Living with a beauty

She didn't expect her to say that, as if she realized something in her heart, the frequency of her heartbeat stopped.

But soon I came back to my senses, I forced a smile, and said

: "Is this special care for the sick?"

Zhang Jiaqi gave a shallow "hmm", as if it was an answer.

I fell silent and stopped talking.

The hand on the head moved again, but the strength was obviously stronger than before, but after all, it was still a very comfortable feeling.

After Zhang Jiaqi washed my hair seriously, she threw me a towel and said

: "You wipe it yourself, I won't serve you to the end."

I don't know why her words made me think a lot inexplicably, and I couldn't help but smile lewdly.

But I put that smile away quickly, for fear of bathroom murders.

At this moment, Sayuri looked at me again, hesitated for a moment, and then asked, "Do you have anything else to do? If not, I'm going to bed."

I was taken aback by her question, I looked around while wiping my hair, then pointed to the clothes hanging beside me and said: "If you want, you can help me put on some clothes."

As soon as I said this, Zhang Jiaqi kicked my calf, I gritted my teeth, and saw that Sayuri had turned around silently.

Seeing her walking back, I hesitated for a moment, but couldn't help calling her "hey"

After hearing my voice, she stopped and turned her head to look at me in a daze.

After thinking about it, I lowered my voice and said slowly: "Thank you.. If... there is no special reason. You can go home early."

After Zhang Jiaqi heard the words, her eyes became more confused. It took a long time for her to react, as if she understood that the "home" I said was not this "home".

Soon she lowered her head slightly, then looked at me again and said, "I see."

There was no extra words, after she finished speaking, she turned around and her figure disappeared from my sight.

I stared at the direction of the door for a while, then turned my head to look aside, under the whitish light, the nozzle was leaking water because it was not tightened, and the floor was wet, like a faint hint, just like me I felt the same way.

When I woke up the next day, Zhang Jiaqi was no longer there. Looking at the empty room, I took out my mobile phone and called Queen Guo.

I rarely take the initiative to call her. After the phone rang a few times, Queen Guo's surprised voice came: "Zhang Ming, I just wanted to call you, and you called me."

I didn't expect such a coincidence, I paused for a moment, and said to the phone: "Mr. Guo, can we meet up? I have something to tell you."

There was no voice on the other end of the phone. After a while, Queen Guo's voice came out again.

: "Well, it happens that I also have something that I want to tell you."

I made an appointment with her, then hung up the phone and went out.

The weather outside is a bit gloomy. Although it doesn't look like it's going to snow, it still makes people feel indescribably depressing.

I sat alone on the bus, looking out at the street that should have been familiar but seemed unfamiliar.

The city is like this, it is too big, and many places cannot be remembered.

I looked at the scenery flashing outside, feeling lost.

I arrived at the place I made an appointment with Queen Guo. I have been to this place before, or rather, I have been here with her.

I clearly remember that this was the place where I got drunk with Queen Guo, and I also clearly remember that it was because I saw the unfinished divorce agreement when I sent her home that time that I completely fell into her. Little assistant and little puppet.

However, before entering the door, I saw a Mercedes-Benz parked at the door. Queen Guo is obviously not far from here, and she should have arrived very early. The strange thing is that she didn't call me to rush me.

After entering the door, I went upstairs and found that it was indeed in that position, and Queen Guo was sitting there alone.

Seeing me coming, Queen Guo raised her head, her complexion was much better than the day before yesterday, probably because she had a good rest.

I walked up to her and sat down, and I heard her say: "I just asked for something casually, do you still want it?"

I shook my head, looked at her and said, "No, I'm not very hungry."

After listening to my words, Queen Guo nodded her head in default, but soon she sized me up and said

: "Are you okay? Why don't you stay in the hospital for a few more days?"

I smiled at Her Majesty the Queen, and replied, "Who would like to live in that kind of place? It's okay, but I still feel a little pain when I talk."

Queen Guo frowned slightly after listening to my words, but soon she stared at me and asked with interest

: "By the way, what do you want to tell me? If you are not feeling well, you can take care of it first. Anyway, the company has nothing to do with you, so you should take a little vacation."

Queen Guo's words made me swallow the words that were on my lips. At this time, I felt a little guilty for no reason, and after thinking about it, I changed my words temporarily: "You...you also have something you want to tell me What? Tell me first."

In the past, I would never have dared to talk to Queen Guo like this, but when we meet in private today, I always feel that the relationship between superiors and subordinates has been lost with her.

Sure enough, Queen Guo was surprised when I said that, but she didn't seem to want to argue with me, a "brain-damaged", so she nodded and said, "Okay, then I'll tell you the good news first."

While talking about Queen Guo, she moved closer to me, and her breath gently patted my face

: "Last night, I got news that Wang Guan passed out again. This time it seems to be very serious. His family seems to be preparing to transfer him to a foreign country."

Queen Guo’s words surprised me. Meow, could it be that Grandpa God punished the evil and promoted the good overnight after hearing the curse on the crown when I had dinner with Sayuri yesterday?

At this time, I looked at Queen Guo's face. Although she was wearing makeup, it couldn't hide her happy mood at this time. I knew that this was what she had been waiting for for many years. I knew that this was what she had been waiting for for many years. something to look forward to.

I can't fully understand her mood, but I know that she must be extremely relaxed now.

Sure enough, Queen Guo smiled at me again. Her smile this time was different from the previous ones. It was more beautiful and natural than any previous ones.

But immediately she thought of something again, and said with a slightly serious expression: "However, there is also one thing that is not so good, because of the current situation of Wang Guan, so the person who took the blame for Brother Zhang may stay inside for a while, But don't worry, I will definitely help if I can, and there will be no shortage of money or anything."

I nodded after listening to Queen Guo's words. Although I don't have any friendship with Xiaobailian, my impression of him in my heart has indeed changed after listening to Brother Zhang's words, and no matter what happens to the crown, he probably won't die. So since Queen Guo said that money is no longer a problem, there is no need to worry about this kind of thing anymore.

At this time, Queen Guo seemed to have finished what she wanted to say. She looked at me, her expression was no longer as cold as usual, but she asked warmly: "I don't have anything else to say. Tell me, what do you want?" Tell me."

I wasn't used to Queen Guo's tone for a while, and looking at her face full of joy at this moment, I couldn't utter the words that had been deposited in my heart for a long time.

After a while, I made up my mind and shook my head and said, "Actually, there's nothing wrong with it. It's just like what you said just now, I want to rest for a while. After all, it's not good to go to the company like this."

When I said this, I didn't dare to look into her eyes, because I was afraid that she would see the uneasiness in my eyes.

And Queen Guo didn't notice my strangeness, so she smiled helplessly and said

: "Call me out just for this? I thought you wanted to tell me so much."

I forced a smile, and then said: "Actually, by the way, I just want to thank you for putting so much effort into this matter. After all, it is quite troublesome. I invite you for this meal."

Queen Guo shook her head and said, "What's the matter, you know what's going on between me and Wang Guan, so it's very good that things have turned out like this now, and I want to thank you all."

I breathed a sigh of relief and didn't say anything more.

The words that I originally wanted to say to her gradually sank into my heart.

After eating something with Queen Guo, I followed her out of the restaurant.

She has to go back to the company because of something, and I said I want to go for a walk by myself, so I don't need her to see me off.

When I was leaving, I watched Queen Guo get into the car, rolled down the window and waved to me. I smiled at her and signaled her to be careful on the road.

Queen Guo nodded, made a slight U-turn, and drove towards the distance.

Looking at the cars that became more and more blurred in my sight, I suddenly felt an indescribable feeling in my heart.

But sometimes, the word goodbye is really hard to say, right?Looking at her face that was finally relieved, I couldn't say what I wanted to resign.

Just lie to her again, for her sake, lie to her again.

Thinking of this, I took a deep breath, turned around and walked towards the bus stop sign beside me.

And in the field of vision that I couldn't see, after Guo Kexin drove the car not far away, he still stopped slowly by the side of the road.

After coming to a complete stop, she lowered her head and rubbed her suddenly red eyes with her hands, the expression on her face became sad.

I walked to the bus stop and stood there for a while. After hesitating for a long time, I took out my mobile phone and called Xiao Hanyin.

Looking at the string of unfamiliar numbers on the phone screen, I suddenly felt extraordinarily quiet.

After the phone rang a few times, someone answered it. I put the phone to my ear, and I heard Xiao Hanyin's voice: "Xiao Zhang..."

The ordinary address made me feel sore, and I still asked on the phone: "Where are you...?"

Xiao Hanyin on the phone was silent for a moment, and soon heard her say: "I'm at sister Xiaoxue's house, where are you...?"

When I heard that she was not in the company, my heart sank. After taking a deep breath, I still said to the phone

: "Then... how about coming out and meeting?"

Somewhat beyond her expectation, but Xiao Hanyin seemed to hesitate for a while, and said to the phone

:"Ok."

Hearing that she agreed, I made an appointment to meet her in the subway.

After entering the subway, I checked the time on my phone, and it was almost 1 pm.

Sitting inside and waiting for a while, I felt someone suddenly patted my shoulder behind me.

I turned my head, and saw Xiao Hanyin looking at me with a smile on his face, tilting his head and saying

: "I also wore a hat, but I still recognized it."

I smiled, and said, "Well, I always thought you have outstanding talent in this area, you can be a detective or something in the future, famous detective Hanyin."

Xiao Hanyin shook her head when she heard what I said, and muttered in a low voice: "I... I'm not so accurate in finding everyone..."

Her tone became weird at this moment, and I also noticed something, and her expression became depressed along with her.

But after a while, Xiao Hanyin regained her spirits, looked at me and said, "Are you okay? Why did you call me here? A patient like you should stay at home to recuperate well, why not go out for a stroll. "

I stared at her face and said

: "I asked you to come out because I want you to accompany me to a place."

Having said that, I paused for a moment, and added: "It can also be said that I want to take you to a place. Is that okay?"

Xiao Hanyin had a puzzled expression on her face, but soon she regained her composure, nodded with a smile and said, "Of course."

After hearing what Xiao Hanyin said, I hesitated for a moment, stepped forward and grabbed her hand, and said

: "Then... let's go."

In the palm was Xiao Hanyin's surprisingly small hand. She followed behind me with a panicked face. Although she didn't turn her head to look at her, her heartbeat was transmitted through the connected palms.

I was crowded with her in the crowded subway, very close to each other.

I didn't let go of Xiao Hanyin's hand along the way, but she just blushed surprisingly, and she didn't break away from her hand.

After arriving at the place, Xiao Hanyin looked in the direction of the exit, his eyes gradually softened, as if water would drip when he touched it.

At this time, I smiled, took her hand and walked outside.

Everything is the scenery of the past. The memory of the last time we came here together is a little fuzzy, but the roads we have traveled still have a familiar atmosphere.

I didn't even speak to her, her hand held mine instead, and her fingers were tightly clasped together.

Maybe because it was not Saturday or Sunday, there were not many people on this street. I led her and slowed down, as if I wanted to pick up the stories that the two of us left here.

When I finally reached the door of the store, I stopped.

Xiao Hanyin also remembers this place, of course Xiao Hanyin remembers this place.

Fortunately, this store is still there, and this place full of countless people's memories may always be there.

After standing silently at the door for a while, Xiao Hanyin looked at me and asked, "Is this the place you want to bring me?"

I nodded, looked at her tenderly and said, "After you left, I went to that porridge shop, but it's gone."

"So, I think this place will still exist, so I want to bring you here."

Xiao Hanyin smiled, looked around the store with some emptiness in her eyes, then looked at me and said, "Then...do you want to go in and have a look?"

I nodded and pulled her in.

The boss is still taciturn, and the thick and time-worn notebook is still put aside.

I walked to the notebook with Xiao Hanyin, picked up the pen on the side and said

: "Write something?"

Xiao Hanyin shook her head. Although there was no expression on her face, she could still see her reluctance.

Her reaction was within my expectation, I let go of her hand, turned to the last page of the book with handwriting, and said softly: "Then... just watch me write something."

To be honest, I never like to write that I broke my hand in front of others, but this time I wrote it without thinking.

I tried my best to maintain a calm mood, and tried my best to make my handwriting look better.

I can feel that the more words I write, the closer Xiao Hanyin is to me, her body is trembling, or her heart is also trembling.

After I wrote my name in the lower right corner, I turned my head to look at her, and her tears had already flowed down her cheeks like broken pearls.

I wiped the tears from her face with some distress, then handed her the pen, and asked in a low voice

: "Would you like to?"

Xiao Hanyin rubbed her eyes, took the pen next to my name, and wrote down her name stroke by stroke.

I watched her bend over to hold the pen, and my nose gradually became sore.

After Xiao Hanyin finished writing, she turned around and got into my arms, hugging me tightly with both hands.

The boss at the side looked up calmly, then quickly lowered his head.

I hugged Xiao Hanyin, rubbed my chin against her soft hair, and said in a sad tone

: "I'm sorry.. I didn't have time to answer your question last time, so.. We have an appointment this time."

"If there is a next life, let's meet here."

"It says your agreement with me, and your name and my name are written on it. No matter what, I will definitely wait for you here."

Xiao Hanyin nodded desperately in my arms, her tears wet my clothes, her hands became more and more forceful, her mouth moved slightly, and asked in a very weak voice

: "What if I couldn't show up because of something..."

I rubbed her hair distressedly

: "Then I'll just wait, I'll just wait here until you show up, and I won't go anywhere."

Xiao Hanyin burst into tears after listening to my words, she curled up in my arms and sobbed softly, the voice was like waves after waves, covering my whole heart.

After Xiao Hanyin calmed down a lot, I took her out to the original coffee shop.

It's so cold, there are no guests up there

However, Xiao Hanyin and I insisted on going to the roof, and the shop owner did not refuse.

When I was sitting on the sofa, Xiao Hanyin was always tightly in my arms.

The two of us just stayed there quietly all the time, without unnecessary conversation or movement.

When the sunset was approaching, I hugged Xiao Hanyin and said

: "When you left the hospital that day, I knew you were leaving again."

"I know that if the crown matter is resolved, you will not stay in the company anymore."

Having said that, I kissed Xiao Hanyin's lips lightly, and said

: "So, last time you left the company for me, this time, let me come."

After listening to my words, Xiao Hanyin just looked at me softly, and soon she moved her body, and her lips were attached to mine again.

The afterglow of the setting sun shone on the two of us, and the color was warm, beautiful, and beautiful.

The only pity is that the setting sun is near dusk, just like the story of the two of us, as the light fades, the full stop draws the last half circle.

The next morning, I went out with my packed luggage.

I vaguely remember that when I came to Beijing many years ago, I used to carry countless things in large and small bags.

But when I was about to leave Beijing this time, I kept everything I could throw away and what I shouldn't keep.

I don't know why I want to do this. It may be that if you want to say goodbye to the past, you must first say goodbye to those things in the past.

When I went downstairs, I didn't dare to look back, because I was afraid of seeing Zhang Jiaqi's sad face.

I didn't say goodbye to her, not even a goodbye.

In fact, I don't know why, maybe the two of us are people who are afraid of parting.

Along the way, I looked at all kinds of people on the bus and subway, and recalled that when I first came to Beijing, I was in such a hurry and without purpose.

So many years have passed in a blink of an eye, this city is still prosperous, but I have rounded the edges and corners, and I no longer have the original immature atmosphere.

Maybe in a sense, I was successful.

My card has more than 100 million, and apart from the head injury, I have at least four limbs.

But I knew very clearly in my heart that I had failed.

I am the sad person in this city, I came here alone, and I have to leave alone.

After boarding the bus home, the station was noisy and noisy.

People come here every day, just as people leave every day.

Not long after I got in the car, the car started moving.

The moment I turned out of the station, it started snowing in the gloomy sky yesterday.

There was a commotion among the people in the car, talking to each other in low voices.

It's just me, and the place around me is empty.

I looked at the slowly falling snowflakes outside and wondered if this would be the last snow this year?

Will this be the last snow I see in Beijing?

When I think of this, everything disappears.

Only the long singing voice sounded in my mind, as if someone came to my ear and chanted softly:

Who is wandering in the voice in the reincarnation of past and future,

Laugh infatuatedly at my incomprehensible care in the mundane world.

Take a look at me, don't let the confidante keep her pillow empty,

Youth without regrets never dies, forever lover.