Joining the Army for Father: Lieutenant Colonel with a Black Belly

Chapter 190 Six Crying Heartily "I called my mother, and the family is fine. Auntie, let me take care of my uncle. I didn't accompany Mengmeng to help take care of my uncle during the most difficult time. I feel guilty and uneasy... "Xu Yelei said sincerely, the nightmare in the afternoon was so real that he still had lingering fears, worried that Sun Mengmeng would really leave him.

The door of the ward was pushed open again, and two nurses came in. One nurse changed a bottle of medicine and left. The other took a register book and asked Sun Yaowen about his diet, stool, and body temperature. Then he measured Sun Yaowen's blood pressure and recorded the data before leaving.

"Have you eaten yet?" Sun Mengmeng kept her head buried in her meal. After eating for so long, the food in front of her didn't decrease.

I thought Xu Yelei would just leave like that, but seeing his leaving back in the afternoon, my heart hurt so much, but I resolutely thought that it would be fine to leave like that.

Unexpectedly, he came back again, as if nothing happened.

The moment he saw him enter the door, she didn't expect that she would be so happy, she almost stood up excitedly and fell into his embrace.

However, how could he return like this without incident?

Sun Mengmeng didn't dare to look him in the eyes, she was afraid of seeing the hurt in his eyes, and she was afraid that her hard-won determination would be denied by his eyes.

"Not yet..." Xu Yelei looked at Sun Mengmeng tenderly. She couldn't eat anymore, so she covered the lunch box and threw it into the trash can.

"The food in this hospital cafeteria is very boring. Mengmeng, you don't eat much. Yelei hasn't eaten yet. You can accompany him to eat outside..." Sun Yaowen always felt a bit a little bit looking at the two of them. If they were born, they drove them away.

"You all go to eat..." Li Xiaomei also looked at the two of them awkwardly, but it was inconvenient to say anything. .

Xu Yelei's family members came to visit a few times, and they were not in the same province. Being able to do that was already a matter of concern, although she would not say anything that would damage the relationship between the two of them no matter how critical she was about Xu Yelei's career.

Xu Yelei looked at Sun Mengmeng with anticipation in his eyes.

Sun Mengmeng was really in a dilemma. He must have deliberately skipped meals, and then he could pull himself out to have a private conversation.But what can she talk about? She can't say hurtful words.

Now she is afraid of facing his affection and being alone with him.

Xu Yelei saw Sun Mengmeng bowed her head and remained silent. He felt so uncomfortable being blocked by such alienation. What should she do to make her open her heart.He would rather she scold, hit, or cry in front of him, so that at least he knows what she thinks, so that he won't be helpless.

What I fear most is such silence.

When love comes to an intersection and you don't know where to go, silence is actually more hurtful than any words.

Fortunately, he is the squadron leader, and he has a strong ability to be frustrated in his heart. Although his heart is heavy and uncomfortable, he still has a gentle smile on his surface. He walked to her side as if nothing had happened, put his hand on her shoulder, and said softly: "Let's go, Mengmeng. The hospital's lunch box smells of disinfectant, go out and eat something else..."

Sun Mengmeng finally raised her head to look at him. He was wearing the summer dress she bought for him. Although he had lost a lot of weight, the clothes were loose, and with the red eyes in his eyes, he was not as handsome as when he was choosing the clothes. But it is a little more mature and vicissitudes.

It's only been a few months, but it feels hundreds of millions of light years away.

She is no longer that carefree and ignorant girl. After so much, her world is no longer as simple as it was before. She simply thinks that as long as she loves him, she can hold on to her loneliness and wait for him to come back.

When the big tree in her heart has not fallen, she can be full of her lover, and the man she loves occupies the first place in her heart. In order to wait for his return, when she has a home to return to, she doesn't want to Go back to your parents' house.

But that ill-fated fate gave her a profound understanding of life.

As she waited helplessly alone outside the operating room, her outlook on life was completely upended.

She has awe for life and has a lot of worries about her family and love.

She wanted to stop and put a stop to their relationship.

But Xu Yelei, on the phone, you acted as if you didn't hear what it took me so much courage to say, and still treated me as before.

What should I do with you?

Seeing the affection in Xu Yelei's eyes, Sun Mengmeng quickly moved her eyes away and lowered her head with pain in her heart.

Xu Yelei turned around and said to Sun Mengmeng's parents: "Uncle, aunt, let's go to eat, and we'll be back in a while..." Then, whether Sun Mengmeng wanted to or not, he walked out of the ward with his arms around her shoulders.

Sun Mengmeng still lowered her head, Xu Yelei turned to her in front of her, holding her face, with anxiety and panic in her eyes, and said in a hoarse voice: "Mengmeng, don't be so silent, okay? Seeing you Like this, I'm really going crazy in my heart, I don't know what to do? You say something, just say what you hate me, it makes me feel so powerless..."

Sun Mengmeng was forced to look into Xu Yelei's eyes, he was still hurt... Can't help but feel sad.

At the beginning of love, when she started to love him, she just wanted to bring him happiness, but one day when she wanted to let go, she saw the pain in his eyes, and her heart actually ached.

After all, she couldn't watch it any longer, so she moved her eyes away and said in a low voice: "Ye Lei, don't think so much, I didn't blame you. Go eat first. Let's talk when I think about what to say, okay?" ?”

What do you want to say?To think of so many words, so difficult to speak, is it still thinking of leaving me, the reason for rejecting this relationship?

Xu Yelei sighed, looked up at the ceiling, and was even more depressed by the white flowers. The smell of disinfectant in the corridor of the hospital almost suffocated him.

"Let's go..." His voice was a bit sad, he really wanted to hug her and bite her hard, and asked her if she was really willing?But he didn't do that. Looking at her thin and haggard face, no matter how bitter she was, he could only wait dryly and suffer together.

If she really likes Xiang Nan and has no feelings for him anymore, he will let her go.

But now, she is so tired taking care of her father herself. No matter what she thinks in her heart, he wants to accompany her, and only wants to accompany her through this difficult journey.

Xu Yelei took her hand.

How many unforgettable sweetnesses I have gone through holding her hand before.

Now he wants to hold her hand through the ups and downs, through the swamp of their feelings.

I hope this journey will not be too long, but if it is really long, he will also muster up the courage to hold her hand.

He won't let go unless she doesn't see himself completely in her eyes.

His hands were warm and dry, still so comfortable, Sun Mengmeng was held by him, and her heart was involuntarily held by him, and she went to a Chinese restaurant near the hospital.

Xu Yelei sat down first, and Sun Mengmeng did not sit next to him.

Xu Yelei looked at her, stood up angrily, and squeezed beside her.Such a domineering, almost savage crowding around her legs, and violent body rubbing, made Sun Mengmeng unable to tell what it felt like.

Every inch of skin on the body, as long as it is touched by him, is like a magnet, trying to stick to him.Such a warm touch even warmed her heart, making her cold heart even more confused about how to treat him.

Sun Mengmeng had no choice but to move in and let him sit next to her.

What Xu Yelei ordered were all Sun Mengmeng's favorite dishes.

When the food came, Xu Yelei helped Sun Mengmeng make a bowl of chicken soup and helped her pick up the vegetables.

"Hurry up and eat, you're so skinny, it makes me feel so distressed. Now that I'm back, I must make you a white and fat wife..." Xu Yelei looked at Sun Mengmeng's thin face, and couldn't bear it. She couldn't help reaching out and touching gently, the tenderness and affection of her fingertips made Sun Mengmeng's heart sweet and sour, and she wanted to refuse but was so reluctant.

Finally, she still couldn't control it, hot tears swirled in the eye sockets, and finally overflowed from the corners of the eyes.

From her father's sudden fainting to the operation and now, from the initial panic, she waited almost desperately at the door of the operation, but she has been standing upright and coming over strong.Tears flowed from the inside, she wanted to comfort her mother, not let everyone fall down, facing the overwhelming illness, she worked hard to support the family.

To this day, hearing such heartwarming words from her closest person, she finally let herself be weak for a while.

Seeing the woman he loves crying, the silent tears flowed from her eyes into Xu Yelei's heart, even if he didn't tell the truth, he could still feel how much bitterness and difficulty there was. in pain.

Xu Yelei wiped her tears with a tissue, and Sun Mengmeng finally vented some of the melancholy that had been pent up for more than a month. When she looked at Xu Yelei again, she met his concerned eyes, and felt a little unbearable.

"I'm fine. It's fine. It's all your fault for crying. Why do you talk? Let's eat quickly..."

Sun Mengmeng's tone was somewhat reproachful, but not as alienated as before. Xu Yelei felt more comfortable after hearing this, and said with a smile: "When you feel uncomfortable, you can cry. I only feel that you have changed since you came back. Be strong, I didn’t hear your complaints, I was really worried. Such a weak shoulder has to support a family, how did you come here! I feel so distressed and feel guilty when I think about it..."

"Also, don't say it..." Sun Mengmeng's tears that had just stopped were induced by Xu Yelei's provocative words, and they flowed out again.

Xu Yelei didn't care that this was a place to eat, he threw his arms around Sun Mengmeng's shoulders, put his head in his arms, and let her lean on him and cry heartily.

The restaurant was at the time when there were the most customers, and the two of them were hugging and crying, which attracted a lot of attention.

Sun Mengmeng felt that her body was being watched hotly, and finally wiped her tears with her hands, left his chest, lowered her head, not daring to look at Xu Yelei.

"Are you feeling better now? Let's eat..." Xu Yelei coaxed her gently.

"It's all your fault, even eating a meal attracts so many eyes..." Maybe it's because Xu Yelei's arms are too warm, which makes Sun Mengmeng feel that he has returned to the past time, and he is so greedy for him With tears in his arms, he lowered his head and scolded coquettishly.

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