Living with a beauty

I stood there holding my phone, seemingly forgetting everything around me.

I admit, I panicked.

During this period of time, I have fantasized countless times that one day Xiao Hanyin will suddenly call or send me a text message.

But when all this really happened, I actually felt a sense of fear.

I don't know where this feeling of fear came from, but it just made me freeze up, not daring to press the text message in front of me.

I am afraid that I will get some bad news after I open it, and I am afraid that my only fantasy will shatter like glass in an instant after I open it.

Anyway, I'm scared.

I am afraid that as long as I press my finger, everything that once belonged to me will really no longer belong to me.

But I hesitated for a long time, and finally opened the text message.

Because I have a lot of things I want to say to her, because I don't want to miss any news about her.

After opening the text message, I stared and found that there were only a few short words on it.

"are you OK."

Xiao Hanyin seemed to appear in front of my eyes. She raised her head, looked at me quietly and said to me, "Are you okay?"

The nose that was sore just now became sore again, and all the pictures about her began to flash in my mind, pulling me into a sea of ​​sourness.

When I came back to my senses, without any hesitation, I called Xiao Hanyin's phone in a panic.

I can be sure that the person on the other end of the phone at this time must be Xiao Hanyin. I can even imagine her sitting quietly by the bed, looking down at the phone, and the light of the phone illuminates her face.

There was a moment of silence on the phone, and then there was a sound of getting through, and the beep sounded like a world away, making my heart beat wildly.

Finally, it was no longer the cold voice of the artificial customer service, and it seemed that Xiaohanyin's timid voice had begun to sound in my ears.

This made me nervous, anxious, and restless like a kid who cheated on the college entrance examination.

But just after the phone rang a few times, a cold voice came from inside again.

"The number you dialed is busy, please try again later."

Xiao Hanyin didn't answer and hung up.

I froze for a moment, and immediately called again, but the result was still the same. No matter how many times I called, Xiao Hanyin still refused to answer my call, and hung up again and again.

I panicked, opened the text message folder and quickly edited a text message and sent it.

"Answer the phone, answer my call."

The text message had just been sent, and a text message was sent almost at the same time.

I opened the text message, and there was still only a short line on it.

"You'd better go back to work."

These words made my heart tremble, and I couldn't help being a little stunned.

This... Little Hanyin, she knows that I resigned?She was worried about me that's why she texted me asking how are you?

I became more and more anxious, and sent text messages with trembling hands, and there was even some pleading meaning between the words

"Can you answer my call, I have something... I want to tell you..."

Not long after the text message was sent, Xiao Hanyin replied to the text message.

"Forget it, you will have your own plans."

When I saw this text message, I seemed to think of something. I was holding the phone as if it was held by an invisible big hand, and I couldn't move.

Sure enough, everything was as I expected, Xiao Hanyin sent text messages one after another.

Each article has only a few short lines of words, as if they are calmly telling their own thoughts.

"I was sick two days ago, but I got better again"

"If you resign too, sister Xiaoxue will have no subordinates."

"It's getting colder and colder recently, and many flowers in the yard have died."

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I looked at the text messages sent by Xiaohanyin on the phone one after another, and I felt like my heart was being pricked by a needle.

And Xiao Hanyin seemed to be talking to herself, saying those thoughts that belonged only to her.

Every text message is like a mood of hers, and every text message is like something she originally wanted to tell me.

I watched all this in a daze, until the phone didn't ring again after a long time, and my consciousness gradually began to recover.

I came back to my senses and nervously dialed Xiao Hanyin's phone again, but the voice from inside told me that her phone had been turned off again.

My hands hang down feebly, there seems to be an avalanche-like rumbling sound in my ears, and my heart is so cold that it seems to be stuffed with ice.

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In the interview that afternoon, I died without any suspense. The interviewer was stunned for a long time after seeing my dying expression, as if he forgot what he wanted to ask me for a while.

Later, after asking a bunch of messy questions, the interviewer looked at me and said awkwardly, "Go back and wait for the announcement."

I stood up and lowered my head, said thank you softly, then turned and left.

On the way back, I looked at the text messages Xiao Hanyin sent me over and over again, wondering about her expression when she typed these words with her thumb in a trance.

It turns out that she also has a lot of things she wants to say to me, but why, she just refuses to answer my calls, and even refuses to communicate with me through text messages?

I can't figure out Xiao Hanyin's thoughts, but at least I'm sure that Xiao Hanyin still cares about me.

Otherwise, she wouldn't know about my resignation. Of course, maybe it was Wu Lijuan who told her,

But it's always a good thing for me.

It was like seeing a bamboo shoot that had just emerged from the ground, and everything seemed to rekindle hope.

Thinking of this, I stuffed my phone back into my pocket, and couldn't help thinking of the second text message she sent.

"You'd better go back to work."

If I go back to work again, will Xiao Hanyin come back?Can everything go back to how it was before?

I do not know.

And after I said that to Queen Guo through Jiu Jin that day, can I still go back?

I suddenly found that I thought I was very relaxed now, but in fact life is always so complicated.

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When I got home, I hid in my room.

When I went upstairs, I was extra careful, for fear that Zhang Jiaqi would jump out with a sharp knife inadvertently.

Even if she doesn't want to kill me now, she still has the heart to eunuch me.

I don't know how to explain this matter. I can only hope that Zhang Jiaqi will accidentally fall down when she goes downstairs, and she will be frustrated when she touches her head. If it doesn't work, I will discuss it with her and let her It's not impossible to look back.

Uneasy at night, it was the time when he should be home after get off work, but Liu Xue hadn't come back yet.

I sent her a text message with a guilty conscience, and soon saw Liu Xue text back and said:

: "I'll buy some food and I'll be right back."

I was relieved, but quickly became nervous again.

With Liu Xue's character, if she didn't call Xiao Baihe this afternoon, she would definitely go to see Zhang Qiqi first. When Xiao Baihe told Liu Xueyi about that, wouldn't I be infamous?

No matter how serious it is, I might be kicked out of here by them!

This made me quickly send another text message to Liu Xue, signaling her to come home first, and I have something to tell her.

Liu Xue replied with a "hmm", opened the door and walked in after a short while.

Seeing Liu Xue came back, I hurried forward to take the food in her hand, and glanced behind her at the same time.

Fortunately, Zhang Jiaqi did not follow.

Seeing that I am so weird, Liu Xue couldn't help being a little curious, and asked suspiciously

"Little Zhang, what do you want to tell me?" Hearing Liu Xue's voice, even Xiao Qiuqiu, who was huddled in his kennel, ran out, as if he planned to listen to the excitement.

I hesitated for a while, but still had the idea of ​​being frank and lenient and resisting strictness, and told Liu Xue the general story of the incident.

After listening to what I said, Liu Xue's expression changed from doubt to surprise. She looked at me with a slightly flushed face and asked word by word.

: "Ah... Xiao Zhang, you... you can't... see everything, right?"

After listening to Liu Xue's words, I thought to myself, isn't this nonsense? The old paper is not blind, so why can't I see it.

But in order to protect myself, I quickly waved my hands and pretended to be innocent and said:

: "No no no... I was so anxious at the time, how could I have the time to pay attention to other places!"