Living with a beauty

I once had this kind of thought at a certain period, did I confess to her on Student Liu's day?

I didn't say I like it, and even said that I want to confess to you so suddenly.

At this time, it seemed that Liu Xue understood what Liu Xue meant. Since he would give me an answer immediately, then if he confessed again, would he get an answer soon?

When thinking of this, he couldn't help but look at Liu Xue in front of him, and saw that she was still bowing her head, her long black hair was fluttering up and down in the darkness, and her face could not be seen.

At this moment, something that had been suppressed and hidden in my heart finally broke through and showed its head.

I had this idea a long time ago, maybe... maybe Liu Xue likes me, but I'm not sure.

Although I don't have much experience in things like feelings, I can always detect something else from many things.

From the moment she said she regretted it, from the moment she stood at the door of the company and saw me walking downstairs with Xiao Hanyin, her eyes were a little dodgy.

And she stubbornly waited for me on the sofa late at night, and when she stopped calling me Xiao Zhang.

Since then, I have vaguely understood something in my heart, but I don't know why, and some don't want to believe it and bury these things in my heart.

But in the final analysis, it still has an inseparable relationship with Xiao Hanyin.

If I hadn't been with Xiao Hanyin at that time, would things have changed completely?

If he hadn't been with Xiao Hanyin, he wouldn't have been shaken and doubted about liking Liu Xue, right?

These inner thoughts kept tumbling in the body, and the sea breeze on the side also became stronger, blowing over with a salty smell, making people feel a little chilly.

When the wind blows, Liu Xue shrinks her body, it seems that she will still feel cold in the large coat, and no one has brought her real warmth.

And for some reason, I stared at her blankly, unable to speak.

The time passed by every minute and every second, and the time of 8 minutes seemed to be stretched several times, becoming long and slow.

I know very well what Liu Xue was asking me to think about in the 8 minutes he left for me.

If you are determined to let go of the past, there will be a new beginning waiting ahead.

But at this moment, the words in my heart couldn't be uttered, and it was hard to get stuck in my throat, which made me uncomfortable.

Finally, they didn't know how long each other had been silent, Liu Xue raised his head slowly.

Those were a pair of hollow eyes, and her voice sounded beside her ears.

: "8 minutes.. seems to have passed.."

"You... don't you have anything to say to me?"

As if hinting unwillingly, Liu Xue bit his lip lightly, with a look of disappointment on his expression.

And I looked at her, and after a long time, I said softly

: "Actually, there is another explanation for what I told you for 8 minutes."

After listening to my words, Liu Xue looked at me, with a little bewilderment between his brows and eyes.

"What explanation..?"

I was a little afraid to look at her, turned my head slightly to the side and said slowly

: "8 minutes after the sun goes out, people will not realize that the warmth of these 8 minutes is actually a kind of illusory warmth."

"So when you start to feel it, when you start to understand how important it is."

"It's already gone."

After I finished speaking, I didn't know where I got the courage to turn my head, and I saw Liu Xue trembled, and his face turned a little pale.

When I saw her, a piercing pain came from my chest, but I didn't know why I said such words.

After a while, Liu Xue sighed deeply, forced a smile on his face and said

: "Well, I seem to understand."

While speaking, Liu Xue turned around and looked in the direction of the sea, and then whispered

: "Let's go back, or if we go too far, we won't be able to go back."

Liu Xue's words seemed to be a metaphor for something, which made me speechless.

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When I went back, I followed Liu Xue all the time, and she walked in front of me. I don't know why her figure looked a little thin.

And I looked at her back in a daze, and my heart seemed to be covered with ice, a little numb.

Liu Xue didn't talk to me any more along the way, and I became mute very cooperatively.

When I was about to return to the hotel, Liu Xue stopped suddenly, turned around and took off my coat.

Afterwards, Liu Xue handed me the clothes and said in a low voice, "Xiao Xiao Zhang, thank you."

I froze for a moment, and stretched out my hand to take the clothes in her hand.

The fingertips inadvertently touched Liu Xue's hand, and a small coolness spread over him.

An indescribable feeling suddenly surged in my heart, as if someone had pinched it out of thin air, a little painful.

I raised my head, and before I could speak, I saw Liu Xue had turned around and walked towards the hotel entrance.

Back in the room, Liu Xue quickly lay down on his own bed, repositioning his back facing me.

Moreover, Liu Xue didn't cover himself with a quilt this time, and his figure like a work of art looked indescribably alluring from behind.

But I didn't have any obscene thoughts at this moment, I just stared at her in a daze for a while, then turned off the light and groped back to my bed.

There was no sound in the dark room. I lay on my side and looked at Liu Xue's back. There were only vague outlines in my eyes, and the rest was boundless darkness.

I don't know when I fell asleep, and when I woke up, I opened my eyes and found that there was no one on the opposite bed.

I sat up nervously, and found that the light in the bathroom by the door was on, and the light shone from there.

After thinking about it, I groped to put on my slippers and walked over.

As soon as he approached, he heard a low sobbing sound, and the sound came out through the lit door vaguely.

My heart tightened, and I stretched out my hand to push the door in, but the moment my hand was about to touch the handle, it stopped in mid-air.

After a while, I slowly withdrew my hands, and my hands hung down weakly, and I took a step back and leaned against the wall.

The light from the bathroom just shone on my face, and my eyes were a little stinging from the light.

And the most painful thing was the deep cry, which echoed in my mind over and over again, making it difficult to breathe.

Finally, I don't know how long it took, and the sobbing stopped.

As soon as the bathroom door was opened, Liu Xue, who came out of it, let out a soft "ah", as if he was taken aback by me suddenly appearing outside the door.

But soon calmed down, Liu Xue sighed and said cautiously

: "Little Zhang..you..when did you wake up.."

I looked up at her and didn't speak.

Seeing that I didn't speak, Liu Xue seemed to have noticed something, and explained in a panic

: "I...I just can't sleep and get up to go to the toilet.. If you want to go..."

Before Liu Xue finished speaking, I stepped forward and hugged her.

I just felt Liu Xue's body tremble violently in my arms, and then slowly went limp.

A burst of sobbing sounded again in the darkness, and the tears slowly wet my shirt and soaked my heart.

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When he woke up the next day, Liu Xue hadn't gotten up yet.

I looked at Liu Xue who was sleeping on the bed next to me, and suddenly felt that everything that happened last night was very unreal, like a dream that appeared out of thin air.

To be honest, after Liu Xue successfully wet a large area of ​​my clothes, he went back to his bed to sleep.

And I didn't say anything to her afterwards, just hugged her for no reason, and she was hugged by me for no reason. (As a digression, it's "hug" not "explosion"! Beasts)

There is still a thin layer of paper between me and her, and no one wants to reach out and pierce it.

To be honest, I don't know which side of the scale in my heart is more inclined now, so I don't want to make a wrong decision when I am not sure.

Because I don't want to hurt anyone anymore, especially someone who is very important to me.

I don't deny my liking for Liu Xue, but after Xiao Hanyin left, I realized that this kind of love was also shared with Xiao Hanyin.

That's why I didn't confess to Liu Xue again at that time last night.

Because at that time, my mind was full of pictures of me and Xiao Hanyin standing by the sea, and the words Xiao Hanyin said to me while looking at me on the bridge

"Let's kiss."

Just thinking that there was a knock on the door suddenly, Liu Xue seemed to be awakened by the knock on the door, and opened his eyes in a daze, but I quickly recovered and got up and walked towards the door. As soon as I opened the door, I saw Gao Feng standing at the door, looking at me with a smile on his face.

I was taken aback when I saw Gao Feng, and then said, "Mr. Gao..."

Gao Feng had a smile on his lips: "How is it, Brother Zhang, tell Sister Gao if you slept well last night?"

I heard that Gao Feng's words had other meanings, so I quickly looked at her and said, "Um, okay, um... are you going to leave?"

At this time, Liu Xue seemed to have heard the voice, and walked over from the side.

Gao Feng looked into the room, smiled at Liu Xue and said, "Well, after you pack up, go to the entrance of the hotel and gather in 10 minutes."

I nodded after listening to Gao Feng's words, 10 minutes is definitely enough for me, and it should be no problem for Liu Xue who doesn't wear makeup.

Seeing me nodding, Gao Feng also nodded, indicating that he would go first, and you should clean up quickly.

Later, after Liu Xue and I cleaned up briefly, we hurried to the door of the hotel.

Liu Xue seems to have returned to normal, and as I expected, he didn't mention what happened yesterday.

And I tacitly said nothing, the two of us played with Gao Feng's team for several hours.

When it was almost 10 o'clock, the photos seemed to be enough, and Gao Feng told us that we could prepare to return to Beijing.

Of course, Liu Xue and I don't have any opinions, but I vaguely feel that I have left Qingdao so soon, and I feel a little bit reluctant in my heart.

Of course, neither Liu Xue nor I noticed at that time, but in just two or three days, some things had already undergone tremendous changes.