my evil sister-in-law

Chapter 718

Chapter 718

I'm in a bad state of mind right now. 【 】

Empty and helpless, lonely and depressed...

All kinds of pessimistic emotions appeared in my heart like a revolving lantern, pushing me to the brink of collapse in an instant

Anxiety filled my heart, and I didn't know what was wrong with me, I could feel it myself, I seemed to be a different person.

At this time, I had already begun to suspect that my spirit was not normal, so I made a quick decision and decided to put aside those pessimistic negative emotions and find a way to make myself happy.

But no matter what I do, I just can't get my spirits up.

Thinking about beautiful women, games, fights, wealth, and freedom are all things I usually like. When I used to think about these things, I couldn't help being excited.

But, now it's useless at all.

My heart is always inexplicably afraid, I always feel unconfident, and I always feel depressed.

This terrible mental state may be considered normal for fish and others. Who hasn't been depressed?But, to me, it's definitely not normal.

Because I am always sunny, and I have never had so many negative emotions.

However, I didn't know what went wrong, and I was so anxious that I was sweating profusely.

After 1 minute, my negative pessimism reached its peak.

I suddenly had an urge to not want to live anymore, and even wanted to end my life immediately.

beep, beep...

My right hand suddenly bounced violently, and black lines resembling black bracelets appeared on my wrist again.

"I'm doing it, here it is again, what the hell is this?" I was wondering, my right hand stretched towards my throat recklessly, and grabbed it fiercely, the action was extremely rough, leaving nothing behind a little leeway.

At that moment, it seemed that the right hand was no longer mine, and it was not under my control at all.

Bang, my fingers clasp my throat, as long as I press it, my throat will be broken by myself with the strength of my Vajra Fingers.

Playing yourself to death is definitely the hardest way to die in the world.

I, Huang Fei, am also an upright man. I absolutely cannot let such a hard thing happen to me.

Don't look at my body and mind have been ruled by negative emotions, but a part of my heart is still very clear, very clear about what I'm doing.

This kind of super psychological quality is the result of innate advantages plus acquired training.

When I was very young, I experienced countless times of brutal wilderness survival training. It was not a vacation, but a real death trip.

Every time I train, I act alone in the wild, often haunting virgin forests full of ferocious beasts.

Spending the night alone in a dense forest full of ferocious beasts and poisonous snakes is a great exercise in mental quality, because if you are not careful, you will die.

Therefore, after many times of tempering, my psychological quality and spiritual quality are still very strong, far stronger than ordinary people.

At the moment when I myself wanted to kill myself, I had already decided to rebel against my hand.

I'm going to take back control of that arm.

It sounds funny to fight against yourself, but it actually happened to me.

I'm definitely being controlled by something, and since something wants me to kill myself, I don't die.

It wasn't me I was fighting against, it was something that wanted my life.

I want to live, live.

"I want to live-down-go-"

With a strange roar and a bang, I grabbed the wrist of my right hand with my left hand, and forcibly controlled the hand that was already on my neck.

"Whoever you are controlling my arm, get away from my neck." I gritted my teeth, grasped my right hand with my left hand, and opened it outwards, so that the control right no longer belonged to my right hand, slowly get off my neck.

I wanted my right hand to leave, but my right hand wanted to hold my neck desperately, refusing to give in to each other.

In this way, playing two-handed mutual betting, this is the real two-handed mutual betting.

Two hands were in front of me, moving back and forth, a tug-of-war started.

The veins on my head were jumping up, my breathing was a little short, and the sweat was dripping down.

All the tendons on the arms of both hands jumped up, the muscles on the arms trembled and moved, and the joints of my body rubbed against each other because of my movements, making a thunderous sound.

"Energy, I want energy." Under the urging of my thoughts, the dragon elephant in the meridians began to concentrate all the energy on my left arm.

Energy rushed over like mountains and rivers.

With a bang, the arm of my left hand suddenly swelled, at least a circle thicker.

Under the pressure of powerful energy, my right hand finally let me break apart.

Huh, the huge turning force made me spin and fly up, rolling 360 degrees in the air.

"Give it back to me if it's mine, Longzhu..." My right hand was clenched into a fist, and I slammed it on the ground.The thick golden pillar, with a giant dragon coiled on it, crashed to the ground.

Boom, the ground slammed, a huge hole was opened, and the building next to me was also shaken by the vibration.

pain--

There was a sharp sting in my hand, which almost made me cry out.

After feeling the pain, my mental state improved a little bit, my arm no longer lost control, the black bracelet on my wrist disappeared, and my right hand finally got back, I was so excited that I almost cried.

It felt really good to get my arm back.

"Damn it, did I get hit by a demon or a demon?" I wiped the cold sweat off my head, my neck was burning, and I almost killed myself just now, thinking about it, I was terrified.

My current situation is a bit like the legendary bewitched.

Bewitched, is a popular folk saying, which refers to the sudden occurrence of extraordinary and incredible things in a normal state.

When encountering evil spirits, some people will become confused and don't know what they are doing. After suddenly waking up, they don't remember what they have done at all, as if they have lost their memory.

There are also some people who can't control their behavior when they run into evil, and they talk inconsequentially.However, they often know very well in their hearts that they just cannot control themselves.

My current situation belongs to the second type.

I also clearly knew that something was wrong with me, but I couldn't control my body. It was obvious that something controlled my mind and body.

This phenomenon of bumping into evil, in the eyes of scientists, is a problem with the human brain.

They said that when a person's brain is faulty, he will become insane, and some auditory hallucinations and visual hallucinations will appear.

However, when they checked the brain, they often found nothing.

What is the truth of the matter?Is it a brain problem, or is there really something mysterious controlling their bodies?There are many folk theories, so I won't go into details one by one.

Based on my current personal experience, those mentally disturbed people are not all mentally ill, and quite a few of them are controlled by monsters.as I am now.

Of course, there are indeed some people who have mental problems after the brain becomes a lesion. This cannot be otherwise.

However, there are also a large number of people who accidentally encountered some monsters.

In some animals we know, there are many abilities that can make people unable to control their own behavior.

For example, the mysterious yellow-skinned children, the mysterious red-billed and white-billed hedgehogs, the mysterious domesticated snakes, and the mysterious red-skinned foxes all have this magical ability.

Now, it can be said that they are all monsters, belonging to very low level monsters.

Of course, in the eyes of scientists, that is all nonsense, and they can also find reasons to justify it, proving that their theory is correct.

Then, tell you that you are superstitious and dangerous.

In modern society, in the wrestling between science and superstition, science will often prevail, and then science will be one size fits all, and attribute all the reasons to the problem of the brain.

Even if they can't find out where the problem is, they will attribute the cause to the underdeveloped science, and will not consider those supernatural things.

Of course my brain is fine, and I am very awake, so now I can say with certainty that I was controlled by a monster.Moreover, the monster I control is definitely not an ordinary monster, but a very powerful monster, and it may even be a monster.

Fortunately, my mind is as hard as iron, coupled with the suppression of the strong energy in my body, I was not completely controlled, causing the other party to fall short.

Otherwise, I'm afraid I've been tricked a long time ago. Even if I don't die, I will be treated as a mental patient.

"It's definitely those big black eyes that made me like this, what kind of monsters are those?" I thought about it, and felt that those eyes were the most suspicious.

However, now is not the time to think about these things, and whatever is causing me to feel down and out of control is not the most important thing.

Now, the most important thing is that I am faced with one after another, and I hope that someone can help me and teach me how to face the never-ending pursuit.

But now, who can help me?

In this case, the average person will definitely not work.

People from our Huang family, Huniu's people, and Xiao Yan's people cannot be easily involved.

Among these people, although there are many martial arts masters, some have even reached a very high level of martial arts.

But they are still ordinary people after all, and they can't deal with vicious monsters at all.

If they got involved, they would just lose their lives in vain, which would not help me, but would make me unable to let go.

Moreover, the current Huniu probably is busy dispatching troops and preparing to fight with Xiaodao, so she has no time to come and help me.

My master Yin Sensen and Mr. Zhang San are two peerless masters. Their strength can no longer be described as strong, they are almost abnormal.

Mr. Zhang San is a senior master many years ago and one of the three Chinese eagles that shocked the world.

It was famous all over the world 50 years ago.After so many years of training, his strength has become more profound. From the last meeting with me, it can be seen that he is really too strong.

As for the gloomy, although I don't know what level his martial arts cultivation has reached.However, he once said that he would not pay attention to martial artists.

The two of them have already become saints, and they are not considered ordinary human beings.

In my opinion, they should all be capable people, not just martial arts masters.

They are not only strong, but also rich in experience, so they must be able to help me.It's a pity that they are all people who can't see the end of the dragon, and I don't know where they are.

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