Joining the Army for Father: Lieutenant Colonel with a Black Belly

Chapter 230 The important intelligence officer Nicole couldn't help opening it. After reading it, her heart was deeply shocked. It turns out that the cousin loves so deeply, does the cousin know?If my cousin knew, would he still break up with his cousin?Or did my cousin know about it, so we broke up?

Shi Nicole is not sure.

She was spying on her cousin, and she felt a little uncomfortable, but for the happiness of her cousin, she decided to intercept this diary.As soon as the treatment was finished, Ye Ziqing took a shower and came in.

"Sister Qing, I'm done washing. My cousin was chatting with you just now..."

"Oh, this girl has been bored recently, she will talk to me when she has time at night..." Zi Ziqing wants to chat with Sun Mengmeng, but Shi Nicole is by the side, afraid that Mengmeng's girl will be upset, and some words will be inconvenient When Shi Nicole saw it, she smiled and said, "My mother stewed white fungus soup, would you like some..."

Shi Nicole secretly copied Sun Mengmeng's diary just now, but she was afraid that Ye Ziqing would find out, so she wanted to find an excuse to avoid it, so she smiled and said, "Okay..."

Shini could come to Ye Ziqing's house often, but now she is very familiar with her, without Ye Ziqing's company, she went to the restaurant to drink soup with Ye Ziqing's parents.

Ye Ziqing chatted with Sun Mengmeng before going to the restaurant to drink soup.

Shi Nike was still talking and laughing in front of Ye Ziqing, but after Ye Ziqing fell asleep, she couldn't fall asleep.

She remembered that after her uncle's death, her aunt was struggling to support the family alone. Every time she mentioned her aunt, she would burst into tears and feel sorry for her only daughter. marriage.Decades have passed, my cousin has reached his thirties, my aunt is used to living peacefully by herself, but my grandma still feels sorry for my aunt's loneliness.

To marry a soldier, how much courage does it take to bear the loneliness and longing!

Especially the girls nowadays, many of them are pampered and spoiled only children. They have independent personalities, but they can't bear hardships.But being with a soldier means that one person has to take care of the whole life. How many people are willing to suffer like this for a man.

Shi Nike thinks that she would never choose a soldier as her boyfriend. Life is so wonderful, she wants to share the good time with the one she loves, instead of a man who misses, waits for and worries about men at home.

But if this country does not have those soldiers guarding the border, who will keep the people living and working in peace for the rest of their lives.

Shi Nike thinks of her cousin, who is so old, it is rare to have a woman he likes, and the two of them love each other so much, but they are so separated, and they always feel regretful.

She has never been in a relationship, and she still doesn't feel the gnawing yearning of falling in love and not being able to meet each other.Just reading her cousin's diary, she was deeply moved by her cousin's affection.

A soldier marries a woman who loves him so much, and gives her the family, so that he has no worries and can work in the army with peace of mind.

If my cousin can marry his cousin, he will be happy and at ease in the future.

That night, this carefree girl was so worried about her cousin's life that she lost sleep, and the next day, with a pair of panda eyes, she hurriedly left Ziqing's house.

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Originally, Ye Ziqing's arrangement on Saturday was to hang out with Shi Nicole, but she didn't expect that girl to run away early in the morning.

Ye Ziqing lingered under the covers until noon before getting up from the bed dawdly, after lunch, Ye Ziqing went back to the room to turn on the computer, and then wandered around on the Internet boringly.I read the news, posted on Weibo, went shopping, and it was 3 o'clock after a while, so I logged on to QQ and played games.

Now is the Internet era, where nerds and nerds are popular. Although Ye Ziqing is not authentic, if there is no socializing on weekends, he will almost stay at home, playing games and reading novels.

Mother Ye always said to her, the computer is not her boyfriend, nor her husband, what's the point of hugging her every day, but Ye Ziqing would always reply that sometimes the computer is better than her husband. (Girls in the group, do you sometimes think the same way!)

But this time when I went online, I inadvertently saw that someone was also online.

Ye Ziqing felt that she almost forgot about him. After the two broke up, they never contacted each other again. Both of them were invisible on QQ. After this breakup, they saw him go online for the first time. old.

But then I saw someone's signature on qq: Tomorrow I will get married, all relatives and friends are welcome to watch the ceremony, hahaha, remember to bring more money! ! !

Women have a longer relationship than men. If the two have had a relationship, the long relationship is even more self-evident. After many years of separation, if the two have found a next home, hearing the news, maybe only a few seconds in my heart Zhong is unhappy, but if he doesn't find a next home, especially for the woman, then he will definitely panic in his heart.

Pfft - Ye Ziqing immediately vomited blood when he saw this signature.

Sister, I haven't found a next family yet, he... he's actually married!

The sweet words and sweet words of the former vows of eternal love suddenly flooded into his heart, and Ye Ziqing felt like going crazy, so he wanted to play games crazily as if he had eaten dynamite.

The players in the game all thought that this woman was crazy, and they all backed away, unable to dodge in time.

After venting for nearly 2 hours, Ye Ziqing sat limply on the chair, but the stagnation in her heart still hasn't been eliminated, she looked at the time, it was already 5:[-].

If you don't get rid of the stasis in your heart tonight, you may suffer internal injuries, so Zi Ziqing picked up the phone and called Liu Yan.

Unexpectedly, Liu Yan happened to go to other places to participate in a fashion exhibition, so Ye Ziqing had no choice but to call Sun Mengmeng. She was sad back then, and only the two of them knew best.

"Mengmeng, accompany me to drink tonight!" Ye Ziqing's tone sounded very depressed.

"What kind of wine are you drinking? You're going crazy!" Sun Mengmeng was puzzled.

"Mengmeng, I'm in a bad mood today, you can come out and vent it with me!" Ye Ziqing begged.

"Who messed with you!" Sun Mengmeng asked with a smile.

"He's getting married tomorrow!" Ye Ziqing said with resentment on his face.

"Who is it?" Sun Mengmeng didn't react.

"Ji Haoran..." Ye Ziqing's tone was as if he wanted to kill someone.

"It's none of your business that he gets married! It's been so many years, you still don't give up, you still miss him!" Sun Mengmeng scolded softly.

"It's not that I don't give up, it's that I'm so upset. I haven't found a successor yet, but he got married first. I'm so upset!" Ye Ziqing scolded.

"It's just that every time you open your mouth, it belongs to Lao Tzu, who would dare to marry you!" Sun Mengmeng taunted.

"What do I like to do!" Ye Ziqing said angrily.

"Okay, I'm still cooking? Let him get married when he gets married! Drinking alcohol hurts your health!" Sun Mengmeng persuaded.

"Mengmeng, you are not good enough buddies at all, woohoo, thanks to my loyalty to you, when I need you, everyone ignores me, woooo...why am I so miserable!" Ye Zi Qing spurned.

"How can I ignore you! Where is Liu Yan?" Sun Mengmeng knows that Ye Ziqing is good, especially during the time when her father was sick, she and Liu Yan often visited the hospital, which made her deeply understand the preciousness of friendship. .

"She went to another province to participate in a clothing exhibition, and she will come back in two days!"

"Oh..." Sun Mengmeng replied lightly, and thought for a few seconds, "Okay, I'll call you after I finish eating!"

In fact, Sun Mengmeng is also very blocked these days, and she wants to find a place to vent, but because she has to take care of her father, she has been suppressed in her heart, not letting herself show up, and when she heard Ye Ziqing invited her to drink, she suddenly felt depressed, All the troubles came out, and I really wanted to vent it, so as not to let myself really collapse!

"Thank you, Mengmeng, you are the best! I love you so much! I'll wait for your call! Pop one..." Ye Ziqing said numbly.

"Get lost..." Sun Mengmeng snorted and hung up the phone. .

After dinner, when Sun Mengmeng helped clean up the dishes, she said to Li Xiaomei: "Mom, I'll go out later..."

"Well, go, stay at home with your father every day, and go out to get some fresh air once in a while!" Li Xiaomei was wiping the corners of Sun Yaowen's mouth, and returned her gently.

Sun Mengmeng went back to her room, changed her clothes, and hurried out with her bag.

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When the lights come on and the night falls, it adds a touch of seductive color to the city.

Ye Ziqing dragged Sun Mengmeng into a fancy bar called 'Blue Tune', and the two planned to drink, dance and vent their depression together.

As soon as you step into the bar, deafening rock music resounds in your ears. On the dance floor, men and women by the bar are all twisting their figures to the slow music and dancing to the rhythm of the DJ.

Sun Mengmeng and Ye Ziqing picked a relatively secluded corner and sat down.

"I heard that the consumption here is not low, no money belt, no cassette!" Sun Mengmeng had heard about the consumption level of this bar, and kindly reminded Ye Ziqing.

"Fuck you, I asked you to come out for a drink and let you pay the bill!" Ye Ziqing patted his bag with a look of grandeur.

"That's good. I'm a laid-off worker now. I have been out of food for several months, but I don't have much money to squander!" Sun Mengmeng joked.

"Tch, who doesn't know about your little coffers, stop talking nonsense, I won't let you pay the bill..." After Zi Ziqing finished speaking, she waved to the waiter.

The waiter walked over, Ye Ziqing said to the waiter: "A bottle of red wine, plus a bottle of lemonade, and a bottle of mineral water..."

The waiter glanced at the two of them: "Beauty, I'm sorry, we only have foreign wine here!"

Uh——Sun Mengmeng for a while, Ye Ziqing glared at the waiter: "Why is there only foreign wine!"

"Beauty, I'm sorry, we really only have foreign wine here!" The waiter reiterated again.

"What kind of broken bar is this!" Ye Ziqing scolded casually.

Sun Mengmeng hurriedly stopped her and said to the waiter, "Sorry, my friend is not in a good mood today..."

"It's okay, here's the wine list, call me after you decide..." The waiter left the wine list and left.

Sun Mengmeng glared at Ye Ziqing: "Pay attention to your quality, and, do you have to get angry at innocent people?"

Ye Ziqing took a deep breath: "I'm just a firefighter!"

"Wohuo bastard, you are so rare about Ji Haoran! If you are so rare, why did you break up back then! Really!" Sun Mengmeng scolded.

"Who cares about him, it's just... just feel a little uncomfortable? Drinking, don't talk about those heartless and stinky men!" Ye Ziqing picked up the wine list, and couldn't help being dumbfounded.

My dear, any bottle of foreign wine here costs more than 1 yuan.

Seeing this, Sun Mengmeng took the wine list, and couldn't help but be dumbfounded after looking at it. She trembled cautiously, and quickly stood up: "Let's go, and drink at another..."

"No, I'll just drink here today, isn't it just money, I'll reward him with a lot of money!" Ye Ziqing went all out, reaching out to hold Sun Mengmeng.

"No way, miss, this bottle of wine is your monthly salary and bonus! Don't spend this money for a man who has nothing to do with him, it's not worth it!" Sun Mengmeng sat down and persuaded.

"It's a rare one, just spend it!"

"Damn girl, you don't feel bad, my flesh hurts!" Sun Mengmeng shook her head speechlessly.

"It doesn't cost you any money, what's the pain, drink, if you don't get drunk today, you won't go home, and you'll rest when you're drunk!" Ye Ziqing waved to the waiter after finishing speaking.

Sun Mengmeng looked at Ye Ziqing and shook her head speechlessly. She had broken up with Ji Haoran for a few years, and when she heard that he got married, she was so out of control. What if she was herself?If he really broke up with Xu Yelei, and one day he received the good news of his marriage, his reaction would definitely be no less than that of Ye Ziqing, and he would definitely collapse.

Unable to persuade Ye Ziqing, Sun Mengmeng had no choice but to order a bottle of foreign wine with her, and drank happily there.

"You said that when these men fell in love with you, they swore each other forever. They turned out to be bullshit, and they became complete strangers as soon as they broke up..." Ye Ziqing slowly shook the glass in his hand, staring at Sun Mengmeng.

"I said you should stop being in love. Now that you know that he is going to get married, you should give up completely and find a man to marry!" Sun Mengmeng persuaded with pink cheeks and squinted eyes.

"Why am I in love, you think I don't want to, it's just that I haven't met the right one!"

"Where's Li Hao? Didn't you say you were dating him last time..." Sun Mengmeng smiled lightly.

"That's just talking, rabbits don't eat grass by the side of their nests, why should I pick him up?" Ye Ziqing said lazily, shaking his wine glass.

"There is grass beside the nest, why do you let the rabbits run all over the mountain? Even though Li Hao is the object of our crush, but he is not bad now, I think you should try to seduce him! Don't then, You're old, no one wants..." Sun Mengmeng sneered.

"Hehe, don't just talk about me, what about you? Are you and Xu Yelei cleared up?" Ye Ziqing replied rudely.

Mentioning Xu Yelei, Sun Mengmeng's face darkened immediately, she silently picked up the wine glass, and drank the wine in the glass.

"Damn it, don't drink alone, how expensive is this wine?"

"Didn't you say you don't feel bad?" Sun Mengmeng rebuked her angrily.

"Okay, I don't feel bad. Alas, they are all lovelorn and frustrated women who share the same disease! Let's not get drunk today!" Ye Ziqing refilled Sun Mengmeng's glass.

Unknowingly, a bottle of foreign wine was turned upside down, because the lemonade was not added, and the faces of the two women were all drunk after drinking.

"One more bottle..." Ye Ziqing thought about ordering another bottle.

"Are you sure you want another bottle?" Sun Mengmeng squinted at Ye Ziqing.

"I told you to have another bottle, just another bottle, you can just drink it, why worry about it!" Ye Ziqing waved again.

The waiter quickly came over and looked at the two women in front of him.

"One more bottle of this..." Ye Ziqing pointed to the wine bottle on the table and said to the waiter.

"Okay, please wait a moment..." The waiter couldn't help shaking his head while being happy. Most of the people who come to this bar to drink are tasteful men and women. It's almost like getting drunk.

Another bottle was opened, which added up to tens of thousands. Sun Mengmeng kindly reminded: "Ziqing, wake up tomorrow, if your body hurts, don't look for me!"

"I won't be hurt, I'm willing to buy you a drink no matter how expensive it is!" Ye Ziqing said proudly.

"Okay, that's what you said, drink..." Sun Mengmeng picked up the wine bottle and filled their empty glasses with wine.

Sun Mengmeng and Ye Ziqing, you have a drink, I have a drink, and happily finished the two bottles of foreign wine. Once the stamina came up, they are now in a state of drunken eyes.

"Ziqing, Xu Yelei has another woman!" Sun Mengmeng confided in pain while holding a wine glass.

"Impossible?" Ye Ziqing hiccupped, shaking his head in disbelief.

"Really, I saw it with my own eyes on the weekend. He was at that woman's house early in the morning and cooked breakfast for her. Xu Yelei, you hateful man..." Sun Mengmeng complained to Xu Yelei with a low cry. Ye Lei.

"No way, doesn't he love you very much? How could he cheat on you!" Ye Ziqing asked in disbelief.

"You also know that woman, she is my dad's attending physician, she and Xu Yelei are childhood sweethearts..."

"Oh, no wonder, alas, men are all the same, they are all lower body animals, do you know why I broke up with Ji Haoran? Of course graduation is secondary, but the most important thing is that I found out that he slept with other women Bed. Even if I love him more, I won't allow such a betrayal..." Ye Ziqing propped her chin, and told Sun Mengmeng the real reason for breaking up.

"Didn't you say that you broke up because of personality differences?" Sun Mengmeng looked shocked, looking at Ye Ziqing with blurred eyes.

"No, although he kept saying no, it was a misunderstanding, but I don't believe that the woman is a young girl who has had a crush on him for many years..." Ye Ziqing shook the wine glass in her hand, showing her drunkenness.

What Ye Ziqing said was taboo to all women, and Sun Mengmeng was also very taboo. Thinking of the scene he saw that day, his heart ached to bleed, and his eyes couldn't help but moisten.

"Ziqing, what do you think I should do? I can't bear him, I still love him very much, I love him very much, I can't live without him!" Sun Mengmeng sobbed softly.

"Bah, what if I just kicked him!" Ye Ziqing said unceremoniously.

"I can't do it, I really can't do it..." Sun Mengmeng shook her head drowsily with tears in her eyes.

"Do you want to forgive him?"

"I'm in pain now, and I hate him, but I can't bear him..." Sun Mengmeng sniffed and said in pain.

"Sun Mengmeng, you are really doomed, there is no cure..." Ye Ziqing pointed at Sun Mengmeng, hiccupped again, and said softly.

Sun Mengmeng picked up the wine glass and drank another glass, but when she picked up the wine bottle, it was empty again.

"One more bottle..." This time it wasn't Ye Ziqing who wanted another bottle, but Sun Mengmeng reached out to greet him.

"Damn girl, you really want to make me poor!" Ye Ziqing pulled her down and held her hand high.

"You said it yourself, if you're not drunk, you won't return..." Sun Mengmeng, who was seventy percent drunk, pointed at Ye Ziqing.

"You really take it seriously, it will cost me more than half a year's salary!"

"I don't care, anyway, you dragged me out to drink..." Sun Mengmeng pushed Ye Ziqing's hand away, and waved to the waiter.

"Okay, I'll go all out tonight! Just as a memory of saying goodbye to the ruthless men, I'll have another bottle..." Ye Ziqing was also sixty percent drunk, without restraint, and continued to ask for a bottle of wine .

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On Saturday night, Xu Yelei finished his work and returned to the dormitory. After seeing the time was 09:30, he thought about rushing back to explain to Mengmeng Sun and apologize. Even if he couldn't see Mengmeng at night, he could see Mengmeng earlier tomorrow morning. she.

After waiting for a week, he couldn't wait.

Xu Yelei took the phone, turned it on, and went outside.

It was only when I reached the door that the phone rang the sound of text messages, and another came after one had just bubbled up.Xu Yelei opened it and saw that it was Ke Ke again, why did she send so many text messages.

"Chicken Feather SMS: Cousin, are you free this weekend? I have important information for you..."

Xu Yelei read the first one, and shook his head, this ghost girl, what are you bragging about, she returned chicken hair letters, important information, and made herself look like an underground worker.

"It's urgent, I can't wait to give it to you, cousin, call me after turning on the phone!"

What an anxious girl, when did she become so restless, Xu Yelei smiled and opened the third text message.

"Cousin, I know you broke up with my cousin. I have important information, which is absolutely private. I don't know if you know why my cousin broke up with you. I know. If you don't know, come back quickly..."

This girl is really, there are so many supplements in one sentence, just say the most important ones.

It's really haunting!

Xu Yelei became restless when he saw the third message, and immediately pulled out the phone: "Ke Ke, you saw your text message, if you have any important information, tell me quickly..."

"I accidentally saw a QQ diary posted by my cousin, so I realized that you have broken up. But after reading her diary, I realized that she loves you so much, that's why she proposed to break up..."

"When is the log..."

"It seems that it was written on the day you broke up..."

"Okay, I see, I'll go back now..." Xu Yelei hung up the phone in a hurry, put on his clothes, walked downstairs quickly, and drove the Land Rover to Yujing Garden in the urban area like a plane.

The diary that Mengmeng wrote on the day they broke up must be very sad. Xu Yelei couldn't imagine it, but he never knew where the sticking point between him and Mengmeng was. Perhaps, he could find some clues in the diary.

If the two want to truly reconcile, they must find the key to the problem and untie the knot in order to reconcile as before.

An hour's journey will arrive in half an hour.

Xu Yelei got out of the car and ran all the way home, regardless of whether he would be teased by the little girl Ke Ke, as soon as he entered the house, he yelled "Ke Ke". In front of Ke's notebook, he looked at Sun Mengmeng's QQ log.

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This year's autumn is long and hard with cold winter.Autumn is supposed to be the season of harvest, but I have spent the lowest season in my life.

This fall, one of my two favorite men fell ill, and the other broke up with tears...

On August 8, Dad suddenly fainted and was sent to the hospital where he was diagnosed with a cerebral aneurysm. The doctor said that an operation should be performed immediately, otherwise it would be life-threatening.At that time, I was in a trance and didn't quite believe it.

Ever since I decided that my dad was going to have an operation, I felt like the sky was falling, and I spent the whole day in fear.How many people have entered the operating table and never woke up, I can't imagine the worst consequences.

The usually shrewd and capable mother, after her father fell ill, her heart also fell down, and she suddenly lost her mind and ideas. From then on, I have to take all the decisions.

In order for my father to receive the best medical treatment, I consulted my aunt who was far away in N City, and transferred my father to the military hospital through my aunt's relationship.Unexpectedly, the attending doctor arranged by the hospital was so young. We were so young that we were afraid that we would hand over my father's life to a doctor who was similar to my age.

My aunt asked us for leave and came to convince us that Dr. Li had made great achievements in neurosurgery and oncology.After hesitating for a long time, I signed the operation sheet.

On the 30th, the day of the operation, I was uneasy for nearly ten hours, and I didn't know how I supported it.We all know the difficulty and risk of the operation, just like what my father’s surgeon, Dr. Li, said before entering the operating room in the morning, we are taking a gamble because the aneurysm is too big, let alone in the brain.

From 7:05 a.m. to 30:[-] p.m., dozens of surgeries, large and small, came out, but the father who went in first has not yet come out.It was originally planned to end at two or three in the afternoon, but the result of waiting was that there was heavy bleeding during the operation.The time from three to four o'clock was the most painful and helpless moment in my life. My mother even passed out in despair. I held back my tears and waited for the door of the operating room to open.Until around four o'clock, Dr. Li came out and told me that the operation was safe and sound. The operation was successful, but the result is still unknown.I am very satisfied to be able to succeed, and feel like I have returned to heaven from hell.At that time, the requirements were very low, and I only hoped that my father would come out alive.

For the first time, I felt the fragility of life, the fear of serious illness, and the fear of losing loved ones.

After waiting for ten hours, it was like purgatory, finally waiting for my father to return, but that was just the beginning, and my father was not out of danger yet.

On September 9, the second CT after the operation showed that there was a large area of ​​brain ischemia, which may cause cerebral infarction. I was anxious and panicked, for fear that my father, who had finally managed to get back, would be taken away by the illness again.

Since then, I have been worried every day because of the problem of phlegm. Except for Dr. Li, other doctors suggested tracheostomy. We went to see the patient who had tracheostomy, and the dawn we just saw disappeared again.

On September 9th, because the doctor had already left work, thank God, the tracheostomy was unsuccessful. Fortunately, he coughed up a little phlegm the next day, and Dad finally breathed unobstructed.

The 9th and 10th are the most helpless days. I don’t know who to talk to about many things. The most worrying thing is that Dad’s blood pressure is low.

The happiest thing was that on September 9th, the CT scan again showed that the operation was successful, the size of the cerebral infarction was reduced and absorbed compared with before, and I heard the doctors say congratulations.I was really happy that day and praised Dr. Li and her team.

On the 22nd, I went to the physical therapy department for the first time for physical therapy.

There is a lot of rain this year, and it will come to take care of it on every special day.I am a person who has no concept of time, but what happened every day these days is so clear.

How panicky and helpless I was at that time, day and night, sleepless, I really don't know how I survived.I didn't shed tears at every difficult moment, and I kept cheering myself up to face it with strength.

Dad was reluctant to part with our mother and daughter, and finally survived and recovered very well. The whole family finally slowly returned to the right track of life from the darkness.My heart has also walked through the dark abyss, and it has become stronger when I provoked the burden of the family alone.

Life is a sharpening knife. These difficult days have honed me from a carefree child to a worried parent.I have fully experienced the hardships of a person carrying the burden of a family, and I have more feelings about life.

Before that, it was really a happy life. My life was all about my love.

But now I know that love is only a part of life, there are many responsibilities in life besides love, and I take responsibility when I need to.

It's hard to bear the whole life alone.When my mother has no idea and I have to weigh everything by myself and no one discusses it, I feel so tired.My heart was tired and my body was tired too. At that time, I really wanted to have someone who could help me share it.

My heart was always heavy, until my father regained feeling in his leg, I took a deep breath, my father recovered better and better, and so did my mood.

Molecular him.The person I love is finally back, and with his company, the heaviness of the past month or so has eased a little.

I thought I had gone through the trough of this period of life, and I was already very strong, and I was able to face life with strength. It wasn't until I saw that scene that I realized that I was far from being so strong.

The day before yesterday, when I was about to leave the hospital after completing the discharge procedures for my father, I heard heart-piercing cries in the corridor.I don't know how I got to the door of their ward, and saw that the angry soldier finally abandoned his wife and children cruelly. His departure made his relatives cry out in grief.

When I saw the aging military wife, I felt my soul was taken away.

It was the first time I really saw the parting of life and death, and I almost experienced such a terrible parting. I felt the sorrow.I remembered that when my father's operation was delayed, my world was completely dark, and my whole body was waiting coldly, but my mother passed out directly.

In such a terrible parting, the most difficult to accept and the most painful is probably the couple, especially the loving couple.When one person leaves suddenly, the other will be alone for the rest of his life. Without the other half of his life, how lonely it would be.

I'm not married yet, but I have a deep understanding of the value of a husband and wife who stay together until they grow old.

After thinking too much and thinking deeply, I was suddenly afraid of facing my love.

His profession is so sacred, but it is doomed that his love can only get together less and leave more.

The first week of waiting felt sweet.Afterwards, I waited for several months, and even heard nothing, which made me miss him so much.

Now I feel that just thinking about it can be tolerated, and the most fearful thing is...

I suddenly became very pessimistic.

There was a certain danger to his profession that I had never thought of before.

In the past two days, I suddenly thought a lot.

If one day he also encounters danger, if he really leaves me, will I faint like my mother, or will I cry like that military wife and grow old, or...

I can't imagine such a day.

I re-examined my love, and found that I was so deep. I loved him to the bottom of my heart. I loved him so badly. I really couldn't imagine what my life would be like without him.

Just thinking about such a fragment makes my heart ache beyond measure.

If one day, he really leaves, I am really afraid that I will go with him irresponsibly.

Maybe I was worrying too much, but I can no longer wait for him like before, I don't think I have the qualifications to be a military wife.I was so worried that I couldn't wait for his return in peace.

I used to be optimistic, but now I am worried.From now on, when he leaves, I will definitely have a more difficult life.It would be fine if he was just doing normal work in the army, but if he was on a mission, I'm afraid I'd be restless and cranky every day.

I'm afraid that I'm not qualified to stand by his side, guard the rear for him, and let him work with peace of mind.

When you love deeply, you seem to become selfish, you seem to be more afraid of being alone, you always hope that he will live longer than yourself, and you will leave this world in his arms.

I can't imagine how dark it would be without him.When he was still there, no matter how long we were apart, there was still love as my belief, supporting me to wait for his return.

But if...

In the past two days, I always thought of the worst, and I lost my mind.

Suddenly became very scared, afraid of losing him, afraid of living alone without him.

God knows how much I love him, but such strong love burns me in the end.

The more I want to be with him, the more afraid I am of losing him.

I finally understand why so many people who love each other don't end up in love.

Maybe, I love too much, and I am more afraid of losing. When I worry about gains and losses, the love will change so badly, and in the end, the unforgettable love will still be reduced to dust.

I'm afraid I'll get to that moment too.

I would rather keep the most beautiful memory in my heart. In this world, as long as I can hear news about him, I can live with peace of mind.

After thinking about it for a long time, I finally made a very cruel decision, a decision I thought was very rational.

Today, he came back and I broke up with him.

Looking at his face full of pain, he asked me, why?

My heart began to bleed painfully.

I didn't dare to look at him anymore, so I told him to take off his military uniform, and forced him back with the words that hurt him the most.

I thought it was a rational decision, but I was the one who broke up, but after he left, I felt abandoned.

The first time I didn't spend the weekend with him, the first day of our breakup, I was out on the street full of people and I felt so alone.

I really dug him out of my heart, not only him, but also my heart in a bloody mess.

It hurts, it hurts, losing him is actually more painful than I thought...

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﹡﹡﹡﹡﹡﹡Join the army for the father: the black-bellied lieutenant colonel can't be messed with ﹡﹡﹡﹡﹡﹡

Xu Yelei looked at Sun Mengmeng's diary, and finally knew why she broke up with him. He got the answer, but he was not at ease.

She never talked to him about the hardships of that period of time, until she saw it now, she realized how difficult it was for her.

My heart hurts...

Thinking back to seeing such a delicate and lovely woman become unrecognizable when he just came back, he seemed to hear the sound of heartbreak again.He knew that she loved him, but he didn't know that she loved him more deeply than he imagined.

When she proposed to break up, I thought she had given up on her because she didn't love deeply enough and was afraid of provoking the courage to live. Only now did I realize that I misunderstood her.

The heavy love weighed on my heart, joyful and heavy.

Alas, what a silly girl, she was really worried too much by life.

Now is a peaceful age, there is no need to go to the battlefield, soldiers have a certain death rate, but it is not as terrible as she thought.

What's more, the person she likes is a very good military officer. For her sake and for his family, he will naturally work hard to make himself stronger and not let himself get hurt.

Seeing Sun Mengmeng's heart, Xu Yelei couldn't wait to see her, relieve her worries, and tell her that only those who love each other can be truly happy when they are together.

Xu Yelei immediately called her, but no one answered Sun Mengmeng's phone.

Xu Yelei hurriedly left Yujing Garden, not knowing where Sun Mengmeng was now, so he could only drive the Land Rover to her house.

Rushing to Sun Mengmeng's house, Xu Yelei didn't expect that Sun Mengmeng was not at home. Li Xiaomei told him that Sun Mengmeng and Ye Ziqing had gone out to play, but Li Xiaomei and his wife didn't know where they were going.

Xu Yelei wanted to see Sun Mengmeng so much, so he went out to look for Sun Mengmeng without stopping.

The more I want to see her, the more I can't see her.

He had been anxiously calling Sun Mengmeng with his mobile phone, but no one answered.

She still doesn't answer her phone.

Xu Yelei was very annoyed, how many things she wanted to tell her now, but she didn't give herself a chance.

Little girl, are you still jealous and angry, or did you really decide to push me away completely this time?

The more Xu Yelei thought about it, the more anxious he became, but he couldn't contact Sun Mengmeng. He was so anxious that he was about to explode. He reached out and threw the phone to the passenger seat next to him.

Driving like a headless chicken, scurrying around on cold winter nights.

Xu Yelei didn't save Ye Ziqing's phone number, now he has learned his lesson, after tonight, he must save the phone numbers of people around her, only when he wants to find her, can he find someone, it won't be as uncomfortable as it is now.

He thought of Shi Nicole saying that the diary was stolen from Ye Ziqing, so he immediately picked up his mobile phone and called Shi Nicole, asking for Ye Ziqing's number.

But, very depressingly, no one answered Ye Ziqing's number.

Where did these two women go crazy?

Are you going to pole dance again?

Xu Yelei drove the car and was going to search entertainment venues one after another. Even if he dug three feet, he wanted to find that girl Mengmeng. Today he must clear up the misunderstanding.

He didn't want to be separated from her anymore.

Just as he was searching for a needle in a haystack, his cell phone rang, and Xu Yelei quickly grabbed it back. Seeing that it was his 'wife', his heart beat violently.

Xu Yelei couldn't restrain his excitement, his hand holding the phone trembled slightly: "Baby, where are you? I miss you so much, I want to see you right away..."

However, what surprised him was that it was not the gentle voice that he thought was going crazy.

"Ahem...Brother Bing, don't be so nasty to me, I can't bear it..." Xiang Nan's deep and magnetic voice was a bit playful.

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