped down my chin on the bracelet in my hand. This was the first gift I gave Xiao Hanyin, and it seemed to still carry Xiao Hanyin's body temperature.

As if it had been given life, it became a rare item of Xiao Hanyin.

And now it's back in my hands.

Immediately afterwards, there was another long beep, and the train in front of me started to move bit by bit.

I stretched out my hand to cover my face, my heart felt like a knife was twisted, and my tears flowed like a fountain.

The silver-white train in front of me whizzed past me, and a gust of cold wind blown my hair crookedly.

I looked at the platform that became empty in an instant, and suddenly felt that something just disappeared.

The girl who would talk to me with a blushing face.

The girl who would shyly hold my hand.

The girl who would always be the first to feel my presence was gone.

The train took her away, and also took away my most precious years.

I stood powerlessly on the edge of the platform, and shed all the tears that belonged to her.

I don't know how long I stood there crying, but finally a staff member who came forward drove me back into the hall annoyed.

The hall was densely packed with people, and I walked slowly and feebly among the crowd with my head down, as if I had lost my soul.

When they walked to the exit, a group of people gathered together, and a girl in the middle who was leaning against the wall was playing the guitar.

I don't know why a trace of music came into my ears, I raised my head sadly and looked over.

The girl in the crowd played the guitar intently and sang a song affectionately, and this song... made the picture of Xiao Hanyin leaning on my shoulder and plugging the earphones into my ears resurface before my eyes.

There was another stabbing pain in my heart, and the girl's singing came into my ears

Whoever draws this world, draws me and you

make our world colorful

Who makes us cry and surprises us

Let's fall in love like this

Always say goodbye, get together and part

always go a long way

I listened to the lyrics, and finally realized bloodily that our life is full of long partings at any time...

I looked down at the bracelet in my hand, the color on it had already faded, I gritted my teeth hard, and my heart was full of sadness.

Later, I walked aimlessly by myself for a long time, so long that I didn't even know where I went.

The whole of Beijing is so big, I am so small and insignificant.

In the end I lost my way and sat on the side of the road watching the cars passing by in front of me.

From now on, I have become a person again, and from now on, no one will make noise around me.

Suddenly, I couldn't understand Xiao Hanyin's change at all. Is it because she was tired of being with me as she said?Or is it because of what Xiao Hanyin's father said to her?

I have no way of knowing the answer to all this.

And when I looked up at the brightly lit high-rise buildings, the silver-white light shone through thousands of glass windows, becoming the most beautiful scenery in the city.

I finally realized that I was too weak.

The words that Hanyin's father said to me at the beginning seemed to ring in my ears

: "Then do you think it's suitable for you and Xiaoyin to be together?"

Thinking about it now, this sentence is really full of realistic irony.

Thinking of this, I laughed at myself and sighed deeply.

Later, when I got home, as soon as I entered the door, Liu Xue and Xiaoxue sat on the sofa with serious expressions on their faces. After seeing me coming back, both of them showed concerned expressions on their faces.

I avoided the sight of the two of them, dragged my body and walked back to my room.

As soon as he lay down on the bed, Xiao Hanyin's face appeared in his mind, and tears began to roll in his eyes without disappointment.

After lying blankly staring at the ceiling for a long time, I reluctantly got up and turned on the phone.

After turning on the phone, I quickly called up Xiao Hanyin's number, hesitated for a while, and pressed the dial button.

The display on the phone is still "The phone you dialed has been turned off"

This made the hope in my heart ignited and then dimmed.

I thought that Xiao Hanyin's departure was sudden this time, and many things should not be done properly, but I vaguely felt that this was actually a long-planned departure.

Get a good house, buy a good ticket.

Maybe Hu Wenbin followed Xiao Hanyin to the hotel in the afternoon, maybe to help Xiao Hanyin with her luggage and send Xiao Hanyin to the station.

And it was precisely because he knew that Xiao Hanyin's departure would definitely have something to do with me that he let me get out of Xiao Hanyin's side.

Thinking of this, I blamed myself a little more. Originally, Xiao Hanyin asked me to stay with her in a hotel last night, maybe she still wanted to have a good talk with me, but I said that to her, she must be very sad.

Just as he was thinking, there was a light knock on the door suddenly.

I didn't speak, and saw the door was slightly pushed open, and Xiaoxue appeared at the door, seeming to be holding something in her hand.

I looked at Xiaoxue decadently, and saw Xiaoxue's mouth move, and said in a hesitant tone

: "Hanyin, what's the matter...?"

I looked at Xiaoxue and shook my head, I didn't want to say it, and I couldn't tell.

Seeing me shaking my head, Xiaoxue's eyes changed, and she slowly raised her hand and said to me.

"In the morning, she gave me this letter, saying that I will give it to you tomorrow."

My eyes widened when I heard Xiaoxue's words, and I sat up from the bed.

letter?What letter?

I looked into Xiaoxue's hand, and sure enough, she was holding something like an envelope.

So this is the letter Xiao Hanyin left for me?

Thinking of this, I suddenly realized that Xiao Hanyin resigned at the company in the morning, and she never expected that I would go to the hotel to guard her in the afternoon.

In that way, did she originally plan to let Xiaoxue hand over this letter to me after she left?

At this time, I hurriedly took the envelope from Xiaoxue's hand. It was a white envelope with a tight seal, and no one had opened it.

Seeing my strong reaction, Xiaoxue was stunned for a moment, then said in a low voice

: "Then...you should have a good rest...don't think about it..."

At this moment, I had no thoughts in my mind. I stared at the envelope in my hand tightly, and my breathing became tight.

Seeing that I didn't reply, Xiaoxue closed the door gently, and after thinking about it, I tore open the envelope bit by bit.