Chapter 9 Variables ([-]) "I'm sorry..." Xu Yelei still said these three words. At this moment, besides being sorry, he is still sorry.

"I'm sorry I have a fart!" Sun Yaowu scolded loudly with a dark face, "Don't say that Mengmeng is my niece, even if it is another girl, she is not allowed to be trampled on like this, get married right away, you come now Break up, what do you mean? Do you want to abandon others? How will you let Mengmeng live in the future? You may ruin her life in this life! Is this something done by men? Xu Yelei—”

"Commander Sun, I...I'm really sorry..." Xu Yelei apologized again with slightly red eyes.

"Xu Yelei, don't tell me you will never get married in this life? Do you want to be single forever?" Sun Yaowu, who had already been so angry, didn't care about his appearance, and slapped his hands on the table.

"Even if I get married, I won't... I won't marry Mengmeng! Maybe Mengmeng will be happier if Mengmeng is not with me!" Xu Yelei's voice was hoarse, as if he was choked by something, extremely jerky.

"Xu Yelei—" There was another roar.

"I'm sorry..." Another deep apology.

The atmosphere in the office was suddenly oppressive and breathless.

After Sun Yaowu heard this sentence, he stared angrily at Xu Yelei in front of him, wanting to beat him up, Xu Hui, came a heavy sigh: "Xu Yelei, you really disappointed me! "

After finishing speaking, Sun Yaowu left without turning his head. He had already reached this point, but Xu Yelei still refused to look back and remained unmoved, which showed that he had made up his mind.

After the person concerned has already decided on the emotional matter, no matter how others intervene, it will be useless. Only when he repents one day will he know what it means to lose, and he will never come back!

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Amidst the overwhelming scolding, Xu Yelei realized that he was really cowardly in dealing with emotions.At this time, he was just an ordinary man, not a decisive special forces squadron leader. He wanted to push away his true love, and his heart was so weak.

But such cowardice will only make the woman he loves more obsessed with him.

After being severely scolded by Sun Yaowu, Xu Yelei smoked cigarettes all night, finally picked up the ruthlessness of a special soldier, and decided to cut the mess quickly.

In the evening, when he received a call from Sun Mengmeng, he finally said: "Mengmeng, I'm sorry, I let you down. But, I finally decided, let's break up. I know that saying such things will make you very sad. It hurts, and my heart hurts too. I can understand how you felt when you asked me to take off the uniform. Seriously, if I could, I would really want to take off the uniform and be with you. But love is not everything in life, I want If I continue to fulfill my obligations as a soldier, I can only let you down. Maybe, I don’t love you deeply enough..."

When Sun Mengmeng heard Xu Yelei's words, she finally cried on the phone. She hadn't seen him or heard his voice for a long time.

He answered her calls every day but didn't say a word. If this man was reluctant, she would really have to beat her hard to relieve the grievance in her heart.

Sun Mengmeng cried for a long time on the phone before cursing under her breath: "Xu Yelei, you idiot, what conflict does your military service have with me..."

Listening to the crying of the woman he loves, Xu Yelei's heart throbbed, his nose was sore.

I don't know how many times she cried behind her back, how many tears she shed, listening to her cry so sincerely, feeling her grievance and her pain, it seemed that the sour tears flowed to her eye sockets along with the electric waves.

Throat tightened for a while, and Xu Yelei's voice became hoarse: "I know your love for me. You don't care, but I do. Mengmeng, forgive me for my cowardice. I am in the military camp, and I cannot guarantee that I will always love you for the rest of my life. I can be with you. If I leave one day, I will be very painful. I can’t be with you until I grow old. Being in love doesn’t necessarily mean staying together. If you leave me, you can find a better man who can give you certainty in your marriage. Will be better than me. As long as you live well, I can feel at ease..."

Sun Mengmeng listened to Xu Yelei's hoarse voice, which was so heavy and low that it made people breathless. While wiping her tears with her hand, Sun Mengmeng continued to curse: "You fool, what a fool, I can live without you Okay?" Tajiu said.

Listening to Sun Mengmeng's crying, Xu Yelei sighed deeply, and then said: "Mengmeng, thank you for your affection for me. Let me go, time will slowly dilute this memory... "

"You are really so cruel, you really want to let go like this..." Sun Mengmeng asked choked up. .

"I'm sorry..." Xu Yelei felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart, his throat was astringent, and he seemed to be unable to speak.

"Xu Yelei, you idiot, mentally handicapped. Do you think I can let go of you if you say it so cruelly? You still love me so much, but you want to push me away. You can't push me away. I can understand that this is Your first love, although you are a special soldier, you handled it emotionally very naively. What you did can only make me sad, but it can't achieve the effect you want..." Sun Mengmeng cried scold.

"Then how can we achieve the effect?"

"Unless you don't love me anymore. My love won't be so humble. I still pester you because I can still feel the temperature in your heart. If you really don't have feelings for me anymore, I won't follow you like this You consume..."

Xu Yelei was silent for a moment before continuing: "Mengmeng, I'm sorry, I don't love you anymore, we..."

Xu Yelei's voice was obviously so pleasant, but it felt like a knife in Sun Mengmeng's heart, causing bright red blood to flow out. She couldn't bear to hear his words of stabbing herself, so she immediately interrupted painfully: "Xu Yelei, don't Say something like that again!"

"Mengmeng..."

"Ye Lei, stop talking, you have said enough hurtful things, I can feel your heart hurting, can't you really feel my pain? You are so cruel, why do you hide from me? , why don't you have the courage to say these things to me face to face? Up to now, I can forgive everything you have done, as long as you stop thinking about it, I will wait for you where you are. I miss you, I love you, and I will always be here Waiting for you to come back. No matter how cold you are, I will pester you like an unbeatable Xiaoqiang, and if you are tired, just come back to me obediently!"

After Sun Mengmeng finished speaking, she hung up the phone immediately before Xu Yelei could reply.

Sleepless night--

The temperature in autumn is the most comfortable time of the year, but this autumn is as cold as last year.

Sun Mengmeng didn't sleep well for a while, and when she thought of Xu Yelei's deliberate departure, she felt panic and pain in her heart.I always think about the love in the past, the more I think about it, the harder it is to sleep, the more I think about him, and when I think about him, I sigh at the crescent moon in the sky.

In the same city, under the same crescent moonlight, in the barracks, he probably couldn't sleep for the moon just like himself!

The most painful thing in love is to be separated when you are clearly in love.

Sun Mengmeng recalled Xu Yelei's heavy voice on the phone, she didn't take his intentionally hurtful words seriously.

I just scolded him in my heart over and over again for being stupid. If this love fool wants to say those words, it must be very painful in my heart. When can I stop him from being stupid and return to the original lover full of tenderness and sweetness.

She could only look forward to meeting him. She knew that as long as there was love in her heart, he would definitely not be able to say such things in front of her.She wants to use her courage to dispel his cowardice.

It's just that he was locked in the barracks and refused to go out, just like a mouse hiding in a hole, no matter how sensitive a cat is, it can only look at the hole and sigh.

Sun Mengmeng was looking forward to meeting Xu Yelei again, but she didn't expect them to meet so soon.

On Saturday morning, Sun Mengmeng went to the hospital to buy medicine for Sun Yaowen, but unexpectedly saw a familiar Land Rover in the parking lot.

Seeing Xu Yelei's mount, Sun Mengmeng was very excited. She didn't know why Xu Yelei came to the hospital, whether she was sick or came to visit her comrades.Whatever it was, she was excited to see him.

But thinking of him appearing in the urban area but avoiding him, Sun Mengmeng felt sour again.

When he was doting on him, he would race against time to be with her.

When he gave up, he was in the same city, but he was forced not to come out to meet each other.

The feeling of falling from the sky to the ground is really painful.

Even if it hurts, Sun Mengmeng loves him, loves the kindness he once treated him, and loves his cowardice that shrinks because of too much love.

Seeing the Land Rover in the parking lot, Sun Mengmeng had mixed feelings.

After calming down, she dialed Xu Yelei's number, but his phone was not turned on.

Sun Mengmeng kicked off the car resentfully, but in the end it was her feet that hurt.

No matter where you hide, I will find you out.

Sun Mengmeng got out of the car and walked to the hospital. Not long after she walked, she saw her longing figure at the corner. She immediately ran away, and when she got closer, she realized that there was someone beside Xu Yelei.Xu Yelei came to pick up his comrades from the hospital today, and before he reached the inpatient department, he ran into Li Siqi who had just got off work.

The two were greeting each other, Li Siqi smiled tiredly and said, "Your wife is here, hehe, I'll go home to catch up on sleep, I won't be a light bulb for you..."

Xu Yelei turned his head to see Sun Mengmeng who was running towards him, and seeing the eagerness in her eyes, he remembered what she said, that he would not let go unless he liked another woman.

Xu Yelei took a deep breath, he turned to Li Siqi and said, "Wait, Siqi..."

Li Siqi was a little taken aback. Xu Yelei didn't even say hello when he saw his woman, but told him to wait. What are you waiting for?

Li Siqi asked with some confusion: "Ye Lei, did you quarrel?"

"Siqi, can you help me?" Xu Yelei looked at Li Siqi with deep pain in his eyes.

Facing the man she has loved for so many years, Li Siqi has always seen him as wise and calm. She has never seen his eyes like this. Seeing the pain in his eyes, Li Siqi's heart also ached, and she nodded silently .

I don't know what he wants her to do?Their relationship is so good, is there anything that needs to be conveyed by others?Although she didn't know if what he wanted her to say would make her feel sad, but seeing the pain and pleading in the man's eyes, Li Siqi agreed.

It's just that what happened in the next second caused a fault in Li Siqi's brain.

She never thought that it would be in such a situation, on such an occasion, to be embraced and kissed by the man she had secretly loved for so long.Although it was just a superficial touch, it made her tremble all over, as if struck by lightning.

Li Siqi didn't recover until Xu Yelei let her go.

Looking again, Sun Mengmeng, who was oncoming, had turned around and covered her face and left.

Finally being kissed by him, Li Siqi couldn't hide her joy in her heart, but in such a situation, being kissed by the man she loved so much turned out to be to help him drive away his fiancée.

Li Siqi's joy only stayed for a second before being dispelled by doubts.

What exactly happened to make Xu Yelei make such an unbelievable action.

Li Siqi raised her eyes to look at the man in front of her, and after only one glance, she heard the sound of her heart breaking, and she didn't know if it belonged to the man in front of her or her own.

Men don't cry easily. I never thought that such a strong man like the Great Wall of Steel would not cry when his father left, but now he would cry in front of outsiders.

Li Siqi took out a tissue and handed it to Xu Yelei: "Yelei, what's wrong with you, kissing me secretly is the help you want?"

"I'm sorry, Siqi, did I go too far..." Xu Yelei took the tissue, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, lost his composure in front of Li Siqi, and was a little embarrassed.

Li Siqi didn't know if what he said was too much, did he mean kissing her girlfriend who ran away in anger or taking away her first kiss without her consent.

Although, this first kiss was reserved for him.

"It's too much. What's the problem between you two? It needs to be solved in such an extreme way? You have to know how sad it would be to kiss another woman in front of a woman..." Li Siqi's face was very complicated. There is distress, blame, and anger.

"I know……"

"Since I know, you still do this. Are you still the Xu Yelei I know? Are you still the prudent Xu Yelei? Why do I feel that such an approach is naive..." Li Siqi shook her head helplessly, cursing softly .

"Little girl, don't preach to me. What's so good about being a doctor? If you are so young and often work night shifts, you will grow old quickly. Go home and sleep..."

"Are you driving me away, or are you concerned about me?"

"It's all there. I'm going to pick up my comrades..." After Xu Yelei finished speaking, he turned around and wanted to leave.

"Ye Lei, that one just now was my first kiss..." Li Siqi blurted out this sentence when he turned around.

Now it was Xu Yelei's turn to be astonished.

Originally, my heart was already in a mess, but I was impulsive just now, but I didn't expect that there would be another trouble in my already messed up heart.He rubbed his forehead and frowned.

"Although my first kiss was just a use, I'm very happy to be used by you. Don't be burdened..." Li Siqi explained with a chuckle.

Li Siqi didn't say that Xu Yelei's burden wasn't that heavy, but when he said it was his first kiss, it weighed like a huge boulder.

Xu Yelei looked at Li Siqi's smile, and could feel tenderness in her eyes. He knew what she was thinking, and what she did today was indeed too childish. It was not good to catch that woman, but he hit the iron plate instead.

He thinks it's time to make it clear that if you can't give a woman love, then don't give her hope.For the woman he loves so much, even if he used such cruel hurt to force her to leave, he should be more tactful towards other women.

Xu Yelei turned to Li Siqi and said, "Siqi, why did you travel thousands of miles to work in a city with no relatives? Don't you find it hard?"

"It's hard work, but there is hope in life..." Li Siqi pretended to be relaxed and smiled.

"What if your expectations can never be fulfilled? Are you still going to persist? A girl can only be happy if she is doted on by a man. Seeing that you are working so hard here alone, I sincerely advise you to go back to City B, where you are. Friends and relatives, there is the right sky for you..."

"Ye Lei..."

"I'm sorry, Siqi, I didn't know that was your first kiss. If I knew, I wouldn't have done it. Go back to City B. You see what a cruel man I am. I really don't deserve you to do this..."

After Xu Yelei finished speaking, he strode towards the inpatient department. Li Siqi looked at his back, and suddenly felt that the tall back in his heart became thinner and shorter, and even a little lonely...

The secret love that I had been harboring for so long was rejected before I even said it out, and the hope I had kept for so many years was just shattered.

Li Siqi looked at Xu Yelei's back resentfully, he was really a cruel man, he pushed away two women with one kiss.Thinking of Sun Mengmeng who left sadly, Li Siqi seemed to hear Sun Mengmeng's heartbroken voice.

Looking at Xu Yelei's lonely back, she knew that his loneliness had nothing to do with her.

Confused and lost, Li Siqi returned to the apartment tiredly, lying on the bed thinking about Xu Yelei's words.

All hope was strangled so alive.

With no hope, what courage does she have to go on alone in this city?

Li Siqi, who was tired all night, thought for a long time, and finally fell asleep sadly.

When I woke up, it was already afternoon.

Li Siqi hesitated for a long time, but still sent a text message to Sun Mengmeng: "Mengmeng, I'm sorry, what you saw this morning was not what you thought, I want to clarify the misunderstanding. Yelei asked me to do a favor, I didn't expect it to be this favor. I don't know why he handles your problems in such a way..."

After Li Siqi sent the text message, she also began to think about her own problems. Without fantasy, is there any need to stay in this city...

Sun Mengmeng didn't expect to see that scene in her dreams, she saw Xu Yelei turning her head, saw the fleeting tenderness, and thought he would turn around and walk towards her.

Although he kept talking about breaking up, she still had his bank card. She felt that she hadn't let go yet, and the two were still boyfriend and girlfriend.

However, she never thought that the next second, he would kiss Li Siqi in front of her.At that moment, her brain buzzed, her steps stopped, her breathing stopped, and Sun Mengmeng's heart was stabbed severely, piercing all her courage and persistence, and the blood flowed out and turned into tears of pain. .

Sun Mengmeng couldn't accept watching the man he loved kiss another woman, whether it was real or a play.

At that time, her heart was stuck by something, and even her breathing was extremely painful. She wanted to scream out, but found that her throat was already extremely dry, and she couldn't even shout out!

She was afraid that she would be too sad to hold her body, so she immediately covered her face and left the hospital.

She didn't go to the parking lot, and the distraught Sun Mengmeng ran out of the hospital to hail a taxi.

At this time, she still had a glimmer of hope, hoping that Xu Yelei would come after her and apologize to her.

But when she turned around, she only saw the traffic, but there was no figure that made her love to hate.

Sun Mengmeng didn't know how she got back to Yujinghaoyuan's house, she didn't know how long she cried, her eyes were swollen and hurt from crying.

After receiving Li Siqi's text message, she didn't let it go, on the contrary, she developed resentment towards Xu Yelei.

Are you really so eager to leave?In order to leave himself, he used such a method.

Sun Mengmeng lay on the bed where she was once so loving, scolding Xu Yelei fiercely, but her heart ached even more after scolding.

If the ending of love must be forgetting each other, no matter how hard you try, it will be of no avail, then stop tossing about it, as you will only make the two of you suffer in the heart if you try to keep it, don’t let that love be tortured in the end Then the two people who love each other become enemies, and they will never find the beauty of first love again.

Love itself is a luxurious gamble, winning or losing is unpredictable, if you win, you can get happiness, if you lose, you can only let it go sadly.

If letting go is a kind of love you have for me, then let me do it for you, Xu Yelei, you fool, super fool!

Sun Mengmeng sent a message to Xu Yelei with tears in her eyes: "Your goal has been achieved, see you tomorrow in Yujing Haoyuan, I will agree to break up..."

After Xu Yelei received Sun Mengmeng's text message, he suffered from insomnia again.

It was she who proposed to break up, but she really agreed to break up. She didn't let go, but felt that her heart was hollowed out.

Thinking that from now on, he would never get her watery tenderness again. At this moment, the pain of losing her began to hit him overwhelmingly, and the heart-wrenching feeling surged in his chest, swallowing and drowning all his senses...

Breaking up, it turned out to be so painful, so painful...

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The next day, Xu Yelei still went to the city.

When they got home, Sun Mengmeng had already cooked a table of dishes.

When the partners broke up, facing the rich dishes, it was really hard to swallow, and neither of them moved their chopsticks.

After a long silence, Sun Mengmeng could not sit still without Xu Yelei's apology.

Sun Mengmeng glanced at Xu Yelei resentfully, left the restaurant, took out her bag, took out two cards, and two keys, a jade bracelet, and a jewelry box one by one and put them on the coffee table.

Taking a deep breath, Sun Mengmeng tried hard not to shed tears, but still couldn't control her trembling voice: "This is your salary card, and the other card is the red envelope given by your family when you got engaged. I will return you the key to this house and the key to this house, since Ran broke up, I don't want to keep your things in my heart..."

After Sun Mengmeng finished speaking, she glanced at the house with nostalgia, then turned and left.

Xu Yelei stared blankly at Sun Mengmeng taking out things, and listening to her trembling voice, he clenched his fists to calm the pain in his heart.

The moment Sun Mengmeng turned to leave, Xu Yelei finally couldn't sit still, stood up, rushed to the door, and hugged Sun Mengmeng.

The moment the two of them made physical contact, they both trembled and shed tears...

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