Living with a beauty

This was the first snowfall in Beijing this year, and the white snowflakes scattered everywhere instantly turned everything in sight into a vast expanse of whiteness.

Although the whistle sounded everywhere, the whole world seemed to be silent for an instant without a single sound, only flakes of snowflakes falling from the air to the ground lightly and slowly.

At this time, Xiaoxue beside her turned her head and looked out of the car window, only to see her pupils dilated instantly, and her eyes became clean and bright.

Even the little Qiuqiu in her arms saw something, and made a lot of noise cheerfully and loudly.

I sat on the sidelines, feeling extremely peaceful in my heart at the moment.

Although I am not a person who likes snow very much, the white snowflakes always make people feel calm.

At this time, I suddenly thought of a sentence, and smiled inadvertently.

This made Xiaoxue, who was also looking out of the car window in a daze, come back to her senses, and turned her head to look at me with some doubts.

I looked at her, smiled and said, "Xia Xiaoxue, it's snowing outside."

After hearing what I said, Xiaoxue looked at me with blurred eyes, but she just smiled lightly and didn't speak.

At this time, there were a few dull car horns sounding from behind, which brought me back to my senses, and I found that I had already reached the green light, so I quickly started the car and drove forward.

As soon as the car passed the intersection, I suddenly remembered the few words Xiaoxue said to me just now, and for some reason, I started to feel a little bored again.

If it weren't for the sudden snow, the atmosphere would have been in an embarrassing situation just now, right?

Thinking of this, I secretly glanced at Xiaoxue beside me, and saw that her back was facing me, as if she was looking at the scenery outside through the car window.

This made me feel a little relieved, but then I felt a little lost again.

What she said just now... shows that Xiaoxue also made a lot of determination to make the decision to move out, right?

I sighed and slowed down the speed slightly.

After that, the snow fell more and more, and soon the road became a bit muddy.

This is definitely a huge challenge to my driving skills. In order to avoid injury to me and Xiaoxue, and to save Qiuqiu’s life, I drove very slowly for a long distance behind.

This led to driving for another hour or so, and finally arrived at the place Xiaoxue said.

The community here looks a little old, but it looks very clean under the cover of snowflakes.

Xiaoxue rented the first floor, a two-bedroom house. Although it was not big, there were a lot of simple furniture inside.

And fortunately, it is the first floor, which also saves me a lot of energy. Otherwise, running up and down with so much luggage would definitely be a very serious challenge for my old bones.

When I carried Xiaoxue's last suitcase upstairs, the moment the suitcase was placed on the ground, I realized that Xiaoxue would leave our house from now on and live here alone.

This feeling made me feel a little sad. It can be said that without Xiaoxue, my life might still be a mess.

If it weren't for Xiaoxue, maybe I haven't worked yet, and I'm playing with my little red wings alone in the room.

Thinking of this, I couldn't help taking a deep breath, and looked at Xiaoxue who was busy arranging things.

I saw Xiaoxue moving a box aside with some difficulty, and then straightened up and looked at me.

Seeing me staring at her in a daze, Xiaoxue smiled, walked up to me and said

: "Okay.. nothing else.."

"I'm really bothering you...Xiao Zhang."

When I heard Xiaoxue say that, I quickly waved my hands. After hesitating for a moment, I still looked at her and said in a low voice.

: "Well.. if a person is not used to living here.. it's okay to move back..."

I didn't have enough confidence to say this, so my voice was very low.

Because I know that Xiaoxue's moving away has an inseparable relationship with me, but I always feel sorry if I don't say that to her.

To my surprise, Xiaoxue smiled lightly after listening to my words, then nodded and said

: "Okay, if that day comes... I will hire you back as a driver."

I was taken aback when I heard Xiaoxue say that, then I came back to my senses and nodded.

"Okay, always on call."

Afterwards, I helped Xiaoxue clean up the house briefly. Ironically, I have never tidied up my own room, but now I work very hard to help Xiaoxue clean it up.

In fact, I just helped her deal with some large items, and I didn't have the chance to touch some relatively expensive things.

Although once I did some strange things in front of Xiaoxue's underwear in front of the ball dog, but it seems that I have no chance to do it again.

Finally, after a while, things are almost packed, and the rest are the items that Xiaoxue needs to organize.

Seeing that I didn't have anything to do with myself, after thinking about it, I still said to Xiaoxue

: "Well.. If it's okay.. Or I'll go back first.."

After all, Xiaoxue is too embarrassed to organize those items in front of me, and she can't just leave me alone when I'm here.

Hearing what I said, Xiaoxue was silent for a moment, and then she seemed to have guessed what I meant, then she looked at me and said with a little apology

: "Then... no more breaks?"

I shook my head and said, "I won't bother you here, you can clean up."

Xiaoxue paused after hearing this, then raised her head to look at me, and said in a low voice, "Okay, then I'll take you downstairs."

Originally, I wanted to politely refuse, but when I thought that this is the first floor, opening the door is no different from going downstairs, so I simply nodded and agreed.

Then I turned around, opened the door and walked out, Xiaoxue followed behind me and walked out together.

When we arrived at the door of the unit, the snow outside was still falling, and there was already a thin layer of snow on the small a6 parked not far away.

Seeing this, I stood still, turned around to look at Xiaoxue, and said

: "Okay, don't come out, go upstairs."

Xiaoxue nodded after hearing my words, staring at me without speaking.

Under her gaze, I suddenly felt a little embarrassed, so I could only avoid her gaze in embarrassment, and then walked out of the unit door.

Taking the first step, the foot stepped on the snow on the ground and made a "squeaky" sound.

I paused for a moment, then walked quickly towards the car.

Just when I walked to the car door and was about to open it and get in, Xiaoxue's low voice suddenly came from behind me.

"Zhang Ming."

I turned my head and found that Xiaoxue was still standing at the door of the unit. Thick snowflakes fell from my eyes, covering her face from time to time.

I was stunned, I don't know why at this moment I suddenly felt that the distance between me and her was very far away, so far away that I couldn't touch it.

At this time, Xiaoxue lowered her head, and after a while she raised it slowly, put her hands to her mouth slowly, and shouted loudly to me

: "Come on! Be sure to stay with Liu Xue!"

After she finished speaking, she turned around and disappeared into the corridor.

I stood where I was, and after a long time I came back to my senses, and slowly raised my head.

Countless snowflakes fell head-on, like the shattered heart of God, covering the whole world in white.

When the car drove out of the community, my mood became very lost.

This loss made me absent-minded while driving, and I didn't wake up in an instant until I almost ran a red light.

I looked at the heavy snow that was not about to stop outside for a while, and suddenly felt a little hungry.

After a while, a place flashed in my mind, I hesitated, and I stepped on the accelerator and drove in the direction of the company.

Because it was Saturday, the company building looked particularly bleak.

I parked the car in the back parking lot and walked out alone on the snow.

Walking in the snow is undoubtedly a romantic thing, and a man walking in the snow by himself must be a sad thing.

It may be because of the influence of Xiaoxue just now. At this moment, my mood is very complicated. I always feel that my chest is stuffy, as if it is stuffed with cotton, and I can't breathe.

When Xiaoxue yelled those words to me just now, I seemed to be able to understand her mood at that moment.

I can even imagine the scene when Xiaoxue made up her mind to move away from me. I realized for the first time that she is actually so lonely.

And she, who was no longer alone, now chose to return to the state of being alone for others.

This made me feel very sad and very remorseful.

But now I have no way to change anything, I can only walk down the street like a child who has lost his toy.

The soles of the shoes became a bit chilly due to a lot of snow that had entered. There were many pedestrians on the road, and intricate footprints on the ground could be seen criss-crossing everywhere.

I walked alone in the snow for a while before I stood still and stopped.

At this time, the snow was falling even more, and I looked at the storefront beside me, and my nose became sore bit by bit.

Because this porridge shop, which once held my precious memories, is closing the door tightly at this moment, with the words "store transfer" posted on it, which makes people feel sad.

At this moment, I finally understood the meaning of Xiaoxue's original words.

In this small world, those who once said they would never be separated will one day be separated.

Things that were thought to never change will one day change.

I stood at the door for a while, then turned around and walked back along the way I came.

Every time I take a step, the picture of walking here comes to my mind.

After walking a few tens of meters, I stood still and turned my head to take a look.

At that moment, those dusty memories in my heart were locked forever in a corner of my heart, marking a small full stop.