Living with a beauty

In the two days after Xiao Hanyin left, I have been living a life of black and white upside down, and a gloomy life.

I mostly sleep during the day, and at night I keep thinking about her appearance, the way she likes to tilt her head when she talks, the strange questions she often asks when I'm talking, and her Always walking by my side like a bird clinging to others, everything that was once beautiful has now become the reason why I can't sleep.

I always lie on the bed with my eyes open sadly, and I am too tired to fall asleep when the sky starts to get dark.

During this period, I don't know how many times I called Xiao Hanyin, and the voice of the artificial service that made people feel chilling always rang on the phone.

Because it is Saturday and Sunday, Liu Xuexiaoxue has been at home, I don’t know if it is to create a more lively atmosphere in the room, even Zhang Jiaqi often comes here these two days, the three of them almost dragged Xiaoxue Qiuqiu made a table of mahjong, and I was always woken up by their noise.

In fact, I understand what they mean, but it's as if the fire has been extinguished in my heart, and it can't be warmed up in the cold.

I once tentatively asked Xiaoxue about Xiao Hanyin, but when I asked this question, Xiaoxue thought about it, and said with a evasive expression

"She may need some time to be alone." Xiaoxue's words reminded me, and I suddenly realized that Xiao Hanyin might come back one day and reappear in my life.

Even if she already knows that I may have always liked Liu Xue, even if I have done so many wrong things to her.

But I believe that one day she will come back, and she will generously forgive me for everything I did wrong, and come back again.

And I have a lot of things I want to tell her.

I want to tell her I like her, I want to tell her I care about her.

People often say that you can only know how to cherish after you lose it. I have once again personally verified that this sentence is indeed a truth that has not changed for thousands of years.

It was only after Xiao Hanyin left that I realized how much I valued her, but it was a pity that I had already lost her when I realized this.

And I finally realized clearly why Xiao Hanyin asked me

"Will the two of us get married?"

It turns out that she has never seen the so-called future in me.

I didn't live up to the responsibilities of a boyfriend, I didn't even do anything for her.

It turns out that this is the price of growth, just like giving birth, it is painful and sad, but if there is no pain, how can people grow?

There is always that one person who will teach you this truth in blood.

On Monday morning, just after dawn, I opened my eyes and stared at the ceiling in a daze.

Just when I got up to get dressed, the door was pushed open from the outside without warning.

Liu Xue seems to never learn to knock on the door, just as I always forget to lock the door.

Luckily, I just lifted my trousers up to my waist, leaving only my naked upper body for her to admire.

As if he didn't expect that I had already got up, Liu Xue's expression froze for a moment, he looked at me, and then slightly turned his head away.

"Little Zhang...you're up..." I nodded and forgot to put on my shirt for a while.

It seems that I feel much better in spirit, Liu Xue paused, and asked tentatively

: "Then do you go to work today? Are you going back to the company, or going to Zheng Ming's..." I thought about it and answered

: "Go to the company over there." After all, Queen Guo hasn't told me to return to the team, and... now that I'm back to my original position, I'm sure it will be hard to feel injured again.

After listening to my words, Liu Xue stood at the door and hesitated for a while, then asked again.

"Little Zhang, you...you feel better..."

My heart sank when I heard Liu Xue's words, but soon I forced a smile and said to her sadly

"You don't drown by falling in the water, you die by staying in the water."

"Life...you always have to look forward, right..."

I don't know if I'm speaking to Liu Xue or to myself, but Liu Xue paused after hearing my words, and slowly raised his head to look at me, with a reassuring smile on his face.

I also smiled, as if I had turned off the light in my heart, and it got dark little by little.

When I came to the White Thigh Group, I was in a daze when I stood downstairs in the company.

I didn't come here for a few days after I left here last time. When I came back, I didn't expect that I was covered in bruises, and I was gloriously single again.

Sure enough, the world is unpredictable, and life is full of changes.

Just as I was standing downstairs and had just finished expressing my words, an awkward cough suddenly came from behind me.

The voice was somewhat familiar, and I couldn't help but froze for a moment, then turned my head away.

It doesn't matter if you don't look at meow, I almost scared me and took a step back when I saw it.

My mother's old bald man didn't know when he stood behind me, looking at me wretchedly, with a slight smile on his face.

Now I'm upset when I see the bald man, so I glared at him angrily, thinking why is this guy here?

Just now when I thought about it, I suddenly thought of what else this old bald man could do here. He must have come to see Mr. Gao. Is it possible that Mr. Gao’s little trick back then succeeded? Are you here to talk to Mr. Gao?

Thinking of this, I froze for a moment, and said calmly

"What are you doing here?" To my surprise, this half-old bald was very enthusiastic towards me, looking at me with a lewd smile and said

: "Xiao Zhang, what a coincidence, I came to talk to Mr. Gao about something, I didn't expect to see you standing downstairs when I came here to save you." When I saw that the old bald was so kind to me, I suddenly remembered that I was at the bar that day. In order to cooperate with Gao Feng, the old man at the table gave the old man a few good words against his conscience, which is why he is still so enthusiastic about me now.

At this time, I thought of the plan that Queen Guo said to me that day, thought about it for a while, and quickly continued to pretend to be very enthusiastic.

: "Really? Let's go up together, and I'll call Mr. Gao for you." When the old man heard that I was so enthusiastic, he probably thought that I didn't care about the past, and agreed again and again.

And I thought that not only Queen Guo, but also Mr. Gao said that if this deal is negotiated, it will benefit me, so naturally they want to facilitate this deal.

He took the old bald man upstairs, it was obviously the first time this guy came here, I don't know why Mr. Mighty didn't follow him.

And I thought that the old pervert who is half old and bald loves unspoken rules the most, he should have had a lot of white thighs, and he should be very calm when he sees little models.

Unexpectedly, after the old guy followed me upstairs, his eyes lit up, as if a wolf that had been hungry for a long time saw a sheep.

This made me suddenly realize that the income of this half-old bald man has not been very good for a while, and it must have been a long time since he had sex, and he has not deceived his little sister.

This made me feel refreshed.

Entering the company door of the White Thigh Group, it seemed that Mr. Gao had already given orders, and the younger sister at the front desk came over and asked if Ban Laobald was Mr. Lu. Mr. Gao had been waiting for him in the office for a long time.

The old bald man said, "I am, I am."

And I immediately felt relieved, which just saved me trouble.Later, the front desk led the old man to Mr. Gao's office, and I walked back to my small room.

The hut had obviously been tidied up by Zheng Ming, and it looked a lot tidier, but I sat down at the desk and turned on the computer, logged in to QQ and dragged it to Xiao Hanyin's avatar.

The profile picture, which should have been lit up long ago, is now in black and white, and the gloomyness makes people sad.

I clicked on her profile picture and typed a line, but after hesitating for a while, I slowly deleted it all.

In fact, I am still a little concerned about the outcome of the talk between the half-old bald and Gao Feng. According to Queen Guo, if the negotiation can be achieved, then the next one is to get Mr. Gao settled. After Mr. Gao is done, Queen Guo I'll start to get the crown out, but whatever they mess around with doesn't really have much to do with me, but vaguely does.

It would be great if I could make a profit from it. After all, I only rely on wages now, and I am also a typical salaryman. You must know that in the city of Beijing, the salarymen are no different from refugees.

Thinking like this, sure enough, at noon, Mr. Gao came to my room suddenly.

As soon as Mr. Gao entered the door, he gave me a smug smile, and seemed to be in a good mood.

It made me feel like she was probably bald, and at the same time, I felt that something seemed wrong.

After looking around carefully, I realized that Gao Feng didn't even wear glasses today, so he was a little less serious and more mature.

Seeing me sitting in a chair in a daze, Gao Feng stepped forward, looked at me and said

"Xiao Zhang, Mr. Lu's business was negotiated this morning!" When I heard that Gao Feng was here to share the good news with me, I reluctantly put on a surprised face and said

: "Congratulations to Mr. Gao, the company has expanded a lot." Mr. Gao seemed very happy to hear what I said, walked to my side, looked down at me and said

: "Hehe.. There is also your part in this.. Of course I have not forgotten what I promised you.."

After listening to Gao Feng's words, I thought to myself that this is what I care about, but I still deliberately said politely.

: "It's nothing... small things... not worth mentioning." Gao Feng was very satisfied seeing me being so modest, and after looking around, he said to me

: "I saw you had a good drink that day, why don't we go out and celebrate?"

I was taken aback by Gao Feng's words, and looked at her strangely. Does this mean that she wants me to go out to dinner with her?

After thinking about it, I asked hesitantly

:"Now?"

Gao Feng nodded and looked at me with a half-smile, waiting for my answer.

I froze for a moment, raised my head to look at her, and said word by word

"It's a coincidence that I... want to have a good drink these days..."

And Gao Feng stood aside, and after hearing what I said, a strange smile appeared on his face.

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At the same time, in a certain coffee shop, Xia Xiaoxue walked into the shop and looked around.

A man sitting in the corner raised his hand and waved it lightly.

Xia Xiaoxue gritted her teeth, bowed her head and walked over.

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I followed Gao Feng downstairs, and a mass of fallen leaves rolled across the ground in front of me.

I froze for a moment and looked up at the sky.

It turns out that summer is over and autumn has come.