Hidden Marriage Rumor: Chief’s Little Wife

259. Psychological trauma Sister Yang was terrified when she heard Lu Yi talk about having a baby. Didn't Lu Yi get hurt by those fabricated gossip news, and her feelings were hurt and divorced, and she retired for a period of time? Have a baby?

"Whose? Chief?" Sister Yang was surprised, but after thinking about it, there was no other candidate except Mo Shao'an.

Lu Yi nodded, with a very embarrassed look on his face, both of them were divorced, and now they have children, it's really a slap in the face.

"Why? Are you remarried?"

"No."

"If you don't remarry, you help him have a baby, Xiaoyi, are you stupid!" Sister Yang's voice was very excited, and she looked very angry.

Lu Yi didn't know what to say for a while, so he could only shout nonchalantly: "Sister Yang—"

"You child, you're too confused." Sister Yang hated iron and steel, "Tell me what's going on."

Lu Yi told the story of getting divorced and finding out she was pregnant. She was reluctant to abort the child and chose to give birth by herself. Then the chief came to him and asked to remarry, but she refused...

As Sister Yang listened, her complexion was very heavy. The more Lu Yi spoke, the more guilty she became, and her voice gradually dropped.

After finishing speaking, Sister Yang let out a long sigh. Her eyes were full of disappointment, and Lu Yi felt uncomfortable. She thought that Sister Yang looked down on her, and she would get involved again after divorce. She lowered her head and said nothing. Can't say it.

After a long silence, Sister Yang finally said, "Xiaoyi, I am very disappointed in you."

"I'm sorry..." Lu Yi didn't even know why she was apologizing, but she also felt very uncomfortable seeing the people who cared about her being so disappointed.

"You are not sorry for me, you are sorry for yourself, you made a mess of your life."

"Sister Yang, I don't know what's wrong...I'm very confused now, I don't know what to do." Lu Yi's voice was full of distress.

"You said you were going to get married, ok, I have no objection, even though you didn't like the chief at that time, you sold your marriage just to avoid Zhong Yao's hurt and make a fortune... Difficulties, but you are too irresponsible for your own life. Later, you got along with the chief and fell in love. I am very glad that you had a happy ending, but you toss about divorce and quit acting Huan... If you want to break with him, I won't say anything, but why are you getting involved with him again? The child is born, and the ties in the middle will not be cut off from now on..."

"I know, I don't want to..." Lu Yi was also in pain, she didn't know what to do, and her life was in a mess.

"This is not the worst thing. The worst thing you did was to refuse to remarry the chief! Why did you refuse? Is it useful to pester your little emotions? It's useless, but it hurts other people. You are sorry for the chief. You never forget it, and I am sorry for your son who was born in October!"

"No——Sister Yang, I can't accept deception. Even if I promise to get back together with the chief now, I can't forget that he kept it from him when something happened." You're making excuses! ".

"no--"

"You are just making excuses for your timidity and low self-esteem! Xiaoyi, you were not like this before. You used to be full of confidence, enthusiasm, and dare to love and hate...how did you become like this now? Of course love There is sweetness and hurt, last time you were in love, you met a bad person, this time you met someone more important than love in your heart... I know that your love comes first, but not everyone in this world is like that. It’s like this, some people, especially men, in their hearts, responsibilities and family members are always in front of love, this is something you can’t change...you have to learn to accept it, instead of competing with him and punishing yourself .”

After a long speech, it was the first time for Lu Yi to hear such a profound analysis of himself, and his heart was also full of shock.

Is that so?She refused to accept the chief, not because she couldn't forgive his betrayal, but because she didn't have confidence?

She was confused, and tortured herself in her heart, why did she refuse to accept the chief's proposal to remarry?Is it because he is afraid that he will give up on himself again?Or has she given up on the pursuit of happiness?

"Xiaoyi, you are still young, don't indulge in the pain of the past, you have to come out." Sister Yang persuaded earnestly.

In the past few years of cooperation between the two, Lu Yi has followed her since their debut, obedient and hardworking, never causing trouble for her, and doing everything he can to explain, the relationship between the two has long since surpassed agents and entertainers.

Therefore, she will not hinder Lu Yi from work, she hopes that she can have a truly happy life.

Lu Yi's eyes gradually cleared up, and he had the desire to speak.

"Sister Yang, ever since Zhong Yao didn't want me, I often had a dream. In a deserted wilderness, I ran with a group of companions. I watched them run away one by one. I fell behind. Desperately calling their names, telling them to wait for me, but no one stopped, they all ran past me, and their figures became farther and farther away, until I couldn't find them anymore, until I was alone in this wilderness ...I cried alone, laughed alone, and cursed alone, and the feeling of loneliness and emptiness went deep into my bones...it was terrible...every time I woke up from a dream like this."

Sister Yang held Lu Yi's hand and patted her lightly, "That's because your heart remembered the injury and expanded it infinitely... Dreams are always reversed, no one left behind You, you have to come out by yourself."

"No, no, I can't get out... Even when I'm with the chief, I often have this dream... I tell myself that the dreams are all fake and deceitful, but I'm more worried about what the chief will do if he doesn't want me? The chief is so excellent..." Lu Yi said incoherently, venting out the things accumulated deep in her heart... She had suppressed it for a long time.

Yes, she never said it, but she has low self-esteem in her heart. She has no parents, a child who struggled to grow up, and her heart is full of various insecurities. The person she once loved the most is Zhong Yao. Pure love was given to him, but in the end he abandoned her and chose someone else... She was almost knocked down, but she struggled to get up again for her sister and Doudou... Fate treated her favorably and let her meet When she arrived at the chief, she thought her life had turned a corner, but she was still aiming for happiness... She worked hard to live her life, trying to please her father-in-law, mother-in-law, eldest sister-in-law and husband... But in exchange, the chief was for one woman and one woman. The child divorced her... Her heart was about to break.

No matter how much she pretends to be strong and doesn't care, these things have already carved a deep imprint on her heart, which will never be worn away... Every time she wants to be happy, she will jump out and remind her: don't believe, don't... Indulging...you are always the one who gets hurt in the end.

what to dowhat to do?She didn't want to live such a restless life, as if there was a knife hanging above her head, and she didn't know when it would fall down.

Sister Yang hugged Lu Yi distressedly, comforting her: "No, no, Xiao Yi is the best girl, you will be happy."

Lu Yi couldn't help crying, "But I'm afraid, Sister Yang, I can't trust anyone, I don't believe they are sincere to me..."

Sister Yang's heart sank, she did not expect that Lu Yi's psychological problems were already so serious.I didn't think she was laughing and joking before, but it turned out that she was suppressed to the bottom of my heart, and it would be exposed as soon as I touched related things.

She is also very fortunate that she discovered Lu Yi's problem during this chat, and if she finds out, she can solve her problem. If it is too bad to go to treatment, it is better than letting her hide it like this, and the negative emotions will accumulate more and more. Then one day, Lu Yi will explode.

After Lu Yi cried for a while and stabilized his mood, Sister Yang wiped away her tears, and the two held hands intimately, Sister Yang continued to enlighten Lu Yi: "Did you tell the chief about the dream? "

"No, I dare not let him know."

"I suggest that you have a talk once, let's talk about it completely, Xiao Yi, I don't know if you realize that your emotional backlog is too long, and you need a gap. The chief is a calm person, and his attitude can comfort you. insecurity."

What Sister Yang didn't tell Lu Yi was that she suspected that she already had a mental illness... But she couldn't tell her directly, what if Lu Yi became more worried?It seems that she needs to find some time to chat with Mo Shaoan, and she can't let Lu Yi go on like this.

"Sister Yang, will he look down on me like this?" Because I loved him deeply, I want to leave the most beautiful side in front of him, without any flaws.What should I do.

"No, the chief is not such a superficial person, he only loves the hurt you have suffered."

Lu Yi nodded, and with Sister Yang's persuasion, she finally decided to find time to have a good talk with Mo Shaoan.

Seeing that she agreed, Sister Yang finally felt relieved, and planned in her heart, she must find a psychiatrist when she goes back, and consult with Lu Yi about this situation, and if it continues to develop, will there be any danger in the end?

After talking about this topic, Sister Yang wanted to make Lu Yi happy, so she found a topic that she was interested in and asked.

"Didn't you give birth to a son? Quickly show me the photo, and let me have a pair of male eyes to identify whether he is a handsome guy or not!"

When Lu Yi heard the mention of the little guy, he hurriedly took out his phone and showed off the photos in it to Sister Yang: "I have such good genes with the chief, of course we can only give birth to handsome boys!"

There are a lot of photos in the phone, all of which she secretly took of the little guys, some sleeping with their mouths pouting, some drooling while biting their little fingers... the little dolls who are just a few months old, although they can’t see how handsome the future is, but the big eyes are tall The bridge of the nose definitely has the potential to become a handsome guy!

Sister Yang looked at the photo and exclaimed, "It's so cute!"

"Cute, isn't it? I gave birth to it." Lu Yi was very frightened.

Sister Yang was stimulated, "I want to give birth too!"